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heaven hell n back

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ive been getting dms people asking me why my old drawings being deleted, mainly because my art style has changed so much over the years.. ive few arts that cringe me to death to look at i was really immature back then, and talking about the proportions, rendering, clothing folds, and expressions they were just... bad(this is actually a normal feeling as an artist means youve improved a lot)

i cant say that im proud of some of them but i do appreciate that some people still like my old stuff and even save them, what i dont appreciate is when people randomly share my old stuff, especially the deleted one i saw some people did but i chose to ignore, my skills were crappy back then i had to copy other artists' styles (i think its a common learning tool for a beginner) and really struggled to come up with something thats uniquely mine if that make sense, so dont spread it to other platforms just bc i havent explicitly stated ‘no reposts’

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go watch → look back ← if youre an artist its a doomed ahh friendship

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psychological torture that is doomed by narratives

there is NO WAY. yall are actually shipping marshscott, chasemarsh, caulscott AND ANYTHING ELSE LIKE THAT. NO.

(no but please somebody explain these to me)

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this makes me genuinely happy whoever wrote this i give u a kiss on ur forehead

anyway marshscott enjoyers go read this 👇

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unblurred version

first time drawing a mecha it was painful but i plan to keep improving

the reference i stole from my bfs gundam really helped im suprised i was so patient lol

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first time drawing a mecha it was painful but i plan to keep improving

the reference i stole from my bfs gundam really helped im suprised i was so patient lol

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kate and nathan early 30s

why is she so tiny

bonus: them being happy happy happ y

lets ruined the happiness (it'll be fun to draw -cracks knuckles-)

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its annoying as @#!$@!!111 the ghosts inside my house keep throwing things acting like they own the place and pay the bills like bro I LIVE HERE TOO consider yourself lucky that i let u living rent free

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nathans life after jail would be chaotic mess (bro still has scrawny ass, something that will never change)

kate's future daughter, someone stuck gum in her hair during the school bus ride, the cycle of bullying goes on and on-

her daughter will be reminded of her own past i think it would be brutal to see her child go through the same pain she suffered

shed probably go with "i do understand more than u know" and wont bring up her ugly past bcs her daughter still too young to understand so she'll just comfort her instead

my kokoro is itai :(

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watching someone u love being happy with someone else (it hurts so bad bro.)

edit: also... just for clarification i dont think kate and nathan's plot would ever be canon its just my personal headcanon preference i like to explore the what-if scenarios

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bonus:

she needs a reminder his charm inside her car, a reminder that he can still be a lovable dick-

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21st december

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2023 → 2025

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silly finger doodles on IG story saw this challenge and had the urge to do it as an endless cycle

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