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THIS

Being on Tiktok with BPD is hilarious cuz I'll be sobbing over a sad story and then fully triggered into a near full on panic attack and then scroll into someone falling and I'll just crack up like the last few minutes never happened. Condenses my daily mood swings, which are already quick/intense, into a matter of minutes and I just have to laugh at myself.

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The mood today

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depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

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“fuck it we ball” isn’t working anymore, i just need to fucking die

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>watching YouTube to distract myself from food

>gets ads for food

HUH? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE I HATE IT HERE

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🦋✨

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anyways y’all

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My legs WILL look like that.

They WILL.

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// goals //

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my toxic trait is thinking that all the bad things happen because I'm fat

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When I say “I hate my body” I don’t mean “oh I’m a little insecure about my belly” or “I could lose a few pounds” I mean I have physically repulsed by it. It’s horrifying and upsetting to see. I wanna crawl out of my skin.

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