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'remember that next time you think you aren't worth saving' does neil know how many lives he's changed

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I love the relationship Elodie and Jean had.

I really hope we get more of her in the story. I want more memories from Jean, what she was like, what more did they do together, her favorite food, anything. I want to know more of his little duckling. But then again, how many memories can there be when it's been so long and there's no way to make more memories anymore. It is heartbreaking that when Jean was finally in a place where he could even afford to think of seeing his sister again, that hope was almost immediately taken away. Not to mention that after all Jean has been through, knowing Elodie was dead is the one thing that actually managed to make him shed tears. That one person he held sacred is gone in an instant. Now there's only the memory of a little hand in his hand, a little hand that meant more than the world, a little hand that he feels he failed to protect.

I really love Elodie and the relationship they could have had.

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I see a lot of people calling Ivan a hypocrite for telling Sua off for sacrificing herself while he himself ends up doing the same thing, which is totally deserved, but might we also consider that Ivan did what he did precisely because he knew that. Like at least this way Till will remember him. By becoming a source of trauma to him, Ivan gets to stay in Till's life.

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maybe monsterfucker erotica doesn't need a plot but it certainly gives the whole thing a bit more substance

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If we get a change to call Adam by a pet name, I'm going to have problems choosing just one. Adam is such a girlfailure to me that I need to call him by all the embarrassing and cute pet names I can find. I need an option of "all of the above" in the game.

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If there is a next time where Adam doesn't agree to drink blood because of the detective's (now agent's) presence, my MC is going to try to force feed him by putting all the blood into his own mouth and then proceed to feed it to Adam through a kiss. Desperate situations require desperate measures, I'm sure it can't go wrong :D

Hey sera! I was wondering if we could get a glimpse of what was going thru adam's head (as the RO) when the detective was having breakfast with UB and he wasn't touching his… well drink i guess :D

A is still antsy over how the MC might see them. It's a bit of a contradiction as A is not ashamed in the slightest of what they are, but also doesn't actually want the MC to necessarily see them as a vampire...or at least the more vampire side of them.

So A is much more careful about drinking blood or showing their vampire-side (when it isn't something they think will impress the MC, like yeeting a massive tree out of the pathway, lol!) around the MC.

Thank you so much for the ask! :)

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Okay Holiday Magic is the cutest thing ever! Watch me play this game a thousand times over just because I desperately want to spend more time with the vampires

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I enjoy imagining A blushing with a fully red face, but in reality, I feel like A would be the kind of person who blushes on their ears only. Not to say they can't act completely bashful or flustered otherwise, but the blush only goes to their ears

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AAAAAHHHHHH I've just seen a post from a fellow fan suggesting abt the villain romance becoming an option in A's route and since then i my head's a mess,, but.....can it be possible? 👀👀

The villain romance in Book Four will only be available as a separate option if you're not romancing any of Unit Bravo.

It's quite a lot writing all those romances without adding in the complication of another triangle, hehe! :D

Though not saying there might not be someone else who enters the MC's life in A's route when things seem impossible between the two in the future.

A did say they had to let the MC go, and the MC might just feel the same, after all....

Thank you so much for the ask! :)

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I did squeal a bit when I saw the option for A to carry my MC in their arms in the super drunk version. I've never been the same since 😭

Seeing that ask about the dart scene with Tina and Verda inspired me to have yet another playthrough, because I realized I had never got that before 😅

Aah, I had such fun writing that scene, along with the variations to it! Especially the LI's reactions after if the MC is drunk or not, hehe! :D

Thank you so much for the fun message! :)

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when a ship involves one character being so utterly devoted to the other that its borderline religious????? when the devoted character is written to be seen as a sinner, or damned, or a non believer??? and the other character an angel or god-like???? i simply eat that shit UP how can you not??

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i’ve been on hold at my library for a book about asexuality for a few weeks and i just read an article about some concepts in the book re: consent. and holy shit. blew my mind. i’ve NEVER read about consent in the context of a relationship with an ace and an allo that resonated so strongly with me, and as a person in such a relationship!! it’s so!!! i’m even more excited for the book now.

for anyone interested, the article is How to Negotiate Better Consent: An Asexual Perspective and the book i’m waiting for is Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society and the Meaning of Sex.

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this isn’t a new or hot take or anything but the current trend of people just recording strangers in public is so fucking annoying and low key terrifying. the fact that someone can decide that i’m moving weird at the grocery store and record a video of me and get it reposted by barstool sports or whatever on tiktok makes me want to maul someone

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First base is violence second base is convoluted codependence third base is applying pressure to the vulnerable parts of their body to keep their entrails from spilling out

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The amount of non-sexual intimacy in M’s route in book three is just *chef’s kiss*

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this doesnt seem like a popular opinion on here but sometimes i like when characters die. sometimes its needed to raise the stakes and sometimes its the end best befitting of the character and sometimes its needed to move the narrative forward and sometimes its the only way a character would believably leave their story behind and sometimes it just spices things up a bit. sometimes its fun to watch characters die . sorry

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If this isn’t how it’s going to go, I don’t want it.

(jk I’m so excited for this game, thanks for making Mordred such a sweetheart @the-kingshound)