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i will never get better. I will die like this. why dont you love me?

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I need to be put out of my misery ill never be happy

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Please just fucking kill me I cant take it anymore I cant

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I hate my fucking life

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I can’t wait to get home and cut myself

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I have no hope for the future, I hate everything and everyone aside from him. my pain is just a tumor that sticks with me and does not go away no matter how much I try. Nothing can make me better, I am sick and will always be sick. Everyone is just waiting for me to finally end it all. No one will be surprised or feel anything but relief that I am gone.

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Love having a good night n then my dad is screaming at me about my scars how disgusting they are how im gonna be sick forever how theres no hope for me. I know i know i know ^^

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IHATE MY FUCKING LIFE I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH

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I hope he isnt bored of me. Im scared

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No matter what i do im never happy. A sick mask sewn onto me ): never happy never truly smiling

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I need a hug I always do.

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Ilovr him so much fuck I want to live inside his fucking flesh so I can never be apart from him. I dont even care about anyone else anymore not even my fave characters all i care about is him why is he so perfect like what the fuck how can a human be this perfect wtfffI need him so bad hes all I care about I want him to rip my head off and shoot me :3333

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I want to kill everyone thats ever hurt him

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I just want him to love me everytime things are good they fucking get bad again