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it’s okay to miss them without wanting them back in your life. it’s okay to remember and long for those good memories you made with them. it’s okay to feel sad when you re-realise that there’s a reason they’re no longer in your life. it’s okay. just because you miss them or miss moments you had with them, it doesn’t necessarily mean that you want or need them back in your life. you are simply reminiscing on the past and that’s normal.

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reading 8/19/21

q: what will my semester look like?

tarot cards

dont let situations dim my light and lead me to apathy (page of cups rev) Holding on to old habits will prevent me from growing and hold me back (three of wand rev) Learn what is truly important to me like goals and values and prioritize!! (queen of cups)

clarifying!! this is a chance for me to use strengths to face challenges (strength), be sure to follow boundaries and put myself first. Try not to run away to deal with pressure (7 if wands rev) I know what I want my future to look like, travel teaching (two of wands) but I just need to make the decision to move forward.

Moon Oracle

Don’t let pride get in your way — put an end to a standstill. balance between myself and others. everyone is equally important. friendships may end. Time to release any pride.

Take action —

New start is coming and im on the right track! Tune into your dreams! Treat people well as you charge towards your goal.

Bring love into the situation - Change is on its way and coming quickly. I may need to do things independently. Let go of the past and move towards future.

Believe in the impossible — I will be getting a once in a lifetime opportunity. If I miss this chance, I wont get it again.

Fairy Oracle

Look in a book: my answers that I need are in a book!!

Purity: Look within and I will find the answer to my question

Wisdom: Time to use my wisdom for challenges.

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I BEG YOUR PARDON SIR.

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♡ don’t forget there are brighter days coming ♡

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to everyone asking if what they went through was ‘really’ trauma: it was. if you feel you were traumatised by it, then it was trauma. there’s nothing more to it than that

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you wanna fight huh? okay let's take this outside! the stars are so bright tonight. the moon looks so nice. hold my hand

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nct watermelon game (match the pics to grow the balls(??) bigger)

doyoung ver

jaehyun ver

mark ver

complete list

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General Wellness Check

When was the last time you ate or drank something? If it’s been a while (my self-standards are 5-6 hours for food and 1-2 hours for water), please make an effort to get some.

When was the last time you moved? If you’ve been in one position for a while, I suggest perhaps walking around the room a little, moving to a different spot, adjusting the way you’re sitting, or even just stretching your arms.

Are you able to get some fresh air? Is it safe and viable for you to open a window a little or step outside for a moment? If not, may I suggest lighting a nicely scented candle?

How’s your hygiene? If it’s been longer than you’d like, please make a commitment to take care of it soon!

When was the last time you spoke with someone you care about? Consider reaching out to them, and letting them know they’re in your thoughts.

Have you been interacting with things that are damaging to your mental well-being? If you are, please stop! Purposefully interacting with things that cause you emotional or physical distress is incredibly unhealthy, and a form of self-harm.

Do you need to take your medication? If so, please take it.

Are you holding tension in your jaw and shoulders? Relax it.

Remember that you are important. You have infinite value, simply because you exist. I’m grateful to have you here on this planet with me. You deserve to take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy.

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kun,

the first thing you should know, is that i love you so much. it’s a given, but it can never be said enough.

the second thing, is that you have helped me more than you will ever know. you are such an inspiration to me, and i wish i was able to tell you that face to face so you knew exactly how much i mean it. before i grew to love you, i have never felt such a need to push myself to be better. not only for my own benefit, but for the benefit of every important person in my life. to see the compassion and ambition in everything you do only makes me love you more, and hope that i can one day be as great as i know i can be—as great as you’ve convinced me i can be. one day i know i’ll meet someone who makes me feel this way and much much more, but until then, i’ll love you the same.

i hope that this year will be one you will cherish and look back on forever. i hope that you know just how much you are loved by so many people who wish for nothing but success and happiness for you. i hope you know that you don’t always have to be great, and that we understand you’re a human with flaws, but that we’ll still be there to cheer you on through your darkest times. i hope that you will continue to have us by your side and let us help you to love this year like we know you will for us.

love, lucy

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“Don’t be afraid to love again. Not everyone is like your ex.”

— Unknown

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(201018) felix ✘ back door

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i have fears, you have fears. maybe we can take turns looking out for each other and come through our struggles together?

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i have fears, you have fears. maybe we can take turns looking out for each other and come through our struggles together?

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i enjoy mornings that you wake up to silence and no one is asking anything of you, you’re under no pressure to exist and its just wonderful

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look at the stars look how they shine for you and everything you do yeah, they were all yellow

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“It took letting go to realize I was holding on to nothing.”

— r.h.Sin