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9 year old me: mom you’re beautiful!

My Mom: no, I’m ugly. The ugliest. I’m a horrible pig of a person

Other people: (to me) you look just like your mom

Me: so I’m ugly

Now:

My 9 year old: mom you’re beautiful

Me: thank you! I don’t always see it very well in myself though because my brain lies to me a lot and tells me I’m ugly even though I’m not. But I can’t be ugly because we look a lot alike and you’re beautiful. My brain is just a bully 

My kid: that’s right! We’re BOTH beautiful!

​Me:​ yes we are!​​​

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And that my friends is called thinking about how your self depricating words can hurt other people around you. I can’t see that I’m beautiful most of the time but I can acknowledge that the issue is my ability to see myself in a positive way. 

But calling myself ugly just hurts the people who love me. It could even convince my kid that they are also ugly and further the cycle 

And sometimes it’s really hard just by saying “I’m being mean to myself because my brain lies a lot matters

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Our commission this month is in and portrays such a wonderful world where Lusts of all story arcs can come together in friendship and joy.

This month’s picture was done by NellJoestar and you can visit their gallery at:  https://www.deviantart.com/nelljoestar 

Thanks, Nell!

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Android 21

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1254: Roll

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yknow i’ve been hearing the whole “there is no war in ba sing se” for literally ten years and still I wasn’t prepared for how sinister the city is!

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goth-ish ladies

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I finally finished the Futaba piece I promised you guys in a past poll!  I tried to re-imagine her palace a bit and just had some fun with it.

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Chest Flys

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微妙に修正

参考元：Bloodsport Beatdown - Brook https://www.artstation.com/artwork/VeAEP via @artstationhq

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yes.

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This has many possibilities for memes… I already did mine-

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a good evolution

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art here

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My adult self confronting my young self for stupid shit i pulled off in the past 

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she-ra + textposts