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was told that some of my pieces look like book covers and took it as a challenge :)

+ progress pics

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nice pair of characters who trust each other more than anyone else in the whole entire world it would sure be a shame if one of them betrayed that trust for the sake of trying to keep the other alive. it would sure be a shame to love someone so much you destroy them

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whenever i watch these doomed-to-ruin mentor/mentee movies about obsession and ambition i'm always like man i bet it feels good as fuck to be a terrifying authority figure's chosen protege this guy must've been bricked tf up the entire time shame about the ruin though

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[flirting] you seem pretty cool. i think i'd like to spend the rest of my life waking up screaming from psychological horror film production level nightmares next to you and instinctively flinching from the sight of you before leaning into your touch.

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literally the only reason im not covered in tattoos is bc i cant afford it. its just really important for me that you all know that my best, ideal self would be covered in tattoos.

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image i am in love with

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Where is "rose is watching her planet die while the doctor is slaying in the corner" I haven't seen her on my dash in a while I miss her

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starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world

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Sorry your boyfriend died and came back and died and came back and died and came back and died and came back again. He was trying to find you.

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CREATURE????

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alright, I’m annoyed with the class that I’m taking. it’s about writing novels, and I thought it would have cool stuff about balancing your narrative and developing themes etc, but instead she spent the first class talking about how every book fits into the Hero’s Journey (the monomyth template). and I was somewhat of a contrarian, and said “can you give us examples of books that don’t fit into this template?” and she said “no. because all books fit.”

but I dunno man, I just finished reading this Korean book where the plot is just the character having a string of hookups and reflecting on them without changing in any way. I don’t know if it’s possible to contort that into the Hero’s Journey.

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fascinating how grief makes you miss people who suck

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Me: *looking at a porcelain hand in the home decor aisle of a store* if I lost my hands in some kind of tragic accident, I’d decorate my entire home with hand-shaped things. Then I’d invite guests over for like, dinner parties and such and sit there expectantly just basking in their discomfort.

My boyfriend: Do you hear what you say when you talk? Do you know what you just said to me?

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i am TIRED of the cycle repeating. *repeats the cycle*

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The thing they don’t tell you is that no matter how healed you are sometimes the howling, clawing, aching loneliness will rip through you and leave you feeling hollow and small.

Even when you’re happy there’s a flickering fear around the edges of your life.

“Are you tired of me? Am I taking up too much space, too much time? Am I worth the effort?”

So if someone you care about is living with cptsd be sure to tell them what they mean to you, honestly and often.

We forget because we were forgotten

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