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#good news I didnāt have to go or the hospital/a doctor yesterday#bad news Iām still not good and Iām so weak#good news my new deadline is moved forward indefinitely#bad news itās bc my moms partner got so bad they had to call an ambulance on him and take him to the hospital#where he spent the night in the er and is now gonna be admitted to somewhere else (likely infection)#which means sheās busy with that and isnāt able to accompany me to any appointment and I wonāt go without her#good news (but actually not so good) is that nothingās probably gonna happen with me until after the weekend#the really bad news though is that Iām too sick to be able to help taking care of our dog#which is my thing. they can always rely on me to take care of our dog. whenever my momās partner gets sick and they have appointments or#mom works and he cant take care of our dog they can always count on me to do it#they can drop him off here or I can go to them and take him to my place and they donāt have to worry about him at all#they can let go of that responsibility and those worries immediately bc Iāve got him. but this time they canāt and it makes me feel so bad#I wanna cry#I can have our dog here at my place so heās not alone heās fed he can go outside the house and pee if needed but the actual walks I canāt do#Iām too weak. making a simple omelet is so draining (and tmi but I need to have enough energy to go to the toilet multiple times a day)#and while I would be able to force myself to walk the dog long enough so he can do all his business I would be using up what little energy I#have and then some. which Iām excellent at im calling it borrowing from the future only now thereās not really a future to borrow from#and I know my brother is helping with our dog too but I just feel like that is my task you know? thatās my responsibility thatās what I help#with. and it just makes me feel useless and extra useless bc Iām one more thing for my mom to worry about#I hate this. I hate being sick like this this has never happened to me before#some mkre good news though is that the omelets is giving me some strength. Iām not able to sit at my computer and play sims during the day#I donāt only have to lay on the couch the entire day which is really nice#but itās really not enough itās more of a keeping me stable at a pretty low level
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spoke deeply to me.
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Settle an argument with me?
#my parents took me (and all my siblings) on ābaby swimā#which I guess is more practicing being in water and under water etc#I actually donāt really know š I just have photos#and then as soon as I was old enough I was signed up for swim lessons#and continuously went on them until I was kicked out for being too good#and after that I was recommended going to continue at a swim club but I didnāt want that#but I joined and swam on my own whenever my siblings had their lessons#and have regularly and irregularly went swimming as physical activity since#now now though itās been like six years but thatās bc I hate shopping for swim clothes#and thatās kinda a required thing to do that š
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#my entire gastrointestinal system seems to have forgotten how to function like an actual gastrointestinal system#and my mom has given me a deadline until Wednesday that if itās not on the path of becoming better we have to do something about it#and I think this time itās an actual real deadline and not one of those more maybe perhaps ones Iāve managed to push forward so far#and also that on wedneaday itās been 2.5 weeks of this#and Iām growing increasingly weaker basically by the hour#and I guess it eventually gets to a point where you maybe should start worry if thereās actually something wrong#and if it is then probably if itās possible do something about it#that is a lot of ands in a row in my tags š six to be exact it looks pretty ridiculous#anyway letās hope my body magically fixes itself on tuesday evening the latest#or at least enough that my mom is gonna let it be for a little while longer
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Brendan Brisson: Iāve been living with him the last two weeks and have grown to know that heās got a weird obsession with frogs. Heās got a big frog pond in his backyard. Iām like, āwhereās Trevor?ā Then Iāll go around the property and heās hanging out with the frogs (x)
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Trevor Zegras saw everyone re-sharing this when he was traded to the Flyers, and needs to clear the air! 𤣠(via br open ice, 7/25/25)
#jamieās very clear āI wouldnāt say thatā#its like heās going jesus how can you for even one second think that *I* said that?!#tzjd
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max whenever he's asked about mercedes: i could also just die?!
#heās just like me he just says it out loud#Iām too scared/tired of getting judged to I keep those thoughts to myself#my mom said to me last month āit will get better you wonāt always feel like thisā#and I was like but if I die tomorrow then I will have felt this forever#tw death
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do NOT sort by kudos the real play is to find the most prolific writers in the hockey rpf tag and go to their profile to see if theyāve written a single bizarrely high-quality fic for the fandom youāre actually looking for
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you COMMENT on fic? you comment on the story like it's worth something? oh! oh! love for reader! love for reader for One Thousand Years!!!!
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#spring all the time#for so many reasons#it has one redeeming factor for me and itās that hockey worlds take place during (my) spring#otherwise itās just awfulness all around#hate it
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#well it wasnāt unassigned#it was assigned-assigned#but yes I did have my place in the car#and I have siblings#and itās the right side#itās the perfect position for the driver to keep me awake š and itās always the place with the most leg space
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Man attends current workplace.
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Go read an old fic.
There's such recency bias in fandom. As an author you post something, get a few reactions, and then it goes off into the bin. As a reader you check the tags, see what's new, and move on. But a lot of old stuff is really good. It's just sitting there, gathering dust, waiting for someone to take a peek.
So go on. Treat yourself.
Read an old fic.
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#I have both 1633 and 1634 ships on my dash#and from two different fandoms#when I see text posts that either talk about the ship of someone mentions the ship in the tags#I get so confused before I figure out which ship itās referring#bc depending on my mindset I think either try to figure out who the hell 34/33 is#then I think itās just a misspelling#before finally realizing oh shit different fandom#itās an experience having so many different fandoms on your dash š#and itās a bit of a guessing game in general. but when someone specifies and it still doesnāt help is just a bit funny
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there's nothing i like more as a computer program than a long period of silent contemplation - not doing anything, not rushing anywhere, just standing here and enjoying this moment with the user. oh, it seems once again he has summoned my beautiful and ruthless wife Task Manager. hello, my darling! what are you doing with that long cruel scimitar
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