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𝗦𝗽𝗮𝗱𝗲𝘀, 𝗖𝗹𝘂𝗯𝘀, 𝗛𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘀, 𝗼𝗿 𝗗𝗶𝗮𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗱𝘀?

Y/n unfortunately got split up from the group, just like Chishiya did. But they didn’t get split up together. Until the two have a life or death reunion.

tw/cw: spoilers, blood, manipulation kinda(does that need a tw lol)

pairings: ChishiyaXreader

“Usagi? Chishiya?” Y/n’s heart was practically beating out of their chest. Less than 24 hours ago they and the 4 others along with the people who had survived were trying to figure out who the witch was at the beach. Now they’re all running for their lives, screaming at the top of their lungs and being shot at by the King of Spades, who nobody knows who he is, or where he even came from.

Everywhere Y/n turned there was either a dead body, or a person in the middle of getting shot. Which ever it was, it made them pick up speed and hide behind a car. Hyperventilating like no other. Bullets hit the car, shattering the windows, Y/n threw their hands up to their mouth to silence their noises. Making sure not to scream no matter how much it was on the tip of their tongue. They would’ve used the gun in their hand to get the man, but they would’ve failed.

If they wanted to live Y/n had to look for their friends. But how could they when bullets are flying from every which way. And they can’t even look for the one shooting at them.

Until it went at least a little silent. “Hey.” Y/n snapped their head to the car next to them in horror but settled down once they recognized Arisu and Usagi. “It’s just us. Kuina and Chishiya are on the other side.” there was a long pause before they knew how to respond. “What do we do?” the two were quiet for a second. “Survive.” That was a lot to do especially in these circumstances. Y/n didn’t know which they preferred. Niragi and his trigger happy fingers at the beach, or a man wearing a cloak shooting at everyone.

What they didn’t know was that Ann and Tatta were coming to help.

With a screech a car stopped in front of them. “Get in!” They watched Kuina, Usagi, and Arisu get in but realized there were no more seats and Chishiya trailing behind slowly then stopped. A bomb had been thrown their way. “Go get out of here!” They yelled, there was no time before the King of Spades starting shooting again. “Y/n! Chishiya!” Kuina was just as stressed as the rest of them.

Tatta put more pressure on the gas peddle and they were gone. “They’ll survive.” And Y/n was alone with dead bodies on the ground and smoke blurring their vision. Which gave them no choice but to walk around the city to find a plan to join up with their friends, keep playing. And find the most important person to them.

The sun was almost down and they had yet to find some kind of food or water. Gunshots were heard miles behind them. Y/n found an empty corner store in front of an hopefully abandoned apartment building, after getting food that’ll last until they find some type of game to get involved with.

The apartment building was soundless, dirty, and vacant.

Throughly checking for any sign of people it seemed like Y/n was actually the only thing around. They came to a stop on floor number three, and opens the first door on the hall. Placing the bag of food beside the door before pulling out their gun and searching for sight of someone else.

They weren’t expecting a noise coming from behind them in the bathroom. They paused before turning around pushing the door slightly open with their foot while the gun was still pointed, it was mostly clean. Until a rat jumped out scaring Y/n a bit. “Jesus I can’t wait to go home.” If there even was a home to go back to.

Y/n settled down in the bedroom making sure to lock the door and place something in front of it and the bedroom one as well. Being away from their friends was going to be a long time.

The sun glared through the windows onto their face waking them up, and it was time to look for a game.

Luckily when they went strolling for a while, Y/n found an abandoned prison like building, with a blimp and the jack of hearts card hanging down from it.

Walking in there was one collar like thing on a table. And a boy with blue hair walking up the stairs. The collar clicked together and on the back of it, the screen with flipping through hearts, spades, clubs, and diamonds. Landing on spades.

When Y/n got to the top of the stairs and saw many people. A girl with a blue dress, a man in a suit with a woman on his right side, a boy with his hair covering half his face, some guy looking anxious as hell with a guy with a white jacket on beside him. Wait? Isn’t that- “The game with now commence. This is called solitary confinement, difficulty: Jack of Hearts. Here are the rules. Guess the card suit that appears on the back of your collar. However you may not look at the symbol yourself. The time limit is one hour per round. In the final five minutes you will enter your cells and disclose your symbol. If you do not guess the correct symbol the game will be over. The collar will explode and you will die., the game is over once the Jack of Hearts is dead.” Y/n tuned the feminine voice out after that.

They were staring long and hard at the dude wearing his hood, til the two made eye contact. It was him. It was Chishiya. Their eyes lit up and went wide and he started to come forward a bit, but Y/n motioned him to stay put, just until the PA was done speaking. When everyone else started moving they did too.

“You seem trustworthy, I think we should form an alliance, what do you say?” Y/n said with a hint of cracking a joke. God did they miss his presence. And it hasn’t even a solid 3 days. But did they miss his touch, his lips, his everything.

Round one, no one died. Round two, a bald angry man died. Due to the influence of the boy with blue hair, which they heard his name was Banda. Who was a serial killer, four women he murdered. And his friend that sort of followed him like a loss puppy.

Every round was the same thing. “I’ll tell you yours if you tell me mine!”

Y/n, Chishiya, and the anxious guy in overalls, his name was Ippei. The three were sitting in the canteen, looking at everyone freaking for round 5 and seeing the number of people dwindle. They were dropping like flies.

This woman Kotoko and a man she was stuck with as if she were glued to his side caught Y/n’s attention. Not only were the two going at it like a bunch of bunnies but they seemed so mysterious like. Especially Yaba, but Kotoko was different. Throughout the game her and another guy, Matsushita would walk past each other when ever the could. Grabbing the same snack every time they were in the canteen. Of course Chishiya was the one to pick this up.

“Maybe they’re secretly in love.” Y/n slapped the back of his head. “It was a joke.”

Finally. It was five players left, Matsushita, Chishiya, Y/n, Banda, Yaba, and Kotoko. Y/n had a feeling of who the jack was.

Chishiya used the clever kind of his to formulate a plan against Kotoko, Yaba, and Matsushita. Chishiya got into her head to say the least, resulting in her death.

Honestly all this death had Y/n feeling like life was way too short, although everyone knew this. Y/n was seeing hundreds of lives being taken each minute in this hell hole.

Now this was and still is not the time for Y/n to get all soft and sappy just because Chishiya meant a lot to them. But Y/n had heavy admiration towards him, for his bravery, and stoic attitude towards this whole ordeal. Maybe the two would have a brighter and better future once this shit hole comes to an end.

Kotoko was dumb enough to believe anyone besides Yaba who she had stuck with the entire game. Poor girl shouldn’t have done that.

The last round. And one door opened. Matsushita walked out and started laughing like a complete lunatic. Banda was the real serial killer and psycho but even he was able to keep his composure and keep his emotions in. The laughter filled with silence the minute another door to a cell opened. And before he knew it he was backed to a corner with Yaba and Banda crouched over him with a shared knife.

The two later walked out of the prison and the blip above had came crashing down on fire. Y/n already knew many people were bound to die, but they and Chishiya would not be one of them.

But maybe in the next few hours that lay ahead of them.

Y/n turned to Chishiya and kissed his cheek. “I’ll never understand how you’re so fucking smart ‘Chiya.” he let out a chuckle. “I don’t even know how honestly. I just.. connect the dots, find patterns and go from there.”

They would stick by Chishiya’s side if need be, protecting him if needed. Unless he ends up being the protector, it’s still fine.

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uhm hey…🌚

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THEY GOT TOKYO REV ON HULU YALL

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hi, changed my user so friends don’t find me

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gonna make a chishiya fanfic bc of the new season

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SEASON 2 FOR ALICE IN BORDERLAND TODAY🤞

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𝗬𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸?

yeah… i’m back !! this got me feeling like cory kenshin. but hi idk how long i can keep posting for. i might leave, post, leave, post, then leave again. who knows tbh

summary// Y/n left for their original home, Toman thought it was for good. Until, Y/n came back. And to an utter shit show.

warnings// mentions death, SPOILERS

pairings// ReaderxTokyoRev

It was good to be back! Wasn’t it? I thought this was going to be amazing, seeing everyone again. Unfortunately due to time zones I couldn’t keep in contact with them. I wonder what’s changed. I wonder how Mikey and the gang is doing.

Y/n walked to Mitsuya’s house till in front of the door. This was so exciting! They haven’t seen each other in what feels like decades. Knocking softly but loud enough for the ones inside to hear, two young girls opened the door wide open. Y/n’s eye widened in awe. “Luna! Mana! you two are so big!” The pair started to squeal with happiness. “Y/n! You’re back!” They both engulfed them into a hug. “Girls. I can’t breathe”.

They backed off letting Y/n suck in some air. “Where’s Takashi guys?” Their smiles dropped, and a look of sadness was replaced. “He’s not doing well at the moment. Maybe you will cheer him up. It’ll be a surprise!”

Sad? Why was he sad? And what the fuck was going on around here. Usually Y/n would see Takemichi, Draken, and Mikey bickering like cats and dogs somewhere. But it’s practically empty now. Where the fuck was the gang?

“We’ll show you to his room.” As they approached the door, Y/n felt sweat beads forming on their forehead. This was incredibly nerve racking, they haven’t seen each other in years. Now they’re coming back so suddenly.

“Go on. Knock.” Luna ushered them. Four soft knocks will do it. Their first shook slightly. The anxiousness was really catching up to them. “Not now guys. Please.” A faint and muffled voice could be heard from the other side. Luna and Mana rolled their eyes together. “Just open it and go inside.”

They whispered just in case he could hear everything that was taking place. Twisting the knob stopping half way then continuing with the irritating creaking noise. They saw scattered papers with drawings on them, fabrics laying on the floor, a little light coming from a lamp illuminating only parts of the room. And of course Mitsuya, slouched over with his head down.

“Girls I said not now-” he paused. The sight of Y/n left him in shock. And they froze as well, not even noticing the two girls walking off.

They stared not knowing what to say. His hair has grown out, he had a bread, an unintentional one at that. His dark circles were far more darker than they could last remember and his eyes were bloodshot red. He looked tired, not the sleepy kind. But the mentally exhausted kind.

“Y/n, you’re back?” Tears were forming at the brim of his eyes. He quickly got up to squeeze his old friend into a huge hug. This was hard to process for Y/n.

He looks.. Horrible.

“Takashi?” He pulled back to look them in the eyes. Worry was noticed all over their facial expressions. “Yeah?” “What’s going on here?” He took a step back. and swallowed hard.

Where did he begin. Oh yeah our best friend actually was killed, Mikey’s gone batshit crazy, Takemichi thinks he can save everyone and I’m in a depressive state at the moment.

Yeah. That’ll do one for Y/n.

He sighed and sat on the ground preparing to tell Y/n everything.

Many tears later the two found theirselves in front of a grave.

Two graves to be exact.

As if one cue rain started pouring down on the two.

“He’s actually dead. And Mikey barely even cares.” Mitsuya whispered softly with his voice cracking a bit. He really tired to keep his composure in front of Y/n but it was really no use. He basically lost his brother.

He just wanted to crawl up in a ball for a while. Alone. With no one else around. But Y/n made him feel secure. He didn’t want Y/n to go but the was aware they had other visits to make.

“You should go see Takemichi and Hinata.”

HEYYYYYYYYYYY I MISSED YALL SM IM BACK i hope you’ll like this new series i’m working on chapter four for the eddie series i wanna get that done like immediately

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omg hey baes ?!?!? a lil life update, schools been in for abt 6-ish weeks i’m doing really really good. next week i’m going to an enhypen concert, im actually still working on chapter 4 for idlya 🙋🏻‍♂️ i love you all tysm for 500

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im backkkkkk <3

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i’m taking a little break BUT ITS NOT GONNA BE LONG I SWEAR

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hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future

tags: anyone that wants to do this :)

✨This or That✨

Tagged by the loveliest Poppy @arizonapoppy! 🥰

TAG GAME!

Rules: highlight what you like or what applies to you.

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

Tagging (only if you want to ☺️): @jikooknoona @raplinesmoon @jjkeverlast @parkdatjimin @alpacaseoks @kth1 @sweetestofchaos @minttangerines @jimilter and anyone else who sees this and wants to play!

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1. my hair color

2. my styleeeee

3. my lip shape

4. my coily hair

5. my amazing music taste

tags: i’m too scared to tag anyone i don’t want anyone to get annoyed so anyone that wants to do this :)

when u get this u have to answer with 5 things u like about yourself, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)

tani 😭♥️ my sweetest darling imyyyyy- u doing good? 🥺 thx for the ask luv!

5 things i love bout me <3

1. my crankiness

2. my bubbly personality

3. how hardworking i can be

4. how i never stop talking 😗

5. i just love me. me just perfect mwah 😽💋

sending... @trimisu @dreamesamu @quirrrky @codename-hiraeth @mrskenmakozume @sillykawa @justanawolf @loving-august @hirugummies @gumiresque cuz u guys are hot n yea positivity is cool

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Crush

Characters: Asahi

Reader: female

Summary: Asahi has a crush on you and gets some help asking you out.

♢Asahi that sweet Baby doesn't even know what came over him as He caught himself watching you during a class

♢Why is it suddenly so warm? It's just him? Cheeks Red? He’s so embarrassed by it

♢Definitely can't find the courage to go up and Talk to you, not even After weeks

♢it's become so painfully obvious that He has a crush on you by now it's actually funny

♢the whole Team is so annoyed by it because He can’t Seem to Talk about anything Else anymore

♢it also affects the whole game and that's where Daichi draws the line, Ball flying Straight against his head as He stared in the Air, thoughts everywhere but on the field

♢next Thing you know is that you get invited to Come to the next game, Hinata even begging you to please Come

♢you were a bit confused by it, never having talked to any of them before

♢But when you See the tall guy from your maths class on the field you get an idea, cheering loudly for the whole Team

♢you noticed his lingering gaze weeks ago already but were too shy yourself to actually go up to him, a bit intimidated by his Looks

♢He was a blushing Mess whenever He heard you cheer, especially when it was for him

♢After the game Sugawara and Daichi pretty much dragged him to you and broke the news of the crush

♢Asahi wanted the floor to swallow him whole but when you smiled at him and just handed him your Number He was mimicking your big smile, immediately saving your Number

♢”And that's when you should ask her for a Coffee or something” Sugawara suggests him with a wink, wanting to help his friend

♢He nodded “i-i know that. You can leave now… Please” He mumbled sheepish, Hand rubbing nervously at his neck

♢You two were stuttering and blushing a lot around each other but agreed to Grab a Coffee the next Day

♢Both of you were over the moon and hopefully Asahi won't be so distracted anymore since the first step was made

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IF YOURE 30+ DNI ????💀

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thank you for the tag<3

relationship status: single

favorite color: lavender and lilac

song stuck in my head: playground love by air, golden tracks and the morning by the weeknd

last thing i googled: how many calories are in grape tomatoes

time: 12:35pm

dream trip: i’m not exactly sure maybe paris

@anyone that would like to do this :)

Thank you for the tag @certifiedjaeger 💗

relationship status: Single and not trying to mingle.

favorite color: Green, all shades.

favorite food: Doughnuts, all kinds.

song stuck in my head: killer - fka twigs

last thing i googled: "yosemite fire"

time: 3:48pm

dream trip: I'm still on my Australia shit.

Tagging @erenyaygirl @chaotic-nick @swirlpops @ephe-merally @shepfics @anastasias1997

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@fromthedt @nooneshappy @sidekickforlife @in-my-body-bag @cece5 @bbymochi1 @rainazinha @jbbbarnes @strrwberrybichu @noiacha @shortassmf @sleepyhead1456 @ariana05sworld @mrs-hotchner @iiivvviii @stitchattacks ks @plk-18 @fairykiss32 @sleepy-bunnie @vulcrum332 (sorry if you got tagged twice)

𝗜 𝗗𝗢𝗡𝗧 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗡𝗬𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗘 𝗖𝗵.𝟯

summary// y/n can see eddie drifting away so easily for someone else, how would he feel when he has to watch you go through what he saw with chrissy? or could he possibly prevent it?

warnings + content warning// angst, fluff, break ups, cursing, mentions of drugs, death, SPOILERS FOR s4, Imk if i missed some

a/n: i am so so sorry this took so long for me to post, also this isn't an insanely long fanfic. sorry if your tag isn't there for some reason usernames ain't popping up. this is gonna stretch to vol.2 bc i like being in pain.

i’m so sorry this took too long (i can’t fit every tag lol)

y/n wrote quickly, they had many notes to write with who knows how long time. finished with most of them, making sure to leave one for both grandma, and dad separately.

eddie’s note was saved for last, there’s not telling how long it would possibly be, and how much time it would take to write. so many words went through their head, that they would only be able to put on paper than say it out loud.

robin and nancy agreed to meet this Victor Creel, in order to see how he survived Vecna. “What do you think they’re writing?” steve said eyeing Y/n as they jotted down words, letter after letter. “Who knows. let’s just, leave them alone. for now.”

the two girls had left and then their were stev, max, dustin, lucas, and y/n. till they got up giving each of their friends a letter. “what’s this?” max questioned staring down at the envelope in her hands. “it’s just incase-” y/n took a deep breath in. “uh- just something’s i want you guys to know before i uhm. y’know.. die.” they swallowed the lump in their throat.

“y/n it’s going to be ok-” “no max it’s not. i’m going to die today, and there’s most likely nothing we can do about it but accept it.” “steve i need you to take me to my house then to lovers lake” he cocked an eyebrow. “uhm why?” they held up the remaining three of the letters. that said ‘grandma, dad, and eddie’. “no.” “no?” he shook his head. “the walkie-talkies might not reach to lover’s lake.” “yes it will.” dustin joined it.

y/n smiled at him. “no.” their smile dropped “steven i’m not going to spend my last day on earth in the armpit of mike wheelers basement.” “i don’t care.”

the group followed behind as they quickly walked out onto the street with the intentions of getting to their family, and eddie. “YOURE NOT GOING!” steve yelled after them. they stopped dead in their tracks beside his car. “unlock the door then.” steve sighed, when the car doors locked with a loud click.

as everyone was settling into the vehicle y/n could hear noises in the background, turning their head a bit they saw a clock staring back at them. they’re running out of time.

y/n walked through their home finding their grandmother cooking some food. “hey sweetie, i thought you were out with your friends today.” “yeah i was- i am. i just came to grab my uh walkman. i laid some letters on the table for you and dad.” their grandma looked confused. “letters? for what?” “just with everything going on i just-” they were cut off with while being pulled in by a hug. “there’s nothing to worry about.” y/n smiled sadly “yeah grandma, you’re right.” they tried pulling away but failed.

“can you let go now please?” trying to get away from her grip. “you’ll be gone soon y/n, make the most of it while you can.” “let go of me.” y/n’s body trembled with fear. they looked up only to see the creature? inside out human? the thing that would soon kill them.

“I SAID LET ME FUCKING GO.” wiggling out the grasp they fell onto the floor with a loud thud.

only to see that grammy wasn’t there, y/n was met with an empty and quiet house. they had been alone the whole time.

they quickly walked out the front door, not wanting to be there any longer. lucas caught onto their discomfort. “you ok n/n?” he placed his hand on their shoulder before they entered the car. “yeah, thanks lucas.” y/n turned their attention to steve. “you can go now.”

eddie heard a car pull up, and a door slam shut with a “make it fast.” coming right after. he saw his ex walking towards the house with something in their hand look anxious as ever. “hey, hey, hey. what’s wrong y/n?”

y/n took a deep breath, and took off their headphones trying to prepare themselves to give eddie this letter. their body shook slightly when they held their arm out. his wash was painted with a confused expression. “this is for you.” he took the envelope from their hand slowly opening it. “what’s this for? you- you’re scaring me.” his voice was shaky.

y/n took a seat on the steps with eddie following the action. “i’m gonna die today.” they tried to keep their composure, but to be fair how could you even say that without breaking down? but there was no point in sugarcoating it.

he looked utterly mortified, didn’t know what to say, couldn’t form words. the only thing that happened was tears forming the brim of his eyes. “what happened to chrissy, yeah. i’m next.” eddie couldn’t do anything but engulf them into a hug, squeezing them until they couldn’t breathe. “no. i can’t- i can’t lose you y/n”.

y/n hugged back, crying in the crook of his neck. “i’m not ready to die eddie.” both of their bodies trembled of what was next to come. neither of them were ready. none of their friends were ready to say goodbye to y/n.

eddie was confused, he felt helpless, how could anyone stop this. yes robin and nancy are trying to find a way to stop this but there’s no say in whether or not it would work.

he sat there trying to process the whole situation. was he really going to lose the person he loved the most?

y/n pulled away. “i need water, you can read the letter.” as they stood up the world around them changed. it was dark. it was scary. “y/n” it sounded like a voice was above them, beside them, in front of them. it came from every direction. but moving around in one circle there was nobody to be found.

i’m the distance they could make out a figure walking towards them. it was him. it was eddie. but deep down they knew that wasn’t their eddie. they knew the words that were to come out of his mouth are fake. “it’s finally time.” he was itching closer, with every step forward y/n took a step backwards.

they couldn’t keep standing there, they had to run, and fast. however the further they went the louder the voices got. y/n pasted by too much, to process where they were even at.

eventually running down some steps leading to a cemetery. they tried to catch their breath but had to stop for at least a few seconds, hiding behind a wall. seeing how much distance they got from “eddie” they turned their head around the corner only to vecna. “you can run all you want. there’s no escape.”

“Y/N? WAKE UP.” y/n’s friends stood around them shaking them violently. “C’MON SNAP OUT OF IT.”

eddie’s eyes were bloodshot red, he was shaking with fear as max, lucas, dustin, him and steve screamed at the top of their lungs trying to get y/n back to them. “CALL ROBIN AND NANCY. CALL ROBIN AND NANCY.” dustin never ran faster in his life to snatch a walkie-talkie yelling code red into it.

y/n carefully walked around the opened graves on each side of them.

they thought they were in the clear, and picked up the pace. y/n loss touch of the ground beneath them and started to fall insanely fast. falling onto presumably blood, now in a red area with random junk on the ground where two teenagers were plastered on pillars. fred, and chrissy. sat right there, eyes missing, jaw popped out of the socket, and limbs contorted.

y/n felt sick to their stomach, it didn’t help when things started taking them, and pulling them closer to a pillar. they struggled and tried hard to get out of the hold. but they were tired of running.

dustin ran to the group with cassettes in his hands yelling at max and eddie. “WHATS THEIR FAVORITE SONG?” he threw the songs onto the ground shuffling hoping to find a song that y/n loved. “what does this have to do anything.” dustin sighed angrily. “ITS JUST WHEN SOMEONE- ITS TOO MUCH TO EXPLAIN. TELL ME THEIR FAVORITE SONG.” “BILLIE JEAN, BY MICHAEL JACKSON.” both of them yelled at the same time.

y/n was wrapped around a pillar as well, their ears perked up when music started playing around them, i get to listen to my favorite song as i die?. reminding them of the time they and eddie listened and danced to it a while back. vecna was now in front of them inching closer and pointing at them.

“i told you i would catch up to you.”

in the distance behind him there was an opening showing their friends all in distress while they were lifted into the air. their eyes widened at the sight. he was directly face to face with them. “it’s time.” y/n couldn’t die without at least putting up a fight.

their heart was pounding with fear. they noticed a wooden plank out of the corner of their eye. snatching it and hitting vecna in the face with it making him stumble over, and making the vines go weak allowing them to get free.

hitting him one last time and spitting in his face. “screw you.” y/n ran for the last time seeing the people they loved afraid out of their minds. it didn’t matter how exhausted they were, dying was not an option.

random things started to fall from the sky, with hopes from vecna wanted them to fall only for blood to splatter onto their face and clothes. they could only think about the memories they had with all their friends.

lucas, max, will, and mike walked into Scoops Ahoy for y/n and steve to sneak them into the movie theater. “if anybody finds out about this-” “we’re dead!” the two older kids scoffed and looked at each other. “why do we still do this for them?” “because we love them steve.”

the time eddie and y/n danced witch each other in their room.

“i want to love you! PYT, pretty young thing!” y/n stared at eddie as he smiled at their enthusiasm towards this song. “you need some lovin’. tender love and care!” he joined it with them. sure this wasn’t his type of music mostly was the opposite, but he would do anything to watch y/n stay happy like this forever.

y/n curled up into eddie’s side when the music ended, and he tried to pull them closer to him, if that was even possible. “what song now?” he hummed at the question. “what’s that other song you go crazy for?”

y/n cocked an eyebrow. “Everybody wants to rule the World? Billie Jean? Rock with You? take your pick.” “mm i’m thinking Billie Jean.” y/n gasped out of shock “that’s my favorite song. good taste ed’s.”

the first time y/n officially got comfortable with eddie and allowed themselves to be free around him was the first time was when they played that song. Billie Jean.

“eddieeee dance with me. pleaseeee” y/n pouted at his stubbornness when he continued laying on the bed. he groaned but deep down inside he was nervous and all giddy at the fact y/n wanted to dance with him.

y/n was so close to the opening leading to their friends.

they were a mess. watching y/n sit in the air helplessly, all they could do is beg that this worked. y/n’s body dropped to the ground, eddie scooping them into his arms while max tightly gripped their arm and everyone else crowding around them.

they shot up, sucking in a huge breath of air with tears streaming down their face clutching onto eddie. “i thought i lost you” they tried to process what they just experienced, they nearly died. their body shook in his arms. “i’m here, i’m not gone.”

they all stayed at reeder ricks house for the night. eddie volunteered to stay up all night watching y/n, just in case something happened, he looked at them softly snoring, along with loud snores coming from the other side of the room. with that letter still in his hand,

slowly opening it.

dear eddie,

hi eddie, i’m not sure where to start with this. but i want to start off by saying i’m sorry, i’m sorry when you were trying to tell me how you still felt i dismissed it. i thought maybe, you were still confused about your feelings. you’re probably scolding me right now because i’m apologizing, and saying “it’s not your fault.” i feel like part of it is.

i wish i was able to say this out loud, but i can’t. it’s too hard to say it without breaking down. to be honest, i walked away because i was scared. i was scared that it would happen again, that you would find someone else and scared you would tell me that you don’t love me anymore. i wish i could read your mind because i never know what you’re thinking, sometimes i feel like you don’t want me, then you do, or you see me as just a friend.

i know. it’s stupid. i really do love you, more than anything. when you said you didn’t love me anymore, i honestly did not know what to think. i panicked, i was confused and hurt. by how blunt you were and how you said those words so easily. i didn’t know what to say. but i couldn’t stay with you, and i really wished that i could hate but i think we both know I’m not capable of that. however i do hate that i still love you. that i can’t stop loving you. it’s pathetic, i know.

if i die, and you’re reading this. please ed’s. move on, be happy. i don’t know if i’ll get the chance to say it in person, but eddie. i love you. if i die, i’m glad it’s going to be me.

if i’m being honest, i can’t live without you.

i’m sorry for all that sappy shit. do you remember when you took me on my first date? or our first official date. we went to the movies, Happy Birthday to Me. i was beyond nervous and excited at the same time. that was the first time you kissed me. thanks for head butting me by the way. i really appreciate it.

what about when i kept playing that one song over and over, until you eventually got annoyed, don’t lie you know it was getting annoying. it’s still my favorite song, i mean it’s been my favorite since it came out in. Rock with You by Michael Jackson. such a good song. how could you ever get annoyed? let’s not forget PYT now always a good one.

do you remember us dancing to Michael Jackson?! well i mean. what about that time where we snuck into a drive in movie, the movie SUCKED. at least we had fun watching the people around us scream for no absolute reason.

or when you let me dress you up in different types of clothes.

i practically forced you, but the two of us know you have fun doing it. i guess this is goodbye though.

thank you for the best months of my life.

i love you, more than you’ll ever know.

-y/n

tags: @eddiescorrodedcoffin86 @httpjiikook @heizenka @capybaraluverfr @marisans @beepboop900 @eliangooxx @the-one-fee @chrissysgf @lovelyladymayyy @hotdilfworld @missgay15 @surfsupbrahh @trinatiger @simp4rengoku @stitchity @kozykenma1102 @zealouslibrariesparadiselight @eddiemunsonsfrgf @cam-peggio @iveofficallylostmymarbles @eddiemunsonsbitch2000 @jay-swoohoo @lostinwonderland314 @erikaar @lokigirlszendaya @preciousbabypeter @prettyplant0 @nooneadoresdotcom @jaz-444 @fairykiss32 @grimmbunniee @wren5650 @mess-is-my-aesthetic @fredskum @a-dot-ham-24601 @spoookyconsultingcriminal @parker-natasha @mopey-thicc @sarahwasfound @magnus-lightwood14 @munsonsquitar @boobielover2800 @imjustheretryingnottodie @henhouse-horrors @klitzgetsfreaky @urleastfavemilf @p1ss0ffgh0st @todoroki-slut @siren-melodies @sidekickforlife @bite-anon @platonic-greek-lover @gwendolyn3019 @notbeforelong @baby-bearie @grannyrosita @fujiihime @heeyitsg @slasherfvker @josephquinnswhore

[oqlixsreads]

𝗜 𝗗𝗢𝗡𝗧 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗡𝗬𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗘 𝗖𝗵.𝟯

summary// y/n can see eddie drifting away so easily for someone else, how would he feel when he has to watch you go through what he saw with chrissy? or could he possibly prevent it?

warnings + content warning// angst, fluff, break ups, cursing, mentions of drugs, death, SPOILERS FOR s4, Imk if i missed some

a/n: i am so so sorry this took so long for me to post, also this isn't an insanely long fanfic. sorry if your tag isn't there for some reason usernames ain't popping up. this is gonna stretch to vol.2 bc i like being in pain.

please share this lol, i didn’t put tags at first i forgot, so it’s not gonna be underneath any tag lmfao

y/n wrote quickly, they had many notes to write with who knows how long time. finished with most of them, making sure to leave one for both grandma, and dad separately.

eddie’s note was saved for last, there’s not telling how long it would possibly be, and how much time it would take to write. so many words went through their head, that they would only be able to put on paper than say it out loud.

robin and nancy agreed to meet this Victor Creel, in order to see how he survived Vecna. “What do you think they’re writing?” steve said eyeing Y/n as they jotted down words, letter after letter. “Who knows. let’s just, leave them alone. for now.”

the two girls had left and then their were stev, max, dustin, lucas, and y/n. till they got up giving each of their friends a letter. “what’s this?” max questioned staring down at the envelope in her hands. “it’s just incase-” y/n took a deep breath in. “uh- just something’s i want you guys to know before i uhm. y’know.. die.” they swallowed the lump in their throat.

“y/n it’s going to be ok-” “no max it’s not. i’m going to die today, and there’s most likely nothing we can do about it but accept it.” “steve i need you to take me to my house then to lovers lake” he cocked an eyebrow. “uhm why?” they held up the remaining three of the letters. that said ‘grandma, dad, and eddie’. “no.” “no?” he shook his head. “the walkie-talkies might not reach to lover’s lake.” “yes it will.” dustin joined it.

y/n smiled at him. “no.” their smile dropped “steven i’m not going to spend my last day on earth in the armpit of mike wheelers basement.” “i don’t care.”

the group followed behind as they quickly walked out onto the street with the intentions of getting to their family, and eddie. “YOURE NOT GOING!” steve yelled after them. they stopped dead in their tracks beside his car. “unlock the door then.” steve sighed, when the car doors locked with a loud click.

as everyone was settling into the vehicle y/n could hear noises in the background, turning their head a bit they saw a clock staring back at them. they’re running out of time.

y/n walked through their home finding their grandmother cooking some food. “hey sweetie, i thought you were out with your friends today.” “yeah i was- i am. i just came to grab my uh walkman. i laid some letters on the table for you and dad.” their grandma looked confused. “letters? for what?” “just with everything going on i just-” they were cut off with while being pulled in by a hug. “there’s nothing to worry about.” y/n smiled sadly “yeah grandma, you’re right.” they tried pulling away but failed.

“can you let go now please?” trying to get away from her grip. “you’ll be gone soon y/n, make the most of it while you can.” “let go of me.” y/n’s body trembled with fear. they looked up only to see the creature? inside out human? the thing that would soon kill them.

“I SAID LET ME FUCKING GO.” wiggling out the grasp they fell onto the floor with a loud thud.

only to see that grammy wasn’t there, y/n was met with an empty and quiet house. they had been alone the whole time.

they quickly walked out the front door, not wanting to be there any longer. lucas caught onto their discomfort. “you ok n/n?” he placed his hand on their shoulder before they entered the car. “yeah, thanks lucas.” y/n turned their attention to steve. “you can go now.”

eddie heard a car pull up, and a door slam shut with a “make it fast.” coming right after. he saw his ex walking towards the house with something in their hand look anxious as ever. “hey, hey, hey. what’s wrong y/n?”

y/n took a deep breath, and took off their headphones trying to prepare themselves to give eddie this letter. their body shook slightly when they held their arm out. his wash was painted with a confused expression. “this is for you.” he took the envelope from their hand slowly opening it. “what’s this for? you- you’re scaring me.” his voice was shaky.

y/n took a seat on the steps with eddie following the action. “i’m gonna die today.” they tried to keep their composure, but to be fair how could you even say that without breaking down? but there was no point in sugarcoating it.

he looked utterly mortified, didn’t know what to say, couldn’t form words. the only thing that happened was tears forming the brim of his eyes. “what happened to chrissy, yeah. i’m next.” eddie couldn’t do anything but engulf them into a hug, squeezing them until they couldn’t breathe. “no. i can’t- i can’t lose you y/n”.

y/n hugged back, crying in the crook of his neck. “i’m not ready to die eddie.” both of their bodies trembled of what was next to come. neither of them were ready. none of their friends were ready to say goodbye to y/n.

eddie was confused, he felt helpless, how could anyone stop this. yes robin and nancy are trying to find a way to stop this but there’s no say in whether or not it would work.

he sat there trying to process the whole situation. was he really going to lose the person he loved the most?

y/n pulled away. “i need water, you can read the letter.” as they stood up the world around them changed. it was dark. it was scary. “y/n” it sounded like a voice was above them, beside them, in front of them. it came from every direction. but moving around in one circle there was nobody to be found.

i’m the distance they could make out a figure walking towards them. it was him. it was eddie. but deep down they knew that wasn’t their eddie. they knew the words that were to come out of his mouth are fake. “it’s finally time.” he was itching closer, with every step forward y/n took a step backwards.

they couldn’t keep standing there, they had to run, and fast. however the further they went the louder the voices got. y/n pasted by too much, to process where they were even at.

eventually running down some steps leading to a cemetery. they tried to catch their breath but had to stop for at least a few seconds, hiding behind a wall. seeing how much distance they got from “eddie” they turned their head around the corner only to vecna. “you can run all you want. there’s no escape.”

“Y/N? WAKE UP.” y/n’s friends stood around them shaking them violently. “C’MON SNAP OUT OF IT.”

eddie’s eyes were bloodshot red, he was shaking with fear as max, lucas, dustin, him and steve screamed at the top of their lungs trying to get y/n back to them. “CALL ROBIN AND NANCY. CALL ROBIN AND NANCY.” dustin never ran faster in his life to snatch a walkie-talkie yelling code red into it.

y/n carefully walked around the opened graves on each side of them.

they thought they were in the clear, and picked up the pace. y/n loss touch of the ground beneath them and started to fall insanely fast. falling onto presumably blood, now in a red area with random junk on the ground where two teenagers were plastered on pillars. fred, and chrissy. sat right there, eyes missing, jaw popped out of the socket, and limbs contorted.

y/n felt sick to their stomach, it didn’t help when things started taking them, and pulling them closer to a pillar. they struggled and tried hard to get out of the hold. but they were tired of running.

dustin ran to the group with cassettes in his hands yelling at max and eddie. “WHATS THEIR FAVORITE SONG?” he threw the songs onto the ground shuffling hoping to find a song that y/n loved. “what does this have to do anything.” dustin sighed angrily. “ITS JUST WHEN SOMEONE- ITS TOO MUCH TO EXPLAIN. TELL ME THEIR FAVORITE SONG.” “BILLIE JEAN, BY MICHAEL JACKSON.” both of them yelled at the same time.

y/n was wrapped around a pillar as well, their ears perked up when music started playing around them, i get to listen to my favorite song as i die?. reminding them of the time they and eddie listened and danced to it a while back. vecna was now in front of them inching closer and pointing at them.

“i told you i would catch up to you.”

in the distance behind him there was an opening showing their friends all in distress while they were lifted into the air. their eyes widened at the sight. he was directly face to face with them. “it’s time.” y/n couldn’t die without at least putting up a fight.

their heart was pounding with fear. they noticed a wooden plank out of the corner of their eye. snatching it and hitting vecna in the face with it making him stumble over, and making the vines go weak allowing them to get free.

hitting him one last time and spitting in his face. “screw you.” y/n ran for the last time seeing the people they loved afraid out of their minds. it didn’t matter how exhausted they were, dying was not an option.

random things started to fall from the sky, with hopes from vecna wanted them to fall only for blood to splatter onto their face and clothes. they could only think about the memories they had with all their friends.

lucas, max, will, and mike walked into Scoops Ahoy for y/n and steve to sneak them into the movie theater. “if anybody finds out about this-” “we’re dead!” the two older kids scoffed and looked at each other. “why do we still do this for them?” “because we love them steve.”

the time eddie and y/n danced witch each other in their room.

“i want to love you! PYT, pretty young thing!” y/n stared at eddie as he smiled at their enthusiasm towards this song. “you need some lovin’. tender love and care!” he joined it with them. sure this wasn’t his type of music mostly was the opposite, but he would do anything to watch y/n stay happy like this forever.

y/n curled up into eddie’s side when the music ended, and he tried to pull them closer to him, if that was even possible. “what song now?” he hummed at the question. “what’s that other song you go crazy for?”

y/n cocked an eyebrow. “Everybody wants to rule the World? Billie Jean? Rock with You? take your pick.” “mm i’m thinking Billie Jean.” y/n gasped out of shock “that’s my favorite song. good taste ed’s.”

the first time y/n officially got comfortable with eddie and allowed themselves to be free around him was the first time was when they played that song. Billie Jean.

“eddieeee dance with me. pleaseeee” y/n pouted at his stubbornness when he continued laying on the bed. he groaned but deep down inside he was nervous and all giddy at the fact y/n wanted to dance with him.

y/n was so close to the opening leading to their friends.

they were a mess. watching y/n sit in the air helplessly, all they could do is beg that this worked. y/n’s body dropped to the ground, eddie scooping them into his arms while max tightly gripped their arm and everyone else crowding around them.

they shot up, sucking in a huge breath of air with tears streaming down their face clutching onto eddie. “i thought i lost you” they tried to process what they just experienced, they nearly died. their body shook in his arms. “i’m here, i’m not gone.”

they all stayed at reeder ricks house for the night. eddie volunteered to stay up all night watching y/n, just in case something happened, he looked at them softly snoring, along with loud snores coming from the other side of the room. with that letter still in his hand,

slowly opening it.

dear eddie,

hi eddie, i’m not sure where to start with this. but i want to start off by saying i’m sorry, i’m sorry when you were trying to tell me how you still felt i dismissed it. i thought maybe, you were still confused about your feelings. you’re probably scolding me right now because i’m apologizing, and saying “it’s not your fault.” i feel like part of it is.

i wish i was able to say this out loud, but i can’t. it’s too hard to say it without breaking down. to be honest, i walked away because i was scared. i was scared that it would happen again, that you would find someone else and scared you would tell me that you don’t love me anymore. i wish i could read your mind because i never know what you’re thinking, sometimes i feel like you don’t want me, then you do, or you see me as just a friend.

i know. it’s stupid. i really do love you, more than anything. when you said you didn’t love me anymore, i honestly did not know what to think. i panicked, i was confused and hurt. by how blunt you were and how you said those words so easily. i didn’t know what to say. but i couldn’t stay with you, and i really wished that i could hate but i think we both know I’m not capable of that. however i do hate that i still love you. that i can’t stop loving you. it’s pathetic, i know.

if i die, and you’re reading this. please ed’s. move on, be happy. i don’t know if i’ll get the chance to say it in person, but eddie. i love you. if i die, i’m glad it’s going to be me.

if i’m being honest, i can’t live without you.

i’m sorry for all that sappy shit. do you remember when you took me on my first date? or our first official date. we went to the movies, Happy Birthday to Me. i was beyond nervous and excited at the same time. that was the first time you kissed me. thanks for head butting me by the way. i really appreciate it.

what about when i kept playing that one song over and over, until you eventually got annoyed, don’t lie you know it was getting annoying. it’s still my favorite song, i mean it’s been my favorite since it came out in. Rock with You by Michael Jackson. such a good song. how could you ever get annoyed? let’s not forget PYT now always a good one.

do you remember us dancing to Michael Jackson?! well i mean. what about that time where we snuck into a drive in movie, the movie SUCKED. at least we had fun watching the people around us scream for no absolute reason.

or when you let me dress you up in different types of clothes.

i practically forced you, but the two of us know you have fun doing it. i guess this is goodbye though.

thank you for the best months of my life.

i love you, more than you’ll ever know.

-y/n

tags: @eddiescorrodedcoffin86 @httpjiikook @heizenka @capybaraluverfr @marisans @beepboop900 @eliangooxx @the-one-fee @chrissysgf @lovelyladymayyy @hotdilfworld @missgay15 @surfsupbrahh @trinatiger @simp4rengoku @stitchity @kozykenma1102 @zealouslibrariesparadiselight @eddiemunsonsfrgf @cam-peggio @iveofficallylostmymarbles @eddiemunsonsbitch2000 @jay-swoohoo @lostinwonderland314 @erikaar @lokigirlszendaya @preciousbabypeter @prettyplant0 @nooneadoresdotcom @jaz-444 @fairykiss32 @grimmbunniee @wren5650 @mess-is-my-aesthetic @fredskum @a-dot-ham-24601 @spoookyconsultingcriminal @parker-natasha @mopey-thicc @sarahwasfound @magnus-lightwood14 @munsonsquitar @boobielover2800 @imjustheretryingnottodie @henhouse-horrors @klitzgetsfreaky @urleastfavemilf @p1ss0ffgh0st @todoroki-slut @siren-melodies @sidekickforlife @bite-anon @platonic-greek-lover @gwendolyn3019 @notbeforelong @baby-bearie @grannyrosita @fujiihime @heeyitsg @slasherfvker @josephquinnswhore