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I keep drawing Doughael on roblox o|-( …. Haven’t even touched the update yet but it’s such a fun design

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Was my bday recently so I drew Pitaya to celebrate, as one does!

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adrien ur life is so normal and perfect tell me more abt ur milf mum

full piece under here :) vv

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Doodle before I hop off to the theatres :>

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AN OC WHO ISNT PRIMOTALII………. UNREAL!!!!!

I miss Rhubarb Fool Cookie [any pronouns] a lot, sniffs. Performer at the Pudding Cup Circus with Ice Juggler and Banana Cookie

They’re so bizarre for absolutely no reason. Bizarre but so grounded and to-the-point and blunt in a way you wouldn’t expect from a circus performer doing all sorts of whimsical tricks and shit snsjsjdjff.

She’s Really Particular about things and easily gets irritated when things don’t occur as he thinks they should. If an audience claps too long or too little? If an audience doesn’t participate enough? If someone dares to waste her time? BOO. He’s sick of you already. Get your shit together!!!!!!!

Despite this, she’s actually extremely patient when it comes to those still learning, or those willing to be taught. He sees it as, like— if you act like you know what you’re doing, you better actually know. For those who haven’t been taught, it’s okay to mess up, as long as they’re willing to learn — how can you expect perfection from people who’ve not been given instruction? From those who haven’t been given a chance?

So while her attitude is a bit bizarre, eclectic, and scary for most to work with, he’s really soft with children, and is an efficient and patient teacher.

While she’s very on top of her physical health, he does drink wine and smoke, and hates it when people interrupts her smoke breaks for trivial or needless shit.

Her blunt and sharp demeanour can lead a lot to make assumptions about him, but he’s actually very content and happy with his life!

…just… easily irritated

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Hello ! Hello!!

[reblogs appreciated, c0mms open]

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pitaya doodal :>

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I Love Her .

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I want MOMMY I want MILK i want to be HELD i want to be COMFORTED /ref

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Do you know how embarrassing it is to look anyone in the eyes and say that these are the same fucking guy

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Realized I never made a proper intro post and i’m so embarrassed by it that I’m making this now to pin it and edit it later on when no one has it in their feed <3

ko-fi | vgen (support/comms!)

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i <3 my willy

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I’m Back. And Even Worse Than Before!!!!!!!! HELP

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I saw a poem, by Althea Davis, which reminded me of Primotalii. I think he’d feel a very close-to-home empathy towards animals that died for reasons completely out of their control. After all, he, too, is an animal doomed to die by something out of his control. A pointless, meaningless death, at the hands of another… it’s everything he’s trying to avoid.

It’s honestly fascinating how Primotalii’s morals and ethics have evolved since his initial creation. He originally was very morally grey and ambiguous, committed solely to his own entertainment, doing whatever it takes to stave off his curse, regardless of who he has to harm to do so.

But now? He has a moral code that has been molded around his curse. He’s more empathetic than he ever was intended to be. On one hand, I feel like it takes away from the intrigue of a potential character that’s so bullheaded and self-centred, but on the other hand it makes him a much more rounded and believable person.

Yes, initially, he didn’t really hurt people out of an actively mean spirit either… he was just doing what it takes to keep his curse away. But now he has standards for himself lol lol

Primotalii won’t hurt anyone who doesn’t harm another. He won’t take away that control over their life. That’s senseless, and not cool, and therefore no fun!

He still lives for himself, yes, but he can’t help but see the way his own character echoes in the eyes of animals, scared and doomed to a fate beyond their understanding.

Having to live like him… He wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.

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Dude He can’t even read (he’s trying his best!!!!!!)