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Hey, I don't know if this is a good site for me to talk about it here. If not, then I will also try posting it on reddit or other sites if they're not too much of a problem to use. but regardless, I thought I would get this out there in any way because I thought it's an interesting thing to talk about it with others.

With that being said, I want to ask ya'll something; do you guys still know about the whole thing in the Minecraft community, where there was an evil spirit going around named herobrine who torments people in single players and such? 

Well If you do, then you've already known that the things that have been shown about him as 'proof' were all made up for shits and giggles just to scare the shit out of kids in that time, maybe to this day but i'm too sure about that. Though, I do admit I used to do that stuff myself years ago, where I tend to place random things around servers, and convince some of them that it was the guy himself. It was kind of funny lol.

However, that's not what I'm here for... The actual reason I'm telling you this, is because there was something that has been stuck in my mind ever since I was around 12. And I couldn't confirm if it was a real thing that happened to me, or if I had very bad memories on some parts of those moments, or even just had random dreams about it and I still remember them to this day. 

But either way, it may or may not have made a bit of an impact on me to this day since it tends to faintly pop up here and there whenever I hear about Minecraft. Especially, or more specifically with herobrine, or sometimes those Minecraft screenshots that people show where it gives off that 'liminal space vibes' that they talk about.

To finally give you the full context; When I was around 12, like I said, I use to play Minecraft, like a LOT back then because I find it pretty comforting since it distracts myself from my busy home life as a kid. and as I said on the beginning, I was fully aware about the rumor, and tend to find some little things in my world that people would consider them as 'Herobrine markings' (not the ones that are extreme like the missing leaves or Redstone tunnels, but just something like dirt structures or chickens in odd places), but most of the time I just laugh it off and move on with my gameplay. However, there were some moments that did put me off guard.

like there was one time I was completely lost in a cave when I was mining for something, and then I suddenly saw a single torch in the middle of nowhere that leads to a cobblestone stairway, which leads to the outside, blocks away from the entrance that I went into. What's so weird about it is that I've never remembered making those stairs or using cobblestones for it.

And another time, I walked into my base and there was a flower pot in the middle of the place with a yellow flower on it, and I didn't remember making a flower pot, or at least placing it in the middle of my base for some reason. (To note about that, I tend to see those in random places here and there later on from what I remember, so those happen more often then the others).

But the weirdest one, is when I logged back in into my game after having one of the roughest moments with my parents (which I don't want to say what's about), and when I joined back into the world, I saw my furnace being active along with a sign sitting next to it, saying something like "I'm sorry you have to go through that, I wish I could've helped". Honestly, I would've probably been weirded out about it if that happened nowadays. But since I was in a rough mental state at that time, yeah of course I would've reacted the same way, but I felt weirdly comforted by it.

I think I have tried to make contact with it afterwards by placing down signs or using chat logs, but I'm not sure if either of them had ever worked or if I remember them very falsely by dreaming about it.

But yeah, pretty weird shit as a kid. And again, I don't think all of this had happened in a multiplayer world since I kept checking on it. Which I know there would be people doubting me for that because of the creepypastas, ARGs and mods these days. But again, I'm saying all this because I thought it's an interesting thing to talk about, and it would be cool if there were people out there who had similar experiences like that, but I'm highly doubting it.

Also happy pride month y'all

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