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please look at this graffiti my sister saw in paris

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truly do not understand workplace drama. we're stuck here doing stupid bullshit for 8 hours and you want to make it worse? But on the other hand I love hearing about arguments that are not and never will be my problem

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god I would be UNSTOPPABLE if I was capable of consistently initiating tasks. just you wait. you'll be waiting a while but just you wait

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anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

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They should make a content label for ai posts like they do for mature content so I dont ever have to fucking look at it

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I think I saved my friend..?

TW: sexual assault

Even though I turn 30 in a few days, I'm still very new to the whole party scene, but I was out with two friends very spontaneously yesterday/two days ago (we hung out from 3PM one day til almost 11AM the next so not sure what to call it) and I'm genuinely 99% sure I prevented one of my friends from getting raped, and honestly I don't know how to feel about it??

Obviously I'm very glad that I did, and that nothing happened to her thank god, but like.. that was it? It was that easy for it to almost happen? If I hadn't been watching her and my other friend like a hawk the whole time, having a super bad feeling about these two men who were, by the way, both in their early 40s by their own admission while my friend is 24, and if I hadn't been paying attention for literally 5 seconds and I am not kidding, then they would have gotten her alone - away from the rest of us and the other people nearby, through 3 sets of doors, one of which requires a key I didn't have - and I know it would have ended so, so poorly. I literally ran as soon as I saw them walking with her through the doors, throwing my cigarette onto the ground to chase them in before the automatic door closed (even though in hindsight while I was in there, I also started wondering about my own safety just a little bit if it came down to me having to fight them off her with me now also being alone with them, but I did at least have the knife attachment of my swiss army knife open and hidden in my bag and with my hand around it just to be safe most of the time they were with/near us), but it was that easy for it to almost happen?

I don't know how I feel about that. Frustrated? Scared? Furious? My friend is a very trusting person, especially when drunk, and didn't pick up on the vibe from one of the two guys and was surprised when it was comfirmed later via very gross text that he was, indeed, trying to fuck her, and while you could be frustrated with her for not noticing, for thinking he shared his drugs with us (of which I did not partake, because I did. not. trust. him. and wanted to keep my faculties about me as much as I could despite being drunk) just to be friendly and a bro, I'm honestly not frustrated with her? She shouldn’t have to assume the worst in people just because she's an attractive, incredibly approachable and wonderful young woman, she should be allowed to trust that who and what people present themselves to be is the truth without hidden agendas, but that's just not the world we live in I guess, and it makes me sad, actually.

I'm however incredibly proud of her for listening to me when I told her I didn't think she should do another line with them and my reasoning for it (which was so fucking hard to do as I'm very scared of conflict in close relations and worried that I was severely overstepping and might make her mad at me, but ultimately I'd rather have her furious at me but alive and well than any other alternative) as she's especially impulsive while drunk and easily lets one idea take the next and had even acknowledged it being something she's working on earlier in the day, but she listened to me, she diplomatically rejected his offer even though she’d only followed them inside for that reason and even though he was very insistent, argumentative, and guilt-trippy about it, and I got her to come back outside with me where those men thankfully finally left soon after, after they'd hung around us for like an hour and a half before then, and I wonder if it's because we luckily, just a few minutes before them luring her away, had decided to join the only remaining people around - the bartenders sitting outside at a bench post bar closing, and now there were more eyes on her/us?

The evening ended well, we all had a good time, my friend has even thanked me for stopping her from doing more drugs with them and for protecting her, said that that she is too trusting and that my intuition was right, and that she'd rather spend time with us anyway, and that I didn't overstep or ruin the evening at all, so I'm very glad that that's the case. And I'm really fucking bummed out that I know that bad stuff like that has happened to her before, that it happens to other people, that it very well might have happened to her again, and I can't blame anyone except the people who do shit like that, because... again like I've said, it's really.. that easy? It was just so fast. How can you blame bystanders for not noticing in a situation like that any other time? How could that ever be someone beside the perpetrators' fault? I really don't know how to feel about it! Mostly hopeless??

Again, she's fine and safe, I'm glad she's safe, all 3 of us had a very good time before and afterwards regardless of the bump in the middle, but yeah, now I just feel sad, I guess?

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happy pride month to the fuck tree I guess

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narrator who's terrible at social cues & describes every facial expression as "unreadable"

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mutuals can always dm me but be warned i talk like your coworker who is trying too hard to get to know you and my response times are akin to the response times you might get if we were communicating by letter

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someone send me slightly flirtatious memes I can send to my bitches to let them know im down

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all was right with the world at the nature park

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“no one wants to read this” ok but you do. and that’s enough. and also wrong. i want to read it. hand it over

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love adding -ed to the dumbest shit. love unnecessarily conjugating verbs. poppedcorn. oranged juice. that corn? popped. the juice? it’s been oranged

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and what are we going to do when the HP series comes out and we start seeing a resurgence of the fandom here including gifsets and fics. like are u guys gonna bring up your neurodivergence and cry "can we separate the art from the artist!!!!! you dont need to pay to watch it!!!!!its my comfort show and I'm DEPRESSED and AUTISTIC"

what then