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how/ what age did you start writing fanfic? I write a lot of stories but idk about releasing them. how did you/ did you have to get over that hurdle?

Hi! Sorry for the long time to reply, I completely missed this ask! I was actually 13 when I started writing fanfics, and even though I wrote Marvel stuff already then, I initially wrote One Direction fanfics (not a lot of people know that lol). Basically I did that for a year maybe with a friend, and we posted them on Twitter within the community there, which was way back when Twitter was a pretty small thing compared to how it turned out, especially in my country.

When it came to posting on Ao3, I waited a few years for that. I basically had two hurdles to get over: 1, I was afraid my English wasn't good enough and people would mock me, and 2, I was scared to sort of "broadcast" my kinks. But I used fanfiction to better my English, and then I realized that fanfiction has meant so much to me when it comes to accepting myself and what I want and need. I mean, where else can you find queer, disabled, non-sexist, kink-friendly porn? And I felt like, if I can give someone a hand in feeling represented or just finding nice smut that isn't horrible industry porn to get frisky to, then isn't that awesome? I thought about all the fanfics I'd read, good and bad, masterpieces or just awkward attempts, and all of them has made me feel happier and less insecure. So I figured, what the hell.

It was one of the best desicions I ever made. And I'm not saying my fanfics has helped tons of people - I'm not even saying my fanfics are that great - but I made friends for life who lift me up and I get to lift them up. So you should absolutely consider posting your stories if you want to 😊

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i dont have a pretty caption for this one; just a reminder that a) doms dont have to be bigger than the subs and b)you are a Valid Trans TM w.o hormones or looking ‘differently’ from what you came as.

enjoy chef’s special: trans bucky and steve passing time in the 40s

(n dont fucking dare tag this as femdom)

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tbh all i want is bucky struggling to win the heart of a fat grey cat….@cap3 ….

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for @incorrectstevebucky <3

based on this

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im not even gonna pretend i have an excuse

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absolutely crazy but today I got a tiny tiny burst of energy and wrote 2 whole pages of the next chapter for A white picket fence to keep you locked in

prepare thyselves darlings

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More Stucky. Kinda NSFW

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Chapter 3 of The Boy Next Door is up! I think this might be a shorter story than I intended in the beginning, maybe 6 chapters? But I'd rather make a complete, finished story than make something long that I don't have the time to finish.

That said, I am open for inspiration to this story. Let me know if you have an idea :)

Happy belated Valborg btw! Och glad första maj (försenat)

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Hi guys! I'm really sorry I've been kind of absent lately. Life has been going on and it's been hard to find the time to write. But I'm almost done with the next update for The Boy Next Door, and I hope I can keep on steady updates. It probably won't be several a week like I've done it before, but I promise to finish the fics I've started. I hope you're all still here, because I promise I haven't left <3

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Fanfiction writers be like:

"here's the immensely time consuming 100K word novel-length passion project I'm working on between my real life job and family! It eats up hundreds of hours of my one and only life, causes me emotional harm, and I gain basically nothing from it! Also I put it on the internet for free so anyone can read if they want. Hope you love it!" :)

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the self-indulgent fanfiction will continue until morale improves

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Don't you think you owe it to readers to give them what they want?

No? What an odd take. Read my fic or don't.

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Tease (NSFW Uncensored Ver.)

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This is the worst timeline. (x)