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❛ that wasn't so difficult now, was it? ❜

❝ ᯓᰔ — apologizes and forgiveness sentence starters.

the maiden before her is everything kousagi seeks and it is dangerous she suspects to spill all the guilt from her lips, the death and casualty has clung to her as an unresting ghost. would it be sacrilegious to spill all her world-worn knowledge and become something far more like her old bygone self, something less untamed ( something that is less chaotic and something less destruction ): perhaps she is incorrect but the voice is so much like the one that has lived in her head all this time and she wants to trust the words. she does , she does , she does. within this realm unforeseen is the answer ( the mother of balance, the mother of egalitarianism ): to the girl that has had but one true friend by her side this whole time -- but can a mau-advisor sworn to the moon kingdom's crown truly be a genuine friend? but , mayhap within ballads of old and as whispered mythos walking amongst an accidental creation , can the aeons , before aeons came to be --- have been spent in utter loneliness and ultimately made her ( something beyond the lunar lineage, something still vaguely human ): vulnerable and maybe even sympathetic to idiotic plights of lesser origination.

but what is she if not burdened by difficulties? if naught but an enigma of an elusive and guilt-ridden secret keeper ( secrets laid buried beneath memories she cannot fully recall ): her rabbit crystal perched on her chest is a cursed treasure chest, filled with half heavens and even more half hells. the lunarian is a duality woven between all manners of celestial warmth and blackened diamond teeth. her journey is written within the multihued threads that make up the moonlit tapestry of each and every world and reality she's walked. saturated from their customary cerulean that is so much like her mother's and yet so much simply like her own — it is a duality that kousagi has come to perfectly embody within her long lost duty built on instantiate love and guilt ( she is guilty because she has known love, she is loving because she is swallowed by guilt ): but the second born crown princess is a mere screw up, an expected and cosmic devastating spare heir. still, the dimensional hopper is as inherently curious as she is cautious. ❝ the galaxies that have guided me. i think ... it wants me to reach out to you. ❞

kousagi is a youth whose horizons have been crafted by the experiences of each parallel timeline ( never appearing too similar nor too strange ): a rabbit crowned girl who wishes for a world where her birth does not bring upon damage so catastrophic that there is no undoing it. she wishes for a timeline that is filled with the love and adoration she has always craved if it only meant that she , too , could finally discover what it means to be a person full of blessed miracle instead of chaos and ruin ( full of holiness, full of light, full of salvation ): but instead, she is full of rot , rot , and rot. ❝ forgive me , you just remind me so much -- ❞ the words die in her throat ( so much like her mother. so much like a grandmother never officially met ): her aura is holy and warmth and maternal --- who could blame the girl without a mothers embrace for so long? what she lacks in her family's crest she makes up for with eyes that carry a wave of galaxies. the moon child sheds single a tear as she speaks again. there is so much that could be said but all of it reminds unspoken.

she wanted to ask much of the strange women but manners , manners , manners. it had been centuries and kousagi could still hear her mothers voice in the back of her mind to be mindful of her manners ( to be more poised, to be more ladylike, to be more regal ): ❝ no , it was not anymore difficult than everything else. thank you ... ah , i never got your name. ❞ as much as things changed, something's stayed the same: once a ditzy girl , always a ditzy girl.

#cosmama #ᯓᰔ ⋮ 𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓:⠀⠀ ✶ ⠀⠀moonlight taste like salvation on her lips.#ᯓᰔ ⋮ 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓:⠀⠀ ✶ ⠀⠀written with ink from my soul.

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parallelhope · 10 months ago

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D. H. Lawrence, from The Complete Works of D. H. Lawrence; “The Rainbow,” written c. 1919

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parallelhope · 1 year ago

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❝ ᯓᰔ — HEADCANON : the prophecy.

it was during the events of the stars / superS arc of sailor moon when the enigma simply known as chibi-chibi mysteriously appears in the twentieth century, it begins with the speculation that she is either the second daughter of usagi tsukino or small lady -- however , as small lady is from the thirtieth century she confirms that chibi-chibi is neither her sister nor her own future offspring. though, the sailor quartet say that they have never heard of a silver millennium queen baring more than one child ( the quartet speak this as fact ): however , that no longer remained true after the events of the galaxy cauldron. due to usagi tsukino resetting time , the reality as shown in the series became spilt into many parallel worlds and interconnected timelines with them branching off like the leaves on a tree ( still connected to branches and connected to the trunk ): it is in one such world that kousagi is born and the words spoken of by the sailor quartet are a gospel truth and it reads as followed:

if a silver millennium queen ever bares another heir then the child will bring a cataclysmic devastation onto the universe.

these are the words that have been worn on kousagi's back ever since the day she was born. it was these words that had the king and queen keep her restricted to the castle for much of her adolescence. however, there where times she did manage to sneak away to earth/elysian to visit helios and the maenads, if only for a bit of reprise for the young girl. the two have a very sibling-like relationship, as is to be expected considering he is a very important person to her older sister. on the day of her sixteenth birthday kousagi awakens with no memory and sees the kingdom in ruin, she the only survivor or so she thinks until she discovers momo, the second daughter of luna and artemis also seems to be alright. still, the words of the sailor quartet reply in her mind and it is the first time in her life she really believes them and falls into despair. she loses days , those days turning into weeks , until she gains the courage to journey back down to her father's original homeland and try to figure out how to rewrite the divination that branded her as a ruinous child from birth.

#ᯓᰔ ⋮ 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏:⠀⠀ ✶⠀⠀secrets only spoken to the moon.

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parallelhope · 1 year ago

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PARALLELUNARIAN'S RP PLOTTING CHEAT-SHEET

want new-and-exciting plots for your character? long to reach out to more of your followers, but don’t know where to start? fear not! fill out this form and give your rp partners both present and future all the of juicy jumping off points they need to help you get your characters acquainted. [ template source , repost don't reblog ]

MUN NAME: rinni, as dotted with hearts. OOC CONTACT: tumblr im is open for everyone and my discord is open to mutuals

▍▍▍ WHO IS KOUSAGI TSUKINO?

some say that the world was one of many within a multiverse full of parallel realities interconnected. well, one such a thing holds true for kousagi tsukino, the second crowned princess to neo-queen senerity and king endymion around thirty-fifth century crystal tokyo ( which has been relocated back onto the moon ): all should be well for a girl born into the lap of luxury and royalty--but it is not: throughout her childhood until her mid-teenage years, kousagi suffered much scrutiny from those who took the sailor quartet words as gospel. that her birth was an oddity that foretold the end of the moon kingdom once more. she, was an existence that was never meant to occur. as lunarian queens are only ever meant to birth one child, a daughter, never two. because of this, the king and queen kept her very sheltered, even more than small lady during her adolescence. however, on the dawn of her sixteenth birthday, when a strange voice begins calling out to kousagi ( against what she has been told by her parents ): she leaves the castle, following the direction she feels the voice is leading. but by doing so bitterly learns that the long held prophecy of the sailor quartet that 'if a lunarian queen ever has a second child, their birth will bring an end to the people of the moon.' leaving the castle is kousagi leaving the bubble and outside those doors she sees that the entire kingdom had perished or perhaps , always been so. kousagi, along with her mau-advisor, momo ( the second daughter of luna and artemis ): follow the voice down to elysion where she walks upon the legendary moon bridge and awakens the slumbering power of a sailor cosmos within herself, but the power is more great than the emotionally distraught girl can handle and subconsciously she seals much of it again--it manifests as sailor rabbit/parallel moon ( a much more subdued candle to the once ever burning flame ): and it is with this that kousagi moves through the dimensional space between worlds trying to find aid in helping her figure out the cause of her world's demise and why is her existence seemingly the trigger.

▍▍▍ KEEP IN MIND FOR INTERACTIONS:

O1. kousagi is a dimensional hopper and a time traveler. she has lived through countless events of the series canon, either as an added team member of that universes sailor moon, chibi moon, and its senshi or as a background character who did not interfere if she learned that whom she was seeking was not going to appear. every reality does not have kousagi set to be born and those that do--the world ends in ruin every time. she is searching for the reason as to why and the origin of the voice she's been hearing for years. sometimes she ends up in a world during her grandmothers time and others a timeline in which her people have long been gone. O2. while, kousagi appears to be sixteen she has been traveling for hundreds of years--her aging has entirely stopped at that of a teenager due to her moving throughout different timelines and realities. however, she has grown tremendously mentally and often will speak with the wisdom and grace of her grandmother, queen serenity i. because of this, she has become somewhat of an enigma as to not give herself away--in a lot of ways she is still a child mentally but in so many others definitely wise beyond her physical years. O3. she has become very indifferent to every usagi, mamoru, and chibiusa she comes across, because she has seen so many variations of them many times. in the beginning she was always taken aback seeing her parents and older sister alive again but overtime has become numb from knowing that they aren't her family so to speak. she will not be quick to give up information about herself or transform, she's essentially running off thousands of 'i've seen this before' and 'i know how this will end' -- it is only the things that she has not seen before that interest her and give her a reason to stay in that peculiar world and/or timeline. O4. kousagi is the sailor cosmos from the canon series and a different entity entirely. time travel is fickle and kousagi became a sort of a paradox within the space that sits in the void of the space-time doors dimensional hub. it is hard to explain because even kousagi herself does not fully understand the implications of it. she was uniquely created after usagi tossed herself into the galaxy cauldron and is the piece of chaos itself that never fully died and became fused with the star seed that eventually ends up as kousagi's upon her birth. she exists as both salvational light and cosmic destruction.

▍▍▍ WHAT HAS SHE BEEN UP TO RECENTLY:

default verse ( bad end | open ): due to the events of usagi tsukino tossing herself into the galaxy cauldron to eradicate chaos, the future star seed that would have birthed her second daughter, kousagi tsukino becomes corrupted with the remnants of chaos. it is on the day of her sixteen birthday that she awakens to the entirety of the moon kingdom destroyed due to the contrasting energies of light and chaos--the event was so traumatic for kousagi, she subconsciously sealed all her memories. now she drifts through various timelines trying to find the cause of her people's demise and the voice guiding her forth. alt. default verse ( good end | plotting preferred ): usagi tsukino never throws herself into the galaxy cauldron and as such, chaos never fuses with kousagi's star seed. she grows up as the second crowned princess in a very peaceful and prosperous era. upon her older sister, small lady taking up the throne, kousagi dons the mantle of sailor moon--becoming small lady's most trusted consort outside of the sailor quartet and it is during this era that she gains her eternal form but never becomes sailor cosmos. sailor cosmos ( bad end timeline | plotting preferred ): kousagi meets the voice that had been guiding her this entire time, an alternate future of herself as sailor cosmos. she and sailor chibi-chibi fuse together as one ( granting her all of her memories back ): and as a test to overcoming the grief of the realization that she was the destroyer of her people, becomes eternal sailor cosmos. a deity that is all about balance -- a holy mother of light and darkness. with this power, kousagi is able to restore her once ruined world and give peace back to the moon kingdom. small lady ascends the throne as queen serenity iii and kousagi frequently visits, but seeks out other galaxies in disarray to aid in keeping the balance.

▍▍▍ WHERE TO FIND THEM:

the vast majority of my interactions i imagine will take place in either the moon kingdom ( thirty-fifth century ), modern earth ( any time period ), elysion ( thirty-fifth century ), or tokyo, japan ( twentieth century or thirtieth century crystal tokyo ): i have no preference if they meet while kousagi is attending school ( classmate era ), at a meeting with other galaxies and/or a formal event she is required to attend as a princess, or as cosmos traversing reality and time. her cosmos verse is perhaps the most versatile in terms of location but i am always down to discuss and bounce ideas off!

▍▍▍ DESIRED INTERACTIONS:

O1. anything involving another cosmos due to the origins of kousagi's birth i think the possibilities are endless. perhaps something akin to a mentor / student dynamic or even something a bit more maternal. by extension, writing with a chaos would be interesting as well ( perhaps with her accepting the chaos inside of herself and becoming her own rendition of black lady )

O2. a no brainer but the canon cast, kousagi did not grow with the best relationship towards her parents nor her sister. as such, i like the idea of her meeting alternative versions of her family but learning about them as people without the 'doomed by the narrative' giving their dynamic an unfair advantage. specially, her meeting her family when they do not seem as put together and/or perfect. especially her mother and sister as she feels very inferior and 'living in the shadow'.

O3. her good end timeline and anything involving crystal tokyo. political meetings, balls, learning how to be a proper princess, etcetc.

▍▍▍ ANYTHING ELSE TO KEEP IN MIND?

extensive canon libraries have been taken with kousagi as a character, i am trying my best to have her adhere to the canonical timeline of sailor moon as much as possible to not uproot it as i am one of those people that is a stickler for canon... until i am not. i have poured a lot of love into her and continue to do so. i cross reference the manga a lot and more recently have gotten into pgsm ( the musicals ): i tweak tidbits here and there to better form a narrative and overarching story and to drive character development above all. i do not know the 90s anime at fucking all and honestly, i have no desire to watch it. i won't understand any of the references from it if they are written into your blogs canon. i am solely manga, crystal, and pgsm canon information with my own headcanon and lore. i am down for looking up the differences or looking up a wiki page though just don't expect me to follow suit ( not that kousagi is even in the anime anyways lol ) i am not really into extensive fight threads, especially not with her in her final form of eternal sailor cosmos. it wouldn't be fair and i wouldn't see a point personally. i am more aligned with extensive emotion driven interactions, though i do not mind one off ask memes for those that are not as into plot heavy novella style threads.

#ᯓᰔ ⋮ 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓:⠀⠀ ✶ ⠀⠀rinni is playing with bunnies.

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