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aaaaaaand the eito pony i did, the first page are my first attempts and the second page are the finalized way (missing details on his jacket but idrc) I considered making him an earth pony as well but I considered his strength, weapon and attacks on top of his moral leaning n whatever and came to decide on him being a unicorn

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Pot-eito (potato eito)

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The second bunch of doodles

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From the first bunch of hundred line doodles i did

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Disappeared, I was watching the entirety of Six Feet Under with my bf and we had to finish it all before Hundred Line released, now we're trapped in Hundred Line hell until we get all the endings. I've been drawing some fanart for it LOL. Also, I'm back into MLP and made some designs in my (new) ACNL town that are my town flag or on canvases, Trixie is the flag and I have a canvas with Twilight on it.

PS you hear more frequently from me on bluesky

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whenever i see someone rb my everhood stuff i check out their blog to see what's up and I ALWAYS see the same like. 2 other artists. we're not acquainted but you could say we're like the sonic, knux and tails or the protagonist, sam and irvine of this joint.

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KITTYYYUuhh Here's the full thing with everything together

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the gamer

here's the original small but full body nosefer that I didn't save and only have a crusty jpeg version from my twitter

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merry christmas everhood 2 happy holisdays

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Some Hand Cursors for someone el oh el

if anyone wants some sketches like these feel free to check out my kofi

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update: it was very sexy and i loved it

i'm at the foster the people concert in detroit rn if any of you care rolling my eyes heart eyes me crucified on the cross cause i'm stoked, it's been a dreamie concert that i've been wanting to go to for YEARS and GRRRRRAHAHAHA. now if only god damn cutcopy would come here again so I can see them for the first time ever UUUUGH.

If anyone is curious why I'm sayin it here it's cause my favorite musicians have gotten me through rough points in my life and inspire my art and I like UGH.

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i'm at the foster the people concert in detroit rn if any of you care rolling my eyes heart eyes me crucified on the cross cause i'm stoked, it's been a dreamie concert that i've been wanting to go to for YEARS and GRRRRRAHAHAHA. now if only god damn cutcopy would come here again so I can see them for the first time ever UUUUGH.

If anyone is curious why I'm sayin it here it's cause my favorite musicians have gotten me through rough points in my life and inspire my art and I like UGH.

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Darla's loving the (tinsel ball) (tinsel ball) today!

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The purple one

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Haha sorry for the onslaught of postings lately, i've been thinking a lot about certain things and want to talk about them

I think that the best thing I did for myself was to begin to let go of the idea of caring about whether or not people will actually see what I draw and post. It probably isn't the most healthy thing (in theory) because it can bring a person to be quite apathetic towards their own presence. But, after 2022's extremely rough start I desperately needed help with my own perception of self and my work because the cracks burst open into vast, wide and deep crevasses. (if you know me then it rather literally happened)

A bad habit had formed.

2021 was a very bad year for me, 2022 worsened the mindset of atoning for my sins with self atonement via pain and shame. I had to escape from the mirage the audience saw me for and the people they found me from. I had to do everything myself, I wouldn't be drawing for people and wouldn't try to make friends via art. I had to learn to let go of my short comings and be okay with never getting to finish a piece and letting go of it. I had to learn to be okay with my art not being "Perfect" (to the point of literal self destruction) in my eyes. I had learn to be okay with people not seeing and/or not caring about my art at all.

I needed to learn that things will eventually get better, maybe not back 100% let alone 80% but things will get better.

I kind of just exist and draw for myself (though I do draw for others via gift, rq or comm) and that's okay. If people see me then, yeah, they see me, if people don't see me then that's perfectly fine. It's peaceful. It reminds me of essentially being a ghost during high school, people didn't know I even existed; but whenever I made my presence known people had the tendency to enjoy my existence.

Blah blah blah y'know what I mean, I'm silently sitting and drawing in the middle of an uncharted meadow past the mysterious and gloomy underbrush that people find themselves stumbling upon by chance.

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hiiiiiiii

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HAHA of course it's okay to tag me, dw dw!!!

Here's the original concept sketch I did as a reference for what I was trying to go for.

Sorry if it was totally outta nowhere from some random non-selfship focused artist. I'd been following you on my main for a while and always enjoyed seeing the kinds of people and their F/Os that I'd see from you, like some very specific characters which is really fun! Epitome of being that one #1 fan of either minor or major character you run into that loves them SO much. It's something that makes a person as a character and game designer go, "It doesn't matter how major or minor of a role a character plays in a project, there will ALWAYS be someone who gravitates towards them." Which is super cute and admirable!

@parin-gurumin HELLO!?? THIS IS SO DAMN COOL OMG!!! THE POSE AND EXPRESSION IS SO GOOD!! BUT NOT ONLY THAT BUT SCRATCH LOOKS SO COOL HERE TOO! AND THE COLORS AAAAAAAA ❤️❤️

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!