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you never truly appreciate good internet unless you have bad internet

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Edwin Payne & Charles Rowland - Dead Boy Detectives (2024)

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fah and tu behind the scenes of midnight museum ep 5

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I cannot express how jarring it was after being raised by a "Porn Addiction Coach" to get into a relationship with a woman and come face to face with the fact that she did actually want me to sexually desire her.

Like, in Evangelical Purity Culture, male desire was basically poison. It was a threat. It was this constant temptation that would destroy everything. And even after leaving, in the sort of queer, feminist spaces i spend most of my time in that wasn't something that pretty much anyone was spending time actively dissuading me from feeling.

But my desire is good. It's not something that I'm being accepted in spite of. It's a positive thing. It's a bonus. Not even just vanilla stuff, all the stuff I'd convinced myself were these weird terrible desires that were shameful to have.

It honestly took me over a decade to fully accept that. To stop dissociating during sex and confront that I was, in fact, being a massive perv and that was fantastic and preferable and that I could accept that into my self-image without shame or self hatred.

But it's important to do. It's important to leave relationships that don't welcome that part of you. To know that your sexuality is valuable and valid and worth owning and celebrating. Because the alternative is just...not being. Either existing as yourself and repressing the part of your identity that is sexual or allowing that sexuality to exist but turning off your self while it does.

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love the gmmtv girlies from infinity to infinity 🥰🫶

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i don't use the term "born for the role" a lot but something about keanu reeves playing shadow the hedgehog feels cosmically right

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First you flash then Louboutin's and then you flash the pearly whites and then everyone falls in love with you.

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some of my favorite comments from dev patel for the monkey man AMA he did on reddit recently! x

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Can you feel it (Akk's Version)

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Tale of the Nine Tailed (2020) / Tale of the Nine Tailed 1938 (2023)

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Caves are weirder and more varied than you think

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the woman who holds the moon

prints available here. my cover for this month's issue of baffling magazine.

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I love rediscovering old music that I used to love.

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guys aren't comically getting their red heart covered boxers exposed after they get their pants pulled down anymore. Due to wokeness

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Some silly Eddie reactions cus people seem to love them