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What's the opposite of "fuck my stupid baka life" ?

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fan i love you fan…. He’s just like me fr….

based off this image of him:

if your reading this: your cool :)

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99% of 'problematic' ii ships are literally people grasping at straws and making shit up to explain why you cant like something. i genuinely do not gaf about any of these ships but it pisses me off when people use it as an excuse to harass someone

"yin x yang / shipping the cherries is problematic because they're siblings" this is a headcanon

"you can't ship yinyang or bot with anyone because he's minorcoded" this is a headcanon

"you can't ship mephone x anyone because he's minorcoded" this is a bad headcanon

"you can't ship mephone x the contestants because he's an abuser" this is probably projection

"you can't ship suitcase with knife because i see one of them as being gay/lesbian" this is a headcanon

"you can't ship silver spoon with candle because i see one of them as being gay/lesbian" this is a headcanon

"you can't ship [character] with [character] because i see them as just friends" this is a headcanon

"you can't ship fan/test tube/paintbrush/lightbulb with anybody else because fantube/lightbrush is canon" this is a headcanon

"you can't—" this is most likely a headcanon. you don't need to justify not liking something. you can just not like it. the end everyone claps and obama is there

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i can’t stand “it’s not that deep” attitudes like even if it really really isn’t that deep just PLAY WITH ME. just fucking PLAY. have a meaningless but deep analytical conversation with me. just like think about shit for fun. does anyone else like to think about stuff for fun. it’s so lonely

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doodle art dump

never finished some doodles/doodle pages so I didn't want to post them but now I have enough so I can just. Post them in one go

Ignore the fact it's literally all based around Fan and totally not my his issues

ive gotten better at drawing him recently but he still looks slightly different every time lmao

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spotted fanternfly

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Fan?

he's ok

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uhhhm is the Daily Fan Clips twitter account ever coming back, i miss it...

maybee... not sure thouugh... it got tiring to run it at one point but ill see!!!!! maybe dead forever though....

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I love drawing him being evil and floweyesque and going ooouh ooh look at billy badass over here. watch out for nefarious nathan. mf antagonistic aaron. he think he so cool I hate him

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Things Im expecting from season 4

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im a bit attached to fanbrush rn and i really like how u characterize them,,.,. i would love to hear any like indepth stuff abt their dynamic and yk Ship that u have in mind ,,.., Heh :3

AA YAY FANBRUSH!!!!! THANK U I LOVE THEMM SO BADDDD AAHH

Not sure what tone of depth ud want but ill seeeee if i can get myself to ramble about anythinge

I love episodes 7 and 10 for them so bad and especially like how different yet similar their view on reality is.... like how Fan is so disconnected and just Watching reality and trying to find patterns and predicting reality and seeing it as just a show while Paintbrush is living in that reality actively trying to make sense of it... They both care about the order of things, but in different ways that conflict each others ideals. i think both of them want control and stability and to understand their surroundings but Fan is using a different coping mechanism for his desire of control and understanding, one which Paintbrush feels is unfair. They're both similar in that they kind of rely on themselves a lot and assume they know more than others. Paintbrush sees themselves as kind of the only sense of the world, also trying to take on that responsibility, while Fan always thinks hes sooo right about things. i feel like they have a similar attitude towards being confused and uncertain about unpredictability being why they're both kind of taking lightbulb’s ideas for granted and not understanding her at the start of season 2 (Paintbrush learnt to understand her, Fan hasn't yet so not sure what he currently feels for her)

I've always loved how Fan was so convinced he was right in episode 7, Paintbrush also being convinced they were right but expressing it differently of course, and how he later on realizes Paintbrush's insight to the show might be right after panicking about the loss of structure in the game, and then like freaking the fuck out about it. I also love how HAPPY paintbrush is that fan finally respects them, like hearing an apology from FAN of all people... But the fun thing is how it stuck with him, bringing up how Paintbrush understood there was "more" to the game in a way he didn’t when talking to Suitcase. It feels like he didn't have that much respect for Paintbrush at first, but then later gained that respect for their perspective…

I also have thought about how they're both kind of having feelings about themselves being misunderstood or different but going about it a bit differently. Paintbrush has had a hard time feeling respected because of how little consideration people had for them in like every season, and just wishing for people to understand them. Fan on the other hand feels similar specifically about being more of an outcast and not really being noticed or recognized by others, but instead he's more like... I'm built different... I'm not like other girls! So while they both feel some kind of alienation, Fan has more confidence in it and disregards others, seeing his weirdness as more dignified. But they're both like "I have importance and people fail to acknowledge it, but I know I am a very dedicated, impressive person."

Also fan low empathy and pb high empathy is soo cool <3 Most of their differences is centered on ideals, how Paintbrush is compassionate for other people while Fan’s more focused on himself and compassionate about his own interests.

For when they are roommies… It's kind of nice for Paintbrush to hang around someone who doesn't really care much for others i thinnkkk it could put them at ease with how much THEY care… but of course still being really easily annoyed by his insensitivity in most contexts. I think being his roommate would open them up to a lot of his feelings, whether Fan intends it or not, especially when he first arrived at the hotel in tears. i think it'd be something to put Paintbrush at ease in just generally understanding Fan's way of processing things as a person even if Fan doesn't really care that much back it's something that's important for Paintbrush.

For Fan I feel like his understanding and care for Paintbrush is gradual, with the starting point of having respect for their perspective of the show and I think that part in ep 11 is what really changed his mind about Paintbrush, even expressing guilt and regret on his blog for being ignorant of their views when reflecting on it.

Headcanon territory but I love thinking about Paintbrush frequently getting cuteness aggression for Fan… where hes doing something annoying but endearing and theyre shaking their fists trying not to strangle him to death… Fan is oblivious to this he’d be like are u constipated Paintbrush whats going on. Theyd probably sometimes feel very overwhelmed with joy and scoop him up in a hug like they used to do with him in s2 and Fan haaates being startled like that he stiffens up completely. Once he figures out how to communicate his boundary with Paintbrush (fan being weird about establishing things abt himself) theyd start asking him before doing it which Fan would Enjoy ❤️ loves these two. I think their arguing and bickering would start to become a bit of a comforting routine at times. Ok this is way too long im ending it here i love fanbrush bye

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Did you feel anything when Paintbrush got eliminated?

I felt a lot.  Disappointed, sad, regretful… I think it’s clear we didn’t always get along too well (my fault).  But they always had the team’s best interests at heart, even when the team wasn’t at its best or most interesting or most… conducive to showing it had a heart.  Basically what I’m saying is they’re the one who knew how to pull all us crazies together and I can’t begin to think what we’ll do without them, especially with what I fear is coming down the pike.  But sorry, to specifically answer your question, I did, yes.

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Drawing Deltarune characters every weekday until I forget or get bored: Day 2, Susie!

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it was worth a try

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MY SILLIES!!