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thank you for sticking with me :)

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May I ask questions about Blinky and AAARRRGGGEEE’s adopted human son?

Yes feel free to :)

I have spent too much time on this, so bare with me. 🧡

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The attacks and revenges that I’ve done so far for this year…

Owners of characters (on Artfight)

Zuzby

CrowOnALamppost

kevinexe06 - @kevinexe06

manchblack - @manchblack

SpiritStudios

paepaers - @paepaerest

wrencorvi

shagoliravioli - @transgenderuwo

sundaye_art - @sundaye-art

SkelliDog

EclipzeDragon

AlenCHikova - @alenchikova

Moon__

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I drew this because of a joke in a discord server.

(By the way, the hand is Usurna’s)

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(Posting these drawings separately because the original post flopped real badly)

Playlist inspired arts [6/10]

(This piece was inspired by "The Islander")

Go check the original post and the Spotify playlist:

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I turned my troll art pieces into phone wallpapers! Feel free to use if you want ^^ I hope I get to make more of these in the future

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Ok, so-

I was doing something in the street with my mom and she was driving and I was at backseat and started to think ramdom things about Trollhunters, specially this post and then I thought of AARRRGH!!! because I love him so much and then to my mind crossed the thought

Reader: maybe it was just an writer's problem that they forgot, they needed a way to make it look foreign and well, here we are

Writer: yes, but it is an stupidity, how could they forgot about the same when it happened in the same season, and overall the same chapters!

Drawer: maybe AARRRGH!!! was just dissociating and Blinky lied to make him feel better

Reader: 😦

Writer: if they actually gave any hints of it, I would believe that

Reader: but- that kind of dissociating is the hard one- the one that actually requires assistance

Writer: that man passed through so much shit I would believe it

Reader: 😟

Writer: 🙄

Drawer: 😲

Writer: 🤨 wait a second-

And so it happened

New essay that is not essay: AARRRGH!!! dissociates and Blinky lied to protect him during the first ep of the first season

More under the cut:

Do you know AARRRGH!!! at first ep say hi to Jim by roaring at him thinking screams were human way to say hi, and Blinky comfirms this, but episodes later we see AARRRGH!!! Was a gumn gumn general and Blinky knew that, same, like, everyone in Trollmarket, also, when this happens is with Jim, later we found about AARRRGH!!!'s past is with Toby, so, Blinky had no problem lying to one and telling the truth to the other, specially having in mind's AARRRGH!!!'s episodes

Now, why do I think this? Simply: envronment

The first episode of the series was the same day Kanjigar died, and by both novels and comics we can see that Kanjigar and AARRRGH!!! were practically best friends, Kanjigar always was there for AARRRGH!!! And viceversa, Kanjigar was a very important person for AARRRGH!!! and to see him die probably changed his brain chemestry a lot

One of my points here is that AARRRGH!!!'s cope mechanism is dissociating and maybe that's why he acted that way during the first two chapter and people, I'm serious

Can we talk about how AARRRGH!! during the first two episodes acts like a puppy and is not until episode four that we see his true and actual personality? AARRRGH!!! is foreign to everything but the way he acts about it is strange, how much he is glued to Blinky or Toby and overall his extreme confidence around them, AARRRGH!!! shows no fear of being around just because Blinky shows no fear of it

And Blinky was both a dear friend of Kanjigar and of AARRRGH!!!, I'm pretty sure Blinky knew about that and found out that it was better to lie to him rather than contradicting what he thinks. And that's actually the reasons why I think AARRRGH!!! is so dependant of Blinky, Blinky knows how to deal with him and AARRRGH!!! himself knows that

Okay, the first three episodes AARRRGH!!! dissociated to be more dependant, friendly and confident than usual to deal with Kanjigar's death, okay, but what else?

His outburst, of course

Each time AARRRGH!!! finds himself in a situation of battle or violence, he chooses also violence

It is not a panic attack because the first response on it is not fight but flight, if AARRRGH!!! was having a panic or an axiety attack, he wouldn't destroyed Toby's joystick or always choose to fight, he would have hided or ran away, and yes, to make a character first fights during that kind of things is a big misconception in media and that's shitty as fuck

It was not a flashback because flashbacks works also on a similar way, they would revive the moment but it was not that, it was directly rising anger, not fear or just a memory like a deja vu

And all moments AARRGH!!! is in a situation of violence, he chooses violence as first response and no, that's not normal, that's dissociating to a state where violence is more common for him, and that would explain why he acted like that when he resurrected in second season, he was dissoriented but no one would think of go rampage when dissoriented but to ran away, AARRRGH!!! felt in danger and he switched to a state according the situation

Nonetheless, as I saw through the series, he starts to control his outbursts, which means AARRRGH!!! is actually concious about it, maybe that's one of the reasons he tried to remain pacifist at first, he was concious about it and wanted to evade it but that was not a pacifism vow, that was his excuse to not to deal with his own condition

When AARRRGH!!! declares an end to his pacifism vow is his way of saying he's done with hiding and evading his own problems, and overall his own anger state, after that, he starts taking control over it, by bits, but he starts confronting that part of himself, and if you see, AARRRGH!!!'s outbursts as the series go, same in 3Below, are more controlled, he gains control over it once he takes conscience over it

And no, when I say AARRRGH!!! dissociates I'm not refering to anything like what you maybe think, I talk more like in Arcane's Jinx's context and that's actually one of the reasons I made the fic Paint the town the color of hope (which is in my Ao3 if you're interested)

And no, I'm not saying AARRRGH!!! is crazy because shit, Jinx is not crazy, she's just dissociating, we can see she demostrates different personality traits through the series in different contexts, tired when she's mourning, excentric when she's happy and playing with her gadgets, caring when she's with Isha [MY SHAAAYLLAAAAAAA] that's the type of example I'm putting on the table, Jinx is just in a universe where everything is so fucking hardcore and that's why you think she's crazy BUT SHE'S NOT, SHE'S JUST TRAUMATIZED!

That's all, have a nice day

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artfight pieces uhhhh day 3 to 6 i dont remember

come fight me brah….

if you draw arthur ill give you a fat hug and draw whatever you want smiley /silly /j

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Last one I was going to draw Toby but idk what happened 😞

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W-W-W-WALTUH STRICKLUH

@acropostor @yoshis-island420 @j3lly-fshhhh @alenchikova @paepaerest @sweet-void-princess

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Dibujo sencillo de krell despues de tanta inactividad dndjdjd :bbb

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Day 2 attacks for @yoshisdrawingbook & @animaliacomics ❤️‍🔥

come fight me! :D https://artfight.net/~paepaers

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It's poorly drawn bcz I'm tired but🥀 Arrrgh was actually aware when he was stone apparently 😭 book page underneath here

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First Artfight Attack!

@paepaerest trollsoma! I love how this turned out!

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Velvet ring by big thief w Bljnky and Arrrgh (ФωФ)

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My favorite Bi4Bi oldass trolls 💥💥💥

[Original meme under the cut]