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My first attempt in animating. Hope you like it!

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Johnny Silverhand 04/??

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his big sad brown baby cow eyes and bratty little princess personality have bewitched me, body and soul...

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Birthday rockerboy <3

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Everything is fine, now.

So... I aquired new tools! it's with trepidation that I installed AMM, prepared for it to crash my game and maybe kill the PC but it worked fine and I ended up installing a bunch of other mods to go with it. So a big thank you to the modder comunity for making things so easy to install and use!

The poses here are from the In the Mood for Love pack by BusyVampire on Nexus.

Of course the first thing I did was to undress them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Of course, there is some clipping, but after an hour and various tries, I deemed this first try good enough xD

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Thought you 'n' Reed had a lot in common. 'Cept when it comes to bein' blinded by ideals, well… can skin that cat a dozen different ways. He did everythin' he could to save her. 'S why he'll eventually accept her bein' gone. Whereas you… Guess I was never chasin' ideals, not really. Life - that's what I was runnin' from.

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Thinking like an FIA agent

Really wanted to draw Reed again now that Phantom Liberty is out ^^

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CYBERPUNK 2077 | ▶ dev. CD Projekt RED

But honest to God, V, not fuckin’ around...I dunno. Got no goddamn clue.

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You know what? That one line from that Phantom Liberty ending where V can call Johnny a "big ol' softie"? They're right. They're absolutely right.

Johnny is a softie. He goofs off on multiple occasions in V's field of view despite knowing that nobody can see him, probably to his own and V's amusement. He screams on the rollercoaster and grins like crazy at V. He adores Nibbles. He wanted to check on Kerry when he heard that he was suicidal. He finally took Rogue on that car cinema date and can flirt with her in a goofy way straight out of his favorite "Bushido" movies. He has fun on the reunion concert and gives Kerry his DeLuze Orphean as a goodbye gift. He narrates that one quest like a noir narrator just to mess with V. He understands Barry's grief over his tortoise. He's respectful when watching Joshua's crucifiction. He's nice to Spider Murphy and calls her "Spider". He sheepishly apologizes to Alt in "The Sun" ending. He puffs up his chest when Denny says she misses him. He's fuming over the kids in "Talent Academy" being treated like products, probably because it reminds him of how he was treated in the military. He feels for Solomon Reed because he sees himself in him. He feels for Songbird because her circumstances remind him of V's.

And speaking of, he really loves V. He just loves them so much; He's always on watch for any danger and does his best to give them advice. He promises that he will do everything he can to cure them. He will encourage them to take a break if they're feeling sick. He will attempt the most dangerous stunts to get them to Mikoshi. He promises V to let them wipe him from the Relic and he keeps that promise. He will realize that they're his only loved one left and will ask for the last chance, and when he gets it he does everything he can to make them proud and happy. He accepts their decision no matter what it is, because it's their body and life. His worst fear is getting to live again, but without his friend/partner/soulmate/beloved (depending on interpretation) with him. He's proud to be able to call himself V's friend. He's proud of them. He's sad that he won't be able to see how V will change. He choses to stay calm and positive before he will be innevitably killed so that his beloved V will live to keep them calm and comfort them.

That whole hardass, asshole act? It's a ruse, it's a front, it's a persona he had to put on due to bad childhood, PTSD from being drafted as a teenager, seeing other teenagers die horribly around him, losing his limb and being branded with the Arasaka logo he did his best to scratch out and being tossed into a rockstar life of drinking, drugs and fans when he was likely not much older.

He might fight it, but he will never be the detached, emotionless action hero he wants to be, because that's not at all who he is! I think that his slight grin when V says it is one of relief, that he was able to show his most vulnerable, tender and gentle side to the one person he holds dear and not be punished for it, playfully teased but with clear sympathy on V's part. After decades of struggle with who he is being so different from who he wants to be, he can finally be seen for who he is, and who he would be if his life went oh so differently.

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*V after completing an inhuman feat of athleticism and gymnastics by quickly dispatching an entire building full of enemies without ever being detected*

*cough* *cough* “uh… I don’t feel so good Johnny”

*Johnny Silverhand appears, smoking a cigarette*

“No shit Sherlock, V you’re running out of time, the main campaign is only 30 hours long and somehow you milked it to 150”

*Silverhand takes a drag from the cigarette*

“By the way, I need to borrow your body so me and Rogue can have sex.”

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That's the tragedy, V. Someone's gonna play victim to the other's good intentions.

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Its criminal that I haven't drawn ANY fanart for Cyberpunk 2077 considering how much I love it. I'm here to remedy this (and do more hopefully). God I love V so much.

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See ya in the major leagues, Jack.

As you can see my brain is going full rot for fanart right now. It does that sometimes. And theres still a bunch I wanna draw before I get it outta my system. :]

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*📞 exists* v: 🤷‍♀️

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stinky ex-tapeworm showers for the first time in 54 years