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*cries into your neck, finally breaking down* -s

*holds him tightly, my heart breaking*

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*whimpers* I'm sorry *over and over* I didn't mean it, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. -s

*holds him tightly*

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*shakes my head* No.. no, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Don't hurt me, I'm sorry. -shaun-

*frowns* I'm not gonna hurt you baby

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*wakes up at about 6 and feels that you're gone* *starts to cry and curl up further, digging my nails into my arm trying to keep myself together* -shaun-

*wakes up when i hear him crying* *gets up as carefully as i can and walks into my room, quickly getting into bed* sh.. sh it's okay. its okay I'm here 

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*Cuddles you drifting off* -L

*falls asleep about an hour after you do*

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*gently rubs your back, whispering* I love you. -L

*whispers* i love you too li

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*slowly gets up and carries you up to the other bedroom laying you down and climbing in after you pulling the blankets over us, snuggling close to you* -L

*cuddles up to your side, resting my head against your chest*

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*closes my eyes* we have another bed... *rests my head on top of yours* -L

*nods a little* mhmm

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*smiles a little and whispers* bed? -liam-

*whispers* shaun's in our bed

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*cuddles you closer, yawning* -L

*rests my head on your shoulder, lightly kissing your neck*

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*kisses your cheek, your neck, and your shoulder, mumbling* I missed you too baby. -L

*looks up a little at the clock, only to see that it's 2 in the morning* *hums, leaning a bit closer to you*

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*smiles softly wrapping my arms around you* Hey there, beautiful. -L

*smiles, mumbling softly* hi.. i missed you

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*looks up at you again* Hey baby. -L

*smiles softly, walking over to you* *sits down in your lap, getting comfortable*

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*keeps myself completely curled up trying to protect myself* -s

*carefully lays him down and goes downstairs* *calls quietly as i come down the stairs* liam?

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*curls up into a smaller ball trying to disappear* -s

*holds him until he falls asleep*

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*Snuggles into your chest, shaking slightly* -s

*rubs his back, trying to calm him down*

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*hides my face in your neck* Don't let me go.. please. I feel like I'm breaking into a million pieces and I need you to help me stay together. -s

*frowns, holding him tightly* i won't baby