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endos feel like invasive species

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For more context about what I was talking about (Which I'm NOT obligated to give FYI), here's the posts that inspired the original post.

humanity is fucking stupid! you know humans will just do the same thing back to you if you're doing it to them, right?? and you know not everyone within the same community shares the same opinion right????

why do pro endos act like all anti endos believe in the same things. like no dude, I'm personally not going to be stealing your posts because I feel so icky doing that. I also just believe that I could write a better post with my own words that really reflects me instead of having to steal from somebody.

but some anti-endos will, and that doesn't reflect on me. that reflects on them and if that falls within their morality then so be it, that's their damn morality.

freedom of speech not freedom of consequences, bitches.

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why do pro endos act like all anti endos believe in the same things. like no dude, I'm personally not going to be stealing your posts because I feel so icky doing that. I also just believe that I could write a better post with my own words that really reflects me instead of having to steal from somebody.

but some anti-endos will, and that doesn't reflect on me. that reflects on them and if that falls within their morality then so be it, that's their damn morality.

freedom of speech not freedom of consequences, bitches.

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i speak to so many trees

"i speak to trees" requested by @p-counsel

made by me, f2u, reblogs and credit appreciated!!

hang on i made this the wrong size

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omg, it's the meatwall!!

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I would just like it to be known that OP (Io collective) stated nothing about the term core being used in other ways being "wrong" in any way. They did, however, simply share facts and you responding to this post in the way you did reinstated the fact that this post was not for you because you are "allergic to science".

This post was specifically talking about from a scientific perspective, not a community perspective.

Do you believe the whole ‘the term core is harmful’ thing? And where can i learn more about it?

essentially, "core" comes from the outdated idea that people with DID / OSDD had one "original" part. since the theory of structural dissociation has become the mainstream, science acknowledges that there is no "original," and instead a personality that never fully integrated. most researchers use "host," or "part in executive control most often." in terms of sources, I'd just look into the theory of structural dissociation. idk. i'm tired and i do not have links.

but tl;dr, "core" is outdated and does not properly explain how systems work. there is no "original."

endos DNI this ain't for you. ik u lot are allergic to science.

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so. question??

how do people try to explain traumaendo systems-

cause they directly contradict each other. one needs trauma, the other "doesn't need trauma. its a forced system"

I genuinely do not understand. is it "I don't have enough trauma to be a system so I'll make one"??

THIS POST IS NOT AN INVITATION FOR ENDOS TO INTERACT. WE ARE STILL ANTI ENDO. I will block any (pro) endos who interact with us

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money is such an underrated accessibility option.

like people want to think any disabled person who is after money is morally suspect some way, because they're not asking for "treatments" or "accommodations" like a lot of our issues can be fixed way more easily with money. can't drive? paying for a taxi is often one of the more accessible alternatives. can't cook? you can pay more to have prepared food delivered to you. food restrictions? that food straight up costs more money. can't clean? you can pay for someone to do that. house inaccessible? having (lots) of money can help with that, you get the gist.

having money won't make us abled. it also won't stop our symptoms from being distressing, painful, or debilitating. but there's a huge gap in experience between the average poor disabled person and someone who's actually wealthy. you can buy your way out of some of the difficult situations most disabled people are left to rot in. wanting money, needing money, asking for money is pretty natural when it's such a useful tool. why get so weird about disabled people wanting money like i'm pretty sure everyone wants money anyway

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Cove "Heart Eyes" Holden <3

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oh the world would be a better space if people could only accept that delusions are a thing and that it's okay to have them

and, ooglie booglie, coping mechanisms for them

yes, as much as it stucks it's something you've got to manage. it's not the responsibility of anyone else.

Apparently it's a hot take but telling ppl to DNI bc of your "source trauma" from that source is fucking weird and feeding into your delusions

You need to understand that pseudo memories are not real they are pseudo for a reason

Yes, sometimes they mirror actual trauma but another fictive from your source you do not like has absolutely nothing to do with it and it's just plain stupid imo to tell an entire group of ppl who have literally done nothing wrong to dni

I literally saw a userbox that said "idc if you're source separated Valentino fictives DNI" grow the fuck up

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It’s always funny—no, pathetic—watching endogenic systems spit venom at traumagenic ones for “trusting psychiatry,” like that makes us obedient little pets licking a boot. Newsflash: I’m not loyal to doctors. I’m loyal to truth. And the truth is, you don’t get to claim a TRAUMA disorder without trauma. That’s not elitism. That’s definition.

You don’t get to cherry-pick clinical terms while simultaneously denying the disorder they come from. You don’t get to walk into trauma-centered spaces wearing a mask you made out of someone else’s suffering and call that resistance. That’s not defiance. That’s theft. And if you think disrespecting survivors is punk, then you’ve clearly never bled for anything in your life.

I’m not here to coddle delusions. I’m not here to clap while you cosplay pain you never lived. You want to feel special? Get a new hobby. Because this—this identity built from shattered memories and carved from years of surviving what should’ve killed us? It doesn’t belong to you.

Being punk means burning down systems that hurt people. Not stealing the scars of those they’ve already broken.

You’re not punk. You’re a parasite. And no matter how loud you scream or how many buzzwords you throw like confetti, you’ll never be what we are.

You’ll never get it.

And you’ll never be us.

-Mistfits

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trickster at it again, speaking facts

maybe don't steal shit from people if you need to throw a hissy fit about it when they tell you to knock it off xoxo

let me make this VERY fucking clear. we will always stand up for ourselves on this blog. if you steal our shit, we will react. absolutely nobody has a right to take our words.

welcome to the internet, besties. freedom of speech is not freedom from consequence. don't start shit if you arent prepared to back it up.

we don't seek out people to bother. we truthfully just block 99% of endos and move on. stealing shit from us is a direct attack.

we don't start fights as a system rule.

we sure as fuck finish them.

no amount of guilt trippy victim complex anons will convince any of us to let people walk all over us.

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Aw man I made some very hilarious takes in one of my posts but it failed to send and didn't save as a draft, oh well

I'm truly just here to have fun on the internet, I am NOT here to be a saint or a good influence. Then, after having a little bit of fun, I go back to my life as it was!

Anyone who thinks I'm trying to be a good person or take some sort of moral high ground CLEARLY doesn't know me.

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Yeah I don't know you in real life, I made that very clear. "From an outside perspective" - hence my opinion shouldn't matter to you. Are you really going to let some mentally ill guy who's using you as an outlet dictate your life? Aw no :( What a shame. I stated that I only know the bits on your blog, I made that very clear. You just lack reading comprehension and I find that absolutely hilarious. You can believe all that you want about your own lived experience. But spreading around the belief of "the absence of a disorder is non-disordered plurality!!" doesn't really help your case, my guy.

I'm not trying to reason with you, my guy, nor am I trying to take some moral high ground. If I wanted to take the moral high ground I would've ignored you long ago and reported you to Tumblr.

Oh noooo endos dni is such a hateful tag I'm so butt hurt. oh no I'm 30 years of age and I get soooo hurt when people on the internet use a tag I don't like!! consider blocking it. consider blocking the accounts if they make you that uncomfortable. Instead of, y'know, stealing their posts!

If people want to relate to them they can relate to the original posts, they don't need you to be some sort of "saint" <3

I would absolutely love to leave you alone if you stop taking people's posts and take down the ones you've already stolen! All of them. Write your own positivity, take inspiration from the blogs you disagree with in terms of some "major beliefs" but don't blatantly steal their posts. Jeez... it's almost as if this whole time the reason we haven't just blocked you is because you're going into anti-endo spaces and stealing their posts - if you were doing anything else, I simply would've just ignored you.

Will be turning reblogs back on for certain posts once we can sit down and write responses to the anti-endos who think they're being clever and cool by fakeclaiming.

Yes, let's fakeclaim another trauma survivor by lumping them in with endogenic systems and telling them they don't know about their disorder and that if they knew about it they would hate endogenic systems.

We don't base our disorder on hating other people for experiencing a part of it.

For every disorder, there is order.

DID/OSDD = chaos

Non-disordered/endogenic = order

Trauma causes disruption

Being plural for reasons other than trauma is not a disruption if the person experiencing it doesn't claim that.

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Also, you don't know how feeds work

If you post your posts with hate tags but also with CDD tags the people who look at those will get your posts on their feeds by chance.

No one thinks you are that special to go through your blog.

oh nooooo my feelings are so hurt. i'm screaming, crying, throwing up, throwing it back, whatever. bestie you're sending tumblr anon hate in the year of our lord 2025. it's kinda cute.

"hate tags" is so fucking funny btw it's just straight up "endos dni"