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Eleanor is a devil’s advocate maybe?

She works for G.

But also helps out the others.

So what are her motives?

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Ciel and Sticks’ canon fusion voice: auto tune

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don’t you just hate it when your brain gives you a bunch of really great ideas for a new story, but they’re all late/end game ideas with the necessity of a lot of Story™ behind them for full effect, but when you try to come up with ‘point a to point b’ your brain just kinda goes *excessive shrugging*

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When a new couple forms in your daydreams

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alright look since people don’t seem to understand why maladaptive daydreaming is a big deal here’s a grand list of some of the reasons why.

first off: yes, you little babies, maladaptive daydreaming is often characterized by:

zoning out

“snapping back” to reality

which is often followed by mild alarm and confusion like “what where am i what am i doing whats going on”

seeking emotional satisfaction in daydreams that you didn’t get from real life

it’s often developed due to childhood isolation, not having a lot of friends, having too much time to yourself as a youngling

yep also those bless-ed long car rides

being deeply comforted by music and/or alone time because it means yay daydreaming time

intricate stories that exist inside vivid imaginary worlds (called paracosms) with their own highly developed “characters” (which are called paras, and i hope you’re taking notes) 

constantly looking for an “escape” so you can daydream

repetitive motions to stimulate daydreams such as swinging on a swingset, bouncing up and down, pacing, spinning, etc.

an idealized version of yourself through whose eyes you live out these daydream stories (called parames, like para-me…)

BUT!!!! but but but but but but (and this is the stuff y'all seem to constantly be forgetting/overlooking/not taking seriously) maladaptive daydreaming is also characterized by:

deep and dependent emotional attachments to paras such as intimate friends, lovers, family, and pets that don’t exist

deep guilt due to favoring paras over “real life” (called thisverse) people

a phobia that you will never be able to care about people in thisverse and will therefore be a terrible lover/spouse/parent, etc.

trancelike states where you lose time anywhere between a few minutes to several hours straight without even realizing it until you’ve returned to reality

maladaptive daydreaming steals so. much. time.

withdrawal-like effects if you don’t daydream for a long time (even a day), such as shaking, nausea, agitation, aggression, breakdowns, etc.

you don’t control your daydreams, they do whatever they want to, they are invasive, intrusive, and often unwanted

intense absorption, so when the daydream is exciting you will get an adrenaline rush and your blood gets hot and starts to rush and you sweat and breathe weird and see red and your heart rate goes up. when the daydream is depressing you will cry with real tears and your limbs actually feel heavy

it steals an incredible amount of energy

daydreams are often violent, sexual, and/or disturbing

difficulty focusing, high anxiety

paranoia caused by a feeling that you’re under observation

compulsive behavior (like, “i have to pace right now” even when your feet feel like they’re broken… I’ve often been afraid to look down because i thought i might see blood but i couldn’t stop walking even when it hurt so much that i started crying)

sleeplessness, insomnia, nightmares

suicidal thoughts and tendencies (“maybe if i die, i’ll be with my paras”, “i can’t take it anymore”)

feeling uncomfortable in your body/with your identity (i often have trouble recalling my real name because i’m so used to be my parame’s name, i avoid mirrors because i expect to see my parame’s face and it always catches me off guard)

weight loss or weight gain

appetite loss or appetite gain

dissociation and “out of body” experiences

avoidance and the death of your social life

not being able to feel anything either neg or pos about “real life” things because you’re only concerned with your paracosms

speaking the dialogue out loud or whispering, acting out daydreams

i have seriously been asked if i’m possessed when i got caught daydreaming

it is so painful and so detrimental and it makes our lives difficult, it is not “cute”, it is not “lol relatable”, it  is not “creative”, and it is not “fake”

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Quality Cil thing:

She has separate ringtones for each person based on a song they like, or just a meme. She’ll also go into other people’s phones and set her contact with a ringtone of a meme, whether you like it or not. No seriously, you can put a password on that thing and she’ll just hack it and lock you out so you can’t change the ringtone without her permission

(On Gabriel’s phone it was the shooting stars meme for a while)

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Whoa, what’s this? New characaters? Yell Heah.

Spirits:

Forgotten {alternate erased memory Cil} (she)

Cab {erased memory form of Dev} (he)

Electra {erased memory form of an unknown} (bigender she/he)

Other characters: Gabriel+ {complicated concept to explain but we’re just gonna call it a past life}

Negative!Gabriel

Raphael+

Negative!Raphael

alternate names and pronouns will come out as soon as their descovered

Character masterpost

Because lord knows I have too many. None of these are in any particular plot order (Pronouns in parenthesis)

Outcodes:

Arrow (he)

Quill (they)

Feather (she)

Dart (she)

Glitch (he) **Glitch is in a system as the host but all members go be he/him pronouns**

Fin (she)

Chaos (genderfluid between he/they/she)

G (he)

Other characters:

Cil (she)

Feya (she)

Rikon (he)

Pepsi (he/they)

Gabriel (he)

Raphael (he)

Alt {Alternate Cil} (she)

Color Sprites:

Neon (he)

Gradient (she)

Sticks (he)

Opal (she)

Crane (he)

Cue (she)

Ciel (he/they)

Mutants:

1074/Iota (she)

7322/Tess (she)

GateKeeper (he)

CircuitBreaker (they)

Fusions:

Radiation {Sticks and Gradient} (genderfluid)

Flare {Opal and Crane} (he)

Tiempo {Cue and Ciel} (she mostly but also he)

Steve {Neon and Pepsi} (they? He? I have no idea)

Spectra/Cil {Cil and Alt} (she)

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quietly dying because OOF I JUST FOUND A SONG THAT MATCHES A HEADCANONED VOICE FOR CAB REALLY WELL

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OOOOHHHH!

OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

NOTE!!! NOTE AT MYSELF!!!

Blue Outcodes are outcodes that are made/pre-existing. They’re the only ones that have the DESTABILIZE code, which destabilizes anything down to its bare coding

Green Outcodes are adapted outcodes, meaning they gained outcode properties because they interacted with outcodes so often. They have the DESTRING coding, which cuts anything’s strings and prevents them from becoming a puppet of others. 

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OK NO BUT GUYS

IDK IF YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS WEBSITE YET, BUT I DON’T EVEN CARE IF YOU DO.

CHARAHUB BASICALLY ALLOWS YOU TO MAKE A DIRECTORY OF ALL YOUR OCS.

LIKE SO

AND SO (they let you get super detailed)

It lets you store 100 characters (you gain 2 extra slots whenever someone uses your referral code) and 10 images per character. You can even make GROUPS to organize them a little more— per RP or something. Image files can’t be too big either.

BUT if you want more file size, more character slots, and more other stuff, you can get a subscription! Don’t worry, subscriptions are super cheap (take notes, deviantART)!

Ok you can go make one now.

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HI LOVE EMPRESS ELIZA SHE MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE ANTAG FOR ALL OF PLOT 2 BUT I LOVE HER AND I LOVE HER AND CIRCUITBREAKER’S RELATIONSHIP AAA I HOPE I SEE MORE OF THEM

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A little thing for you.

Quill doesn’t cry often. They’re not /designed/ t cry. They’re meant to be an emotionless assassin. Arrow helped them learn how to feel, to a degree at least. And as things go down south, yes the did cry. But usually alone and controlled, in a sense. No sobbing of overflow of emotion, just a “it’s building up and I need to let it out” kind of cry.

The first time Quill does cry, it’s a panicked cry. Like “oh shit It’s not fixed I’m supposed to fix this what do I do what do I do” kind of cry. G’s blackbox save had been activated, and his remnants of his consciousness took over. Quill couldn’t stop it, but when they came back in control they knew something bad had happened. They check with the other Outcodes, and they all say that they experienced something similar to G’s violence coding: 1MPULSE_. But that makes sense, they had all been made from G. Perhaps it was a glitch. Then they go check on Chaos, an Outcode made by Quill and not G, and there was the exact same results. So Quill cried because they knew that it wasn’t a glitch, G was back and somehow acting through the Outcodes again, and it was Quill’s fault he was back because they were the one who deleted him “improperly.”

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Relatable?

Here are a few of my personal MD ‘things’ that I thought might be relatable for other MDers. Tell me which ones you can relate to the most! 

Daydreaming and accidentally running into something MULTIPLE TIMES (resulting in bruising or worse) because you aren’t paying attention.

Not being able to plug in music so you play music in your head instead.

Walking in a room with the intent of doing something but instead ending up pacing and daydreaming. Finally snapping back into reality only to realize you have no idea what you were doing. 

Being willing to spend, what some people would consider, obscene amounts of money on earbuds/headphones/music playing accessories.

Spending crazy amounts of time searching for new music to daydream to.

MD making you SUPER forgetful.

Trying to conceal that smile in public when your paras make you happy/do happy things.

Desperately trying not to make facial expressions while daydreaming in a public setting yet desperately needing the facial expressions to make the daydream better.

Not being able to daydream as well in unfamiliar places.

People commenting on how you (fill in the blank- bob your leg up and down/chew on your lip/wring your hands) all the time when ‘bored’.

Going over ways to share your MD with someone without sounding like a crazy person but ultimately giving up.

Suddenly realizing that some of your best childhood memories revolve around your daydreams.

Having such a huge daydream that you can’t pick what to start daydreaming about first.

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We will never stop fighting for our right to live our lives in peace. We will keep holding hands. 

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Glitch? Corkscrew? Awkward friends, and Glitch probably helps Corkscrew with all the mental shit he’s going through. Ooooooooh I smell a plot coming.

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Hm. Something I never noticed. Content warning by the way.

Cil has slits on her wrist. many of them. Running up her arms. Guess that says something about me.