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me: i don’t want to see jellyfish so i will blacklist the tag #jellyfish

people with no common sense: je11yf1sh, je11¥fi5h, j*llyf*sh, je//��f!sh, j3ï||yf¡sh, gel lee fisk

result: cannot account for the sheer amount of possible ways to alter the word jellyfish

conclusion: i have to see jellyfish now.

Once again, tumblr is not tiktok, tag properly.

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"God never gives you more than you can handle" is survivorship bias. People who got more than they could handle are dead.

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Woah mama just reminding my followers that TERF ideology is fundamentally evil and not welcome anywhere near my blog hummina hummina hummina

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bush was lucky as fuck 9/11 happened while he was doing something nice could you imagine him locked up in the oval bathroom with e621 pulled up

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I am so sick and tired of seeing the trans women around me being slowly hot coaled into the closet and into essentially being forced back into "Men who would really love being women but Can't because they Aren't". It is so painful stop fucking doing this to our trans women. Stop forcing them to be "Fine" with being called dude bro man he and biologically male stop it stop it stop it you are killing her. You are killing her.

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"Pride is not a party"

Yes the fuck it is, stop being a baby

Yes pride is a riot and a fight and yadda yadda yadda but you are not revolutionary for sucking the joy out of queerness. Sometimes, pride is a party. It is a celebration of the fact that we are here, we're queer, and we're not going anywhere. And that is just as important as throwing bricks and fighting cops, actually.

If your activism doesn't allow you to enjoy the fruits of your labors you will burn out babe. Go suck some dick. Hit on that lesbian. Get the faggy haircut!!! Dance, for the love of god.

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observation: among a certain subset of tumblr users, the term “blorbo” has become unchic, but the concept it describes is still important; and so it has been replaced with “The Character”

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sometimes it’s annoying when your character can’t jump in a video game but how often do you jump in real life?

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A little boy I tutor was wearing a rad Spider-Man shirt today. I complimented it and told him I love Spider-Man, and he looked at me with this very serious expression and asked “But do you love Peter Parker, too?”

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Why do you use It/Its pronouns...

i got tagged in elementary school and never recovered

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men love being tied to chairs and gagged it makes them feel masculine it's the same as working in an office

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2025/06/25

“i don’t know if i’m a boy or a girl.”

—what does being a boy mean to you? what does being a girl mean to you?

“i don’t know. if i try to describe it, feelings, behaviours, signs, it immediately becomes stereotypical, reductive, misogynistic…”

—do you have dysphoria?

“sometimes… maybe. not really. mostly i like how i look in my body a lot. i always do, really. but sometimes i like a flat chest. other times i… don’t care.”

—do you have euphoria?

“i like looking good as a girl. i like feeling pretty, feminine or just… existing as a girl who’s pretty. but i like looking like a boy too. if i wear just boxers my body feels like a boy’s and i love it. but i’m so neutral on my body when it’s bare too. i feel numb sometimes. i like my body.”

—do what makes you happy.

“both make me happy…”

—then be both.

“but that doesn’t make me happy.”

—then be neither.

“no. no no no no no—“

—okay! jesus. i don’t know. what do you feel inside?

“what is inside?”

—for fuck’s sake…

“no, really. is there a ‘deep down’? is there an ‘in my heart’? does gender even feel like something in your heart and soul? or are those just… feelings. what if i feel feminine because i was raised feminine? am i feminine? i feel blank. what if my different gender feelings with different people are unrelated to gender and are just… feeling different around different people? and i was just so consumed by gender thoughts that i applied it where it meant nothing? am i even masculine? what does that mean? i know i don’t need to be. can’t i just be me? what if those feelings are just… me being me? and it’s nothing to do with gender?”

—if nothing has anything to do with gender, just pick one at random. what do you want to be? if you want if, just be it. done.

“no, that’s not how it works.”

—why? why not?

“…fine, i’ll humour you. i want to be a boy i want to be a boy i want to be a boy (but what does that even MEAN no i don’t, the moment i think about it i don’t really, not really, unless. what does it mean?) i guess i’ll be a girl. no sense in making things difficult.”

—why don’t you want to be a girl?

“i do! of course i do. i am a girl. i love being a girl. i feel in my heart i’m a girl.”

—your heart? but you just said…

“i said what IF. i don’t KNOW if there’s such a thing.”

—okay. fine. whatever. anyway. do you want to grow up as a man?

“no. it scares me. if i grew up a boy to a man, i feel like i would be missing out on a whole life… one i was meant to live.”

—why don’t you feel that way about a man’s life? aren’t you missing out on that too?

“well, it’s different… growing up a woman is what i was meant to do.”

—is your crushing guilt religious in nature?

“…what?”

—the guilt you feel over everything you do, every change you make… why do you feel it?

“i guess… because i was born in a certain way with a certain path and certain predestined experiences… this is who i was intended to be.”

—universal predestination, huh. does your family factor in? the world? how do you imagine yourself in twenty years?

“i don’t know. i don’t know i don’t know i don’t KNOW. it’s blurry and never anything like me and just concepts and i don’t KNOW. i can’t predict who i will be. who i would be.”

—do you want to grow up as a man?

“no. i don’t. well. what does that mean? would i not just be me? would the perception not be the only thing that changes?”

—you said no… why? what is a man to you? what does being a boy mean? what about being a girl?

“…aren’t we back where we started?”

—…hm. so we are. well, maybe this time around will be better.

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‘germanic warrior with helmet’ - osmar schindler (1902)

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you called my favorite media… slop? like… for a pig? is that what you think i am? *gets on all fours* is this what i am to you? *snorts* you think i’m a pig? *snorts* *starts sniffing the ground* you think this is funny? huh? *starts squealing* WEEE WEEE WEEEEEEE… you like this? huh? huh? WEEEEEEEEEE *gets up* whatever. just forget it. i don’t care anymore.

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Source: Yotsuba&! | よつばと!

by Kiyohiko Azuma

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