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Moondir - 04
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Pairing | moondir!OT7 x human!Reader
Word Count | 8,8K
Warnings | +18, coercion, dirty and vulgar language, angst, blood and predator/prey dynamics, wolf transformation, Jimin is really angry, obsessive thoughts about survival, discussions of minor character deaths, MC is beginning to develop anxiety issues, vomiting, violence and noncon touching, triggering scenes, warning: this chapter contains a NONCON sexual scene. I strongly advise readers who may feel uncomfortable with such content not to read Moondir. There will be no tender moments between the two characters, this is not for minors.
This fanfiction is dark and yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
⤡ Summary | The Moondir, born of the Moon Goddess' love for a wolf, were persecuted and enslaved by humans for merely existing. Moondirian women have been captured and killed in the most heinous ways, men have instead been forced to do dangerous work in place of the humans themselves, and after more than a century, this has virtually brought their race to the brink of extinction. A group of Moondirian rebels have succeeded in their quest to regain their freedom, and not without the use of the crudest violence. Their females are now gone, and it will be human women who will help them repopulate the world.
➢ Author's Note | Hi, guys! ❤️
It's been a bit of a difficult few days, but I managed to bring you the new Moondir update 🥰. This chapter is full of difficult emotions that don't just belong to MC. I keep saying that Moondir isn't an easy story, so read with caution! Let me know what you think in the comments. I love you all ❤️
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“What happened?” Seokjin's blue eyes burn as he scans your body for other marks, which fortunately he doesn't find.
When he entered your room that morning, smelling Taehyung and then noticing the marks on your wrist, he became agitated with worry.
 Taehyung shouldn’t have disturbed your sleep, let alone bitten you to soothe his heat.
You clutch the edge of your sweater anxiously. Seokjin tries to change his frowning expression to a more neutral one; he's not angry with you, of course. 
"You don't have to be afraid to talk to me. I'm your doctor, remember?"
You nod in response, then look back at him.
“I think Taehyung is in heat, he refused to ask you for help, and I tried to find a compromise to make him go away.” You lift your wrist, the bite marks have changed. Before, they were just small holes, but now they have small blue and purple spots around them.
The wolf sighs, disappointed.
Taehyung is experiencing the most intense heat of his life. After saying goodbye to the collars that prevented them from reproducing, all Moondirians suffered from the “reactivation” of their normal heat cycle, which seemed unnatural and too powerful. Taehyung is experiencing it now, and Seokjin has noticed that the younger wolf can hardly think straight anymore. Your arrival was the final straw.
“Your blood is like nourishment for the wolf, that’s what helped him not to jump you,” he explains, sitting on the edge of the bed. His presence reassures you, giving you the impression that he would never do anything to you without your consent, even if it's probably a false sense of security.
“I've been hearing this since yesterday, you talk about a wolf as if he were a being detached from your own existence,” is one of the things that has left you with a flood of questions in your head. After all, what do humans really know about the wolves of Moondir?
You have only been taught to fear this people.
Seokjin smiles slightly at your sincere curiosity, so he doesn't object to it.
“That's right, in my body, for example, there is not only my soul, but also that of my wolf. They coexist like twins, but they are not the same. The wolf is our wildest part, the part connected to nature that gives us the powers of the elements.”
You frown, “So... he’s something that lives inside you and... you can talk to him?”
Seokjin nods, “Yes. We talk to our wolves,” he chuckles before continuing,
“We also argue. Depending on the situation, I can decide whether to listen to him or not, but in any case, if he disagrees with the decisions I make, he will let me know.”
A deep dimple forms on his cheek as his full lips curve into a smile directed at you.
A shiver snakes down your spine, but you force yourself to ignore it. It’s just your survival instinct somehow pushing you toward Seokjin.
You change the subject; you don’t like the comfortable atmosphere that’s developed between you and the wolf in question. It feels unnatural, and you certainly haven’t forgotten what’s about to happen to you.
“The program starts today, right?”.
The question pulls Seokjin back to reality; the amused sparkle in his eyes fades, and Yoongi’s words suddenly catch him off guard.
His friend’s warning hangs over the two of you like a Sword of Damocles, ominous and threatening.
‘That’s a poisonous viper.’
What did you do to earn Yoongi’s deep resentment?
He can’t hate you so viscerally just because you’re human. Something much more must have happened. And it’s certainly not Seokjin’s place to investigate, but as he looks at you, admiring your innocent and pure beauty, he can’t believe you’re capable of hurting anyone.
“Yes… today, you and Jimin…” He pauses, starting to feel uncomfortable on your bed.
“You will begin the repopulation process.” He stands up as if he’d been sitting on hot coals until that moment.
“Will you be there too?” you ask, holding your breath because you don’t know how to feel about it.
Would you want him to stay and watch?
God, no.
It would be humiliating, even if safer.
But Seokjin calms your emotions, at least a little:
“No. I’ll sleep in the next room in case you need me, but I won’t be in the room with you.” His tone is harsh, almost resentful, “I’ve helped couples conceive before; my physical presence has never been necessary.”
“But if Jimin-”
“Jimin knows what to do down to every detail. He’s a lieutenant,” he says matter-of-factly, “And as for Taehyung’s bite… don’t let it happen again.”
You press your lips together, annoyed. “I remind you I’m just a human, so I can’t promise anything.” You hold back from growling those words, but from your expression, Seokjin seems to realize he just said something stupid.
In fact, you're not the one who should be on the defensive, it's them who should keep things professional. Which basically means: keep their hands to themselves.
"You’re right," he admits. "I’m sorry. Come downstairs when you're ready, breakfast is already on the table. I’ll be out running some errands for a while."
You hate watching him leave. But you hate this feeling even more.
But you know perfectly well it's just loneliness and fear. Seokjin feels like the most approachable one, and your mind is pushing you to cling to him. What a nuisance.
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Jimin can't swallow the bite.
It's as if his body refuses to swallow the porridge Namjoon prepared with such care... after all, it's the only thing he knows how to do.
He didn't sleep a wink all night after your decision, discomfort and disgust gripped him for endless hours, he hated you and continues to hate you.
He didn't even want to know anything about the whole repopulation issue. Then, however, that strange match came along. And from there, Seokjin started insisting, tormenting him, until he practically forced him to accept that absurd plan.
But even the idea of touching you revolts him.
He feels nausea rising and almost vomits that damn, single bite he managed to put in his mouth.
With a trembling hand, he puts down his spoon, “I have to go,” he growls, almost with a frustrated sob. His wolf rebels, his fur bristling and snorting loudly in his mind.
Yeah, buddy. I know.
“Jimin?” He ignores Namjoon, who is now looking at him doubtfully. Jumps up, making the chair squeak on the floor, and runs out of the dining room. His feverish fingers begin to tear off the buttons of his shirt. He feels hot. Blood boils in his veins. The wolf inside him sharpens its fangs, impatient to emerge.
The dense late morning air hits his damp skin, making him even more excited. At that moment, the wolf takes over. His body is enveloped in a thick white and brown coat, his joints break and reassemble with dull noises, in a game of bones changing shape. His straight back curves, his mouth opens wide in an animalistic grin as his teeth lengthen. A chilling sound of breaking bones accompanies the transformation.
Finally, a large, majestic wolf with amber eyes growls as it runs across the lawn, heading towards the woods surrounding the estate with a stealthy, confident gait, leaving behind only shreds of fabric. He inhales deeply, his nostrils flared, as he turns his head in search of prey. He bares his teeth: he senses the faint rustling of a butterfly's wings, the more pronounced buzzing of a bee, and the timid scurrying of small animals hiding as he passes.
With a groan, he shakes his large head, moving his ears nervously. He wants something to sink his teeth into, to feel the blood running down his throat. Something to satisfy his hunger... or to erase the obsessive thought of you. Of you helpless in his arms, with his fangs firmly planted in your neck, as he tears you apart with rage.
You are a nuisance, something he does not want for himself, something to be eliminated as soon as possible.
Yet, when his eyes fall on a young hare, vibrant with life, and he lunges at her, clamping her violently between his jaws... a wave of nausea overwhelms him as imagines it’s you.
A flash of lucidity crosses the human mind that had given way to that of the wolf. Green eyes beg him to stop, the eyes of his mate, who left him too soon in that vile and twisted world.
A broken howl escapes his throat, and the helpless prey falls to the ground in a pool of blood.
'You're not like that, Jimin.'
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You slowly pick at the food on your plate, feeling the eyes of the only other person there on you. This definitely puts you off your food. Besides, you've never liked porridge.
You push your plate away, looking out the window at the sun shining on the lush, completely wild garden. It would be fun to go outside and enjoy some of that sunshine, which you've rarely seen in the city lately. After all, with the power gained from the Moondirians, you and your family have preferred to remain hidden.
“Taehyung was a real bastard, I have to admit.”
Namjoon sighs, staring at you with a slight pout. His full lips curl in annoyance, while his blue eyes, deep as a stormy sea, rest on your bare wrist, where the marks left by Taehyung's fangs have already darkened.
“Want a taste too?” you tease him with a cold smile, well aware that Seokjin would never allow it. At least you have an ally in this.
“You're asking for it, doll,” he chuckles, running a hand through his coal-black hair. "But no, I'm not a stupid dog in heat. I have enough dignity to use you as much as I need to without stooping so low."
His words burn you, leaving you confused.
“What do you mean?” you ask, intrigued but also a little wary.
“What I'm trying to tell you is that fucking every now and then could be a fun pastime for both of us. Drinking your blood, though, is like losing your mind and choosing vinegar over wine. It's too intimate a gesture to share with a human being. It's clear that Taehyung has lost his mind.”
His words don't really hurt you, you're too disillusioned with the world to take them seriously, but you can't help glaring at him.
“Then I hope it never comes to that. I wouldn't enjoy having your fangs on my body either.”
Your response makes him burst out laughing. He shakes his head as he grabs the leather gloves he had placed on the table next to his steaming cup of coffee. It's the fifth one you've seen him drink; he seems obsessed with it.
“Don't worry, I wouldn't stoop so low with you. We're just two pieces on a chessboard, doll. Each with our own importance, but too different to really be together,” he winks at you, a gesture that leaves you speechless.
“Be good, human. It’d be such a drag to have to toss you into a pit.”
 you watch him walk away without saying a word.
Is this the same man who spoke to you so cruelly the night before?
“Crazy. They're all completely crazy,” you mutter, grabbing a glass of milk, the only thing you can swallow without vomiting. Unaware that you're not the only one who refused breakfast that day.
You look at the table with a disconsolate air. The white tablecloth is clean and well ironed, as if no one had ever used it before you. Yet there are seven men living there besides you. On the table there is bread and fresh fruit, practically just picked, then milk and other sweet condiments. Who takes care of the cooking? Who takes care of washing and tidying up the house? Perhaps they have servants? But you haven't seen anyone else besides them.
A thud makes you jump, you immediately turn your head towards the open dining room door, and meet the quiet boy's lilac gaze.
You stare at him, motionless, like a deer caught in the headlights, just before the impact overwhelms him.
Once again, he says nothing, but pauses in the doorway as if carefully assessing your reaction, as if the mere fact that you are there, sitting at that table, is something he did not expect.
He is holding a basket of clean laundry in his hands, and the surprise is such that your eyes widen. Do they take care of everything?
You press your lips together before sighing, forcing yourself to ignore his unusually disturbing eye color. “Good morning,” you murmur, while the boy clenches his teeth in response, his gaze hardening, at first as bewildered as yours.
Still silent, he strides toward a sideboard where plates, glasses, and various clean dish towels are kept. His very presence seems out of place in that room; he should be out killing innocents, not putting away clean linens. His dark hair is long enough to cover the marks on his neck that undoubtedly disfigure his skin. Every fiber of his body screams that he does not belong in this domestic tranquility, that his place is elsewhere, far from any semblance of normality.
“It's a beautiful day outside, I'd like to go out,” you try to keep your voice steady but gentle. He looks at you out of the corner of his eye, frowning slightly. Then he turns toward the window too, as if he's thinking.
Your heart is racing, you really hope he'll let you go outside, and not because you want to escape. You long for the warmth of the sun on your skin, the soft grass under your feet, and the breeze blowing through your hair. You want at least that back; it's been years since you've tasted this kind of freedom.
He seems to read the sincerity in your gaze, because he nods toward the door.
A trembling smile lifts your lips: it's uncertain, almost forced. You're no longer used to smiling, but that's enough to confuse him. Are you really smiling at a Moondirian? Maybe you've gone mad.
When you push your chair back to follow your instinct—which simply tells you to enjoy what you have been given—your body trembles before his eyes, fearing that it is just a joke, that he will soon grab you by the arm and force you to sit down, as if punishing you for even daring to express a desire.
But he doesn't. He just lets you pass, with an unreadable expression on his face.
Lift up the pastel-colored, pleated linen skirt: it's what you were given right away, along with a neat white shirt, slightly loose around the arms. You suspect it belonged to the old owner of the house, but you didn't ask any questions when Seokjin handed you the change of clothes. They were clean, and that was enough for you to accept them right away.
The shoes were a different matter: the woman must have been an elderly lady with a respectable figure, but all in all smaller and shorter than you. So you had to make do with your own.
You pass a closed door, from which muffled whispers filter through. Your lower lip trembles, lifted by a curiosity that presses insistently against common sense. For a moment, you stop. You want to get closer, strain your ears, understand what they are talking about. But you immediately shake your head. No. You won't cause trouble. You won't give them an excuse to hurt you.
You rush out into the fresh air, escaping the temptation to eavesdrop on that conversation that seemed rather important.
With a low grunt, you stretch your arms and arch your back. The sun's rays kiss your bare skin, warm and enveloping, and a sweet numbness creeps into your muscles and bones, like a caress that tastes of peace. Around you, the sounds of nature—a rustle, a chirp, the wind playing among the leaves—mingle with a silence that finally feels light.
You could ask Seokjin to let you sleep in the garden.
As you gaze at the greenery in front of you, you notice some strawberry plants next to other types of vegetation. The sight tempts you, even though they are a little far away from you. After all, you hardly touched anything at breakfast, not with Namjoon there to annoy you. You suspected he wanted to watch you eat your porridge, so in response, you didn't touch it at all. You basically sabotaged yourself without regret.
You approach the plants slowly, almost on tiptoe, as if you were committing a small theft. You crouch down in the damp grass, your fingers gently parting the leaves, searching for the red dots hidden among the green. Some are already ripe, others still unripe. You gently pick one, wipe it on your skirt to remove any traces of dirt, and bring it to your lips, biting into the soft, juicy fruit with a surprised gasp. The flesh of the small fruit is soft, and the balanced flavor of sugar practically explodes in your mouth. You've never tasted strawberries this good, too accustomed to the ones from the supermarket grown with chemicals.
You’ve just enough time to eat another one when you sense a presence just beyond the bushes. You lift your gaze, caught between curiosity and a faint sense of urgency. Two amber eyes watch you through the foliage. Then, as if emerging from the shadows, appears the majestic figure of a clearly adult wolf, with a massive body and thick fur that sways lightly under the soft sunlight.
Your fingers begin to tremble. The bared fangs beneath the animal’s lifted lip, and the deep growl rumbling in your ears, speak for themselves: he's not happy to see you.
Another unsettling detail fills you with horror — his elegant muzzle is covered in fresh blood. His tongue slides out to clean off some of the traces, and that gesture only makes him look even hungrier. And you do the one thing Seokjin has always told you not to do: Run.
It's instinctive and dangerous, you venture into the woods surrounding the house, but it's bigger than you expected at first and you end up getting lost among dense, narrow branches that scratch your arms and face, some strands of your hair get caught and to free yourself you are forced to tear them away from the grip of the branches. Furthermore, the numerous paths do not help your escape. It seems like a playground for predators who want to have fun before capturing their prey.
The wolf's heavy breathing overlaps with yours. He is close, and even though you are running, you have not put much distance between you and him. You are doomed.
You find yourself in real trouble when your skirt gets caught in the bushes and you end up face down on the ground. The thud of your body falling and your stifled scream seal your fate. Now he knows where you are; he has located you perfectly.
The wolf bends his legs and lunges with all the strength his powerful muscles possess. The ground beneath his paws is rough and dry, your scent mingling with the earthy, musky smell of the forest, but he could find you even with his eyes closed.
A howl pierces the air, freezing your blood. A branch snaps cleanly under that monstrous body: a sharp sound that echoes in the silence like a gunshot. Then, everything happens in an instant.
He crashes down on you like an avalanche, knocking the breath out of you. His weight pins you to the ground, your chest trapped, your heart racing as terror grips your mind, leaving you paralyzed.
“Stop!” you cry, your voice breaking with panic, and his warm breath brushes your ear, amused . With your heart pounding in your ears, you breathe heavily. These can’t really be your last moments, right? You’ve been put into a fucking breeding program and you live with seven Moondirians. They should do something, but why isn’t anyone coming yet?
A strange feeling strikes you— what if...  
“Are you a Moondirian?” your voice trembles as you ask the question. The wolf's enormous paw crushes you between your shoulder blades, you feel his full weight and your lungs empty, he is preventing you from breathing properly and he is doing it deliberately. He's a fucking Moondirian, damn it.
“Son of a bitch,” you growl with a clearer mind, humiliated by the position you find yourself in, for running away in fear like a fool, when it was clear from the start that there was no sense of a real wolf being here. Not with their territorial instincts. They wouldn't have allowed an outsider to wander so easily on their property, touching what belongs to them, including you.
The weight on your body trembles, then arches, lightening you, and gruesome sounds of bones breaking, stretching, and realigning make you shudder with disgust as something much more human collapses on top of you. The man's hot breath on your neck rouses you, making you thrash around like a fish out of water. Your fingers dig into the ground, moving a pile of dry leaves that stick to your hair and clothes. Finally, you manage to turn around to look that bastard in the face.
The face in front of you makes your heart skip a beat, and suddenly you wish you could be swallowed up by the foliage.
Jimin is staring at you with such fury in his eyes that you feel guilty. You don't know why you should feel this way, but the pain and anger etched in his still-wild features pin you to the ground. You stare at his sharp jaw, his lips parted as if he cannot contain the fangs that still protrude dangerously toward you in his new form.
You don't even notice that he is naked and now holding your wrists with such force that he could break you like a fragile twig.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” you ask him painfully, “What could I have ever done to earn such hatred?”
Jimin's elongated eyes light up dangerously, he slowly brings his face closer to yours, giving you time to study every millimeter of his deceptively beautiful features, before baring his teeth and hissing at you.
“You exist, isn't that a good enough reason to hate you?”
His voice is guttural, full of hatred, and a strange smile appears on your lips, one that comes from the knowledge that you will never be accepted as a person, one full of resignation.
“Then hate me,” you whisper with that strange smile that only makes him angrier, “In a few hours you'll have a much better reason to do so,” you point out, alluding to the physical act you will soon share, an act that neither of you wants, “Would you rather start now?”
“You're playing with fire, and you seriously risk getting burned, female,” he uses that term with contempt, his nose wrinkling and his mouth twisting as if he had just uttered something highly offensive, but this only makes you laugh harder.
“It must be really awful to know that from now on I'll be your only female,” but your words, as contemptuous as his, seem to hurt him deeply.
His angry gaze fills with bewilderment, he pulls back as if burned, moving away as if you were the source of a dangerous poison. “You are not...” He loses all of his characteristic vitality and mumbles something incoherent, something that sounds like ‘You are not my female.’
He runs his hands through his soft hair nervously, oblivious to his lack of clothes. You turn away suddenly, closing your eyes: even looking at him feels like a betrayal of yourself. He seems about to say something, but stops.
Endless seconds pass, and you only realize he's gone when someone starts clapping. You jump up, opening your eyes, a burning shame lighting up your cheeks when you come face to face with Yoongi.
He leans nonchalantly against a tree trunk, one shoulder pressed against the rough bark, and continues to clap his hands with a derisive smile.
“I have to admit, it was a very romantic show,” he chuckles, teasing you.
You rub your eyes angrily, he continues to hurt you with everything he says, why does he have so much power over you, when did he get into your mind and never let go?
“You're an asshole,” you blurt out, getting up and shaking leaves and dirt off your ruined skirt, heedless of your tone and his position. You are a prisoner, but that won't stop you from defending yourself with words at least. “You had no right to spy.”
“Spying?” he bursts out laughing, “You're the one who ran into the woods like a terrified child and let yourself be captured so naively. A mouse would have been smarter than you.”
You look at him in shock, “You've been here since the beginning and you didn't do anything!” you accuse him, your lips trembling. Jimin could have hurt you at any moment and he didn't intervene to stop him.
Yoongi shrugs, slipping his hands in his uniform pockets, “Jimin isn't stupid, he knows how to control himself.”
“You must’ve had a lot of fun, then,” you snap, “You’d do anything to make me pay, even feed me to your friends… which you already did,” you say bitterly, catching his attention.
“I certainly didn’t force you to choose Jimin,” he says, coming dangerously close to you, looking down at you.
You snort in annoyance, “You know I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about the whole situation. You're going to let six other men use me for their own purposes, I grew up with you!” you finally exclaim, but this does not scratch Yoongi's hard armor, hard as stone and sharp as a sword. He is the perfect example of composure.
You stand still as a statue when he brushes your face with his hand, in a light and almost delicate caress, approaching your face with a steady and imperious gaze while you try to ignore the emotion rising in the center of your chest.
“Have you forgotten who I am? You're taking a little too many liberties now,” you see him wrinkle his nose in disgust, “I am your owner, I can do whatever I want with you. If you are treated well, it is only because I need you intact, but don't push your luck.”
His eyes, black as pitch, drop to your lips, your skin red from your nervous tic. Whenever something worries or agitates you, you tend to bite your lips over and over, tearing and inflaming the delicate flesh.
"I'm sorry, captain," you breathe, just an inch away from him, "but I'm not used to speaking with garbage."
He smiles.
He doesn’t get angry, doesn’t shout, doesn’t even look hurt, he simply smiles.
"I understand. I, too, was forced to live with garbage for a long time. But now—finally—I have the chance to cleanse this world properly."
For a moment, his eyes look mad, mad and euphoric.
Suddenly, he grabs you by the neck, squeezing hard, making you gasp.
"Yes. You’ll pay. I killed your mother, I killed your father, and I left your brother writhing in his own blood… but you’ll stay alive. For me."
You grit your teeth, trying to fight off the image of your family reduced to a sad pile of corpses, refusing even to think about what your brother might have said before he died. Maybe he even cried; he wasn't the type to express his emotions, but on his deathbed even a sinner can become a saint.
“You're... disgusting,” you sob, trying to breathe, before letting yourself go, as if burned by your mutual closeness.
“Yes, maybe I am. But your pathetic race doesn't deserve welcome and respect.”
He takes a few steps back without taking his eyes off you, before turning away. But no, he can't leave like that.
“I once thought we could be more than this!”
You don't know why you said it, maybe you want to remind him that you cared for him, that you loved him. But from his rigid posture, you realize you've made a mistake.
He arches his imposing back, his uniform following his naturally graceful lines, then exhales a small cloud of air. Exhausted.
He turns with a raised eyebrow and an utterly composed air, “Stop it, Y/N. You're making a fool of yourself.” Another small part of you dies.
He destroyed the adult you became, exterminating your family and locking you in this fake golden cage.
He murdered the child you were, trampling on the only sweet memory you had of him.
He is ruthless. He is a stranger. He is no longer your Yoongi.
“You’re right,” you whisper, choking back the tears in your throat.
“From now on, I’ll just focus on doing my duty,” you add in a hoarse voice, caught between shame and disgust.
He nods, his gaze dull like blackened glass, “I expect you to give your best with Jimin.”
For a moment, it seems like a muscle twitches on his cheek, but it must be an illusion.
This Yoongi chose you to be a whore. And that’s what you will be.
“I will.”
“And one more thing,” he begins, before abandoning you to your broken heart, “Don’t let one of my men bite you again. Your very presence is a disturbance; I don’t need any more trouble in this house.”
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Prostitute.
That’s how you felt while washing yourself and dressing in what Seokjin had prepared for you. The boy looked at you with a clinical, cold eye, almost as if to say it wasn’t him forcing you, but rules coming from above.
You still feel that way now, as you wait in your room for the arrival of the wolf who will take away the last part of you still intact. But what is a body if not a means to an end? In this case, the end is survival. You repeated it to yourself many times during those long hours spent observing and analyzing every corner of the house, under the supervision of that strange wolf with lilac eyes.
It’s a horrible world you’re living in, but what’s on the other side? Just thinking about it fills your mouth with bile and your mind with fear. Between two evils, you will always choose the one you know best. Maybe not a choice everyone would make, but hey, not everyone is you.
You turn towards your clean and tidy bed, suspecting it’s the work of that strange wolf who let you go out and have that unpleasant encounter with Jimin. Did he hear you running? You hope not, because that would mean that just like Yoongi, he closed his eyes, maybe even enjoying the show.
“You're really in deep shit, Y/N,” you laugh bitterly, feeling small and alone, “But at least... you're alive.” Your voice breaks on the last words. Your family and the few friends you had are no longer alive. Perhaps they were piled up with other corpses and then burned, as if to exorcise the evil of the world, or rather, humanity.
You look at your hands, covered in scratches and dirt under your nails, each mark proof of how hard you have fought and endured to earn a small place in this new world. You won't throw it all away just because you've never spread your legs before. You clench your teeth on your lips so hard that you taste your own blood on your tongue. Yes, the key to everything is endurance.
The handle of your door creaks and slowly lowers. Your heart leaps into your throat, struggling to get out and escape. Your previous thoughts keep you anchored to the edge of the bed, but you visibly pale, forgetting how you managed to provoke him in the woods.
Jimin enters with his usual gloomy aura, that of someone who would rather be anywhere but there, but it's not contempt you see in his expression. It's simply unreadable, his forehead smooth and his lips pressed into a line, but something's not right. Is he trying to hide his concern?
“I don't think there's any need for introductions, human,” he says in a muffled voice, as if he's holding back emotions he doesn't want to reveal. You shrug your shoulders as you examine his perfectly ironed clothes. He was naked today, but you didn't dare look at him. You're glad he's wearing something now; it makes eye contact easier.
“We've said enough before, I'd say,” you agree with him in a flat tone.
It won't be a sexual intercourse dictated by love or even simple lust. He doesn't want you, and that fills you with relief. You're sure it will be something quick, practical, and impersonal. Just as you thought when you had the crazy idea of choosing him.
Then he does something quite strange.
He slowly approaches you, ignoring the stiffness of your body and the doubts that assail your brain, sits down next to you, staring at the same thing you were staring at just a few moments before: a sad, old vase of flowers.
“I won’t be gentle.”
“I don’t want you to be.”
“I won’t be delicate.”
“I’d never ask you to be. It’s just duty,” you insist in the same tone, wanting to end it quickly. Why is he stalling? What’s making him talk to you?
You lower your eyes and notice that he is clutching the edge of your bed tightly, as if he might fall off at any moment. You swallow, clearing your throat.
You don't want to show him compassion; you are the one who will lose yourself that night, but something behind your stupid brain pushes you to talk to him.
“What's the problem?” you sigh wearily, “Have you... forgotten how to do it?” You want to slap yourself for asking such a stupid question.
An amused snort escapes his lips, a hint of a smile that upsets you, but which Jimin immediately erases, remembering who he is and who he is talking to.
“Wearing a collar that makes you regret every form of desire can certainly turn you off for a while, but I haven't forgotten how to do it,” he teases you with a note of sarcasm.
“Then it should be easy,” you insist, making him frown once again. You should be happy instead, happy that he doesn't want to touch you, that he would rather spend hours talking to you than doing anything else, but on the other hand, the reality is different. You have to be useful, this will allow you to live and receive almost preferential treatment.
“Yeah, it should be.”
You hear him rummaging through his pocket. You glance at him briefly, just long enough to catch the sharp line of his high cheekbones and lips curled in a concentrated grimace. He sighs when he finds what he was looking for.
“I’m not going any further without this. Put it on.”
Your eyes widen at the sight of the most beautiful necklace you’ve ever seen; the delicate chain, woven from gold and silver, gleams almost too brightly, dusted with tiny diamond droplets like scattered stars across the sky. A small, elegant obsidian pendant glimmers mysteriously, absorbing the light in the room. It swings with a magnetic pull, and a sharp pang of sorrow makes its way into your chest.
"You must be insane," you accuse, averting your gaze from the necklace. "I could never replace the woman it belonged to."
Jimin narrows his eyes, visibly offended by your remark.
“Don’t be ridiculous. You won’t wear it to replace her. You’ll wear it so she can replace you.”
It hits like a slap. It hurts.
It hurts to be reduced to an object, just a means to an end, a space to be filled while his mind is still occupied by someone else.
And it’s humiliating too, considering that you’re alive, you think, you feel, you choose.
You don’t know who the woman who owned that necklace was, but you picture her as extraordinary. She must have been, if she managed to earn the devotion of a man like Jimin — the perfect embodiment of duty and cruelty.
But also deeply loyal, so much so that the very idea of being intimate with another woman seems to disgust him.
You lower your gaze sadly, agreeing silently.
You see a shadow darken Jimin's amber eyes as he brushes your hair aside. The contact with the necklace is cold, making you flinch, and it whispers to you exactly what your physical union will be like.
You banish the disappointment from your mind; this is exactly what you wanted. If you want to survive, you mustn't feel anything.
The obsidian stone weighs heavily on your chest, like a warning. It doesn't belong to you. You don't want it. It's foreign to you.
You hear a soft rustling behind you. Jimin takes off his coat and places it on the bed, but stops when his fingers reach the top buttons of his shirt. His nostrils flare in irritation and he decides there is absolutely no reason to undress. It will be quick, after all.
“Do I... do I have to do something?” you ask with a knot in your throat. You don't want him to see it, but you're terrified. You expected a more violent, animalistic approach. But Jimin is cold and detached, and you don't know how to handle this new situation. In your mind, it was going to be a violent, hate-filled act, and you thought you would fill him with insults in your mind to endure the humiliation. Your relationship has always been tense and horrible since you met him, but now you have proof that you are both birds in a cage. It's something new, and new things have always scared you.
“No,” Jimin replies, without looking you in the eye, “You just have to lie down. I'll take care of the rest.”
Do as he says, your ears ringing as you lie down among the clean sheets, and follow his example, don't undress... it would be enough to lift the fabric of your nightgown to gain access to your intimacy. Isn't that why Seokjin gave it to you?
Just like in the woods, you feel his weight on your body, he's trying to touch you as little as possible, but physical contact is inevitable, you close your eyes as you feel him breathe on your skin.
For his part, Jimin observes his mate's necklace, resting peacefully on your chest, as if unaware of the loss of its original owner. He should follow her example and let himself go, it's for the good of his people and, even if he wanted to, he can't escape the orders from above.
He would like to continue hating you, to want to hurt you, but he cannot. Not when you try to hide your trembling, squeezing your eyes shut as if you were ready to let him devour you, to give him a part of yourself. He knows it's not easy for you, just as it's not easy for him. For a moment, he allows himself to understand you. You are in the same situation, and insisting on his poisonous attitude would only make things more complicated and slow.
He'll be more human with you, just this once, only because he can't wait to escape the guest room that now belongs to you, and smells of you unbearably. You haven’t been here long, yet you've already done so much to break him.
You chose him, aware of his reluctance, and he hates you. But you are not much different from the hare he killed, a tender, defenseless creature.
He will spare you the suffering for that night, only because he refuses to lie with you any longer than necessary.
And as he inhales your scent, he trembles.
No. He pushes away the fresh, sweet notes of your scent, recalling that of his now lost mate. He is doing this for her, because he fought for the freedom of the people of Moondir, and now that they are on the verge of rebirth, he cannot give up.
The wolf crouches in a corner of his mind, refusing to say anything. Probably because he's as confused as he is. He shouldn't find your scent pleasant, right? He grits his teeth. He's a man who hasn't had sex in a long time, and it's his abstinence that makes you attractive in some way. He realizes with shame that it's not that complicated to get excited to get the job done, but it's a physical response, not a mental one. Tomorrow everything will be back to normal and he'll pretend you don't exist.
“Don't think too much about it and just do it,” you say finally, opening your eyes. “You said it yourself, my very existence angers you, so hurry up,” you hiss with a grimace.
A few seconds later, your panties are pulled down and thrown somewhere on the cold floor. Jimin continues to stare intently at the necklace, clinging to the memory associated with it. He's not betraying his mate, it's just a duty.
Your heart beats annoyingly fast when Jimin starts unbuttoning his pants, the light sound of clothes being pulled down making everything more real, more intrusive. Your throat is tight and your eyes are shiny, but you refuse to cry in front of him, he already enjoyed the show some time ago.
He gently brushes your thighs, stiffening when your nightgown slips away, revealing your soft skin, while you hold your breath as he settles between your legs.
“It's just duty,” he murmurs as the head of his cock slowly slides between your folds. You widen your eyes and hold your breath. When he tries to enter you, you find yourself clutching the covers tightly, holding back a grimace of pain. He seems to freeze for a moment.
Jimin ignores the vile physical pleasure coursing through his body. He feels you stiff and dry, impossible to penetrate without using brute force. His muscles tense with anxiety. What should he do? He told you he wouldn’t be gentle, or delicate. But another glance at the necklace plunges him into despair. Would he really let you suffer as his mate once did? He promised he’d be decent, just for tonight.
He leans in, his lips near your ear. “I’m not doing this for you, human,” he warns, as his thumb finds your small, sensitive bundle of nerves, circling it slowly, like he's trying to remember how. You tremble in shock.
Why? Why? Why?  
It wasn't supposed to be like this. He was supposed to be violent, aggressive, terrible. 
So why is he giving you pleasure? Because that's exactly what's happening, a strange warmth envelops your belly, while a betrayal and pleasant sensation radiates from where he is touching you. Your whole body seems to wake up, your nipples press uncomfortably against your nightgown and your cheeks flush, warming up in turn.
Then it happens, you are wet enough to allow him to penetrate you much more easily, throwing you into a black abyss. He himself does not seem happy, a grimace distorts his elegant features, while his body trembles along with yours. The feeling of having him almost completely inside you is uncomfortable, but not entirely unpleasant. It burns like hell, but you don't scream as you thought you would. You cover your eyes with your arm, trying to stop the guilt that grips your chest. It was supposed to be the perfect opportunity to learn to hate him with all your heart, but it didn't turn out that way. If your minds are distant, confused, and in despair, your bodies seem to understand each other somehow.
It's violent for both of you.
Jimin's thrusts continue with increasing intensity. You try not to move, but you feel the excitement wet your thighs. It's a natural response; you can't control it with willpower alone. Not when he's still contributing to your pleasure with his fingers. You know that very well. But you still perceive it as a lack of respect towards yourself.
A tear of relief rolls down your temple when the man on top of you finally stiffens and freezes. He gives himself just enough time to come inside you as planned, then quickly pulls out as if struck by fear, but you felt it anyway. Something was happening to his body, something he blocked just in time with all his willpower. You don't ask yourself any questions, too scared to really want to know.
He jumps up, adjusting his pants with tense, hurried movements and darker eyes.
He gives you only a brief, uncertain glance before literally running out of your room. Leaving you alone with your guilt and tremors.
You sniffle, pulling your nightgown down over your legs. You have fulfilled your duty, as you and Jimin defined it, but your breathing remains broken, irregular. The realization of what has happened hits you with even more force.
You had sex. With Jimin. A Moondirian who despises you, who would rather see you dead than touch you again, because...
You touch your neck in horror, shuddering. You're still wearing his mate's necklace. Maybe he forgot it. A wave of nausea rises in your throat, the bitter taste rising like acid as you grab the necklace with the obsidian pendant and pull it off, throwing it on the bed.
With what little lucidity you have left, you open the door that Jimin left open and retrace your memory of the corridor to find the nearest bathroom. When you find it, you enter and throw yourself on your knees in front of the toilet, tears burning your eyes as you vomit, your mind overwhelmed by all the events of the day. You remember Jimin's blood-stained face, him telling you how much he hates you, him forcing you to wear that jewelry so he can use you, him treating you with decency—even though he warned you he wouldn't be kind—him running away, as if he had committed the greatest sin. Alone, alone, alone.
You are alone.
Your throat burns with every effort you make to vomit, as if you want to throw up everything you've been forced to swallow from start to finish. With a desperate groan, you feel something running down your legs. Disgusted, you glance at the bathtub. You need to wash yourself, to erase every trace of him from your body, but you can't. You're too tired to take those few steps.
You almost scream when delicate, silent fingers slip through your hair, brushing it away from your distraught face, while another hand rests on your forehead, as if to take your temperature. Another sob shakes your chest, abandoning you to those hands like a puppy terrified of loneliness. They try to comfort you with slow caresses on your hair, but you only sob harder in response. This goes on for endless minutes, your knees burning from the uncomfortable position, but somehow you start breathing again.
The hands move when the owner is sure you have stopped vomiting, and two strong arms wrap around you, one under your knees, the other behind your back. In an instant, you find yourself suspended, pressed against a broad chest that makes you feel small and vulnerable. It is a position that vaguely resembles a hug. You haven't had one in a long time, even when your parents and brother were still alive. There was no time for cuddles, not when they were so preoccupied with the war against the Moondirians.
You glance at the man in shock. The boy with lilac eyes looks you up and down with a hint of interest.
You sniffle again, “What is it?” you bark, “Haven't you ever seen a woman vomit before?”
You know it's useless to take it out on him, he could bend you to his will at any moment, but the boy doesn't react to your words. He accompanies you to the bathtub as if he had read your mind a moment ago, helping you sit down without uttering a word. He has never spoken in your presence.
“Why don't you talk?” your voice comes out annoyingly scratchy. “Am I too insignificant to even know your name?”
Okay, you're an asshole. He's helping you, but you keep lashing out at him. Maybe you should feel guilty, but you've just been forced to have sex with a man who hates you, and you're not in the mood for niceties. You need to vent to someone, and you have a member of the villains right in front of you.
The boy's nostrils flare, an annoyed look probably just intensifying the color of his eyes, you can't tell for sure since they're carefully hidden by dark hair, but the tight line of his lips is an indicator of his annoyance. He points his chin at the brass mixer, a clear order for you to start washing. You give him a hard look. You didn't undress to have sex with Jimin, and you're not going to do it now in front of him.
He seems to sense your slight resistance, because he takes a few steps back, stopping in front of the mirror above the sink. You see him blow a warm cloud onto the smooth, clean surface, then write something with his finger.
He leaves silently, just as he arrived. You shiver; if someone told you he was a ghost, you would believe it without much effort. You think you know what role he plays in the group, one that requires a certain amount of emotional detachment and cold-bloodedness.
Sighing as you caress your chest, your heartbeat has finally steadied, while your stomach is empty and can no longer expel anything. Only a dense and gloomy bitterness clings tightly to the last shreds of lucidity you have left.
The realization that you have truly sold yourself fills you with rage. A rage that you don't know how to vent. You never asked Jimin for that dose of tact. You just wanted him to be brutal, a real wolf, so you could hate him without question. Every attitude, insult, or glance he gave you promised that. But now? Now you know how much he was in love with another woman, you know that it was painful not only for you, but also for him. He used your body, but you also decided to use his when you chose him as your first.
You bite your lips hard. You must not empathize.
Yours is pure and simple survival. His is only loyalty to the cause of his people.
You won't thank him for not sadistically dismembering you, he was just humanly decent, that's all.
You finish washing yourself after rubbing your skin wildly until it scratches, you don't care if it burns, you don't want Jimin's scent on you, even though the contact between your bodies was minimal and strictly limited to your intimate areas. You put your nightgown back on so you can return to your room without any problems, and only then do you look up at the mirror. The writing is almost completely faded, but you can still make something out.
J U N G K O O K.
You are surprised for a moment. Could it be his name?
Should you call him that from now on? You don't really have the strength to question this too. Jungkook has a really strange way of communicating, but at least he was... kind? You refuse to remember the kindness in his hands. He's just like everyone else.
When you return to your room, your gaze falls on the bed.
You hadn't seen it, too upset by the sexual encounter that had just ended, but a red stain of indistinct shape is imprinted on the blanket.
A memory you will never be able to erase from your mind.
You stare at it with disgust before deciding to remove the blanket and throw it on the floor. The necklace meets the same fate, and a small pang pierces your heart when you see it lying sadly on the floor. You find yourself picking it up, almost afraid that it might start to burn you alive.
“I hope you're in a better place now,” you murmur with a strange emotion, “I'm sorry I touched something that doesn't belong to me, but...” you stop with a deep sob, “I don't want to die.”
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Moondir - 03
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Pairing | moondir!OT7 x human!Reader
Word Count | 6,3K
Warnings | +18, coercion, power dynamics, blood, torture, noncon touching, talks about future sex, hatred, one of the characters suffers from selective post-traumatic mutism, Yoongi and MC clearly have unresolved issues 💀, Jimin is a 100% asshole, discomfort and discussions about smell, Namjoon enjoys humiliating MC, Taehyung is in heat (not kidding) this is not for minors.
This fanfiction is dark and yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
⤡ Summary | The Moondir, born of the Moon Goddess' love for a wolf, were persecuted and enslaved by humans for merely existing. Moondirian women have been captured and killed in the most heinous ways, men have instead been forced to do dangerous work in place of the humans themselves, and after more than a century, this has virtually brought their race to the brink of extinction. A group of Moondirian rebels have succeeded in their quest to regain their freedom, and not without the use of the crudest violence. Their females are now gone, and it will be human women who will help them repopulate the world.
➢ Author's Note | Hi, guys! ❤️
I apologize for the delay, it's been a really terrible few days and a member of my family has been very sick, anxiety and stress didn't allow me to finish the chapter sooner 🥺😭 Now things are going well and I've found some peace of mind, I really hope you enjoy the chapter and I apologize if you find any mistakes! ❤️ Let me know what you think! I love reading your comments! Thank you so much for your patience and support, I love you 🥰
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“Hoseok told me something interesting, little flower,” Taehyung whispers in your ear, his voice low and rough. The wolf scents of cinnamon and burnt wood, an aroma that confuses you, knocking you out between your broken breaths. “Seokjin seems to have been far too kind to you during your examination” he adds in an insinuating tone, clutching you with one arm as he moves slowly, possessively, between your thighs with his free hand, “What does that mean?”
“Stay away from me, please,” you sob, chasing that hand away; you've already been kissed in a vile way, you can't stand even such a thing.
Hoseok nonchalantly sits in an armchair, following the scene with eyes glittering with interest. Taehyung touches your cheek with his tongue, it's slow and warm, picking up a tear you didn't even know you shed. You stiffen, your lips stretched into a hard line.
“You're so good, I'm almost sorry I scared you so much,” he smiles with a wry tinge in his amber eyes. His lips brush the angle of yours, leaving you with a kiss that tastes more like dirty promises than an apology.
You narrow your eyes, trying to ignore his towering figure holding you captive against him. “You're definitely better than that,” you hiss through clenched teeth. "I'm not going to rebel... I know the only alternative would be to die. But please ... not like this."
It is a gamble to try to reason with him, Taehyung is a beast at its peak, and now that you can think more clearly, you realize that the wolf's body is also shaking, but less noticeably than yours.
He is excited, perhaps from the hunt from which he has just returned. Perhaps because he has not yet had a chance to get rid of the adrenaline burning under his skin. And now... he's trying to dump it on you.
“Why do you persist so much, little flower?” whispers Hoseok in a caressing voice, tilting his head as if genuinely curious. “It's going to happen anyway... why fight anymore?”
Why?
Because you are not ready. Because you are human. Because you have dignity. Because you don't want to break completely.
“Come closer, girl,” he orders, patting his thigh, leaving you speechless.
As if he received the order from his superior, Taehyung lets you go. And maybe it really is an order. Of hierarchy.
“Don't make me say it again,” he warns you, and instinctively you take steps in his direction, "Like this. Good."
You drop onto his legs; he grips your waist with a possessive arm, his touch firm yet charged with a warmth that makes you lose your breath.
“Now, tell me why we shouldn't touch you like this-” his long, light fingers caress your waist in small circles, slowly rising to the round lines of your breasts. You want to scream, but his touch confuses you, destabilizes you.
And you don't know how to respond.
“You...” Hoseok's thumb grazes your lower lip, the words stuck in your throat.
"Tell me. Taehyung and I are listening," at his words you turn to the other wolf, he clutches the back of the sofa tightly, his jaw is contracted and his pupils dilated. What the hell...?
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Broken, high-pitched, howl-like moans and stench of dry, ferrous blood.
Seokjin wipes his hands before putting on gloves. The room is almost completely dark, to unnerv the prisoner, but he can comfortably see the workings of his teammates.
Namjoon is finishing wiping on his own jacket the long sharp blade he used to chop off one by one the fingers of the man, who is trembling in shock from his torture. He is bound hand and foot to a chair, his dark, wispy eyes darting from one side of the room to the other, trying to figure out who will be next to make him discover new ways to learn about hell alive.
Namjoon's eyes, blue as a night sky, seem dull and apathetic, but only an hour earlier they looked dreamy as he carved his own initials into the man's forehead, letting a cascade of blood blind him.
“So you're not helping us, Jackie,” complained another - Yoongi - lowering himself to the prisoner's height, "Why are you willing to suffer like this? Hand over the rest of your comrades and I promise to give you a quick death, I might even secure a proper burial for you," he tries to persuade him in a mock sorry tone, but the man categorically shakes his head, before spitting a stream of saliva and blood onto the ground, not far from Yoongi's shiny boots.
The wolf's eyes twinkle with amusement as he observes the result of the gesture, "Hmm. A few days ago another person also spit on me... but she was prettier than you,” he chuckles, then without changing his expression, Yoongi sinks a fist into the man's stomach, who doubles over panting, saliva dripping from his lips, “There, that's how you should salivate."
Seokjin wrinkles his nose slightly, finding that human's swollen face disgusting; he wouldn't even want to touch him to tell the truth.
“He won't talk, Yoongi,” announces a more fluty voice, "At least not for today, let Seokjin nurse him a bit and leave him with his final thoughts. I'm sure Jackie is just as tired as we are."
Jimin keeps his hands in his pockets, in a completely relaxed pose, but his stiff shoulders say more than that. He's just trying to maintain control; he doesn't want to kill another vile human being before he's even obtained valuable information. He has already killed far too many — and he did it mercifully
“I have... begged... the h-high officials to kill you... all,” spits the man with difficulty, “You a-are unclean beasts,” he hisses with blood between his now broken teeth, “From. me. you. will. know. nothing,” he concludes with hatred.
Yoongi watches the man with a distant, bored look, “So... we have nothing more to say to each other, I guess.”
“Yoongi, wait-” interjects Seokjin, irritated. It would be insane to kill the man after hours spent questioning him. Just the idea of having wasted that time sends him out of his mind, but he doesn't have time to say anything else.
A figure moves in the shadows, silent as the night, yet clearly visible.
Then a bubbling sound breaks the air.
The prisoner's throat opens in a sharp, clean cut, as if it were butter.
Jungkook's lilac eyes shine in the half-light. He does not speak. Anger pulses in his tendons, in his hand clenched around the still bloodstained dagger. The prisoner stares at him in shock, but his hands are tied and he cannot see his own end.
Some splashes have stained Yoongi's jacket. He does nothing to clean himself.
"Too late, Jin. Jungkook got tired, too."
“Why do you always have to get in the way, 'Kook?” asks Namjoon with an arched eyebrow. The younger boy replies with a shrug.
“Forget it, he wasn't going to talk anyway” Yoongi stands up, putting his leather gloves back on, Seokjin can swear he sees one of the guards posted at the entrance lift his eyes to the sky, before returning to stare blankly, waiting for more orders.
With a grin he shakes his head, Yoongi is far too permissive with Jungkook and this causes jealousies among the ranks.
“Let's go back to our base,” then Jimin turns to those guards, “Get rid of the body, you can do what you want with it... although I advise against eating it, it may have been poisoned before we found it.”
“If so, then he did a bad job with the doses, considering he's been alive far too long as well,” snorts Namjoon, loading a shotgun on his back that he never part with.
Seokjin begins to retrieve his medical equipment, irritated with his teammates.
"Medicines, bandages... for what? Nothing ever changes," he snorts. "You already know they won't talk anyway. And you already know you will kill them. It's just a waste of time. And of patience. We could almost make it a standard protocol," he concludes sarcastically, making Namjoon chuckle.
“I thought you were happy to practice what you've learned over the years,” he taunts him, causing him to irritate.
"I just wish you could keep your nerve for once, being led by hatred will not help us find all these rats hiding. And Jungkook, I'm talking to you too," he blurts out to the younger man, who rolls his eyes without making a sound, which sends a painful twinge to his chest.
Jungkook is the result of what each of them has experienced in a hundred years.
“Enough discussion, we have more to think about now,” sneers Namjoon, “Or have you all forgotten?”
Yoongi, who up to that moment had been smiling wryly, suddenly loses all expression. A stony silence falls over those present.
Seokjin takes a good look at them, biting his lower lip, “Shit.”
They are unpresentable.
They look like they've just stepped out of a horror movie, amid splashes of blood on their faces and uniforms soaked with sweat and dirt. The chase was particularly bloody; Jackie was simply the last name on an endless list. That's why Seokjin feels so irritated and tired.
“We should clean up and change uniforms, I'm going to-”
“No bullshit,” Yoongi interrupts him, cutting him off. “We'll clean up at home, I have nothing to hide.” He nods to the guards: it's time to move toward the vans.
“I'm tired, I don't feel like making myself look good for a cheap whore,” Jimin blurts out, pulling back a strand of tousled hair before leaving the torture room first, in the building that used to belong to the mayor.
They take different vans, Jimin catches up with Namjoon and Jungkook, who pretend to look out the windows, but their ears are strained, on the other hand, Seokjin is fuming with anger.
He reaches Yoongi in the back seat of the other military van and crosses his legs, crossing his arms like a parent disapproving of a child's choices, "Jimin has to move on. And so do you."
"Are you my psychologist? I'm done with that shit, and Jimin is just fine. You've seen how he works, right? At least those human bastards didn’t turn him into a wimp with all those drugs they were pumping into him," he growls at him.
"I understand you, Yoongi. I know what you've been through, because I've been there myself, but that girl is our only chance for a better future."
“Why her?” he growls, “Why did you choose her?”
Seokjin looks at him in amazement, "Do you think I did that? Yoongi, I have no decision-making power, it's blood that determines matches. Your blood chose her,” he retorts curtly, “You always told me about her father and brother, but never about her... so why do you dislike her so much? She doesn't seem like a bad person."
Yoongi begins to chuckle in response, adjusting his jacket on his chest, “Have you fallen into the trap yet, man?” he teases him, “Don't give her too much rope, that's a poisonous viper.”
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“Stop it!” you explode, trying to regain control, "I'm not going to do anything until the doctor gets here! Dr. Oliver said everything will have to be checked before you can do whatever you like."
You finally find an opening to free yourself: you get up from Hoseok almost tripping over your own feet.
Meanwhile, Taehyung has slowly slipped off his jacket, revealing his dirt-stained uniform and... more. Something you refuse to give a name to.
He drops onto the sofa like a dead weight, closing his eyes with a contracted expression.
“Damn... this stuff is stronger than I thought,” he groans against his bent arm, his voice muffled, labored.
Hoseok clenches his jaw, “Then I suggest you go to sleep, joking is one thing, losing control is something else entirely,” he rebukes him, leaving you confused.
Had it all been a game to them so far?
Pieces of shit.
But you don't dare say those words out loud.
The atmosphere is strange, you still have in mind the intense look Taehyung gave you a few moments earlier, it seemed quite animalistic.
“She has no idea what’s going on, does she?” he murmurs, looking sicker.
“Of course not, you've seen for yourself how incapable she is of satisfying a man, she's not that kind,” Hoseok replies in an insinuating tone.
Taehyung lets his gaze slide over you, slow and intrusive.
“She's almost cute, though,” he smiles and your heart does a strange thing, like a somersault that embarrasses you and makes you blush.
“Say that when you find her whimpering on the bed” Hoseok rolls his eyes, at which you flare up.
“You certainly seem to know me,” you reply, almost blowing. Your wry reply draws Taehyung's attention.
“Now who made her angry?”
“I'm not angry” you nip Hoseok's rebuke in the bud, staring him straight in the eye without fear, "I won't cry, I know I'm lucky. Because I can still breathe and talk, don't treat me like a spoiled child, I'm not!"
"You say you're not, but you don't seem to have changed much. You really are a spoiled child."
At the exact instant those words cut through the air, time freezes. Even Hoseok and Taehyung appear surprised.
Suddenly the living room seems to shrink around you. No. It is not possible, he cannot be here.
“I can smell her fear, Celestial Goddess, Yoongi--what did you do to her to make her like this,” laughs another voice, deeper.
It is with fear blocking your throat that you turn your gaze in his direction.
Yoongi is staring at you with a glassy gaze, he might start cutting you down little by little, and he won't lose that composed, relaxed air of his, despite his creased and dirty clothes, perhaps even more than Taehyung's clothes.
Yoongi also returned from a hunt, but his seems to have ended in a more satisfying way. Still, he is not necessarily finished.
Behind him a group of men seem to be just waiting for his order so they can play with you; you recognize two of them. Jimin and Seokjin.
You are not amazed at the man with amber eyes filled with contempt, you realize he is actively working alongside his captain, but Seokjin?
Is he the doctor who is in charge of keeping the prisoners alive so he can calmly interrogate them? Will he also participate in their repopulation project, using you?
He immediately turns his blue eyes away from yours when he notices the wounded light you direct at him.
You don't even know why you are so disappointed in him, you two talked only once and he touched you against your will, but you thought maybe he was different. A little better than his fellow members of... what? Pack?
Next to him you also study the other two wolves, you have never seen them in your life, they are simply terrifyingly beautiful.
The guy with the dark blue eyes is the size of a closet. His black hair - still damp - falls back, uncovering his forehead, and that leaves you with a chance to clearly read the hungry look he is giving you. He scrutinizes you from head to toe and his full lips are bent in a ravenous, smug smile. He looks at you as if you were the hottest thing to ever appear in a room -- but with the same respect that you reserve for a fancy whore. And no, it's not pleasant.
The other has a wilder, almost unkempt look. His brown hair falls over his eyes, a barely concealed lilac glow catches you off guard. Are those really lilac eyes? You stare at him dumbly, and it seems to agitate him in a negative way; he bares his teeth and growls at you, a sound that gets under your skin and causes you to take an instinctive step back. Once again it is Hoseok who holds you still, communicating with his gaze to stay where you are. Then you remember Seokjin's warning: Don't run.
“You have a strange memory of me, captain,” you force yourself to respond somehow, hating the quiver in your voice.
Yoongi's grin deepens, interested.
"Is that what you call me now? You flatter me, Y/N” he tosses his coat to the floor, revealing blood soiling the sleeves of his uniform, and his gloves go the same way, "You used to just call me ‘boy’ " he follows Hoseok's example and pours liquor into a crystal glass, Jimin and Namjoon do the same, and soon the living room is filled with deep voices and the pungent smell of cigars.
Seokjin stows his jacket on a coat rack, turning his nose up at the villanous attitude of his companions, then nods at you, silently asking you to sit in the unoccupied chair. That simple gesture brings you back down to earth, but the tension gripping your throat does not ease.
You move with concern, noticing the two strangers approaching Taehyung, who seems to have taken on a rather bright pink complexion. He seems to be fighting something.
“Maybe you really should go to bed,” offers Hoseok once again, “You look like you're about to give in,” more like a disguised order than advice.
You see Taehyung shake his head firmly, “I want to be there when you decide what to do” his voice is hoarse, fiery. “She is also mine, remember?”
You almost shudder as you moan, but as you sit down on the padded material, Seokjin kneels at your side, taking your wrist between his long fingers. He wants to measure your pulse probably, afraid you will faint at any moment?
"She is no one's. She is only a means to the cause,” Jimin blurts out, his voice as sharp as a blade, “When she finishes what she was chosen for, we won't need her anymore."
His eyes nail you, rabid, as if every word were a verdict already written.
“I wouldn't mind keeping her,” the dark blue-eyed wolf speaks for the first time, revealing an extraordinary deep tone of voice, “It would be a waste to limit yourself to two or three children.”
Jimin looks like he could strike him down in an instant. "Are you really the one saying that? You, who should understand me better than anyone, Namjoon?"
Namjoon. That's what his name is. Now you have a face, a name, and one more enemy.
“Don't get me wrong, Jimin...” he retorts, his tone more serious but far from regretful, "I haven't forgotten who we are. Nor what they have done to us and what we have irretrievably lost. I'm just saying that to throw it away too soon... that would be a waste. They kept us in chains for a whole century. The least would be to return the favor... to the last drop of their lives."
Your stomach contracts.
Your heart sinks into the abyss.
You are at the mercy of seven men who, looking at you, see only the years of imprisonment they have spent.
The only one who has not yet exposed himself with a disgusting and cruel speech is the lilac-eyed wolf; he stands apathetically by Yoongi's side. He doesn't smoke, he doesn't drink, he doesn't talk. He has also lost the spark of anger that you had aroused in him a few moments ago; he looks every bit like a soulless rag doll.
“Would you be so kind as to report all this directly to me?” Seokjin jerks his head up toward you, surprised and startled by your courage.
“How?” asks Hoseok, stinging.
"You heard me. I think I have the right to be considered at least a little by you. It's my body, my womb," something in your words makes Namjoon chuckle in response.
"Haven't you figured that out yet? You no longer have any rights, we are in charge now."
You cast a glance at Seokjin, who reciprocates with an impassive face. He doesn't say it, but he clearly agrees with Namjoon. In this new world, even those who show you some kindness will always think of you as less than nothing. You found this out with Dr. Oliver and now with Seokjin as well.
“So don't go around it anymore, what will happen from now on?” you ask without second thoughts. If you have to comply with their every request in order to survive, so be it.
“Don't you want to fight?” the annoyed tone of Yoongi surprises you a little, does he want you to fight?
Of course. To punish you.
“Would it do any good?” you retort with a sad smile. The captain, in response, casually goes back to drinking, deciding that ignoring you is probably best for everyone. He dismisses you with a look as if you were an annoying detail.
It's going to be a long night.
“You're in your most fertile period, your scent is very strong and affects us, Taehyung is the clearest proof,” Seokjin interrupts the staring contest you and the cold captain put on. An animalistic grunt makes you wince.
"I'm fine. It's bearable," Taehyung swallows,
“Don't bullshit, the room pretty much just smells like her.”
That sentence does not please you at all, "Do you have to be so explicit? It's disgusting," you retort, feeling ashamed just imagining what kind of smell you give off, to be so strong to their noses.
Jimin clicks his teeth in your direction, “It's our nature, show respect.”
"I say we start with the ‘meeting’ so everyone can go to bed and rest. We are all tired here," Hoseok announces, sensing the tension in the air and wrinkling his nose at the unpleasant and far from pleasant smell inside the room. It is animalistic and asphyxiating, acrid like sweat, something forcibly restrained, unlike your own which is simply sublime and is driving him crazy.
You smell of a moonlit night, of breeze brushing the wildflowers and carrying their sweet scent, you smell of freedom and this is undeniable, even to Jimin himself who is forcibly restraining himself from jumping on you.
Hoseok's green eyes shift to Yoongi, his captain appears icy and impassive, but he too is pawing beneath the surface. They haven't been with a woman for a long time, and certainly not by their own choice. To them you're a fucking feast.
Seokjin leaves your side to take a seat next to Taehyung, seeming to want to make sure the other doesn't suddenly go crazy, the empty feeling you feel is uncomfortable, making you uneasy. You feel somehow abandoned.
"Tonight you will just rest, but starting tomorrow our procreation program will begin. To make sure you get pregnant as soon as possible, you will sleep every night with at least one of us. Every morning I will check your health status and your vitals, it will only take me a moment to figure out whether or not you have become pregnant," he explains with his gaze over your shoulder, he is simply pretending to look at you. Something prevents him from meeting your eyes, perhaps something called “pity.”
“So we have to decide our turns, hyung,” nods Namjoon with crossed arms, receiving a nod of assent from the other.
“That's right, but we have to do it according to her needs for the time being,” Seokjin points to you, causing Yoongi to arch an eyebrow.
“What's that supposed to mean?” he asks almost annoyed, “It's our needs that you should put first.”
“And that would be so, in a normal situation,” the doctor takes him back in a harsh voice, “But the human is a virgin and I'm not going to force her to have her first sexual intercourse with someone who terrifies the hell out of her, that would be cruel and counterproductive.”
Embarrassment stains you red from head to toe, you didn't expect Seokjin to shout to the four winds what he found out during the first exam, but this seems to ignite the newcomers with interest.
“What a surprise,” Yoongi sneers wryly, “I thought you finally succumbed to the baker's advances.”
His words wound you. They are a blade that lacerates your heart with impressive ease. That comment comes out of his lips too harsh, too accusatory, and you want to cry, because he knows what really happened and should never have thought of such a thing.
“You yourself know that I have too much pride to give in to the wishes of a man like Evan, but you've probably forgotten,” you reply bitterly, hinting to others that you and Yoongi in the past had more than a master-servant relationship. And you did. There was much more respect between you two than he wants to admit now.
The captain grits his teeth menacingly.
“Be careful how you talk, you insolent little one,” he hisses with a calmness that reeks of malice, “It wouldn't take you long to end up on your knees, polishing my boots with your tongue while one of my brothers takes what he wants from that insulting body of yours.”
“You don't scare me Min Yoongi,” you smile joylessly, “I've seen my family die, nothing impresses me anymore.”
You are clearly lying, but he does not need to know that. It is rather pleasant to see that always mocking face turn granite.
“So that's it, I don't scare you,” he nods apologetically, “Then you won't mind bending over whenever I need to get my dick a little wet,” you stiffen, humiliated and shocked by the ease with which he utters those words, and it is Seokjin who puts a stop to it.
“We're not here to have as much fun as we like, captain,” he announces coldly, “The human will be treated well for easier and faster conception.”
Namjoon snorts in response, “Yeah, yeah... you and your bullshit about a peaceful and healthy environment that will benefit her fertility and other such bullshit.”
“It’s a headache,” moans Taehyung, panting slightly, running a hand through his hair, awkwardly mussing it. Drops of sweat bead his forehead, making him ominously attractive. Like a wolf panting hungrily before his next meal. Averting his eyes before he can meet yours, you wrap your arms around your body and curl up in the chair.
“Each of us will have to spend at least one day a week with her, based also on our schedules clearly,” the doctor continues, “And also based on character aspects to be kept under control,” you see the wolf cast a brief glance at the lilac-eyed boy, who merely grunts, leaving you quite confused. He doesn't seem the least bit interested in you. You hope this is a sign; perhaps you will avoid spending time with that particular wolf, saving you at least some of the misery of sharing your body with strangers.
Finally, Seokjin addresses you directly, "I know how upsetting it all still may seem to you, but you have no other options. I advise you to choose who will be first.”
“It will be an honor,” you reply with a hint of venom and irony in your voice, and you are not surprised to see Jimin instantly stiffen.
"If the idea disgusts you so much, why don't you get yourself disemboweled? Let's get it over with here and now," he growls, not even trying to restrain himself.
For some reason, his outburst pulls a crooked smile from you.
“Or maybe you're the one who's disgusted by me,” you retort calmly, staring at him.
And that's when an idea flashes through your mind. A crazy, twisted and probably self-destructive decision.
You had thought about choosing Seokjin: he was the kindest, the most cautious. But for that very reason... he would be precise, meticulous. He would complete his task and you would probably remember him forever.
No. Better someone who hates you.
A wolf who won't even be able to touch you without vomiting his soul. If he feels disgust enough to back off, he'll be perfect. And even if he manages to go through with it in the end, it will still be such a harrowing experience to forget.
He will be your nightmare, but you will be his.
Sure, you want to survive, but enjoy the touch of a Moondirian?
No. That would be so humiliating that you would wish for death. They may get your body, but not your mind, much less your heart.
“Y/N?” the voice of Seokjin interrupts your silence, you can catch a veil of concern in his tone.
“I’ve decided,” you say, letting your gaze rest on Jimin’s amber eyes. “You’ll be the first.”
Your decision seems to shock everyone present, Taehyung's eyes are so wide that he finally bursts into laughter  — a sound closer to a howl — while Seokjin shakes his head slightly, as if to disapprove of what you have just said.
But it is Yoongi's somber expression that makes you tremble slightly; the captain leaves his seat silently, passes his glass to the lilac-eyed boy, and leaves the room without a word, while Jimin almost seems to be foaming with anger.
“Bitch” is all he manages to snarl, before he strides past you with heavy footsteps, leaving a trail of light scent behind him, orange blossom and amber.
“Are you sure?” the voice of Hoseok sounds hoarse, as if moved by a subtle anger that he refuses to show.
“It's a duty, not a pleasure,” you reply harshly, not at all regretting that you just scored your first time.
“The fact that he hates you won't stop Jimin, he'll take what he has to take and he'll do it regardless,” Namjoon warns you with a strange seriousness. After all, he was the one who called you an object in the first place, “He is going through a delicate moment and his wolf isn't well.”
His wolf?
“I'll survive,” you smile without happiness, “That's all that matters to me.”
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The room to which Seokjin took you immediately afterwards is dark and cold. It lacks an abat-jour and even a candle to be able to light the bare room, but you certainly cannot complain after the corpses you saw scattered throughout the houses in the neighborhood where you lived. Humans had used fairy magic to keep some of their settlements hidden, but all it took was for one person to know the location on the map to render all efforts in vain. You don't even know why Yoongi didn't raze everything right away; perhaps he had simply taken his time to make you and your family tremble with fear.
Yoongi.
That look before he left the living room still gives you chills when you think back on it. You didn't really mean to incur his wrath, but you felt like a cockroach in front of him and reacted by provoking him as a defense and using Jimin as a resource, probably one of the fiercest wolves in the house.
One who would not think twice about opening your throat from side to side.
You've ruined yourself with your own hands, even Seokjin and Hoseok seemed irritated by your stupid decision, but there's no turning back now.
You tighten the blankets on yourself, moaning a little at the cold, your eyes now accustomed to the absence of light scanning the room shrouded in silence, unable to rest. A grip of anxiety squeezes your chest, stirring your poor, already battered heart, a bad feeling rages against your body, trying to rebel against the new plan that is now your life.
You could escape now.
The window isn’t sealed, and with all the blankets and sheets in the room, you could make a rope long enough to climb down.
You grit your teeth, shaking your head. Even if you made it over that first hurdle, it wouldn't take long for the wolves of Moondir to track you down and - in all probability - punish you. You let go a deep breath filled with frustration.
“What are you thinking so hard about, baby doll?”
Before you can scream, a hand presses against your lips contracted in surprise, as a wave of cinnamon and burnt wood hits you, leaving you breathless. A hot body in the prime of its masculinity trembles on you, the man sighs against your ear, and you finally recognize him. Taehyung.
His heated skin dampens the sweater you found inside the closet and decided to use for sleeping, but he has lost the sour smell of sweat and blood. Suddenly you no longer feel cold with your back resting against his bare chest, but agitation makes your temples throb.
“Promise not to scream, and I'll leave you free to talk,” he whispers, brushing the line of your neck with the tip of his nose. You squint, a slight moisture wetting your eyelashes as you nod.
When the weight of his hand lifts you exhale, flustered.
“You can't be here,” you warn him, aiming your wide-open eyes at the closed door. When and how did he enter? Seokjin locked that door to keep you from leaving... and maybe even to keep them from entering.
“I can't stay away from you,” he moans against your neck, his arms tightened around your legs, holding you tighter to his incandescent body. It makes you feel tiny, helpless, “It's all fucking fire, and your scent only makes it worse,” he confesses with his lips now pressed against your shoulder, a strange sensation pooling in the center of your chest.
“Have you tried... a cool shower?” you stammer, panic-stricken.
Shit. What the fuck are you thinking of telling him!
His low, rough laugh immobilizes you.
“I've done three, baby doll,” he forces you to turn away, holding your chin between forefinger and thumb. “But it only gets better when I can touch you,” he hisses, his half-closed amber eyes shining brightly in the dark with an almost frightening intensity.
“You have a fever,” you murmur as you slowly lift a hand, your fingers brushing his sweat-soaked forehead. His hair drips to his temples, and even without a crisp light, you know his face is flushed. But this is no ordinary fever: he is delirious.
“I've had it ever since the wolf smelled you in the house,” he laughs softly, brushing your neck with his nose, almost obsessed with that spot.
“The... wolf?” you ask, trying to keep your wits about you as he comes dangerously close. You need to distract him, and talking seems the only way.
“Mh-mh,” he murmurs, hugging you tightly, sinking his face between your breasts. He vibrates as if purring, making you blush to your ears. “He likes you, baby doll -- and I like you, too.”
You swallow, gritting your teeth.
"You should have Seokjin examine you. He would know how to help you," you suggest, trying to shake him gently, without provoking him. But your suggestion makes him stiffen.
“I don't want to,” he hisses hoarsely, lifting his gaze to you again, “I don't want those fucking suppressors,” and something tells you he wants you.
You squint, you have to play your cards right if you want to survive. Getting fucked by a wolf in heat and probably out of control doesn't seem to be a good thing, but he certainly won't leave without getting something first.
“You're in heat, am I right?” you ask him bluntly, causing him to grunt in assent, “Humans like me don't go into heat, I don't even know how it works for you” you explain calmly, “So I can't really help you that way.”
"Especially since you chose to give yourself to Jimin, am I right?” he snaps venomously into your ear, “I hope you know what you’re doing” his fingers slide down your back as if trying to find a spot to let go, but they stop halfway, hesitating. The way he's trying to hold back is really admirable.
“I'd still like to help you,” you reply, deciding to ignore his last insinuations, “Just tell me how.”
“You don't understand... it's a need to bite and brand while-”
A quiver shakes his heated body as a stifled yelp escapes his lips, now pressed against your chest in a desperate attempt at self-control. His body heat is pleasant and wrong; you should not rejoice in it.
“Give me your wrist,” he growls, his voice low and strained like a rope about to snap, “And don't move for any reason, if you do I won't be limited to just that anymore,” the warning in his tone petrifies you, but you do as he says.
He presses his thumb against the thin skin of your wrist, listens as if hypnotized to every reverberation of your frantic pulse, and leaves a kiss on it. It is slow and hot, and against your will a pleasant tingle builds up in your lower abdomen, you try to chase that feeling away, but the sensation of his teeth sinking into your skin just enough to leave a mark makes you moan slightly, undecided whether to find it pleasurable or annoying.
Taehyung moves against your body, licking away a few drops of your blood. He concentrates with the tip of his tongue on the tiny little holes his fangs have left, before reaching out toward you with a new hunger etched into his savage features. The charcoal that circles his eyes darkens his already dangerous gaze, leaving you breathless.
“I can't wait to catch you, baby doll,” he sighs on your lips, the fever does not seem to have gone away but there is a new awareness that seems to have calmed his wolf, “You have been very good to me, I promise I will be generous,” he whispers, kissing the angle of your mouth softly, before retreating.
“Good night,” he wishes you, leaving you shocked.
What the hell just happened? Now that the cold has returned to the room, you finally realize that you have been at the mercy of a wolf for indefinite moments.
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Moondir - 02
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Pairing | moondir!OT7 x human!Reader
Word Count | 4,6k
Warnings | +18, blood draw, talk about forced pregnancy, mention of multiple partners, noncon kiss, angst, fear and psychological pressure, a strange bond MC feels with Hoseok (predator/prey relationship), this is not for minors.
This fanfiction is dark and yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
⤡ Summary | The Moondir, born of the Moon Goddess' love for a wolf, were persecuted and enslaved by humans for merely existing. Moondirian women have been captured and killed in the most heinous ways, men have instead been forced to do dangerous work in place of the humans themselves, and after more than a century, this has virtually brought their race to the brink of extinction. A group of Moondirian rebels have succeeded in their quest to regain their freedom, and not without the use of the crudest violence. Their females are now gone, and it will be human women who will help them repopulate the world.
➢ Author's Note | Hi, guys! ❤️ Here is the second chapter of Moondir, I hope you enjoy it! 🥰 I put my whole self into writing this chapter, imagining and structuring the future relationships between MC and the seven, here you have a little taste of it with Hoseok! Let me know what you think, I love your comments! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I love you 💜
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You gaze in clear amazement at the procreation center, the city's most modern hospital has been used as a base, you have never had the privilege of stepping foot in it in the past, and to think that you will enter it now because you are forced to does upset you in no small measure.
Hoseok, at your side, holds you in a firm, icy grip, looks ahead, and the grin of a few hours earlier has disappeared from his face. The green gem of his eyes has been swallowed by a dark shadow, and no one dares to approach you or him. Everyone in there seems to keep away, all armed men and all very guarded, just peering at you as if you were a juicy steak. You and Hoseok walk past the marbled lobby to enter the medical area without first asking a secretary. Simply because - just like in Seokjin's hospital - there are no secretaries. And frankly, Hoseok also seems all too sure; this is certainly not the first time he has walked the corridors of this huge hospital.
“Is this something you do often? Bring women here, I mean?” you ask in a low voice, narrowly catching his attention.
“Mh. Let's just say that thanks to my rank I can afford to do that, if I had been an ordinary soldier, those guys out there probably would have jumped on you without much fuss,” he snorts, annoyed.
You don't dare ask any more; it's clear as day that if he could, this man would join the party along with the others.
The further you go into the hospital, the more the cold architectural lines make your hair stand on end, as do the men in suits you see darting from room to room with medical masks over their faces and long white lab coats fluttering here and there. Not a shadow of a woman so far, could it be that humans have really exterminated all Moondirians women? Is there not a single one left?
A door opens in front of you automatically and a pungent smell of disinfectant makes your nose wrinkle. You are tired of disinfectant and hospitals. Will you be forced to stay there? And for how long?
“Just come in quietly, little flower,” Hoseok points you to a smaller, powder-pink door, ‘I've had enough of women screaming and crying at the sight of a tiny needle; so, don't piss me off,’ he intimates dangerously, opening the door and pushing you in unceremoniously, as he is used to doing such things by now.
Inside, it is just like Kim Seokjin's studio, the only difference being the lack of a table with stirrups, replaced instead by a long, shiny, clean, white table with a sealed container of empty, shiny test tubes ready on top. The walls blind you with their whiteness; everything is tremendously aseptic and impersonal.
You are about to feel sick, and perhaps, just noticing your new, bad complexion, Hoseok pushes you abruptly toward the chair.
“You haven't even seen the needle yet,” he teases you, regaining some of the amusement he dared not show in front of other soldiers. In a way, Hoseok seems to have two completely different personalities, and you don't know which one scares you more.
The sadist who loves to have fun or the soldier who fears no one?
Either way, Hoseok seems to be in control of the whole situation.
“Oh, good. You brought a new one,” a well-placed man enters the room; he's as big as a closet, but his expression is softened by small round black glasses, his forest green eyes following you like a scanner.
“Seokjin gave me these,” Hoseok says, tossing papers on the doctor's desk about you and your exam, the big man nods before smiling at you a little.
“All right, dear, I'm Oliver Smith,” he introduces himself cordially, ”I'm the ugly wolf who's going to take samples of your blood.”
You look at him a little upset, why would a Moondirian approach you in such a kind way? Hoseok looks annoyed, too.
“Give it a rest, Olly,” he grumbles, but Oliver shakes his head.
“Don't mind Hoseok, he's the big bad wolf, but as long as I'm around he can only grumble.”
“I don't think I understand, what do you need my blood for?”
“Good question, girl,” nods Oliver, “Your blood will help us figure out which male you will be compatible with. We have a huge list of males suitable for mating, but you are human and clearly in order to sire a pup you will need the right male. A match, in short.”
You look at him wordlessly, you thought you were going to be thrown to all the soldiers in the breeding center, the image Yoongi gave you is this. Instead it all seems quite controlled.
“I guess I can't refuse,” you state grimly, Hoseok snorts through his nose in yet another irritating scowl. Oliver gives him a glare.
“No, you can't refuse, it's for the good of our species” Oliver checks the opening page of that pile of papers before turning back to look at you, “Y/N. But you must know that we have everything under control, no harm will come to you, unlike others-” and here you see him glowering at Hoseok again, “We understand that you girls didn't have much say about the events that happened a hundred years ago.”
You don't trust Oliver, even though he has been more helpful and kind than Hoseok, but you do nothing when he gently holds your arm to tighten a tourniquet around it, you shudder at the feel of alcohol-soaked gauze disinfecting your skin.
An invisible grip forces you to look for Hoseok; he is staring at you. His green eyes are lighter and mottled, like pure jade, but his expression betrays no emotion. He looks like a statue. You hardly notice the vials filling with your dark, vermilion blood as Dr. Oliver continues with the blood drawing.
You feel weaker and maybe even pale, your head is heavy and empty at the same time, shit, how you hate doctors and hospitals....
Oliver barely has time to remove your tourniquet to apply a band-aid before you slump into the chair, unconscious.
Oliver looks at you with pity, “She endured a lot in one day, she didn't even scream,” he notes with a certain amount of surprise, making Hoseok sneer.
“Don't be so impressed, she just did her duty, she knows her place,” he murmurs colorlessly, before approaching you. He lifts you from the chair without even an effort, and Oliver sighs.
“Set her up in one of the private rooms, we'll keep her monitored until the test results come back with the compatible male.”
You recover slightly, but you don't dare open your eyes again, fearing to anger Hoseok, who is holding you in his arms rather stiffly. The material of his uniform smells of cedar and sea, but it is rough enough that you are not tempted to rub against his chest to get some rest.
“I hope they get a move on in the lab, I can't wait to send her as far away from here as possible,” he blurts, you trying hard not to let them know you're awake, but you can't stop the trembling of your lips. So you won't stay at the procreation center, you'll be sent who knows where!
“What's the matter, Sergeant...is the girl making you nervous?” taunts Oliver with a smirk, Hoseok shushing him with a sour look.
“You said it right, I'm a Sergeant. Nothing and no one can make me nervous, got it?”
Your heart is beating so fast that even your chest is moving back and forth, trying to hold it in your rib cage, with that you are now certain that Hoseok has noticed you are awake, however, he does not say a word about it. He prefers to ignore you as he walks out through the blinding hallway. And you find it hard to admit that his grip on your body is so firm that you sense he will never let you fall. You can't even remember the last time someone carried you around like this, maybe your father when you were a child?
You bite your lip, chasing away that thought, your father is now dead, and for his and many others' actions you will pay with your womb for what they did to the wolves of Moondir.
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Two days pass before anyone deigns to bring you news about your near future. Until then you have been monitored nonstop by two doctors with unfamiliar faces, in a room so sterile and empty it seems at times macabre, you feel like you are in a horror movie with the only difference being that you are really living in a nightmare.
You lower your gaze to the IV attached to your arm, you are not sick, but they said they want to make sure you are well hydrated and strong for what you will face out there, they are feeding your body with something necessary for your future sexual relations. You don't know what it is, and you admit that you cried like a little girl after Hoseok left you in this room, walking away without so much as a word, as if he was tired of looking after you. You never saw him or Seokjin again.
The only positive note is that you did not see Yoongi again either.
But you don't regret the times when you treated him like a human being when he still lived in your house. You never acted superior toward him, although that certainly didn't help you. You can't really believe that in the past you were like this-.
A soft knock on the door brings you back to reality, distracting you from your alarming thoughts - were you really thinking about that after all he did to you?
Oliver's blank expression makes you frown, usually he brings your daily results with a smile, now he looks strange.
“Hello, Y/N” he greets you, "How are you feeling today?" he asks every day.
“I'm fine, doctor,” you reply as usual, watching him nod with papers in his hands.
“We have the results of the first exam I submitted you to,” he clearly refers to the exam regarding the compatible male.
You knew this moment would come, but you can't help but clutch the white sheets between your fingers; you're not ready to leave that new as well as fragile daily routine. You still hate hospitals, but no one there has threatened you. What will happen when you leave? Will the male treat you well?
“Y/N” Oliver calls you back frowning, "I need you to listen to me very carefully, I hold your future in my hands," he makes it clear without preamble.
“I know, I'm listening” you find yourself saying with a dry mouth.
“When you leave, you'll get one visit from me a month, I'll make sure you're okay and that you don't miss anything,” he begins in a confident tone, "But I'm not going to lie to you, something out of the ordinary has happened and I need you to be prepared psychologically.”
You open your eyes wide, “I don't understand, I'm healthy, you said so” possible that in a few days something has happened to your body? Being used at the will of a man - a wolf to be precise - doesn't make you crazy, but you also don't want to die of who knows what illness.
“You're not sick, Y/N,” the doctor tries to calm you down, ”Okay? It's not that. You've received many matches,” he spits in the end, a little worried about your reaction.
“W-what?” you stammer, ”You mean... two males?”
“No, not two.” and then the bomb, “Seven.”
No. This can't be true, there's no way you can stand that. One Moondirian is dangerous, two are unmanageable, but seven... with a startled groan you imagine what kind of death you will get. A very, very slow and painful one.
Oliver takes off his glasses, rubbing the lenses with the fabric of his lab coat, “It's shocking. Even the guys in the lab were surprised. Only once have we had more than one match with a single female, but even then it was only two compatible males. Your body, on the other hand, tested compatible with as many as seven Moondirians. We repeated the test, but the result remained the same.”
You observe him without blinking. Oliver looks surprised, but not frightened; you can see his emotions clearly now. The doctor is thrilled, though he tries not to show it to you specifically.
You will be fed to seven wolves.
“Does this mean that I will have sexual relations with all of them? What will really happen to me? It's all just too much! I am not a rag doll to be divided into seven parts!” you blurt out in panic, trying to pull the IV out, which Oliver won't allow by holding you by the wrist.
“Calm down.” he murmurs sternly, making you nauseous. Of course, everyone here thinks you're the weird one.
“You can't escape this obligation, the only alternative would be to die, and I assure you the soldiers don't go lightly.”
You know, you read in their eyes the lust and anger in them, they would not pity you.
“One of them is a doctor, I will only be able to visit you once a month, but he will make sure every day that you are fine, okay? He will also explain to you in detail what they expect from you and what you absolutely must not do,” you nod slowly, unable to say anything else. Your vision blurs and you look away from Oliver, who has meanwhile gently slipped the needle out of your arm. He stopped you from removing the IV because you would have hurt yourself, and despite this kindness you are not grateful, now you know that this man is just making sure you get to them intact. You are disgusted, you would have preferred Hoseok's direct cruelty to Oliver's false kindness.
“Get some sleep, they will come for you tonight.”
“You won't tell me anything about them? Not even how I might recognize them?” you ask angrily, but Oliver denies with his head.
“I am not allowed to talk about them, you will meet them yourself when they come for you.”
With those last words of his, he leaves the room never to return.
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“Are you ready?” asks one of the doctors who assisted you in those last days spent at the center.
You cross your arms, finding it comfortable and safe in the warmth of the new sweater you were provided a few hours earlier, along with some simple jeans and sneakers. The doctor nods in satisfaction, adjusting his glasses on the bridge of his nose. From what you understand, almost all the doctors at the procreation center have vision problems, this due to a dangerous exposure in one of the many chemical factories where they were being exploited by humans.
“The car has arrived, just missing you, girl.”
It's like walking toward the gallows; the terror, the anxiety, the rising heartbeat, it's all there.
Then, in the middle of the dark and desolate street surrounding the procreation center you see it; it's Hoseok's car. Two green, disinterested eyes watch you as you drive through the front doors, accompanied by one of the doctors. Your heart skips a beat.
“She's ready, she's responded well to the treatment, just as we expected,” you hear the doctor say, Hoseok merely nodding before focusing on you again, squaring you from head to toe with an air of condescension.
“So, little flower... I'll be your Charon, aren't you excited about that?”
A strange and unsettling feeling snakes down your spine.
Could it be that-
“Are you one of the seven?” you ask point-blank, praying for a negative answer.
You see him smile in response, “Who knows...”
“You will receive a visit from Dr. Smith at least once a month, I trust you will treat this genetic prodigy well,” the doctor goes back to say.
Genetic prodigy? Obviously.
A human woman compatible with seven Moondirians is really something prodigious and valuable.
You are just a broodmare; you will be thrown away when you can no longer bring children into the world.
You enter the car with a sense of dĂŠjĂ -vu, the only difference being that when Hoseok reaches you, he no longer seems so cheerful.
“I prayed to the Moon Goddess, asking her to keep you away from my person, but as far as I can see, our fates have once again become entwined,” he mumbles as he puts on his seatbelt.
“I'm not so happy to see you again either,” you spit between your teeth, no longer able to hold back your irritation. The wolf snorts slightly, but then suddenly you have your chin clenched in a terribly painful grip and two green eyes glaring at you.
“A word of advice, little flower,” he blows into your face - notes of cedar and sea leave you stunned for a moment - and then resumes, ”Try to keep that attitude of yours at bay, some of them are more touchy than others, and I wouldn't advise you to upset them by being a brat.”
Maybe you've gone completely crazy, but you can't refrain from answering them again with a taunt, “Are you like them, Hoseok?”
It is like watching flames suddenly burst into flames, unable to do anything to avoid them. One moment the wolf is still holding you tight, the next he grabs you by the hair and presumptuously presses your lips against his, with a growl that silences your pitiful moan.
He is violent, invasive, his tongue penetrates your mouth hard to your throat, forcing you to gasp for air, and his sharp teeth scratch the delicate skin of your lips. The taste of blood intrudes on your entanglement of tongues and fear blinds you.
You place your hand on his chest and push him away forcefully, succeeding after no small amount of effort only because he is the one allowing you to do so, putting an end to that barbaric attack.
“What the fuck-!” you sob, shocked, barely noticing that Hoseok is quietly wiping his mouth with the sleeve of his uniform.
“Now be quiet. You are in no position to provoke or dictate, try not to piss me off, I've already told you.”
You bring your hands to your lap, lowering your eyes. With a hollow in the center of your chest and tears stuck in your throat, you realize that your first kiss was used for a cowardly display of power.
But in such a world, what is the point of preserving the first kiss? For you and many other women, sweetness or love will no longer exist, nor will the possibility of finding a faithful and loving partner.
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The roar of the car became a pleasant background noise, something you listened to carefully to distract yourself from the dangerous presence at your side.
All along the way your lips tingled and pulsed, still swollen from the bites of Hoseok, who had certainly not held back. He had to punish you, and he did it in the vilest of ways; therefore, you dared not even look at him by accident since you left.
Several times, looking first at the city and then at the countryside from the window, you had the eerie desire to open the door and jump out of the running car. But you reconsidered. Whether you were dead or alive, Hoseok is a Moondirian and would have caught up with you in a very few seconds, perhaps even taking sadistic pleasure in finding you smashed on the asphalt.
It is certainly disgusting, but... you don't want to die, not yet. Even though you've wished it many times, it's not really what you want.
“We have arrived,” your Charon informs you, pointing you to a country house that is very old, but also solid enough to still stand effortlessly.
The pale stone villa stands on an expanse of undulating fields, surrounded by cypress trees and quiet wilderness. The arched windows of the house watch you sleepily as Hoseok waves you out of the car.
You take a closer look at the exterior walls of the villa, slightly cracked from the many years that have passed and who knows how many stories to tell; beyond that there is also a wooden veranda running the entire south side of the house, with empty and abandoned terracotta pots. You take steps forward, intrigued by all you are allowed to see, and you also notice the presence of an orchard, also abandoned, that extends to the edge of the woods.
“Don't get any ideas, this is an isolated house that we use as a base,” mutters Hoseok, before muttering to himself, ' 'Cause of you we'll have to live there a lot longer.'
You stiffen.
Thanks to the natural beauty of that forgotten place, you are momentarily lost in your exploration, forgetting the presence of other Moondirians.
“Don't just stand there, you might get sick,” he blurts, grabbing you by the arm, realizing that a slightly too cold breeze is making you shiver, ”You're annoying as it is, don't make it worse with your physical weakness.”
He drags you to the large dark oak front door, pulling out a set of keys probably as old as the house. With a loud click, the door creaks open, showing the antiquated, but neat and tidy interior, as if someone had recently cleaned it up.
The smell of scented candles permeates the air, leaving you surprised given its appearance - you thought you smelled dust or mold, not baked apple and cinnamon. One glance at Hoseok's more relaxed expression and you realize that a Moondirian's sense of smell would not have liked that stench of an old and neglected house.
It's ridiculous to walk alongside him, carefully observing every dark corner of the house and lightly lit only by candles; it's like watching a lamb willingly flank a wolf. Creepy.
“Have a seat, the others will be here soon,” he points to the black velvet sofa, taking off his uniform jacket himself to place it on a coat rack. The cream-colored wallpaper with small stylized flowers whispers to you that the mansion probably belonged to an elderly but well-off human couple. Perhaps they lived humbly to remain in God's grace, but perhaps they died because of Moondir's wolves.
You sit cautiously on the sofa as Hoseok pours himself a glass of brandy without deigning to offer you any, not that you would accept that unlikely show of kindness.
“Why are you assigned to me?” you ask.
Hoseok strikes you as someone who prefers to give orders, not receive them.
“You mean because I carried you around here and there? I was the only one free, the others are busy with hunting, you know... finding males of your kind and torturing them a bit,” he explains easily, making your eyes widen.
“Uh... Dr. Smith also mentioned a doctor among you,” you have to make sure, Moondirian doctors seem much quieter and more sociable than soldiers, you have to be able to make friends with him if you want to live with some dignity.
Hoseok smiles slowly, a smile that does not reach his cold eyes, “Yes... he is in charge of treating the prisoners' wounds. They can't die while we're torturing them, they have to talk, and if they die before they do, they won't be of any use at all.”
He talks about such things with a monstrous calm, as if it were absolute and perfect normalcy.
“How can you sleep at night, thinking of all the people you've hurt?” you murmur without thinking of the consequences, trapped in a reality devoid of humanity.
Hoseok leans against the wall and crosses his legs, in a more comfortable and relaxed position. He dances the brandy in the glass slowly and cautiously, losing himself in its amber hues with an absorbed air.
“It's not hard, little flower... I think back on what I've been through and their lives automatically fade into the background,” he smiles foolishly, with a maddening shadow in his gaze, “You, on the other hand, should be grateful. You are still alive and not stuck in a tangle of bodies catching fire. Many would like to be in your place.”
Hoseok's eyes twinkle slightly, then he lifts them toward you, but not to look at you. He's looking at something behind you, and a shiver of creepiness coats your skin when something intangible brushes against your ear. It is not the wind. It is too warm and intimate, a sigh.
You get up from the sofa with a scream, Hoseok immediately grabs you preventing you from escaping, holding you tightly to his side with a real laugh this time.
The crash of the glass on the floor is just a miserable detail.
A man watches you, nonchalant. His amber eyes, deep and impenetrable, are framed by thick lashes that accentuate his dark gaze, as if traced by charcoal. They remind you with a shudder of Yoongi, but he is not. There is nothing that unites the two men, apart from the strange, bulky presence. The face, angelic in appearance, is distorted by a smug expression that clutches your stomach.
How many faces does the devil possess? Because he is probably the one in front of you.
“You weren't lying when you said she was as beautiful and fragile as a flower,” he smiles with the tip of a tooth sticking out, ”Who knows how many bastards she'll help us churn out before her petals fall off completely.”
“Hold back, Taehyung... I'm sure you know the rules, our guest has to learn a few things before she can satisfy us,” Hoseok snorts, feeling you trembling against him.
“I won't do anything too invasive, I promise,” insists the new diabolical being, Taehyung.
Your instincts lead you to do something very awkward. You hide behind Hoseok, as if by now your body has gotten used to using that wolf as a shield, deluding you with some kind of protection that doesn't really exist.  You clutch the rough fabric of his uniform as if your very life depended on it, and Hoseok lets you do it, perhaps taking sadistic pleasure in seeing a prey taking refuge in her predator's embrace. You make him feel somehow chosen, something he will never admit to anyone.
“What's up with our little flower?” Taehyung asks, raising an eyebrow with amusement as he scans you from head to toe. His eyes linger on your form with an interest he doesn't try to hide. Although you are human, spending pleasant time with you will not be a disgusting experience, as he had assumed when he learned of your match. He just didn't expect that he would have to share you with his teammates as well.
“Please don't call me that,” you murmur hesitantly, finding that nickname ridiculous and embarrassing. It makes you feel like you are something useless in their eyes, nice to get but unimportant.
A flower, in fact.
“Oh, look at that, you made her angry!” Hoseok snickers, shaking his head at the other wolf. “Now apologize,” he adds with a mocking tone, grabbing your wrist with disconcerting familiarity.
Before you can even process what’s happening, he hurls you toward Taehyung.
The latter catches you mid-air, effortlessly.
“Don’t worry, I’ll apologize properly,” Taehyung murmurs, a flicker of excitement in his velvety voice. A boulder of terror plunges into your chest and a scream of anguish explodes in your throat.
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So. Just thought I'd share some stuff with Tumblr.
I dont post much as I read the amazing stories, I've also thought about writing something. I will but I just need some courage!
Anyway. I'm 43 and in 2023, I lost my second born son due to heartattack. He was my rock, my twin and my soul.
Kieran was born, July 28th, 2002 at 9lbs 2 Oz. Funny enough, he weighed what my oldest son weighed.
Being a Canadian, I was watching a show that was about Sick Kids hospital and there was a sweet little red head that had the name 'Kieran'. I fell in love. (Fun fact- my ex is a red head and I've always wanted a red headed child! I got close with Kieran.)
That's how he got his name.
Sadly. I lost him in the early hours of the 7th of May. The worst day of my life. Hands down.
My other two sons (I have 4. 26, my angel Kieran would have been 23 this year, 21 and 9) We were at Walmart and I just happened to look. The Cokes that have the names on them, well let's just say I lost hope looking for Kieran's and my youngest, Orion. What would you know.. Kierans name was right there. In. My.face.
I couldn't believe it. I of course grabbed it and took it home. I had a whole discussion with Kieran on how I never found anything with his name on it. Never. I always had to have it made. Fine
Whatever.
I placed it beside his urn and smiled a bit- he would have loved it.
That was two weeks ago.
Today, I was saying what's up and lighting my incense when I noticed something....
The best before date is his birthday. What are the odds of that? I swear, my world stopped for a moment.
Not in 23 years did I find anything with his name on it and when I finally do, it's got his birthday too.
I miss him so much. He was my rocker baby and I am so proud of the man he was.
I can say this.. grief sucks. It never gets better. I count the days until I see him again.
Please. When I die, bury me in my Megadeth shirt. I have someone I want to match with when I get there.
Until Valhalla, Kieran.
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Moondir - 01
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Pairing | moondir!OT7 x human!Reader
Word Count | 5,6k
Warnings | +18, angst, dirty and crude language, references to mass extermination, MC is forced to have a gynecological examination, discomfort and humiliation, references to future forced impregnation practices, MC is evaluated as if she were an animal, this is not for minors.
This fanfiction is dark and yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
⤡ Summary | The Moondir, born of the Moon Goddess' love for a wolf, were persecuted and enslaved by humans for merely existing. Moondirian women have been captured and killed in the most heinous ways, men have instead been forced to do dangerous work in place of the humans themselves, and after more than a century, this has virtually brought their race to the brink of extinction. A group of Moondirian rebels have succeeded in their quest to regain their freedom, and not without the use of the crudest violence. Their females are now gone, and it will be human women who will help them repopulate the world.
➢ Author's Note | Hi, guys! 🥰 Here I am back with the story I had announced a few days ago, it will be divided into chapters, be sure to always read the warnings in each chapter! I'm very excited because I've been thinking about this storyline for a while and I really hope to do a good job 🤧 Let me know what you think, I love you ❤️
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Is it really so strange for you to find yourself at the feet of the man who swore to destroy your family?
Although your brother has downplayed his words over the years, you have now had the confirmation you so feared. Min Yoongi meant what he said and came back to end your existence, dressing as the icy captain of his team.
“I see you're all right,” he murmurs with a smile that does not reach his feline eyes, devoid of any human warmth. He looks down at you, imposing his presence on you, and you find yourself forced to bite your tongue not to answer him curtly. But, in fact, your silence only seems to provoke him.
One step forward from him and you find your chin clenched between two cold, ungentlemanly fingers, “I don't like this look, Y/N... I've always told you that sooner or later I'd wipe it off this pretty face,” his hot breath brushes your face, making you shiver. Mint and tobacco. A typical male smell that he didn't have the first time you met him.
You still don't respond to him, though you can't help but notice how much he has changed. The thin, shadowy young man like a ghost is gone; in his place is a hard, unreadable man. His high-quality jacket sparkles with prestigious medals and accolades, his tight pants highlight the sinuous lines of his athletic legs, and his solid leather boots shake the floor with every imposing step he takes.
You in comparison are just a little mouse who should beg that man.
“Will you die quietly, Y/N?” a question asked in a distant, mean tone. As if he hasn't known you for a lifetime.
You tighten your lips, releasing yourself from his grip angrily before spitting a stream of saliva straight into his face. Some soldiers remain impassive, others widen their eyes, stunned by your audacity or perhaps your death wish, but Yoongi remains perfectly calm and, with one hand wrapped in a dark glove, picks up the trail of saliva slowly creeping down his snow-white cheek.
“Interesting... proud to the end,” he murmurs with an amused grin, his eyes twinkling with interest as they return to scratch your fragile skin, “Yes... pride is a trait I've always detested about you,” he admits, using the same hand with which he picked up your saliva to nod to his men. Suddenly two of them grab you by the arms impetuously, holding you down for their captain.
Your heart speeds up and you can feel the dull thump pushing against your eardrums. A shameful fear grips your stomach as you see him approach further. He slowly kneels in front of you once more to whisper in your ear, undisturbed.
“The women of my race were just like you; beautiful, proud and fierce,” he begins, using a tone so sweet it makes you shiver.
His race. Moondir.
Neither beasts nor humans. Born from the union of the Moon Goddess with one of her strongest wolves.
Creatures born specifically to strike terror among the humans, great enemies of the Goddess, who, however, sought and found a way to enslave the Moondirians and succeeded. But after a century of mistreatment and starvation, the Moondirians have managed to rebel against the dictatorship, saying no more to those chains made of abuse and suffering, succeeding in setting up a rebel group worthy of opposing human power.
Now they have taken control of every country and rule with ferocity, taking revenge not only for the mistreatment they suffered but also for the extinction of their women.
The Moondirians have been forbidden to procreate, and to be safe, every female of their species has been killed.
Guilt compresses your chest when you think that none of those women were given a dignified or quick death, even more so when you remember that your father and brother willingly took part in that carnage.
Yoongi squares you with a new ferocity in his gaze, “Can someone remind me what human practice was when one of our women was captured?”
A faint frantic murmur rises from the soldiers, observing you in turn with disgust.
Another man approaches you, with a cadenced, light step; he is as tall as Yoongi and wears, along with the typical uniform, a stiff, black cap with silver embroidery that lets you know he is a lieutenant. His plump, soft lips are tight in a severe, irritated line, distorting his real beauty.
“When a Moondir woman was captured, they would rob her of all her possessions, proceed with forced undressing, and after a whole series of shameful abuses designed only to humiliate her, they would end the practice with a bullet in the head, if they felt generous enough that day to let her die right away.”
Yoongi nods in his colleague's direction, “What do you want me to do in this case, Jimin?”
Your heart leaps into your throat, peering into this man's furious amber eyes you can already get a taste of what will happen to you. But why is Yoongi leaving the choice to someone else?
“We are not inferior to humans, we should show them that we are capable of worse,” he barely manages to hold back a snarl that makes your skin crawl.
You will die. Like your brother, like your father, like your mother. There is no way they will leave you alive, and perhaps that is the best thing that could happen to save at least some of your dignity.
The Moondirian - Jimin - finally turns to his superior, “But without killing her of course, we need her.”
Suddenly the world comes crashing down on you. What does he mean by “we need her”?
Yoongi's icy bearing begins to chill even your bones, his satisfied grin makes you nauseous.
“What are you going to do?” opening your mouth to give breath to your fears costs you quite a bit of effort, the acid in your stomach begins to churn, clamoring to rise back up into your esophagus.
“We have no more women, Y/N,” he says softly, “You will be one of the many other humans who will help us become what we once were, which is a great and powerful people.”
Some sneer among the soldiers, others turn away to let Jimin, who no longer seems interested in your fate, pass by.
“Will you kill men and use women to bring others of your kind into the world?” at your choked question, Yoongi returns closer.
“Have you regained the use of speech, darling?” you shush immediately, shuddering at the feel of his palm brushing your face, “That's it, good girl,” he murmurs before moving closer to your ear again, “We've already killed most of the men, we'll kill the others we flush out of their shit holes, and as for the women... we're already having a great time fucking them like whores.”
A knot in your throat prevents you from swallowing the tears you are trying so bitterly to hold back, “You're a bastard,” you hiss in his direction, making him burst out laughing.
“And you will soon be a whore with your thighs open and your lap always full of cum, just like all the others.”
Your stomach churns with disgust and you eventually vomit, even putting your soul back in.
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Contrary to what Yoongi said, you are not thrown into a cell to suffer the pains of hell, at least not right away.
You are forcibly yanked out of your home by a pair of snarling soldiers, you turn to gaze with tears in your eyes at those old walls that saw you come into the world and grow up. You have nothing left in there now. Your family was never rich, what your father and brother did was for the good of all, but you cannot deny the satisfaction in their faces every time they completed a mission.
The punishment for their sins affected you, too, because you grew up on money made from the skin of many other people.
“Get in, woman,” a soldier rudely shoves you into a military truck, you are practically surrounded by men more like beasts, and a ridiculous squeak escapes your lips as a disgusting taste makes you curl them, it was not a good idea to vomit.
You observe their uniforms and the weapons they hold against their well-placed bodies. You recognize everything, even the men in your family wore those uniforms, the Moondirians took and looted, now possessing what once belonged to humans.
“Where are you taking me?” you ask, trying not to let your voice tremble, and almost no one pays attention to you. Only one turns toward you, reserving a wicked grin.
“Trust me, human,” he chuckles, “You don't want to know.”
Discouragement assails you and you pay attention to the night landscape you see out the window, or at least what allows you to see the large bulk of the soldier standing in front of you with crossed arms.
“Don't ask too many questions,” he grunts, nailing you with an ugly glare, “The stench of your fear is making me nauseous.”
If possible, those words agitate you more; your father had told you about this ability of theirs, but you never really believed it. Other than Yoongi, you never saw a Moondirian in your life, and Yoongi was anything but sociable. He worked in your father's place, and as absurd as it sounds, even the poorest family was entitled to own at least one Moondir wolf. It was just one more way to humiliate them, but you child could hardly have known that. To you he was simply a sullen boy of few words, someone your brother had taught you to ignore for everyone's sake.
When Yoongi managed to escape, your brother and father-although concerned- scoffed at his words of vengeance, words that stuck with you for a good ten years, more than enough time for the Moondirians to create riots, revolts, murders and conquer all there was to conquer.
Mankind, from the height of its arrogance, believed it had everything under control, until little by little the throats of all the most important Leaders were cut, throwing the world into a black crisis from which it was then impossible to recover.
“Hey, human,” grunted another, “We're here, come on down.”
With trembling legs, you are dragged listlessly inside an old building that you recognize as a long unused hospital, inside-despite the long years of neglect-there is still the pungent smell of disinfectant and the neon lights work quite well. Inside, it has been kept clean and tidy, although employees at the front desk are missing and the main entrance is virtually deserted except for a few soldiers posted on guard duty.
The firm grip on your arm is painful, but you dare not say anything to the wolf who is escorting you. Rather you are terrified, wandering with spirited eyes from corridor to corridor, watching the hospital signs without really seeing them. You hate hospitals, you hate everything about them, and you don't understand why they brought you here.
A desperate wail escapes your lips as the wolf stops in front of a metal door with an opaque glass porthole.
"Straighten your feet, you fool! You look like a damn-"
“Hold your tongue, soldier,” the metal door slowly swings open, two blue eyes rimmed with long, thick lashes stab at you from all sides, while in response that soldier stiffens, “We need cooperation, if you treat her that way you will make my job more complicated.”
The man who opened the door is continuing to talk to the wolf at your side, but he does not look away from yours, he is firm and stern, making you petrify on the spot.
It is not just embarrassment or fear what you feel, it is something more visceral, a disarming awareness. Those blue eyes are laden with promises the man has every intention of keeping, a threat whispered gently, your heart beating so hard and so fast you don't question that he is listening with rapt attention.
Then, as if your gazes hadn't just nailed each other, he waves you in.
You try to put one foot in front of the other, aware that you have no escape route in that place, and when the soldier begins to follow you as well, a low growl of warning makes the hair on your neck stand up. But the warning is not for you, it is for that wolf who instantly freezes.
You don't know who this man is, but he must be someone with a lot of power, because up until a few moments ago that soldier was playing up, while now he looks more like a dog on a leash.
Making yourself as small as you can, you walk uncomfortably into the medium-sized room, eyeing the clean linoleum floor, then the light green walls with a few medical posters posted, finally the desk filled with papers and files locked in large binders.
“Have a seat,” the man says, pointing to an examination couch that makes you shudder. You search your eyes for medical instruments such as needles, gauze and who knows what else, but beyond the smell of disinfectant you see nothing else.
As if he has read your mind, the man gives you a sarcastic smile and it is as if a veil is lifted from your eyes, making you see past his blue ones. The first thing that strikes you are the full lips bent in that mischievous smile, the shape of the cupid's bow is enchanting, and smooth black hair manages to graze the base of his neck, while his bangs almost cover the well-defined line of his elegant eyebrows.
“Do you fear medical equipment?”
You tighten your lips at that blatant tease, feeling mixed emotions. You can't even remember the last time you've been to a doctor; you don't even know if this man is one.
“Are you a doctor?” you ask abruptly, almost as an accusation.
“Sort of, yes - not the way you humans understand it, though,” he replies with a shrug, shrugging off the partition to pull out a wheeled cart where medical tools are stored. You pale when you notice a speculum.
You take a quick step backward, toward the door, with every intention of escaping, and the man quickly turns to stare at you with slightly dilated pupils, no need for him to growl to freeze you once more where you are, “No risky moves, human,” he warns you in a deeper voice, “I'm still a wolf,” he hisses, gritting his teeth hard. Then you see it, a deep scar around his neck, which only moments before was covered by the tips of his hair and the collar of his lab coat.
“I don't want to be touched by you,” you murmur, terrified. You've always refused to face a gynecological examination, but you know what a speculum is for and you're uncomfortable with even the thought of him...!
You shake your head, but the man is not intimidated by your statement.
“It's going to happen what needs to happen, girl,” he replies, disinfecting his hands and putting on sterile gloves, “Now lie down on the table, after the examination we'll talk a bit so I can register you in the system.”
You didn't understand half a word he just told you, but his voice is enough to convince you not to take any steps.
The man snorts slightly, bowing his head and squinting his unusually blue-colored eyes.
“You should listen to me, I'm not going to hurt you... I'll probably also be the only man who will touch you gently enough not to make you cry” his words hit you like a violent slap, a knot tightens your throat and suddenly your eyes fill with tears.
“I didn't do anything wrong, I don't deserve such treatment,” you murmur swallowing the pain, the man stares at you with an impassive expression.
“Many of us have said the same thing, yet humans still played God by hunting us down, killing us and enslaving us” his harsh words make you realize that he will not listen to you, he may speak to you with an unusual calm, but the hatred is always there, ready to burn you, making you guilty of actions you never committed. Violence only breeds more violence.
“What will really happen to me?” you ask fearing your fate.
"If I deem you eligible, you will be escorted to one of our procreation centers, our staff will complete your genetic tests, and you will be assigned to the right males."
You will be raped, and not just by one man, but by many.
“Like a beast,” you blurt out angrily, incredulous and disgusted. Yoongi did not lie.
“Yeah, like a beast,” nods the man, “But you always have a choice: Are you going to lie down on that exam table, allowing me to figure out if and how healthy you are, in the most humane of ways, or do you want those soldiers to take you one at a time - or even more together - so that you remain pregnant in the most inhumane of ways?”
A shiver of terror squeezes your gut, making you want to vomit again.
Silently and with a lost look you begin to take off your shoes, “Wise decision,” he nods, beginning to arrange a gray monitor, “You can leave your underwear on, if it will appease you.”
You swallow bitter tears with each layer of clothing that leaves you, you feel humiliated as it is, but what other choice do you have?
When only your bra and peach-colored cotton panties remain on you, you slowly reach for the exam table and being very careful not to brush against the man who is now waiting for you sitting on a wheeled stool, you lie down with an insane urge to cover yourself from head to toe.
With a satisfied murmur he picks up a bottle, spreading clear gel on your lower abdomen, the icy sensation of the gel giving you chills, making you wince.
“What's your name?” the doctor asks, focused on the monitor-apparently able to read the strange shapes that appear between the grayscale image as he slowly moves the probe across the area of your abdomen. He pushes the probe across your skin for greater visibility and you stiffly murmur your full name
“My name is Kim Seokjin, and if you come back into the program, I will follow you as a doctor for a long time,” he replies, pushing the probe toward your lower abdomen, “Lower your slip a little.”
The request fills you with discomfort, but you do as he tells you, the fabric drops a little more with a slight rustle, and the probe reaches down to touch your pubis. You remain rigid as a statue, scrutinizing Seokjin's expression, but never once has the man looked at you with strange, slimy eyes. He is absolutely professional as he creates freeze-frames, occasionally asking you to take deep breaths and other times to remain totally still.
“Good, now place your legs in the stirrups, I will proceed with an internal examination.”
You widen your eyes, staring at him pitifully, “D-Do I have to?” you hate yourself for the tiny, terrified tone you used, but fear and shame are eating you alive.
The man - Seokjin - freezes for a moment, staring at you with a strange shadow in his blue eyes.
Finally, he sighs, “When was your last period?”
You think for a while before answering, "I think -- about two weeks ago? I guess have a regular period...?" you answer a little unsure, you haven't exactly kept track, because...
“Have you had sexual intercourse recently?”
At her question your skin heats up, turning redder than a tomato, “I-I... no, I mean... I haven't had any, ever” you bite your lips in embarrassment. You know very well that at your age it's strange. Your father always complained that at over 20 years old you were still not married, but it simply didn't happen, you never forced yourself to do anything, although there was no shortage of opportunities.
Seokjin's eyes shine for a single moment, but it is enough for you to catch his amusement.
"Basically I have no reason to proceed internally, but I still ask you to let me continue with my examination, I will only touch you superficially, I will go no further. Is that enough of a compromise for you?" you breathe shakily, nodding slowly.
You slip off your briefs and with a courage you don't feel you have position your legs on the stirrups, spreading them apart. Your heart pounding in your ears as you wait for the exam to end, you stiffen when the man touches your intimate area, going so far as to do something you've never allowed anyone else to do.
“What are you-” the words die in your throat, you feel the sensation of latex gloves against the entrance to your vagina, and two fingers checking its elasticity and shape. Your stomach clenches in raw shame, but you remain still, acknowledging the gentle, shallow touch, just as he promised.
“Right now I am checking the appearance of your vulva and the general elasticity of your entrance, to make sure there is no redness or sores, but everything seems to be okay,” he announces as he walks away, “You may wear your panties again, but remain lying down,” he announces, leaving you confused.
If the exam is over, why would you stay lying down? A wave of panic turns you pale; it is so intense that Seokjin turns in your direction with a stern look.
“Your smell is steeped in fear, woman,” he scolds you, tossing the latex gloves into the bin next to the monitor, then handing you some Kleenex to remove traces of gel, “If I wanted to do anything to you, believe me, I would have done it by now.”
You swallow before nodding, accepting the Kleenex and lying back down.
“Now I'm going to check the general state of your body,” he informs you as he returns to your side, in awe you watch as his hand rests on the soft skin of your abdomen, claws you didn't notice before glisten under the neon light of the room, but the touch is so gentle that the claws don't even reach out to touch you. The Moondirian's blue eyes slowly clear as a gentle tingle invades your body. The sensation reminds you of a lover's lips lightly brushing kisses against your skin, causing delicious shivers throughout your body, you find it quite natural to close your eyes, relaxing against your gloomiest expectation.
Seokjin continues his examination minutely, your blood flowing like peaceful waves inside your body, with the palm of his hand he moves closer to your chest, until he touches the curve of your breasts covered by the cotton bra. Although he has reiterated that he has no strange intentions, the sensual movement of his hand along your most sensitive skin makes your throat contract, a movement that immediately attracts his attention.
He thus begins to murmur something in a language unfamiliar to you, a song as sweet as a bird's song. You feel welcomed into a big hug and find yourself instinctively sighing, your heartbeat finally beginning to calm.
After another two minutes, the words stop and the warmth of his hand leaves your body, rousing you from that brief respite.
“You have excellent blood circulation and your vital organs are healthy, you are healthy,” he announces, “Now you can get dressed.”
You blink quickly, still with a foggy and confused mind about what exactly he did, "What happened? I felt strange," you whisper more to yourself.
“Do you know what the people of Moondir are like, Y/N?” he asks you, sitting down at his desk as you quickly get dressed, shake your head in denial, and Seokjin crosses his arms.
"We came into the world through a Goddess; our father was a wolf. We are connected to nature in more ways than one, and every Moondirian is born with the ability to rule an element. My element is Water, and with it I can control any kind of fluid, including blood, and through blood I listened to your body," he explains as if it were something very easy to understand even for someone like you.
When you sit in front of the Moondirian doctor, you can't help but ask, “Why are you so kind to me?”
His pointed smile leaves you breathless, and not positively.
“I know what you're up against, that's all,” he replies, igniting a flame inside.
"Are you doing this out of pity? I don't need it!" you growl, trying to retain some dignity, but Seokjin shakes his head.
“You are more stubborn than a puppy,” he sneers, before lowering the collar of his lab coat, finally allowing you to see the scar around his otherwise pale, sculptural neck. The mark is deep, but it is so old that it has lost the bright color of blood, blending in with the rest of the skin, “Do you know what this is instead?” he asks you.
You don't know exactly why such a devilry had been invented, but you remember that Yoongi, when he still worked for your father, always wore a thick electrified collar. The memory sends shivers down your spine, because you witnessed what that terrible object could do-it took at least a whole day for Yoongi to recover from those horrible shocks.
When you don't answer, Seokjin chuckles, “Of course you know, I can tell from your smell that you are aware of it, but maybe you don't know the reason behind its use.”
“Was it to punish you?” you ask, but the man shakes his head.
"Worse, it was suppressing our sexual instincts. “ he reveals with gravity, ”They exterminated our women to prevent us from procreating, and to prevent us men from feeling desire they designed a contraption as small as it is powerful and useful for their purposes.“ in his blue eyes you see a shadow drop, and when he resumes looking at you, there is no amusement, ”Out there you will find many of my kind who will not mind taking you by force, they have endured over a century of sexual deprivation, there is no one left to keep them on a leash, Y/N."
The world seems to be collapsing on you, you know the people of Moondir are not human, you know they are part wolf - beast - so you also have reason to think that you will be dealing with unscrupulous men, “Will I die like this?” you whisper with trembling lips, unable to believe that such a thing is happening to you of all people.
"No, you will not die. You are healthy and your body is mature, you are perfectly eligible for this task, and you will be cared for by experts at the procreation center, every kind of relationship will be followed, documented, and if there is a need, someone will step in to rescue you."
“That doesn't me-” but whatever you would like to say is interrupted by another man who opens the door wide without knocking.
You petrify like a marble statue, returning alert and anxious, how long has it been since the visit began, an hour? More?
He entered as if there was no one inside the room, if you hadn't dressed in time would he have had the horrible opportunity to look at you?
“You're early,” Seokjin does not seem pleased with the newcomer, who does nothing to apologize.
“You took too long this time, and I was wondering if you finally gave in to your instincts,” shrugs the other. He is a perfectly fit Moondirian specimen, his clothing similar to that of Yoongi and Jimin except for the camouflage color.
His deep green eyes nail you to your chair with vivid, eerie interest, his brown hair pulled back allowing you to peer into his face without any problem. His elegant features almost hide the madness behind those cheerfully cunning eyes. He reminds you more of a fox than a wolf.
"Stop it, Hoseok. I'm working," the other picks him up harshly, beginning to sign and stamp papers with a strange red, pungent-smelling substance.
"Oh, yeah? And here I thought you were examining these women for another reason,” he laughs lightly, approaching you with an all too confident stride, “One that involves very little words and more the body."
You move imperceptibly away from him, your survival instinct is warning you this Moondirian is different from Seokjin. Definitely. He seems more dangerous, more driven by his baser instincts.
“You're rambling, as usual” Seokjin unceremoniously hands over a freshly compiled file of documents, “She's eligible, don't damage her” Hoseok's smile turns meaner as he teams you from head to toe.
Then he takes a long breath, appreciating something, “I can't smell that other weird gel you use when you dilate them, you haven't examined her inside and it only means one thing,” he sneers alluringly, Seokjin's blue eyes light up with irritation.
“It means you won't touch her, she'll get safely to the center and you'll stay away from her after that, got it?” he asks with a certain amount of patience.
There is something unspoken in the air, you speculate that this Hoseok did something to one of the women and that Seokjin was not particularly happy about it.
“A hundred years of abstinence and you're acting like you're not feeling the effects, they fried your brain in that shithole and now you don't work anymore?” but the wolf's clear provocation - Hoseok - falls on deaf ears, Seokjin's attention is back on you, watching them both wordlessly.
A hundred years?
Can a Moondirian really live that long? That would explain Yoongi's youthful appearance. Aside from his more trained muscles, he hasn't changed a bit.
“Hoseok will take you to the nearest procreation center, he will see to it that you arrive safely, no matter how unreliable he may seem, I can assure you that with him by your side, no one will dare touch you with ill intentions.”
You nod as if intoxicated, casting a nervous glance at the man with the incredible green eyes. As unbelievable as they are disturbing.
“Yes, little flower ... you won't have to fear any one except me.”
‘You filthy bastard, try touching me and you will find that you are not the only one who can bite.’
Keep that furious thought to yourself, tightening your arms around your body protectively.
“One more thing,” Seokjin resumes, blatantly ignoring his colleague's response, “As I told you at the beginning of the visit, no rough movements, they excite us more than you think,” the doctor's warning hovers in the air like a gunshot, and you don't know if you will end that long day with all your limbs in place.
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You leave the hospital with a weight in your chest; you are eligible.
Before you left, you asked Seokjin one last question, you asked him what would happen to you if he didn't find you eligible for their new repopulation plan, the doctor's glazed look was more than enough of an answer, then had come Hoseok's whisper at your side, amused.
ÂŤIn that case I would have taken care of it, little flower.Âť
In a sports sedan that attracts far too much attention, you observe Hoseok, who drives in a relaxed and cheerful manner. As if he were a normal civilian and not a Moondirian trained to kill.
The profile sculpted with an almost aristocratic grace unnerves you. He is an animal of the worst kind, not deserving of that beauty, much less all that freedom.
“If you keep staring at me like that you're in danger of wearing me out, little flower,” you gasp, taken aback and appalled by the pointed smile he turns on you, “But I can give you a picture of me if you like me so much.”
In response you avert your eyes, pointing them to the clean but unusually empty streets. The razing has stripped the city of its soul, the once colorful and brightly lit stores are closed and empty, others have broken windows with obvious signs of struggle.
A frightening thought begins to creep into your fragile mind.
“You have killed the men and are using the women for your own purposes, but what about the children?” you ask in a hoarse whisper, your eyes lost in nothingness.
Hoseok snorts slightly through his nose, turning onto a highway.
“We are not so cruel, little flower,” he says almost bored, "Children have purer and more elastic minds. They have learned to fear us because of you adults, now they will learn to live with us, nowadays it's called a ‘reset’."
Children are not to blame, he does not say but that is what his words imply and you sighs relieved. Apparently, Moondirians have animal instincts in every respect, just as they love to hunt their prey when they run away, they also tend to take care of cubs, regardless of species.
“Don't be so relieved, woman,” his sharp teeth gleam under the flickering light of the road lights, “I would think more of myself than of others if I were you.” There is something true in his words, you can feel it in the way he utters them. Hoseok must have gone through hell, and you are sure he will put you through it too. Like a personal gain.
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pantaral81 ¡ 4 months ago
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Looks awesome.
Moondir
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→ warnings | +18, angst, slavery, smut, non-con/dub-con, coercion, revenge violence, blood, psychological trauma, emotional and physical abuse, forced pregnancy, supernatural themes, abuse of power, torture, humiliation, murder, discrimination, hatred, explicit language, obsession, love triangle (with some OT7 hints), this is not for minors! → a/n | I recommend reading this story only to an adult audience familiar with this genre! This story is about how violence begets more violence and how twisted love can take hold of the most unthinkable person. Remember that Moondir is just a story and not a representation of my real values and thoughts, if you do not like the genre or even one of the warnings makes you uncomfortable, DO NOT READ.
→ pairing | moondir!Yoongi x human!Reader x moondir!Jimin
⤡ Introduction:
The Moondir, born of the Moon Goddess' love for a wolf, were persecuted and enslaved by humans for merely existing. Moondirian women have been captured and killed in the most heinous ways, men have instead been forced to do dangerous work in place of the humans themselves, and after more than a century, this has virtually brought their race to the brink of extinction. A group of Moondirian rebels have succeeded in their quest to regain their freedom, and not without the use of the crudest violence. Their females are now gone, and it will be human women who will help them repopulate the world.
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Salvatore - Lana Del Rey Animals - Maroon 5 House of Cards - BTS Dark Paradise - Lana Del Rey Can't Help Falling in Love - version by Tommee Profitt feat. brooke Love in the Dark - Adele
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Full name: Min Yoongi Species: Moondir Apparent Age: 32 Actual Age: 136 Eye Color: Black Hair Color: Black Height: 6'1" Position/ Rank: Captain - Alpha Element: Fire Mating Status: Unmated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject is extremely dangerous and combative; he killed his roommate after only one night spent at the center and was consequently placed in solitary confinement. I recommend his immediate culling.
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Full name: Park Jimin Species: Moondir Apparent Age: 29 Actual Age: 130 Eye Color: Amber Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'1" Position/ Rank: Lieutenant - Beta Element: Air Mating Status: Mated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject refuses food and shows no intention of speaking; however, he occasionally appears to be conversing with himself. At present, I am unable to make an accurate diagnosis; I will continue to keep him under observation.
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Full name: Kim Seokjin Species: Moondir Apparent Age: 32 Actual Age: 137 Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Black Height: 6'2" Position/ Rank: Healer - Beta Element: Water Mating Status: Unmated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject presents a strong physical and mental structure, but a temperament inclined toward kindness despite the torture he has endured; we are dealing with an excellent exemplar. The subject is irretrievable; he suddenly went mad when he was let loose in the camp and killed a guard in an attempt to escape. Culling.
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Full name: Jung Hoseok Species: Moondir Apparent Age: 31 Actual Age: 134 Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'2" Position/ Rank: Sergeant - Beta Element: Water Mating Status: Unmated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject presents a curious case of dual personality, on the one hand we have a Moondir man, on the other hand someone who believes himself to be a human being. I want to isolate the first personality so that we have an absolutely cooperative Moondirian.
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Full name: Kim Taehyung Species: Moondir Apparent Age: 29 Actual Age: 130 Eye Color: Amber Hair Color: Black Height: 6'2" Position/ Rank: Hunter - Delta Element: Earth Mating Status: Unmated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject is a sadist. He bit off a guard's ear and chewed it off laughing, before slitting the guard's throat with a claw and thus ending his gruesome work, I don't know how useful such a guy can be.
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Full name: Jeon Jungkook Species: Moondir - Half-blood Apparent Age: 27 Actual Age: 129 Eye Color: Lilac Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'3" Position/ Rank: Hunter - Alpha Element: Fire Mating Status: Unmated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject is still a cub, shows immature character traits typical of a Moondirian who is not yet an adult and does not listen at all to what I or the guards ask him to do, preferring rather to scratch the surface of the walls and growl at us. To be kept under observation.
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Full name: Kim Namjoon Species: Moondir Apparent Age: 30 Actual Age: 134 Eye Color: Dark Blue Hair Color: Black Height: 6'3" Position/ Rank: Hunter - Delta Element: Earth Mating Status: Mated
previous psychiatrist's notes | The subject asks a lot of questions, seems genuinely intrigued by the human race, and shows an unusual calmness - perhaps we are looking at a exemplar perfectly capable of communicating with us and obeying us without much fuss. second note | The subject asked me what we humans taste like. Extreme caution advised.
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pantaral81 ¡ 6 months ago
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This is how i move through life.
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So there are several species of frogs that have evolved to be so small that their vestibular balance system doesn't work well and I'm sorry but it's the funniest thing to watch them try to jump.
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My Yandere BTS Fanfic Recommendation.
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Read the warning carefully. As with any yandere story, expect some gory scenes, non consensual / dubious consensual sex, some dark kinks. (Everything under the term, you know the risk).
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Minors DNI 🔞
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For non yandere recommendation, check full Navi here.
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1. Allurement , Yandere Namjoon. Series of Drabbles, Slick and deceptive yandere CEO Namjoon.
2. Beloved, long oneshot. Yandere King Min Yoongi - My all time favorite, if you like asian historical dark romance, you'll love this.
3. Excitus Acta Probat, oneshot. Soft Yandere, Mafia Yoongi, feat. OT7.
4. The Tarot Series, A Collection of yandere oneshots based on Tarot Card.
5. Charming, oneshot. Cinderella AU, obsessive Prince Park Jimin. This is very beautiful the way the author describe the scenes and everything.
6. Ultimatum, miniseries. Yandere Sugar Daddy Taehyung, feat. Jimin.
7. Case Closed, miniseries. Yandere Detective Namjoon.
8. Boys Don't Cry, miniseries. Yandere husband Yoongi, feat. Hoseok.
9. Beastly Gods, oneshot. Yandere hybrid Taehyung, feat OT7.
10. Level of Restraint, long oneshot. Office AU, Yandere Jimin and Namjoon. BDSM undertone.
11. Something Wicked, series. Yandere CEO Seokjin.
12. Let The Villain Win, oneshot. Yandere thriller writer Namjoon.
13. Baby Mine, oneshot. Yandere mafia Yoongi with OC.
14. Poison Apple, mini series. Yandere Taehyung feat. Yoongi. This is not for the faint heart. Proceed with caution. Hard non con.
15. A Dangerous Game, Yandere Mob boss Namjoon x reader. Long series, there is sequel. Hard non con in one of the chapters.
16. Solar Eclipse, long oneshot. Yandere Hoseok, time travel / after life AU.
17. The Stranger, long oneshot. Yandere Doctor Seokjin.
18. Persephone, long oneshot. Yandere mafia leader Namjoon.
19. Bad Guy, ongoing series. Mafia boss Seokjin. This one is not really yandere, per se, but the way Seokjin loves the MC is quite you know...obsessive.
20. See No Evil, long oneshot. Yandere ghost Taehyung, feat. Namjoon.
21. Visitation of a Lover, long oneshot. Yandere ghost Taehyung, feat. Jin.
22. Until I Saw You, oneshot. Yandere mob Namjoon.
23. Fucked Up, yandere OT7. Polyamorous - Idol AU. This is actually a series, look in the author's masterlist. The full version is in author's AO3. (Beware tho, the long version is just like the title says, pretty fucked up, lol.)
24. Illicit Photography, series with a sequel. Soft yandere Jungkook with reader as his teacher.
25. Promise, long oneshot. Yandere boyfriend Jimin.
26. Break My Mind's Eye, series. Jungkook as mob boss x fashion designer OC, yandere undertone.
27. Every Breath You Take , oneshot. Stalker Jungkook x reader, feat. Namjoon & Hoseok.
28. Actually, The Devil Wears Gucci, oneshot. Wicked CEO Taehyung with assistant reader.
29. Positive, quite long oneshot. Yandere richman Yoongi, waitress reader is pregnant.
30. Forbidden Fruit, long oneshot. Jhope as mafia member, reader has inability to feel fear.
31. Predator, oneshot. Vampire Jungkook stalked on reader. I felt goosebumps reading this, nothing too gory tho.
32. Tea For Two, oneshot. Yandere Prince Namjoon x reader, arranged marriage AU.
33. Falling for A Lounge Singer, oneshot. Yandere mafia Taehyung, reader is a singer.
34. Black Swan, long one shot. Swan Prince Jimin x reader as a Princess. I'm not usually fond of story about faeries, this one is an exception. Hard to describe this, along with the hair that stood on my nape and that tingling feeling of fear and excitement while reading this. A truly masterpiece.
35. Making of A Lover, yandere Jungkook with his assistant reader. It's short but darkly entertaining.
36. Expectation x Reality, oneshot. Jungkook x reader, Taehyung x reader. Some hard dub con. With plot twist. 🤭
37. Delphinium, long oneshot, King Taehyung x queen reader. Soft yandere, angst. Beautiful with, ... again, plot twist.😈
38. In The Pain Of The Roses, long one shot, yandere king Yoongi x princess reader. Beautiful, poetic narrative. Read the tag warning, because it's really dark.
39. Anti Hero, long oneshot, yandere Yoongi x idol reader. Not many yandere story in idol universe, this one is not only one of the few, but also oh so so good.
40. Broken, oneshot. Seokjin x reader. Some dub con borderline to non con. Proceed with caution, because it's quite dark. I read this like a year ago, but everytime I read it again, it never failed to give me a shiver. It's on AO3.
41. Infatuation, series of one-shots. Light reading, darkly entertaining. Always fun to reread. It's on AO3.
42. Cardio, long oneshot. Personal trainer Jungkook x rich wife reader. Infidelity, angst, thriller. Very well written. On AO3.
43. Deviant Affairs, long one-shot. Jimin was your stepbrother who was crazy in love with you.
44. Motive, long one shot. College AU. Jungkook x reader x another girl. Angst, thriller, love triangle. It will keep you on edge dragged by your curiosity before 💣💣 boom! There it go, the plot twist.
45. Still With You, one-shot. King Jungkook x servant reader.
46. The Mansion, long one-shot. Jimin x another man's wife reader. Very good, give you those old house horror scenes vibe.
47. Énouement, long one-shot. Doctor Taehyung x trophy wife reader. It's a part of interconnected stories with other members. Look at the author's masterlist. This is the one that I like the most.
48. Polarity, miniseries. Yandere Jungkook x reader. Infidelity around bestfriend relationship entangled with twisted obsession. It's really good!♥️
48. Arte Factum, long oneshot. Yandere android Jimin x reader. Jimin is a sub here.
50. Knight in Bloody Armor, club owner Hoseok x reader. Ongoing series. Very well written and chilling. It's on AO3, and you need to log in to be able to read it.
51. House of Serpents, ongoing series. OT7 x high class escort reader in organized crime AU. A shitload twisted men with twisted sex flavor. I have no words to say other than it put me on variety of different emotions until its latest chapter, and I have love and hate relationship with all of the men here. Polyamorous dynamic, heavy BDSM vibe. It's very well written on AO3. As always, read the warning.
52. Love Pages, long oneshot. Yandere Jimin x slight yandere reader, inspired by "Death Note".
53. Kill to Kiss You, long oneshot. Jungkook as mob boss x escort reader. I got cold hands and feet reading this. Chilling and put you on edge till the end.
54. Lesson Learnt, miniseries. CEO JK x ex gf reader. My ultimate weakness, BTS members as CEO with power and obsession. This one is pretty dark, read all the warning.
55. Code Red, one shot. Doctor Jimin x patient reader.
56. A Thriller Film, movie director Jungkook × reader as his stylist. It's well written and chilling.
57. Killing Me Softly, yandere OT7 x reader. Polyamorous AU but quite realistic thus give you chill to imagine what you would feel if this indeed is real.
58. Daffodil Dreams, yandere patient Taehyung, MC is his therapist. There are two parts - Dreams and Nightmare. Chilling and hair-raising.
59. Cruel Intentions, yandere mobster JK x reader in South Korea setting, my favorite AU. Love it❤️
60. Mindless, patient Hoseok x psychiatrist reader. Oneshot.
61. Roses, oneshot. Yandere dynamic between JK x reader. Just, wow.
62. Sinner, oneshot. Yandere fugitive Jungkook x detective reader. I reread like ... 6 times? That's just how good it is😙
63. The Broken Vow, attorney JK x reader as his ex wife. This one is so well written, leave you with mixed emotion, love and hate at the same time. Just ❤️
64. Cabin in The Woods, Jungkook as werewolf, reader as his mate and prisoner? Lol. Stockholm syndrome. I can't hate him here. Somehow he indeed protected her.
65. Cathexis, three parter, Jimin x reader. Based on Firestarter movie. 'There was no way in hell he would let anything happen to you and he would raise literal hell to make sure you were never hurt. If anyone tried to take you from him he’d burn the entire world down'.
66. Snatched, two parter ongoing. Yandere harpy Taehyung x nurse reader. Dystopian AU, dark and chilling. Very well written.
67. ObsesiĂłn, oneshot. Yandere pro rugby player Jungkook x sport journalist POC reader.
68. Code of Conduct, long series. Jungkook mafia au.
69. Lacrimosa, Mafia Yoongi, historical setting. Not many good written yandere historical stories like this. A must read.
70. Hiraeth, Kim Seokjin as your childhood bestfriend. What length he would do to keep you close.
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71. The Black Pearl, triparter series. Jungkook as your billionaire sugar daddy. Rich, drop dead gorgeous and twistedly charming. My favorite.
72. What Are You Willing To Do?, You were months behind on your rent, and your property manager offered to help you in exchange of something he had long waiting for.
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Updated Feb 22th, 2025
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pantaral81 ¡ 7 months ago
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I'd really love to see more Namjoon, Seokjin and Hoseok fan fics.
Maybe it's time I dip my hands into writing!
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So freaking good.
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Masked Miracles Masterlist
It wasn't supposed to happen this way. A quick in and out. Infiltrate and bring down a hybrid trafficking ring. Saving lives while we're at it. But things hardly ever go to plan. And being locked in with seven hybrids that meant more to me than victims forced into a life they didn't deserve was definitely not according to the plan.
Status: Ongoing
Word count: TBD
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Prologue 👇
Chapter 1 ● Chapter 2 ● Chapter 3 ●
Chapter 4 ● Chapter 5 ● Chapter 6 ●
Chapter 7 ● Chapter 8 ● Chapter 9 ●
Chapter 10 ● Chapter 11 ● Chapter 12 ●
Chapter 13 ● Chapter 14 ●
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pantaral81 ¡ 8 months ago
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Loving this.
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masterlist ||  disclaimer: works may contain explicit sexual content – do not read these stories if you are under 18 years old. © angelicyoongie, all rights reserved. do not translate/repost my work. 
⤷ 1.2k follower event masterlist ⤷ most recent: abundance (ch 24) — 04.10.2024
⤷ ✓ = finished
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⤷ Abundance genre: hybrid au, enemies to lovers/strangers to lovers pairing: ot7 x female reader summary: You never expected that you would end up adopting a hybrid, and if someone had told you that you would end up with seven? Well, you would have thought they were crazy. But here you are, with three different packs of hybrids that don’t get along – but all want to stay with you. Yeah, it turns out crazy is an understatement.
Part: 01 - 02 - 03 - 04 - 05 - 06 - 07 - 08 - 09 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - 24 - 25-> extra: Christmas special
⤷ Lovesick ✓ genre: yandere, soulmate au pairing: ot7 x female reader summary: You dreamed of the day you would get your very own soulmark. Though, you didn’t expect to wake up to a searing hurt in your arm, the phantom pain of your shoulder being dislocated and your forearm fractured. As if dealing with the worst possible soulmark ever wasn’t bad enough, you also have to come to terms with the fact that you’re being stalked. When the letters and gifts you receive begin to escalate and the police offers no help, you have no other option than to figure out who’s behind it yourself – and hopefully before it’s too late.
Part: 01 - 02 - 03 - 04 - 05 - 06 - 07 - 08 - 09 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 extra: Yandere profile extra: Hoseok’s pov of ch 5
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⤷ The Obsidian Pearl ✓ genre: yandere, mermaid au pairing: seokjin x female reader summary: Sailing through The Dead Man’s Passage is a death sentence and the whole crew knows it. But with the ship’s stocks dwindling fast, your captain is left with no other choice. When a haunting melody makes the crew jump ship one by one, you find yourself alone with the demon lurking in the murky red water. As the creature beckons you to jump into the icy water – “come to me, pet” – you find that you can’t do anything but obey.
Part: 01 - 02
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⤷ Desolate ✓ genre: hybrid au, strangers to lovers pairing: yoongi x female reader summary: You just wanted a cute little normal cat to keep you company. So you’re not really sure how you ended up with the grumpiest hybrid on earth that seems hellbent on making your life difficult.
Part: 01 - 02 - 03 - 04 - 05 - 06 - 07 - 08 - 09 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14
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⤷ Out Of The Woods ✓ genre: hybrid au, strangers to lovers pairing: namjoon x female reader summary: Promising Jihyo that you were going to stay away from your writing for one weekend had been easy in theory, but much harder to actually do once you reached the little cabin the woods. To make matters worse, the only thing that rivals your inability to keep promises is your terrible luck – and after a particularly bad choice leads you to get lost in the mountains, you suppose that it’s only karma that you end up face to face with a wolf that looks ready to rip your throat out.
Part: 01 - 02 - 03
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⤷ The Ivory Fang ✓ genre: mermaid au, yandere pairing: taehyung x female reader summary: You have run out of options when it comes to treating your mother’s illness. When a mysterious man offers you a solution that might save her, you decide that nothing is too strange if it means it’ll lead to a cure – not even finding and striking a deal with a mermaid.
 Part: 01 - 02
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⤷ The Crimson Shell ✓ genre: mermaid au, yandere pairing: jungkook x female reader summary: You had always found comfort in being at the beach, often spending hours just watching the waves lap against the shore. But unbeknowst to you – something had been watching you back.
Part: 01 - 02 - 03 - 04 extra: for the love of me (bun!koo / mer!koo)
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Amazing! Hope there's more!!!
The app is so dry. We miss you on here. I think it’s time for you to make a comeback. Do you have anything small like a snippet to just feed us
dry you say?
what are you willing to do?
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After managing to dodge your property manager out of rent for two months, you're left in a vulnerable position when he finally comes looking for you.
word count: 4.973
warning: smut, light yandere tendancies nothing too crazy (yet), power imbalance, dirty talking, kissing, nipple sucking/rubbing, oral sex, dry humping, fingering,
“What are you willing to do?” Is exactly what was told to you, words you should’ve expected after 2 months now. You had managed to ignore all the phone calls and emails and dodge whenever your property manager came knocking on your door expecting his rent money. 
Today, however, you couldn’t. You woke up to banging on your front door. A loud, never-ending pound against the fragile door that your heart nearly leaps out of your chest. You wouldn’t have opened the door if you didn’t hear the man yell behind it - “If you don’t open, I’m using my key to come in.”
You leaped to your feet and towards your closet to put on a robe. Your hands were jittery and you didn’t want to see the property manager now; especially at 3 A.M. Weren't there rules on “quiet time”? Could he really be here at this time, banging on your door disturbing not only you, but your neighbors, as well? And even using his key to open your door at this time of night, as well, could be a lack of privacy and safety!
Your feet slam against the cold hardwood floor as you make your way out of your room and down the long hallway. He had since stopped knocking and now, as you get closer, you hear your doorknob jittering. He was going to come in and force you out if you didn’t answer.
Your hand wraps around the door knob and you force it open yourself. You squeeze it as you come face to face with the tall, young man. You swallow as your eyes reach his dark ones, a jolt in your stomach. Even underneath the dim hallway lights, Jungkook’s - the Property Manager and the owners youngest son - lip piercing sparkles. His eyes roam your face and then glances up to inside your apartment. “You haven’t packed yet.”
You bite your lip. Jungkook made you nervous. He was handsome, a man that belonged in a magazine or strutting down a runway. His face was sculpted perfectly from the Gods above. His physique is slim yet muscular and his arm is littered with so many tattoos that each time you get a glimpse of him, you find yourself counting them. 
“Jungkook-“
“It was hard getting in contact with you. Change your number?” Jungkook tilts his head at you. He proceeds to lean against your door frame, foot pressed between the door so you don't have the chance to close it on him. You weren’t going to regardless.
“No.” you murmur, defeated. You cross your arms over your chest, wanting to avoid his intense gaze. Half because you were embarrassed about being caught in this vulnerable situation and because Jungkook was far too attractive for you not to be flustered.
“You owe 2 months worth of rent.” Jungkook says slowly, as if he was talking to a child. “Cash, money order or card? There would be a charge if you use card.” Jungkook says. “But, if you wire it directly to me, I’ll cover the cost.”
You swallow and take a deep breath. You uncross your arms and hang your head. “I…I don’t have it.”
Jungkook knows this - it’s been close to 3 months. He had to watch the cameras on your floor just to get accustomed to your routine, and even then he never had the chance to catch you. 3 A.M. wasn’t ideal for either of you, but it’s what he had to do to get your attention. He didn’t want  to put an eviction notice on your door without having the chance to formally speak with you.
“You don’t.” Jungkook says. It isn’t a question, more of a statement. He then inhales deeply. “So…you plan on squatting here?” he tilts his head, watching you closely. He takes in your features - frightened and alarmed eyes that attempt to blink awake.
Jungkook waits for your answer to come and when it doesn't, he lets out a short snort. He doesn’t move from your doorway and instead decides to remain standing there, intense eyes on yours. He doesn’t blink and you can feel the hair on your skin rise ever so slowly.
“I…should have contacted you.” you murmur after a few uncomfortable moments. “I-”
“You got anything to drink?” Jungkook interrupts, his eyes finally blinking away from you and back inside your home. “I’m thirsty.”
You blink, a few seconds pass before you nod your head gently. “I got…milk?” you murmur. “Strawberry milk. Water.”
“Strawberry milk is fine.” Jungkook says and when neither of you move, he asks. “Can I come in?”
Your nerves don’t go away as you grab the small pouch of strawberry milk from your fridge and hand it to Jungkook. He’s seated at your breakfast table, his eyes noticing how vacant your fridge was from where he sat. A few bottles of water, some yogurts, milk pouches and other miscellaneous items inside.
You lean against the counter as Jungkook opens the milk pouch and begins to drink the milk. It’s silent - eerily so - as you await for Jungkook to say anything. You begin to go through your mind to think of anything to say to excuse your lack of rental payment.
“Jungkook-”
“Lost your job?” Jungkook questions. 
Your lips form into a line when Jungkook speaks up. He sits back into your chair and spreads his legs slightly. He watches you closely.
“Your fridge is kinda��bare.” Jungkook states. “And you’re late on rent. You haven’t paid the electric bill in the same amount of time as you haven’t paid rent so.” Jungkook mentally calculates it all. “You’re behind quite a lot. I’ve covered it.”
“C-Covered it?” you shake your head. “How-”
“I’ve paid for it.” Jungkook nods. “What’s going on, Y/N? I cannot help if you don’t speak with me.”
This is what you were attempting to avoid all this time. You thought you had time to get another job and pay back what you owed - only it wasn’t that easy. You applied to far too many jobs to not get a call back. You worked through what little savings you had until it was all gone and it left you here, ducking and dodging Jungkook until he ultimately found you.
At 3 A.M.
You inhale deeply and exhale with a defeated look. “I’m broke.” you murmur, as if he didn’t already know. “I lost my job a few months back and I’ve been trying to find another.”
Jungkook is silent, dark eyes looking your way as before, unblinking.
“I should’ve told you and…” your body warms with embarrassment. There wasn’t going back to the way it was before. Obviously, Jungkook was going to start the eviction process and you were going to be living out of your car.
“You don’t have any family.” 
Jungkook’s words catch you off guard. You tilt your head a bit, blinking at the man before he adds. “No emergency contacts. I’ve looked into your records.” he says. His foot gently begins to tap against the hardwood floor. “That’s weird.” he states. “Usually, we try to get a hold of any emergency contacts if we cannot get a hold of the renter.”
Makes sense, you think. You nod slowly. “Yeah, I’m…estranged from my family.” you admit. You could have found it weird that he would check, yet if you were in his position you are sure you would’ve, as well. “So it’s just me.”
Jungkook is unblinking again and his gaze causes a sense of unease to flow through you. You bite your bottom lip, your nerves causing your index finger and thumb to rub together.
“My father,” Jungkook begins and his voice catches you off guard. It’s been a full minute without anyone speaking. “has gone through the eviction process.”
Your throat swells and you’re unable to say anything. You suppose you should’ve known this was going to happen. Afterall, the show must go on. No one lived for free - not in this day and age.
“I guess I should begin to pack.” you mumble quietly, your head hanging a bit. You don’t want to look at Jungkook now - or at all. You were exhausted. Your mothers voice rings through your head - that you going to the city was a mistake. That you’d regret going and would find yourself back where you belonged.
That was years ago. You couldn’t return now; not after you’ve gone no contact.
“What are you willing to do?”
Jungkook’s voice, once again, surprises you. Slowly, your eyes lift from the ground to his face. You stand a bit straighter, swallowing the lump in your throat. “Excuse me?” you ask softly. “I…I’m not sure what to do. I…” you exhale a bit. “...I…can sell some things and-”
“That’s what you’re willing to do?”
Jungkook’s eyes are intense, you notice. They’re on you now, staring even deeper. His face is unreadable and there’s an uneasy feeling going through you. “What do you suggest I do?”
It’s a question you didn’t want to ask as there’s hundreds of things you could do. You could do what you suggest and sell your items - but that only meant you’d be in an apartment with nothing in it and still no steady income.
You could do what Jungkook’s father wants and it was to leave and live out of your car. You could still sell your stuff and keep the money until it holds you over.
Your head was beginning to hurt just thinking about it all.
The chair scraps against the hardwood floor as Jungkook stands. It only takes two steps until he’s directly in front of you. His eyes are casted down to look at you and you suddenly feel small - not entirely in size, but in power. You finally began to notice the glint in Jungkook’s eyes, something that isn’t innocent like you initially intended.
“Y/N,” Jungkook begins, raising a hand so that it settles onto your cheek. His hands are surprisingly soft for a man of his stature. It radiates warmth onto your skin and immediately you’re frozen. “what…are you willing to do?” he repeats,  his voice dropping to a whisper. 
It’s evident now that Jungkook was asking for something else entirely. Your skin litters with goosebumps when Jungkook’s thumb begins to slowly trace the outline of your lips.
“Jungkook…”
You aren’t aware your legs are shaking until you try to take a step back just to realize you’re already as far against the counter as you can be.
“Y/N.”
Your breathing hitches as Jungkook comes closer. “I can go. Just tell me.”
You blink a few times. You were in a tough position. If you told Jungkook to go, you might as well go packing. If you told him to stay…
That meant your dignity and self–respect would be gone.
“Tell me to go, Y/N.” Jungkook repeats. You can smell his cologne - an earthy scent mixed with citrus. “And I’ll go.” His thumb stops tracing your lips. “You’ll have 12 hours to leave.”
Your heart begins to beat at a rapid pace and slowly, your eyes widen. This was an ultimatum, you think. It was either do what he obviously wants you to do or leave.
It was unfortunate, you think, that this is what your life has come to. You think about your mother and her words. “When you’re down on your luck, you’d think about my words I’m telling you now.” Don’t go, she had said. Maybe you should have listened to her instead of chasing a fantasy of the big city. 
A shaky hand reaches up to lay upon Jungkook’s. He curled an eyebrow at your actions.
“You…offer this deal to everyone that cannot pay?” you cannot help but ask, pondering if you’re another woman on his long list of those who cannot pay their rent. 
“No.” Jungkook responds and that causes an even sharper pain to your heart. So you were the only one who couldn’t afford shit here. 
Great.
“I’m not forcing you to do anything you don’t want to do.” Jungkook states. Your hand is still above his but neither of you go to move. “My father isn’t a lenient man. I have to tell him something about the rent.”
You suppose you couldn’t be upset with Jungkook, right? He was a man and here was an opportunity presenting itself. He wasn’t forcing you into anything, just a suggestion without coming out and saying it. 
You exhale softly. It could be worse, right? Jungkook was young, attractive and fit. He was interested in something you had, hungry eyes roaming the bit of exposed skin you couldn’t fully shield behind a robe. 
“This place…” Jungkook begins. “...isn’t updated. Or worth staying in.” his eyes glances towards your sink, the faucet closed yet leaking a few droplets of water. “We have premium apartments available.”
“I cannot afford premium.” you scoff, lightly squeezing Jungkook’s hand. You have gotten a glance at the new renovations they’ve made on the top floors of your building. But your words rang true. The price was double what you were paying - or not paying - now.
Jungkook's eyes tell you what he doesn’t say, his previous words flowing through your mind. He was asking you yet again - what were you willing to do for a premium apartment?
You swallow, glancing a way for a moment. It was 3 A.M and everyone had to be asleep after Jungkook’s excessive banging. Maybe they wouldn’t even know it was him who was here now, right?
Why did you even care what others you never spoke to thought? They weren’t paying your rent.
Your hand squeezes around Jungkook’s and you remove it from your cheek. He doesn’t move and awaits your command. 
You’ve made your decision and there wasn’t any chance of going back now.
You lace your fingers with Jungkook’s and tug him towards you, your head lifting a bit so you could capture his lips with your own. Jungkook is only a bit shocked by your sudden actions, but he doesn’t show it. He deepens the kiss hungrily, a short groan trapped in his throat.
“How,” you say against his lips as Jungkook’s free hand places itself onto your waist. “long will this deal last?”
“As long as you need.” Jungkook responds quickly. Truthfully, it goes without saying, however long you and he keep doing this.
You’ve decided. There wasn’t any going back. Maybe this way, you could find the job you needed to afford living here and you could end whatever deal this was.
Your hand tugs onto Jungkooks, fingers still entangled, as you and he stroll down the hallway to your bedroom. It’s the most furnished out of your apartment as you spend the majority of your time here. Your lights are motion sensored and they’re dim upon entering. Your bed, unfinished, sits in the middle of the room while a large mirror is directly above it. Your t.v. is mounted across from your bed and it has since turned off on its own hours ago when you had fallen asleep. 
Jungkook notices the paintings on your walls, all done by you. He was an observant man, witnessing the paintbrushes inside your sink that’s being soaked in water and soap. You were an artist that was possibly new to the big city and currently struggling. A shame as the art he witnesses is amazing to him.
You let go of Jungkook’s hand and the action brings his attention back to you. Even in the dim light of your bedroom, he can see just how sweet and shy you were. Your fingers play with your robe until it’s sliding off of you slowly. You’re sporting a tank top and cotton panties; truly dressed for bed. But the sight excites him, nonetheless.
“You’re very cute.”
The compliment makes your body feel warm and you have the sudden feeling to cover yourself. You glance away. “Cute?” you murmur under your breath. 
“Yes.” Jungkook lets out a chuckle, stepping forward so he can place both hands onto your waist. Immediately, your eyes dart back to his and you’re stiff once more. “Are you an artist?”
An artist?
You place your hands onto Jungkook’s chest as he pushes you closer to him. He was radiating warmth that was unimaginable - but maybe you were far too flushed and embarrassed. 
“If you can call me that.” you scoff, glancing at your walls. “I do paint sometimes. I can’t imagine anyone actually buying them.”
“I would.” Jungkook’s breath flickers against your ear lobe. You swallow when you feel something warm and wet trace it. Your heart begins to pump faster. “What would you allow me to do?”
You squeeze your eyes shut at Jungkook’s words. It causes something in you to shift. “W-What do you want to do?”
“Cum on my tongue.” Jungkook responds, dirty words shooting straight to your core. “But…if you’re not comfortable with that…”
You don’t want to answer too quickly and show just how desperate you are, but the words Jungkook speaks to you causes your stomach to churn with anticipation. “I…I’d like that.”
Jungkook knew you would.
It happens entirely too fast. You won’t say too fast for your liking - Jungkook was the perfect man for the job. Red flags didn’t raise in your head like they should’ve when he pounded his fist onto your door at 3 A.M simply because he was someone you found attractive. When people think of monsters or those who would do harm, they think of hideous creatures, not model-like men like Jungkook.
Jungkook’s hands push you onto your bed and in an instant, his lips are on your neck. He peppers kisses on your neck, his hands roaming your body entirely. He grips and tugs at your thighs, your smooth skin causing a tingling feeling in the palm of his hand.
A moist and warmth sensation trails past from your neck to your collarbone, wasting no time in grazing sharp teeth against your delicate skin. You let out a short huff at the assertiveness Jungkook gives.
“You smell good.” Jungkook’s lips tickle your skin as he speaks. “Like…like tangerines and champagne.” Jungkook inhales your scent and it causes shivers to erupt throughout his body. “I always knew you would.”
The last sentence is one you didn’t hear.
Hands go beneath your tank top and begin to lift it upwards. Your back arches a bit once you feet Jungkook’s squeeze your flesh once more. You allow the tanktop to be pulled over your head this time, exposing yourself fully to the man.
“So pretty.” Jungkook murmurs, the same hands going to grip your breasts in his palms. He grunts, dark eyes becoming clouded with lust.
You release a soft squeeze when Jungkook twists your nipples between your index and middle finger, his eyes flickering up to see your reaction. “You like that?” he asks, though he knows you do. You’re biting your lips to suppress a moan. 
Jungkook decides he wants to hear those pretty moans he knows you have. He leans down to flicker his tongue against your hardened nipple, eyes looking up at your scrunched face. The tip of his tongue teasingly rounds around your nipple with his free hand twists and tugs at the other one.
Jungkook had wrapped both of your legs around his waist so you could feel just how hard his cock was for you. You couldn’t watch him while he does this. It was bad enough you were doing this with him. He was far too handsome for you to watch and now immediately crumble.
“Jungkook….” your own voice stutters into a short moan. 
“Hm?” Jungkook’s suckling onto your breast now, fully engrossed in them. They were so perky in his mouth that he cannot help but want to stay here forever. He sucks roughly and lets your nipple go with a quick pop. He then turns towards the other one and licks his lips. “Your tits are perfect.” he grumbles, bringing the nipple into his mouth so he can suck on this one until it was swollen and red like the other one.
You are relaxed now, your arms wrapping around the man and entangling your fingers into his dark, soft hair. You don’t want him to stop - the pleasure consuming you. You’re trembling in pleasure, Jungkook’s clothed cock rubbing firmling against your own clothed clit. The friction is unbearable and you want to feel him against you - all of him.
Jungkook thinks your tits are indeed perfect. Perfect enough for him to fuck his cock between them, so hard and rough that he cums all over them. He imagines the way his cum would cover your breast and nipples entirely and even then would he not wish to stop suckling on such perfect nipples.
Jungkook releases the bud with another pop, saliva coating your nipple entirely. He’s panting, lustful eyes even darker. “I wanna taste you.” Jungkook demands, one hand going towards your cotton panties and he tugs at it. “I know you’re wet, Y/N. You’ve been rubbing your pussy against my cock this entire time.”
You moan. Jungkook was the dominant type and he didn't wait for you to answer. He’s already tugging off your panties with one finger and throws it aside without a care. You were suddenly growing self- conscious. You don’t particularly think vagina’s are appealing but then again, you also weren’t a man. Especially not a starved one like Jungkook was now. 
“You have a pretty pussy.”
Starved indeed, you think. Your cheeks warm at his words. You glanced down at Jungkook between your legs, his doe-like eyes staring unblinking at you.
“I’m going to have you cumming all over me.”
Jungkook doesn’t wait any longer. His head dives between your legs, his tongue flat against your clit. Your back arches on impact and your thighs go to close, but you’re unable to. Jungkook’s already made his mark between your thighs and both of his hands are forcing them open.
Jungkook’s tongue laps between your folds, his head bobbing from side to side. He doesn’t come up for air once, nor does his tongue halt its aggressive assault onto your clit. The action itself is weird to you. You couldn’t even say you barely knew Jungkook, because that meant you knew him more than you actually did. You only ever saw the man in passing and yet, here he was. His lips between your legs, ravishing you as if it’s something he’d wanted for the longest.
And to Jungkook, it was - unbeknownst to you. His mouth was watering at the sight of you earlier in just a robe, little clothing underneath it. His eyes lingered on what skin you did show while you offered him the strawberry milk.
Your fingers find themselves in Jungkook’s hair and your throat lets out a struggle whine. Your stomach churns and your hips slowly begin to grind against his tongue, an action he finds entirely hot. His fingernails dig into the sensitive skin of your thigh as he makes no attempts to halt the act of pleasure. 
Jungkook leans back just a bit, his lips and chin glistening with your arousal. “You acted like you’ve never gotten eaten out before.” Jungkook says, the sound of his voice causing your eyes to blink open and look down at him.
Big mistake. Jungkook was already looking your way and when your eyes met his, you whined with a shake of your head.
“Not like this.” you sigh, your fingers relaxing the grip you had on his hair. It would be a shame if his hair thinned because of you.
Jungkook only chuckles, a sense of pride flowing through him. His tongue lays flat against your clit and he flickers it between your folds with such pressure that your fingers go back to gripping his hair. 
Jungkook was going to fuck you. No doubt about it. He had to know just how tight you were first - and he knew that you were. His right hand loosens and he goes to lean away from your throbbing clit. He lifts himself to face you. “I want you to cum all over me.”
Fuck.
Jungkook, without warning, forces his right hand towards you. He places two of his fingers right inside your mouth. You’re astonished by the sudden action, gasping when twirls them inside your mouth to coat his fingers with saliva.
“Good girl.” Jungkook winks your way, the pet name causing your walls to clench around nothing. You groaned.
Jungkook removes his fingers from inside your mouth and wastes no time in laying a hand onto your clit. His thumb twirls your clit slowly to test the waters, eyes flickering towards you. “Have you ever squirted?”
“You’re going to make me work for the apartment?” you murmur, not intending to say it aloud. But when you do, Jungkook snorts.
“It’s already yours.” Jungkook says, his fingers inching towards your hole. Tight as he imagined, not accustomed to him yet. That would be something he’d get you out of. “I think you’d look cute squirting all us.”
“Shut up.” you’re hot with humiliation and your legs shake a bit as Jungkook’s fingers go deeper and deeper in you. Your head lays back against your sheets and you huff.
Jungkook licks his lips, your juices hitting his taste buds once more. He thrusts his fingers in you until long fingers cannot go any deeper. The noises you make causes him to continue, thrusting them in and out. Each thrust is faster and a bit rougher than the last.
“Aaahh, you’re so wet.” Jungkook snickers. Your pussy is taking him so well and he cannot wait to fuck into you like he’s wanted. “I should’ve come to you sooner.” he says. “Look at how well your pussy is taking my fingers.”
You shouldn’t have listened to Jungkook. The sight is entirely too hot, his fingers dipping in and out of you, wetter and wetter after each thrust. You sink your teeth onto your bottom lip and suppress a groan.
“I-It feels good.” you stutter with a shake of your head. 
“Yeah? How good?” Jungkook responds.
“So good.” you squeeze around his fingers, eyes daring to close. Your hand reaches out and you touch his shirt to keep him close. “So so good.”
Your hand involuntarily brings Jungkook closer to you until his face is inches from yours. Your forehead places against his and you sigh out a moan.
“You look so cute when you’re fucked out, baby.” Jungkook comments and presses his lips against yours. You taste yourself and the experience has you moaning into the kiss, but deepening it. You were going to wrinkle his shirt, but you’re positive he doesn’t mind in the slightest. “Let’s see how many fingers you can handle.”’
Jungkook adds a third finger, his biceps flexing as he pounds them inside of you. You’re leaking into his palm and he wouldn’t have it any other way.
The kissing grows intense, your tongue fighting along his. It’s entirely filthy - you doing this with a man you barely know. Yet, you cannot bring yourself to care now. When it was all said and done you would regret your decision to whore yourself out for a place to stay.
Jungkook breaks the kiss first, his tongue trailing away from yours and instead his teeth biting onto your bottom lip, tugging it a bit. Your pussy continues to clench around his fingers, your thighs shaking and stomach churning. The familiar feeling is near - one that you typically feel upon pleasuring yourself.
“It’s okay, baby, let go.” Jungkook’s breath hits against your jaw. His lips are on your skin once more, littering your jaw and chin with possessive kisses that lingers. “Cum all over me like I know you can.”
Jungkook’s free hand roams the curve of your body encouragingly, his right plunging in and out of you. Your head hangs back and without a second thought, a squeal lets out from your throat - one that would be embarrassing if your vision wasn’t blurred with lust.
“Shit, shit, shit.” you can feel it coming - so does Jungkook. He hovers above you, eyes unblinking as you begin to cum. You were so pretty, he thinks. Pretty and adorable, innocent and to yourself. As many times as he’s watched you through the cameras go in and out of your apartment, never anyone with you. You were the perfect person, he thinks. Someone for him and just him.
Jungkook gives a final thrust just as you cum, your back arching. He doesn’t remove his fingers, enjoying the way the creamy white arousal coats his palm and he lets out a satisfied hum. He cannot wait to fuck you. Not now, as much as he would like that. But soon. “You’re exhausted.” he murmurs after a few moments. Slowly, he begins to remove his fingers from inside of you. “Get some rest.”
“Huh?” you say, chest rising and falling. “You aren’t…we aren’t-”
“I’m going to fuck you.” Jungkook says, words crude. “No doubt. Just not yet. You’re tired.” he says. “I woke you up late. Don’t ignore my calls tomorrow.”
You were tired, a sleepy sight leaving you. Your body lays limp onto your bed and even nodding to Jungkook to show him that you understood was far too exhausting to you. “Okay…” you say. “...thank you.”
Jungkook is silent.
“For…” you swallow. The conversation after the hookup is always the hardest - and most embarrassing. “...you know.”
It’s humiliating to say ‘for letting me fuck you for a place to stay’ but you’re positive he understands. 
Jungkook grins. “No problem.” he responds. “I’ll be by tomorrow, Y/N. I have the perfect apartment for you.” One where he could always keep a good eye on you.
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pantaral81 ¡ 1 year ago
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Can't wait till next update.
Dark Moon | Chapter Twelve
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Pairing | yandere!Jimin x Reader
Word Count | 1,7k
Warnings | +18, angst, mentions of childhood abuse, references to rape, torture, beatings, outbursts of anger, death of a background character, MC is having a really hard time, murder(?), triggering content, this is not for minor.
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This fanfiction is yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
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⤡ Summary | She just wanted to escape her past, take charge of her life and break out of her steel cage, praying in God for a miracle that could change her life for good.
And her prayers were heard, but it was not the Divine that answered her.
That was certainly the devil in the guise of an angel, she thought as those corrupted and empty eyes searched her soul with extreme voracity.
He turned a sweet, false smile on her, before pushing her into the abyss.
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➢ Author's Note | In this chapter Jimin finds out what really happened to MC in the past 💔I recommend reading to a +18 audience, let me know what you think of course! It always makes me very happy to read your comments 🥹💕
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He would have wanted to vomit.
Their men were on Minho's trail, but the bastard had so much property in Korea that it was like looking for a needle in a haystack; what was certain was that he was no longer in town.
It had been five days since her disappearance, Jimin was not even eating anymore, so much were his nerves gnawing at him.
He would not even look Taehyung in the face. It was his job to take care of her and he had left her alone in revenge, no one was home to watch over her, no one.
At the mercy of herself and loneliness.
Just the thought lacerated Jimin in several places, the physical wounds were soon forgotten, the doctor who had been forced by Namjoon to examine Jimin, despite the latter's insistence that it was a waste of time, said the cuts were healing well. But Jimin did not care.
She was his fixed thought.
He was storming Choi hideouts, capturing and torturing members of his gang and allies, but no one knew Y/N, no one had captured her, and everyone did not have close relations with Minho, Jimin felt on the high seas.
Taehyung on his part had not stopped for a moment to carry out to the letter the directives Jimin gave him through Namjoon.
He felt terribly guilty.
With Jimin, and fuck, even with Y/N.
He had not appreciated the girl's gesture, not at all, and in those days he would have liked to use her as target practice, he would not have denied it, but objectively analyzing the situation it was normal that she would sooner or later react that way if pushed beyond her limits.
She still deserved punishment, but not death, and in Minho's hands she would have received both instead, he knew that very well and Jimin did too, an additional reason that drove his friend further and further into madness.
Seeing Jimin destroyed like that had made him realize that she was not just "Jimin's bitch," even if the boy did not admit it, she was "Jimin's woman." One of the family.
Perhaps the man himself still could not understand it, but Taehyung knew that soon Jimin would fully understand his feelings.
The man in question saw the door to his office at the Dark Moon open for Namjoon to appear, carrying a dark folder.
"Any news?" he asked wearily, rubbing his eyes.
"I have what you asked for," he replied, putting that folder on his desk, "I'll leave you alone, okay?"
He didn't want to invade Jimin's privacy, what he was going to read soon would not be easy to digest and he didn't want to witness the boy's weakness, Jimin would not stand for it.
Namjoon left the room in silence and Jimin was left alone with Y/N's past.
He hesitantly took those papers, aware that he was the one who had requested them, sighed before removing the rubber band.
L/N Y/N.
At last he knew her real name, with a strange feeling he continued to read each word carefully.
Her father and mother were foreigners, but they had resided in South Korea since Y/N's birth, who had not finished her studies due to lack of money.
But things got strange after the third page, there were complaints, many.
All made by the mother and all involving the same subject, Y/N.
But they were soon withdrawn.
Statements of bruises, physical and verbal abuse against the girl who at the time was only a ten-year-old girl, the mother accused her husband's brother, she said that he took advantage of the help he offered them to do things with the woman's underage daughter, she did not say explicitly what, she simply pinned Y/N's physical and mental injuries on the man, Mikkel, except that she later withdrew everything.
The authorities soon grew tired of that tirade, paid her no further heed, and ignored the latest complaint, dismissing it as the ramblings of a madwoman.
Jimin's hands trembled as he held the papers, finding a legal and authentic medical report proving sexual assault on Y/N, who was 13 years old. But no one had lifted a finger to help her, even though she was born in Korea she was the daughter of foreigners and bore no Korean surname, who cared about her?
Jimin's dark eyes glittered with fury as he dwelled on the name of the man who had made Y/N's childhood and adolescence a living hell, he now understood many things and felt disgusted with himself.
He too had repeatedly ignored her pleas for help, seeing her as an enemy to be put down and humiliated because she was a woman.
But she was not that kind of despicable, power-hungry woman; she was just a desperate girl.
A gasp went up his esophagus at remembering the despicable words about her virginity, not to mention what a bastard he had been while drunk that last time.
'Now you are no longer a virgin,' he had told her.
He had taken more purity from her without her permission, he felt like a monster.
And he laughed at himself, "You brought me to my knees, baby.... You did it," he said, slumping back against the chair.
"I don't know anything!"
Jimin glowered at the older man; he was as furious as a beast. It had been eight fucking days and still nothing from Y/N.
He was tired of that fucking game.
"I'm going to tell you again, you old ass-kisser, Choi Minho kidnapped my girlfriend and now you're going to tell me where he is right now, you're his fucking butler, you need to know that!" he ranted with his face transfigured with rage, kicking the chair on which the elderly man was tied, tipping it over furiously.
They had found the man in one of the last properties they had searched, it was an English-style mansion, the asshole had lavish fantasies.
"Mr. Choi never warns me about his moves-" a traumatic punch hit him right in the mouth, the old man found himself spitting blood and teeth.
"THEN YOU WILL MAKE ME A LIST OF THE PLACES WHERE YOUR BOSS IS USUALLY HIDING LIKE A SEWAGE RAT!" he ranted, hitting him again, Taehyung and Jungkook looked at him in amazement, never had Jimin lost his temper like that, "And pray that it's in one of them, because if you tease me and anything has happened to her, I'll rip your heart out with my bare hands," he hissed venomously with swollen neck veins.
"Jimin."
Seokjin watched the scene with folded arms and a serious look.
"What?" he did not turn to look at his boss, feeling dejected and tired, nervous and angry. He wanted to kill everyone.
"Calm down, that's not how we're going to find her."
"Yes, I will! I'll cut the throat of anyone who gets in the way, Jin!" he was beside himself, understood a good deal of his feelings, and wanted her back by his side as soon as possible.
He would never leave her alone again.
The insistent ringing of a phone interrupted the flow of his thoughts, he ignored the moans of the man on the ground and concentrated on Seokjin. The boy answered without thinking, and from his expression Jimin guessed that something had happened.
"...So you found the house?" Jimin instantly revived.
Like lightning he reached out and snatched the phone from Seokjin's hands, on the other side was Hoseok.
"Did you find her? Where, tell me where the fuck you are," he began to tar and feather him with questions and expletives until Hoseok could overpower his voice, "... I'll see you there, don't move a fucking muscle, Jung Hoseok," he ordered him, Jin voluntarily took back his phone shaking his head.
"Good job, Hoseok...no, do as he told you," he brought two fingers to his forehead trying to calm his headache, amplified by the prisoner's moans of pain.
He pulled his gun out of his classically cut jacket and fired two quick shots in the direction of the elderly man.
"Namjoon, go with him and prevent him from exposing himself too much, he is still wounded."
"You made me do it, princess," sighed Minho buttoning his pants once more, "If you had listened to me you wouldn't be like this now."
But Y/N was not listening to him, she had no voice left so much she had screamed, her expressionless eyes staring at everything and nothing.
The torture had continued every day, Minhyun beat her and Minho raped her, bringing her to the brink of death every single time when he clutched her neck in a death grip.
She had not eaten for days and was given water only when she did not shriek too much. Like a prize.
She was deeply distraught.
"Now you're boring me, though. Where the fuck is the Bangtan hideout, you know! Jimin would never keep so close to a mere escort, you must count for something to him!"
She counted for nothing to Jimin, otherwise he would have already found and rescued her. Jimin had gotten rid of a burden like her, Minho had done him a favor.
Hot tears slid disgustingly down her bruised face.
That thought hurt her more than any of Minhyun's punches, she had been used to the end, but now she had run out of batteries, she only prayed that with her sister, life had been more merciful and gentle.
"Mr. Choi!" Minhyun slammed the door of that prison alarmingly.
"Who taught you to enter like that!"
"Four of the Bangtans and their men are here," he said in a strained voice, the atmosphere in the room becoming heavy, "One of them is that bastard Park himself, he has already shot and taken out eight of our men at the entrance."
Y/N could see the trembling take over Minho's body, who licked his suddenly dry lips.
Her heart was beating incessantly, Jimin was there, he was there!
"We must leave, now!" exclaimed his bodyguard once again, Minho woke up and turned sharply toward the girl.
A strange expression was present on his face.
"Nothing personal, little girl... " he said before nodding to his henchman, who firmly grabbed his glock, "But the idea that Jimin might get you back doesn't appeal to me one bit," he ran out of the room like a coward, as the deafening sound of a gunshot ripped through the air, a sharp and terrifying sensation expanded from her chest to her nerves, she gaped her lips in a gasp, but blood rushed up her throat and blocked her attempt to catch her breath.
She was dying, really dying.
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pantaral81 ¡ 1 year ago
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Give this series a read. So good.
Dark Moon | Chapter Eleven
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Pairing | yandere!Jimin x Reader
Word Count | 2,7k
Warnings | 18+, a lot of guilt, beginning of Stockholm syndrome, blood, kidnapping, violence, insults and beatings, torture, hints of abuse and trauma, MC is bound with handcuffs, Jimin understands what to do, don't interact if you are a minor or the yandere genre is not for you.
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This fanfiction is yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
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⤡ Summary | She just wanted to escape her past, take charge of her life and break out of her steel cage, praying in God for a miracle that could change her life for good.
And her prayers were heard, but it was not the Divine that answered her.
That was certainly the devil in the guise of an angel, she thought as those corrupted and empty eyes searched her soul with extreme voracity.
He turned a sweet, false smile on her, before pushing her into the abyss.
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➢ Author's Note | Hi, guys ❤️ After the last chapter full of twists and turns, here is what happened next, let me know what you think, it is very important to me ❤️🥰
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It had been days, she could always hear someone in the house, someone leaving food behind the door, giving her time to take the food and then closing it again.
It was definitely one of Jimin's companions, it was nice that they didn't want to starve her, a little less that they didn't inform her about Jimin's condition.
Was he okay? Was he serious? Would he recover?
He was her kidnapper, he had separated her from her younger sister, he had bought and raped her, but she couldn't help thinking about him, she felt guilty, she felt like a monster. She thought she was better than him and then...
She shook her head, looking around.
It was a nice room, perfect for a young woman like her, he had not made her lack anything, she had no complaints about that, plus she did not have to lower herself for other men.
Maybe... maybe if she had accepted her new life earlier nothing bad would have happened, Jimin would not have forced her to take him like that and she consequently would not have stabbed him in that mental blackout she had locked herself in.
Now she was all about the unknown that made her legs shake.
She had a bath in her room, she had washed herself in panic, staring at the blood mixing with the water in the drain with horror, she still felt dirty despite all the showers she had taken, that memory would remain indelible in her mind forever.
Suddenly she became aware of other noises outside her room, at first she thought it was always the man's friends, but the voices they started to discuss were too loud, usually they were quite quiet, this time it seemed different.
She squinted at the door with a bad feeling in her stomach, she clutched at it more tightly as the handle began to jiggle, after all the room was closed and the Bangtans knew it, and now she was certain, it was not the Bangtans.
She nervously picked up the first object she came across, a frame depicting a sunset, and hid it behind her.
The doorknob stopped moving for a few moments, then a terrible thud made her wince with her heart in her throat.
The door opened slowly and fuck, she felt naked under the dark eyes of the two men who were squaring her from head to toe.
One of them whistled in surprise as he entered the room.
"From a locked door in Park Jimin's house, I expected money, weapons ... important documents, and instead we find a harmless, trembling little girl."
The comrade sneered, "Little girl? I only see Park Jimin's personal whore, bro," he also entered, coming dangerously close to her, who clutched her improvised weapon behind her back, "If he's keeping her here and not in that brothel it means she must have a magic pussy."
"He's got it all to himself," agreed, "What do you say, honey, you let us taste it? We won't hurt you."
"Go to hell, both of you," she huffed like a cat, causing the two men to laugh.
"After we disembowel you a little," he hummed, coming just close enough to make the young woman tense up in a bundle of nerves, she felt with disgust the man's breath on her neck, but it was not the right time. Even if she had hit him, the other was blocking the exit.
"Is that how you talk to a woman when you plan to fuck her?" she asked nauseatedly.
"Only when that woman opens her thighs to a human garbage like your man," that phrase directed at Jimin made her light up inside.
"Maybe you're referring to you and your partner," she spat acidly, the smiles disappeared from their faces, and soon the latter came dangerously close as well, slapping her in the face that for a few moments made her breathless.
"Watch what you say, for a prostitute you talk too much," he hissed, making her smile.
"And you for a thief are a real idiot," she said, leaving them interjected, but it didn't last long.
With a lightning snap of her arm she violently shattered a corner of the frame in the head of the first man who had approached, the sensation of an object in her hands penetrating the flesh of something alive was not new to her, the only difference was that she enjoyed listening to the screams of that swine, the companion from his side tried to grab her badly, but she ducked just enough to run out, toward the front door.
With relief she noticed that no one had changed the access code, she did not know how those two had managed to get in, but she still knew how to get out. She had mentally jotted down the code as Jimin used it to get out, remembering the movements of his fingers when he thought he was not seen, she had come to guess the sequence of numbers.
134340.
She ran out of the apartment amid the screams and curses of the two of them, looking around she noticed that everything had been meticulously cleaned of Jimin's blood, trying not to think about it because the idea almost made her lose her strength, she took the emergency exit again, this time she went through it, without anyone stopping her, everything was familiar and different at the same time.
She exited the building finding herself in the quiet and isolated neighborhood she had seen that first and only time, if she had followed the path perhaps she would have found someone who could-
"What?" she said before collapsing to the ground holding her head, she stared up wordlessly, a man older than her was staring at her with indifference.
He had hit her hard on the head, small white dots invaded her vision.
"Minhyun! Did you get her?!"
The man's face filled with annoyance, he turned to the other, who had previously been chasing her, reproachfully.
"Don't shout my name like that, you idiot."
"Sorry, but this bastard pissed me off, she broke Jae's head!" he said irritably, looking at her with hatred.
"Who would that be?" the older man did not seem to care about his colleague's condition, rather he was more interested in her.
"I don't know, I think she is the bitch who opens her legs for Jimin in the house."
The man named Minhyun smiled lasciviously.
"If she is the bitch I think she is, the boss will be very happy."
After that, Y/N definitely lost consciousness.
"I want to know everything about her, Namjoon.... Family ties, friendships, educational qualifications, every fucking thing."
"Jimin..."
"Even if she gave us a false name you still took blood from her and took her fingerprints when she arrived, didn't you? Use those to trace her family, they must live here, she and her sister were running from someone."
Maybe he had gone crazy, he just had to think about recovering since seeing himself in a hospital bed depressed him disgustingly, but he couldn't stop thinking about her and the last words they had said to each other.
Something bad must have happened to her to bring up such a trauma, a trauma that had caused her to alienate herself from reality, managing to hurt him in that way.
He was not the most empathetic person in the world, but he knew how to recognize the symptoms of past abuse, something that happened in childhood. Oh, he knew that kind of thing very well....
Namjoon for his part would have liked to beat up his friend, he was as pale as a corpse and the clinic uniform didn't really suit him, he still had machines attached to his body with tubes to measure his oxygen levels and the health of his physique in general, but even in that condition he hadn't stopped for a moment, barking orders to his comrades and intimating them not to touch that girl, and to take care of her during his absence.
"She almost killed you."
"That was not her intention," he replied confidently and determinedly, shocking the other man once again, "I forced my hand too much, her reaction was also all too understandable," he laughed bitterly, shaking his head; he had already had her by force several times, but that had been too much.
"Why do I have the feeling that if it had been someone else, you would have tortured and killed without thinking about it?"
Jimin did not answer, because it was all true.
Finally, the older man sighed wearily, "All right, I'll dig into her past even though the tests we do are only to see if the girls are healthy, not to spy on their past lives, and the fingerprints are only to find them in case they escape," he pointed out, as if to say that that would just be extra work.
"I thank you, Nam."
The latter made to leave the room, but the door was pushed open first by a rather nervous Jungkook.
"Jungkook? I didn't think you would come today, weren't you busy with your students?"
"Hyung..." there was guilt in his gaze, Jimin and Namjoon looked at him with confusion, "It's about Y/N, Taehyung hyung called and said she's missing" maybe it hadn't been a good idea to tell the person concerned, but they all knew that if Jimin didn't learn about it right away, he would create chaos.
Jimin, if possible, whitened even more than before, questions, thoughts and horrible scenarios began to swirl in his head.
"Did she escape? How did she do that?" asked Namjoon, astonished, but the younger man shook his head.
"There are signs of burglary in the house and the door handle of her room was broken from the outside to get in, Taehyung and his team also found a frame with blood on it."
Jimin's heartbeats increased exponentially, the machine signaled the sudden increase in the heart sequence, he was pissed, no, he was furious and fucking worried too.
"Jimin!"
"Get me out of here!" he exclaimed as he began to peel off all those tubes and the IV.
"Stop! You're not in the right condition to-"
"Now!" he thundered with a black abyss in his wide, crazed eyes, "Warn Seokjin, immediately! I want you to find her now, immediately!"
It was his fault, damn.
He had left her alone with his comrades, comrades who would rather see her die than look after her, he felt somehow lost.
Why?
Why would the idea that she might be hurt destroy him? What had happened to him during all that time they had spent together?
There was something about her that reminded him of himself, perhaps that was why he had raged so hard against her; she was naĂŻve, weak, desperate, and broken, qualities that had doomed Jimin in the past, he hated weakness, and she should not allow herself to feel it, because she was surely like all the others, she was like that woman, and he could not allow himself to get involved with Y/N, even though she seemed the opposite of everything he had become accustomed to over the years to protect himself from feelings.
But he wanted now... he wanted to have her back in his arms, to hold her as he had never done before... why did he want to do all this just when the irreparable had happened?
It had all been wasted time, his piling on her because of his demons suddenly seemed like bullshit to him.
Namjoon saw that change and sensed how things really were. He, like the others, had witnessed what had happened to Jimin and how he had started to react to fight his demons, but Y/N was the exception, she made Jimin feel new emotions, emotions that his friend had always shied away from in the past, she was different.
"Jungkook, prepare your team as well, Choi Minho has crossed the line," he said harshly, the other nodded casting a cautious glance at Jimin. He held his head in his hands, not daring to show his face, otherwise they would have been all too clear about his torment.
"Welcome back among us, princess."
Y/N opened her eyes with difficulty, a terribly bright light was shot straight into her face, her wrists and ankles were burning, and her parched throat gave her no respite.
Shortly thereafter her lucidity returned and she finally became aware of her condition.
She was tied to a metal table, arms and legs immobilized in a position that made her at the mercy of everyone.
"Fuck you," was the first thing she said when she recognized Minho; it was only an instant and a fist slammed violently against her jaw, causing her to roll her eyes in the back of her head from the overwhelming, suffocating pain.
She had tasted Jimin's hands in more than one way, but never had his blows been so beastly.
She stood before a true heartless beast.
"Go away, Minhyun! You didn't mean to offend me, did you, love?" the smile on Minho's face contrasted with the stoic expression of the man who had managed to capture her, but Y/N knew, they were perfectly the same.
"Jimin will kill you," he said with difficulty, remembering the hatred that leaked out of the Moor when he had met Minho.
The latter snickered harshly.
"For a little bitch like you? Don't make me laugh," but Y/N shook her head bitterly.
She knew Jimin was not interested in her up to that extent; he himself was probably thinking about how to take her down, only to learn of her disappearance with a bored snort.
"No, not for me... You sent your people to his house, his territory, and if you remember correctly he didn't react in the best way when you showed up at the Dark Moon, let alone how he might react now," she giggled, a deep bruise was already taking shape on her abused face.
Minho lost his smile, "You seem to know him more than you want to admit, how about telling me more? Think about it, tell us about Jimin and the Bangtans, and I will give you back your freedom."
Crazy bastard.
She had traded her freedom for money, once at the Dark Moon you never leave it again except in a sack. The woman was not stupid, Minho's promises were the promises of a greedy, lying snake, but she would not be his Eve.
"I have nothing to say about that."
"We'll see about that, baby," with a fairly clear glance at Minhyun, Minho walked out of the place that was dark to her, but to which she would soon become accustomed.
"You made the wrong choice, bitch," the man said as he grabbed her throat, "Park Jimin must have trained you well, but you'll collapse with me," he hit her in the face again.
And then again, and again, and again.
She wriggled through her tears trying to dodge his blows that meanwhile came to injure every area of her body, her wrists and ankles continued to rub against the handcuffs until they flayed her thin skin, causing blood to spill.
She gasped for breath, gasped for air under those heavy and cruel hands, hands of a man who knew no mercy; she had already been under similar hands in her childhood and cried more for that wickedness.
She fainted and came to several times, each time with the same question breathed on her face.
"Where is Park Jimin?"
And each time always the same answer pushed between her teeth.
"Fuck you."
She imagined Jimin was at that clinic where she had been admitted, but she did not know the exact spot, and even if she did, she would not tell him.
Even if she was suffering worse than a dog, she would not give up the pleasure of ruining that monster's expectations.
"You really don't care about your life, do you?"
Y/N laughed with blood at her mouth, what life?
Had she ever had one in the first place?
She had lost her innocence too soon, snatched away by a man identical to Minhyun.
Y/N had been wrong; Jimin was not the monster.
"Perhaps using another method will convince you?"
Minho came out of the shadows of the room, had he entered when she was unconscious?
"I hate to see a beautiful woman in this condition," he sighed in annoyance before approaching further.
He lasciviously caressed the chest of the young woman, who was invaded by nausea immediately.
"We'll pick up where that bastard left off, okay?"
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Amazing! Give the series a read!
Dark Moon | Chapter Ten
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Pairing | yandere!JImin x Reader
Word Count | 3,6k
Warnings | 18+, smut noncon, yandere themes, triggering content, drunken sex, forced anal sex, rimjob, fingering, sadism, violence, lots of crying and screaming, teasing, humiliation, blood, hatred, angst, attempted murder, serious injuries, use of a knife, sea of blood, first hints of Stockholm Syndrome, be careful: this chapter is darker than the other chapters and from now on Dark Moon will be much more violent.
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This fanfiction is yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
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⤡ Summary | She just wanted to escape her past, take charge of her life and break out of her steel cage, praying in God for a miracle that could change her life for good.
And her prayers were heard, but it was not the Divine that answered her.
That was certainly the devil in the guise of an angel, she thought as those corrupted and empty eyes searched her soul with extreme voracity.
He turned a sweet, false smile on her, before pushing her into the abyss.
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➢ Author's Note | Hi, guys ❤️ Today's chapter was particularly difficult to write, it is very dark and from here on we get into the heart of Dark Moon, which I always remember is a highly yandere story, I recommend reading it to readers who are age +18 and who already have experience with the yandere genre, Dark Moon is not a story with a normal relationship, it is a yandere. For those who will read the chapter, let me know what you think of it and what you believe will happen in the future!
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Perhaps it was the alcohol swirling in his body or perhaps his sadistic nature, but he didn't think twice about ripping off even that one too many garments, Y/N squeezed her eyes shut huddling her head between the blankets that smelled of Jimin, everything about that room smelled of him and she felt suffocated by his oppressive presence.
Jimin ran two fingers over the entrance hidden by the young woman's panties, reached out to her clitoris circling it through the fabric, but did not dwell on it for long, without uttering a breath he lowered Y/N's panties badly, finally putting on display what he was really aiming for.
He eagerly squeezed the girl's soft, perfect buttocks, his hands carefully palmed that velvety flesh, she could not understand what his intentions were, why was he talking one way but touching her another?
The boy lowered himself to kiss her back, inhaling her scent that reminded him of the scent of his bubble bath present in the bathroom, she had not confined herself to books, he thought amused, there was something sick about her, something she did not even admit to herself, even as she actively sought something that would make her closer to the man she so professed to detest.
"Jimin..." there, she had once again used his name, the man couldn't hold back any longer, spread her buttocks revealing the small, tight pink hole, and lowering his head the boy left a wet, warm streak of saliva in that never-violated spot, "What the hell-?!" exclaimed Y/N, stiffening in shock.
Jimin was... he was licking her right there?!
Between shame and disgust she tried to slip out of his hands, but the man squeezed her tightly and together with his weight prevented her from moving, continuing to circle around that ring of muscle with the tip of his tongue, occasionally entering a few millimeters.
Forced there and under those attentions, Y/N felt strange, with horror she realized that she was not just trembling with fear, she was feeling a strange warmth that was affecting her lower abdomen, the sinuous movements of the man's tongue continued to wet and stimulate the little hole, saliva slowly slipped from her buttocks to the throbbing, soaked cleft of her pussy.
Pleasure and humiliation mingled causing her emotions so strong as to be unbearable, she untangled herself once again from his grasp and this time managed to free herself, crawled away and by a hair's breadth the man came back to grasp her ankle again, bringing her back under him.
"You're a goddamn animal!" exclaimed Y/N between her teeth, Jimin sneered pushing his pelvis against her, who distinctly felt the rigid presence between his legs.
"Now I recognize my little whore" he murmured in her ear making her shudder, "From the way you're acting I bet no one has ever touched this cute little ass" he slapped a buttock as if to punctuate his words and the woman winced, "Somehow I'll still have a virgin part of you" he growled forcefully and without any regard pushing two fingers into that tight and rigid hole, a scream dictated by pain and shock left the girl's now pale lips.
"No, no, no! Stop, I don't want to!" she was in a panic, Jimin's fingers made no hint of leaving her, the stretch was uncomfortable and burning like hell, the man was already anticipating that moment, he wanted her to scream in pain and sorrow, he wanted her to regret that stupid attitude she had held with him all along.
As he penetrated that tight little cave, he finished lowering his boxers with his other hand, freeing his hard, aroused cock.
He slid down to the young woman's slit without penetrating her, merely gathering over the entire length what little liquid arousal Y/N had produced against her own will. The girl felt the thick presence behind her and feared that it would end like last time, too bad Jimin had something much worse in mind.
Without saying a word he released those tight muscles from his fingers, Y/N almost collapsed from the pain, but Jimin grasped her hips tightly sinking his fingers into her flesh, the girl buried her head between the pillows already imagining the painful twinge that would rip through her core, but she was not prepared for the excruciating pain Jimin's thrusting caused her when he forcefully entered her ass, a sharp, breathless cry left her throat in despair, she wriggled on the bed like a trapped animal, but Jimin easily pinned her down by pounding inside her without any mercy, his hoarse breaths increased in volume as he sank repeatedly into that hole that clenched hard and in pain around his cock, he fell back on the young girl's small body with all his weight, forcing her to spread her stiff, trembling thighs wide.
"It hurts, please stop! It hurts so much, I can't take it!" she cried for air, she had thought Jimin's fingers were enough to feel pain, she had not expected a situation like that, his thick, hard cock was practically opening her in two, she frantically shook her head against the pillow with each stroke of the man's hips, who smiled addicted to that pleasure.
"How can I stop when-uhm..." he paused for a moment trying to contain himself and not explode inside her right away, "When you hold me so tight?" he finished in a voice pregnant with lust, penetrating her completely, who arched her back with a choked scream at that umpteenth assault.
"Now tell me, do you prefer it when I fuck your pussy or your ass? " he asked, increasing the speed of his strokes, aware of the harm he was doing to her not only physically, he wanted to humiliate her to such an extent that no light of defiance remained in her, his balls began to slam violently against her empty, dripping slit, the walls tightened around nothing, and another wave of tears slid down her face, realizing the strange combination of pain and pleasure that was being created in her.
Jimin moved his body slightly from hers, just the slightest bit that helped him to see himself sinking into her once more, the tiny ring of muscle had finally adjusted to his size despite the force with which he still enveloped his cock, he spit a trickle of saliva between them increasing the lubrication of the intercourse and began to give deeper and slower thrusts.
"You didn't answer me," he chuckled, penetrating the entrance to her intimacy with his middle finger, finding it incredibly moist.
He groaned breathlessly as he imagined himself in there, squeezed by that infinite, delicate softness, cradled by the elastic grip of her trembling walls.
"Fuck, can you hear yourself? If you hadn't behaved so badly this is where I would have come in, and we would have both enjoyed it," he growled in her ear, "But that's okay too, isn't it? You're soaked all the same, maybe you really are perfect for the Dark Moon" he taunted her, ramming into her countless times, feeling his balls swell and his cock shake, Jimin's small, intense moans of pleasure slid over the girl's now helpless body, which catatonicly welcomed the man's semen on top of her, he stood there still between her buttocks, pouring the white, viscous cum inside her asshole, before climbing out of her and gazing with satisfaction at that destroyed little hole soaked with his essence, Jimin slid away wearily on the bed, gazed breathlessly at the ceiling, a glance between his legs and noticed on his still half-erect cock drops of blood.
He grinned, satisfied with his work.
"Now you are no longer a virgin."
Y/N turned her head away, unable to move, feeling pain everywhere, even inside her soul.
Jimin had ruined her forever.
"I hate you" was the only thing she managed to say between dry, trailing lips, lost in a spiral of thoughts that only she knew.
Jimin stared at the walls of his bedroom with a sigh.
"You can hate me all you want, it doesn't change what you are and where you are," he muttered, beginning to close his eyes to fall asleep.
You are my whore, mine to have and mine to torture.
He had not said it, but that was what he meant.
The woman felt the man's breathing become lighter after about twenty minutes, twenty minutes of interminable silence.
Her gaze was no longer lost in the void, but steady on the boy's closet, there where she had previously discovered one of his little secrets.
She tried to calm down, not to do rash things, but he had no respect for her, had used and raped her, going so far as to force her into anal intercourse for which she had not been properly prepared. He had used her like a rubber doll, she thought with disgust written all over her face.
She lifted herself up slowly, preventing her complaints from escaping her lips, although she felt destroyed, her legs staggered on her own weight, and lowering her gaze she saw the blood etched between the sheets.
Panic gripped her chest, that same sordid spectacle she had experienced years before, when she was just a naive little girl who did not understand the malice of the world. The girl's tears became constant, but she still maintained silence. No, she could not relive such a thing and do nothing about it, not this time.
She angrily wiped away her tears and with another glance at the closet opened the doors slowly, rummaging through the bottom and finding what she was looking for, she forced her fingers on a small raised dowel and slid the wooden wall to her right, which revealed the presence of a dark duffel bag.
With unsteady hands she unzipped the thick zipper, revealing its forbidden contents.
She tightened her lips, casting a glance at the sleeping figure of the boy, the alcohol had finally taken its toll along with the sex, that monster would no longer be a threat to her.
That morning Jimin woke up with his mind strangely silent, his demons were not there, he stretched out casting a glance to his side and found the place previously occupied by Y/N, empty.
She was gone.
A gnawing in his stomach caged him, making him incuporated. Why the hell should he have cared?
He couldn't remember exactly what he had done that night, but he remembered perfectly well that he had enjoyed it, that was the important thing, wasn't it?
He got up slipping on the boxers left on the floor and headed to the bathroom to clean himself up.
He washed himself by eliminating the smell of sex from his skin, he looked at the bubble bath without a hint of emotion on his face, just remembering the smell of the girl, indeed it was one of the few things he remembered from the previous night, but his mind was still fixed on her, who would not decide to give in for good, he had come back pissed off like a hyena that night; Because she would not give in to him, because Hoseok had made those insinuations, because now everyone believed that he depended on her.
He wasn't. He was still Park Jimin, the independent, strong man. She, on the other hand, was just his tasty and tender plaything.
When he finished his shower he emerged from the bathroom with a towel tied to his hips, his athletic, slender figure a joy to behold, his dark soul sighing in pleasure at the screams of his victims.
He returned to the room to dress and had only time to put on clean boxers and a pair of shorts before he heard the thud of an object falling and shattering on the floor.
He frowned, immediately heading toward the source of that sound, "Y/N?"
He went to the living room looking around, on the floor were the broken and scattered pieces of a vase, but no trace of the girl.
"Y/N? Y/N!" he was getting pissed off, "We don't have a cat, I also doubt it was the wind, so I suggest you-!" an excruciating twinge blocked the breath in his throat.
His gaze dropped to the silver blade of the knife that had penetrated his side, the handle of that knife was clasped in the small hands of the woman who only hours before was under him in his bed.
Now there was shock and surprise on his face, he watched the girl wordlessly before his eyes narrowed in pain.
Y/N, whose face was transfigured with anger, watched the boy take deep breaths, as if he was used to those kinds of blows, and that pissed her off more.
She had waited all night for that moment, she didn't want to hit him while he was unconscious, she wanted him to be lucid and awake so she could hear him scream, but he wasn't screaming, he didn't look scared, and that made her angrier. She wanted Jimin, for once, to show that he was human and not just a crazed kidnapper and heartless killer.
"Why don't you scream, why?! Fuck!" she shouted before pulling out the blade with a revolting sound, then sticking it again in a spot not far from the previous one, Jimin jerked it away from himself, holding tightly to a shelf to prevent himself from collapsing to the ground, gritting his teeth to try not to scream, he pressed his hand on the first wound, not daring to pull the knife out of the second one. Had he done so, he would only have caused more damage.
He squatted slowly on the floor, pale and unable to think of a solution; there was already sweat on his upper lip to testify to what was going on inside him.
He tried to reason lucidly without losing sight of Y/N, who looked like a lion locked in a cage, paced around the living room holding her head in her slimy bloodstained hands, crying and shaking to herself, he forced himself to keep calm because in that condition he would only hurt them both.
"Y/N, where did you get this knife?" he hissed between his teeth breathing hard, she didn't answer but there was really no need for her to, the man had recognized him, it was part of the set he used during the missions, "Never mind, now be a good girl and hand me the phone" he was shaking, his body couldn't handle that condition yet and he seriously needed help, he had to call Seokjin and get help sent, immediately.
But Y/N stared at him fearfully, if she called his teammates they would surely kill her, Hoseok's threat was still alive in her mind and she began to shake her head.
"The phone is in my room, Y/N...fuck, go get the phone!" he blurted out moaning breathlessly, in response the girl began to run to the front door.
But no, she couldn't know the security code, right?
Jimin's brain threw a warning bell when he heard the typical sound that signaled the apartment was open.
"Shit!" he threw all his good intentions to the wind, began to run after her heedless of the suffering he was subjecting his body to, found himself removing the knife from the wound, shrugging off the consequences, it was incredibly painful and slow to do so, but when he saw her go through the emergency exit he chased after her jumping up several steps at a time.
Y/N's vision was flooded with tears, she did not understand why Jimin had not reacted as she expected he would, he had not turned around screaming in pain, he had not railed at her, and that made her feel bad, made her feel like the monster of the situation.
She had stabbed a man in the back, no matter who he was, she had done it.
And now she was going to die, Jimin would never let her go unpunished, much less his friends, she was screwed in every sense of the word now.
She grabbed the doorknob of the exit, preparing to scream and call for help, but she never got as far as throwing it open.
Jimin was quicker, grabbed her by the hips lifting her off the floor, she screamed in shock as she was dragged away, back into the apartment.
The boy closed the door with a loud roar, but he did not let her go, he slumped to the floor with her still pressed against his body, Jimin's hot, labored breathing tickled her neck, he did not seem to be intent on punishing her, then she felt something wet her clothes, something that horrified her.
Jimin's blood was flowing copiously from his wounds, and despite the lack of a shirt she could not tell where it came from, the blood was so thick and plentiful that it covered the deep cuts.
"Y/N..." he said again, she clearly sensed the torment in his voice and if possible felt even worse, "I need your cooperation," he said bitterly.
The girl silently nodded after a few moments, Jimin closed his eyes, his complexion was increasingly ashen.
"My phone is on the bedside table, bring it to me," he let her go and she got up in pain, between running and the wild sexual intercourse she had a few hours earlier, she was not in a very good state, but she tried to be quick in retrieving the object in question. She could have called the police, asked for help and reported Jimin, but she did not think about those possibilities at all, what was wrong with her?
She felt like a horrible person, how had she become this way?
When she returned to Jimin she found him trying to hold his deep gashes to stem the flowing blood, his movements were getting slower and slower, but he reached for the phone, it took seconds too long to unlock the phone and find Jin's number, but when he did he was relieved.
"Jin," he called, licking his dry, purplish lips, "I have a problem," he coughed.
In the meantime, the woman hurriedly looked around, saw some tea towels in the kitchen and didn't think twice about picking them up, ran to the man who was continuing to talk to his boss and with trembling fingers pressed on the wounds firmly, causing Jimin to spasm, who immediately clenched his teeth. There was so much vermilion liquid that her head spun, she must have been crazy for doing such a thing, she did not kill people.
"... I lost a lot of it, yes... No, she is here with me," he was saying, and that made her blanch. It was over.
Her chest began to lower and rise more and more slowly, Y/N was witnessing the boy's condition and could do nothing, for either of them.
Fuck, she didn't know if Jimin would protect her, he would probably be the one to give the order to slaughter her, assuming he didn't keep the honor for himself, but dead Jimin was pretty much sure she would follow him immediately.
When the boy put down, he took to staring at her without saying a word, he was quiet, he wasn't ranting at her, he just seemed...surrendered.
"Why did you do that?" he asked weakly, she squared him with glazed eyes, "Why did you stab me?"
"You hurt me," she said with a knot in her throat, "Before, it was different... you were like him," she sobbed, leaving Jimin strangled and confused .
What had he done and who was "him"?
Jimin tried to remember his actions, he had come home drunk, this was clear to both of them, and he was angry, very angry.
Suddenly he remembered everything, frowned.
He had... he had....
Why did he feel so bad at the thought of what he had done? After all, this was not the first time, he had done it before, he was interested in feeling pleasure, and he had even punished her, she deserved it! But looking at those tear-filled eyes, it wasn't just the wounds that cut off his breath. Perhaps death was fucking with his brain.
"Y/N..." he seemed to want to tell her something important, perhaps it was about his last breath, but-
"Jimin! Jimin!" tense and nervous voices interrupted that moment full of unexpressed feelings, Y/N turned toward the men dressed in black who with weapons in hand began to check the whole apartment, some she recognized, she had already seen them in the company of the boy.
Other men ran to attend to him, beginning to check his vitals and oxygen, strong, angry hands pulled her away from the man and she found herself screaming in fear.
"It was you, right! Fucking-"
"Hoseok, let her go immediately!" exclaimed Jimin as he pushed one of the doctors aside, his pale, tired face glowering at the man behind the girl's back, "Do you hear me?" he huffed furiously, Hoseok tightened his grip on her, hurting her.
"What do you want me to do then? We can't leave her so fucking unpunished!"
"Lock her in her room," ordered Jimin with a cold stare, Y/N whitened, "She is not to come out of there, just as no one is to enter her room until I return, understood?"
The grip on her shoulders vanished, but another made her get up in a rush, the woman saw Jimin being carried away by the medics, while someone else slammed her violently inside her room, she fell ruefully to the floor and held her arm in pain.
She cast a glance at the culprit and recognized him as Taehyung. He seemed beside himself.
"If I don't kill you now it's only because Jimin doesn't want to, but don't expect mercy from us," he spat, distraught at the image of his friend reduced to that condition.
He slammed the door behind him and the lock was heard to close.
It was really over.
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pantaral81 ¡ 2 years ago
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Hard Love (Haegeum! Suga Drabble)
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Summary: Gang leader Yoongi is someone you wish you've never met before.
DISCLAIMER: This is a FICTION work only made for entertainment purposes that includes yandere/dark. I do not support or encourage any type of abusive behaviour. 
Check more: Masterlist.
Female reader
WARNINGS: NON-CON.
AN: Let me know what you think of this, I'm kinda scared for the feedback I'll receive, this is a bit heavy.
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“Shh, don’t cry, pretty girl.”
He murmurs, lips pressed against your cheek, even as you try to pull away from him.
His tongue licks away some of your tears, a low hum coming from him. Your stomach churns with disgust upon hearing him, the need to get away from him almost overwhelming you. 
“Even your tears taste delicious.”
It only makes you whimper, fat tears sliding down your face and onto your neck. His thrusts are harsh, fucking you deep and fast, hips pistoning upwards with a speed that you doesn’t make you feel any pleasure.
You’re just there to be used by him. Like a rag doll. Used at his will. Not even your hysterical screams and cries make him stop. He simply manhandled you into whatever he wanted. 
He’s a monster. 
“Fuck, you feel so good. Fitting me like a glove.” he hisses, punctuating his opinion as he jackhammers into you, hips slamming against yours with force.
A whimper escapes your lips and you weakly try to push your palms against his chest, hoping to create some distance between you but your pathetic attempt quickly comes to an end as he grabs your wrists with one hand, twisting them behind your back as if it’s nothing. 
“Please…” you sob, lips trembling as you beg. He doesn’t stop, maintaining his brutal pace. 
His lips curl into a sleazy smile, one that makes you lose any hope. His hair falls to his face, strands attaching themselves to the sweaty skin, giving him a deranged look. 
“Can’t stop now, princess. Gotta fuck you nice and good, make sure they get the message, right?” 
You widen your eyes at that, the painful reminder that your family is in the room next to yours, forced to listen to this. His armed gang members surrounding your parents and siblings, making sure they know the consequences of disrespecting him.
All of this because your dad - a good and respectful cop - had led a raid to one of his warehouses, leading to the seizure of a large sum of money and drugs. 
Big mistake. 
His free hand finds your face, fingers digging into your cheeks, forcing you to look at him. The scar is prominent, looking frightening up close and you look away to his good eye. 
“Your daddy needs to learn that he needs to stay the fuck away from my business. Too bad you’re the one paying for his mistakes.” he smiles at you, drinking in your features.
“But you’re such an angel, aren’t you? Taking my cock like a pro.”
His complement makes you choke on your spit. 
Yoongi keeps fucking you, the bed loudly squeaking and you shut your eyes, imaging how scared your family must be. Your pussy feels sore from the assault and it only worsens as he speeds up, frantically thrusting as a string of curses falls out of his mouth.
His body tenses up beneath you and his hold on your wrists tightens uncomfortably. 
A loud growl erupts from his throat upon reaching his selfish orgasm, hips finally stilling with a final thrust and he closes his eyes, resting his head back with a satisfied sigh. 
You whimper, uncomfortable as his cum leaks from your pussy, dripping down to your thighs and you attempt to raise yourself to pull him out of you but his hand tightens around you, eyes snapping open. 
“None of that, princess. I’m not done with you yet.” his voice huskier, face glistening with sweat but his eyes hold that shine of madness that makes you quiet in a second. He tilts his hips, pushing all of his length back inside you.
“Daddy’s lesson isn’t over yet. You’re not getting away from me that easily.”
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pantaral81 ¡ 2 years ago
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his fit his hairrrrr 😫😫😫😫
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