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moshi moshi

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CARNATIONS

RATING: M • CHAPTERS: 4/8

Hanahaki Disease happens in three stages - red carnations, to symbolise love and passion; yellow carnations, to symbolise rejection and disappointment; and white carnations, funeral flowers. The disease is caused by unrequited love, and can be cured either by receiving a confession or undergoing surgery. Once the flowers turn white, though, the disease becomes terminal. Near knew exactly three things about his condition when the petals started coming up. One, he was in love with Mello. Two, Mello wasn’t in love with him. Three, one of those things had to change.

big thank you to @neallo for the graphic!!

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"The "Red Thread of Fate" is an East Asian myth that says an invisible red thread connects those destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstances. This thread can stretch or tangle but never break, symbolizing the inevitable connection".

*Strongly referenced by the photography of Luigi Boatto.

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Heatstroke

Fun little art challenge I've been seeing on Insta where people are redrawing this shot from GQ China's Heatstroke photoshoot with their fav characters

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11.12.2018 | my submission for the death note zine, alumina, from earlier this year.

{after the funeral ⚰️}

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"I will love you as misfortune loves orphans, as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch while everything goes wrong." - Lemony Snicket

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Trying not to give into impulsive thoughts and just delete my whole Tumblr. I don't want to be perceived someone please just bury me alive rn lol I don't want to be me anymore.🤡

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everything rots in the end

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Older Mello and Near have teamed up as L and Near has to cross dress as a wealthy young heiress for *handwave handwave* very legitimate detective work reasons

This one was meant for @meroniaevent for the prompt Disguise and Hair, but I took waaaaaaaayyyyy too long to finish it :T

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HI i think i recall you mentioning the other day that you were taking requests for meronia (if not, please disregard this fdshfhdhd) and i was wondering if you might be willing to draw femslash meronia with Near wearing Mello's jacket...! 👀 either way, i hope your day is going well!! 🤝

I hope I did well :DDD

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Standing there next to the pantry, body bare and goosebumped and bruised, Near looks fragile, but Mello is the one to shatter.

-- i want to hold you (hostage)

very excited to share this incredibly gorgeous commission from @horreurscopes for the one-year anniversary of the first chapter of i want to hold you (hostage) ! this story was by far my biggest project last year, and remains extremely dear to me; i'm so grateful and honestly quite moved by the reception it received (i was very nervous to share it!) and i'll always have immense affection for everyone who helped me through the writing and editing process (either by beta reading, lending me their ear, or cheering me on). there are too many people who fit into that category to name all of them, but i would be remiss to not mention @empressofthewind, as i never would have managed to finish this story without her support <3

bonus below the cut: the nothing hurts like you do edition!

Near’s face burns with humiliation, but it does nothing to dampen his desire. If anything, it increases it. He wants very badly for Mello to touch him, but he can’t find his voice, and even if he could, he is uncertain whether he could form the words to ask. There’s a clatter to his left, then, a metallic sound that he only registers as the gun being abandoned on the bathroom counter after Mello’s body is flush against his own. Mello’s breath fans over his face, and Near gathers the courage to open his eyes and look up at him. He parts his lips to speak, but before he can, Mello kisses him.

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to have and to hurt

rating: E | category: M/M | words: 7,000

Five times Mello is harsh with Near, and one time he is very tender.

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do you ever just thank god we still have a real cigarette emoji 🚬