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[otokofau]

23 October 2024 - 1.22 AM

I don’t want much, I just want someone who’s gonna tell me that everything is gonna be okay.

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1 October 2024

One last time, it was enough. Thanks, it meant everything.

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April 7, 2024

Hang in there Ojan. Believe in the path you’re taking

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March 20, 2024

Congratulations Sa.

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January 14, 2024

Although I never say it to you, but you’re special to me Vi.

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Sunday, 5 November 2023

Hello world, I’m feeling tired today. Help me

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29 October 2023

Shit, it’s been a long time. I wanna write an unusual story about what I dreamed about last night haha. So I knew you have been working in a quite far area for about 6 months and it’s probably coming to an end. So I dreamed about walking together with you. The details were so clear that I wanna put it into writing here. At first, it was just you walking around the area, that looks like a rural area. I was following you. I didn’t know if you realized the man behind you was me or not, but I just kept following you until you arrived to a really bad place and I could see you were looking back asking for my hand to hold yours so that we could walk together. So I took your hand and held it. By that time, you realized it was me and started talking casually asking how we’ve been doing with our lives. After just a short walk, I could see the walks got blurry, I assumed because it’s getting dark out there, but turns out it’s just the point of me waking up realizing it was all just a dream. I don’t know why but I remembered this one very clearly. We probably only talked less than a minute, but I was following you long enough. Am I just missing you or is it the picture of how I’ve been doing all these times? Just silently checking up on you and when I saw the right moment is open, I would try to get back to your life, but it was all just for a moment. I feel like that dream is trying to show me a glimpse of my point of view in weird way. Like I said, it felt so real.

Regardless, one last time. I wanna know how you’ve been doing. Are you happy? Do you love what you’re doing? Do you think you’ve changed since the last time you were with me? Do I occasionally come up to your mind? I wanna know it all

With love,

Me

[otokofau]

May 14, 2023 - 06:27 PM

All things considered, I think I like someone else. However, I know what happened in that night. How come it seems like it doesn’t matter to me tho?

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April 29, 2023 - the night

A day full of unethical situations.

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April 25, 2023 - 09:51 PM

Shed some tears after praying. It’s been a while and I feel much better.

I am not alone

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April 21, 2023 - 06:43 PM

Just saw your video. Although I just saw you recently, it’s nice to see that. Things have changed, but you will always be in my heart.

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April 3, 2023 - 07:10 A.M

Restless

[otokofau]

I love myself. I should. I do. I always will.

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March 29, 2023 - 11:47 P.M

When will I feel better?

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March 29, 2023 - 11:42 P.M

I hope I won’t be losing myself. I am scared, and I don’t think I have any idea what’s going on with my fear. Please let me be peaceful, please let me breathe, please let me be happy. I just want to be enough for myself.

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23 February 2023

If you’re still seeing this, congratulations to you. You did it. I could only be there for you on your half journey, I’m glad there’s someone else that will keep supporting you along the way now.

[otokofau]

“we painted our love all over each other until we forgot what colors we were”

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