partywithgyu

[partywithgyu]

Reblog for a miracle to happen tonight

[partywithgyu]

DISPIRITED (S.HB)

SUMMARY . . . for sim y/n, the most ironic thing is telling a speech at the wedding of his first ever love, watching as he gets happily married to someone else, oblivious to all the pain he's caused in the process.

PAIRING . . . sung hanbin x male!reader, mentions of sung hanbin x fem!oc

GENRE . . . angst, simply angst

WARNINGS . . . none! just sad really

WORD COUNT . . 4.4k (so sorry)

NOTES . . . had an epiphany at midnight, so take this angst my friends! #sorrysunghanbin. the past is written in italics just so you know!

"you are a fucking idiot, you know that?"

the blatant and brutally honest statement from jongwoo makes y/n suck his teeth, slamming the door to the fridge as his eyes flick over to the yoon. the words are completely true, and everyone in the room, including y/n, knows that, but he wants to stay firm in his denial.

"are you just gonna insult me the whole time or.. i don't know, give me advice?" y/n sassily replies, and jongwoo scoffs, rolling his eyes.

"y/n, hanbin asked you to be his best man and you said yes!?" he immediately exclaims, and the volume of his voice makes y/n lightly flinch.

"your setting yourself up for heartbreak".

"well that's already been the past few years of my life so it's nothing new".

park hanbin snickers, and then he scoffs with a sudden change of attitude. "this is so funny, but also very depressing".

"y/n" keita starts, eyes shifting around the room. "i love you and all, but your setting yourself up for failure here, your watching the man you love get married! and your gonna give a speech at his wedding!?"

"yep" y/n replies, popping the 'p'.

hanbin props his arms up onto the counter, staring at his long time friend. "you know you don't have to do this if you don't want to, y/n, seriously".

"you guys hanbin is my best friend why wouldn't i wanna be his best man?"

"your gonna hurt yourself.." keita sighs. "how long have you liked hanbin, y/n? for like— ever, i don't want you to just watch and be sad".

"i'll be fine guys!" y/n very clearly lies, he throws his hands into the air like an idiot. "i'll get over it! it's not impossible to hide my feelings! and plus, i'm not about to make hanbin's wedding about me".

hanbin narrows his eyes, clearly not buying it. jongwoo simply scoffs, rolling his eyes, and keita sighs, wanting to say something more but not wanting to get into an argument with y/n.

y/n picks his nails, biting his inner cheek.

"what if she doesn't like me? and then i look like an idiot trying to ask her out?"

the seventeen year old sung hanbin paces back and forth, biting his nails anxiously as he begins rambling about his crush on a certain girl and how he's contemplating on just giving up and not telling her his feelings at all.

"your sung hanbin?" matthew responds in a questioning manner. "why would she reject you? everybody wants to date you!"

"right, you dumbass.." zhang hao mutters, he ignores hanbin's glare and scoff, crossing his arms as he watches him continue to pace back and forth while contemplating what to do about his crush.

as hanbin continues to pace, matthew rolls his eyes and zhang hao turns his head to the door, hearing it open. in walks y/n, holding a box as he closes the door with his foot.

y/n pauses, squinting as he watches hanbin pace back and forth. he puts down the box and dusts off his jeans. "what the hell is hanbin doing? why is he mumbling?"

"hanbin is being an idiot, as always".

"i'm not! i just—" hanbin pauses as he stares at y/n, who just raises an eyebrow. "i don't know.. it's complicated!"

"hanbin likes eunji and he's too afraid to tell her he likes her even though he's literally like, what? the one guy everyone wants to date, he's acting like it's a big deal but eunji's probably gonna say yes anyway and the next thing you know they're married with kids!"

y/n takes in the words zhang hao just said, doing his best to process them and piece them together in his mind.

hanbin has a crush on eunji..

hanbin has a crush on eunji?

y/n's stomach drops, and he sucks in a breath. yeah, he doesn't have a chance, of course hanbin likes eunji. she's pretty, smart, has a good sense of humor.

his crush is stupid, of course it doesn't matter; not that hanbin cares anyway. he's hanbin's best friend, nothing more, nothing less, at least not in hanbin's mind.

what made him think he really ever did have a chance?

y/n snaps out of his own thoughts and simply laughs, a fake one, but no one had to know that. "um.. just ask her out? your sung hanbin, it can't be that hard".

"why does everyone say that!?" hanbin groans, flopping down onto the couch before him. "what does that even mean?"

"it means she won't reject you, stupid" zhang hao states rather bluntly. "you guys both like each other, go for it".

matthew's eyes shift to y/n, and he can tell how it's hurting y/n to listen to this conversation, but he's keeping up a smile because it's his best friend.

a best friend he's in love with but that's out of the question.

how long has y/n liked hanbin? it seems like forever. where did it even begin? he could give you maybe two answers, that one time the two of them slept in the same bed during a sleepover in middle school, or that other time in middle school when they kissed!

trust and believe, y/n tried his best to get over hanbin.

he can never truly do it though.

because hanbin is just.. hanbin. he's so stupid with his pretty smile, and his pretty eyes, and his pretty voice, and how sweet he is, in such a natural way too.

every time he tries to get over him, hanbin comes back and gives him another reason for y/n to fall in love with him. in all honesty, it's like he's stuck in a loop.

and it's fucking stupid.

he hates it.

but he loves hanbin.

y/n's eyes flicker back up to the scene before him and hanbin is still mumbling and pacing back and forth. zhang hao just giggles at his display, and matthew gives him a look of sympathy.

"yeah um.. you guys keep discussing that i'm just gonna go".

y/n didn't really have anything he needed to do, he just really wanted to leave the room, and get away from anything pertaining to hanbin and eunji.

or just anything pertaining to hanbin in general.

"you want me to teach you how to what?"

hanbin paces back and forth, reminding y/n of a memory he'd much like to stay in the past. the younger groans, covering his face with his hands in an embarrassed way. "y/n! i agreed with eunji that we would waltz and i don't know how to waltz!"

"you don't know how to waltz? then why'd you agree to waltzing!?"

"because— because this wedding needs to be the perfect one! i want to make my fiancée happy!"

y/n feels a stab to his heart at the word fiancée, but this is what hanbin wants.

stop being so selfish, y/n! hanbin's getting married, your feelings don't matter here!

y/n punches himself in the head, and looks back up to hanbin, whose still stressing about the fucking waltz. "okay fine, hanbin, i'll teach you how to waltz, again".

"what do you mean, again?"

"remember when we were thirteen and you begged me to teach you the waltz so you could dance it with hao hyung at prom?"

hanbin gasps, smiling brightly. "oh yeah! my mom was so impressed!" he seems so giddy thinking about his past.

y/n wishes he could relate.

he sighs, standing up, and pulling hanbin by his arm. hanbin lets out a small squeak, tripping on his own feet and almost falling on his face. y/n was there to catch him, helping him up onto his feet.

"are you trying to kill me?"

"come on hanbin, be smart!"

hanbin gives his best friend a playful glare, and y/n laughs at his expression.

"okay so for the starting position" y/n begins, taking hanbin's hand. "your gonna put this hand on my shoulder, and this hand on my waist".

y/n tries his best to not melt when hanbin obeys his orders, sliding his non-dominant hand down to y/n's waist, whilst he places the other on his shoulder. he looks up and the two of them hold eye contact for what seems to be forever.

y/n doesn't want to blink, in an almost stupid way, it's like he wants to persevere this moment, to just have this continue..

he doesn't want to be reminded of the actual reality, that hanbin isn't his and that he never actually did tell him what he felt, that hanbin is getting married to someone far prettier, smarter, and much more pleasant than him.

because if he's being honest, all it does is make him want to collapse onto the floor and cry.

"okay so" y/n clears his throat. "when it comes to the waltz, footwork is usually the main focus, so if you can just move your feet correctly and on beat than you'll have no problem".

hanbin's eyes shift around the room. "okay, so, we just have to move at the same time, on beat?"

"you have to make sure you remain consistent with the moves as well".

hanbin looks up, his eyes shining as he stares at y/n. he swears he feels his legs about to give in with the way y/n is looking at him, but he clears his throat and shakes his head.

y/n steps forward first and hanbin is too slow, so he accidentally steps on his foot. "ow! y/n!" he winces, shutting his eyes.

"were supposed to step at the same time!"

"you didn't give me a cue!"

"what cue you dumbass!?"

hanbin sucks his teeth, a pout coming to his face. y/n shakes his head, resisting the urge to roll his eyes. how could he ever remain mad at hanbin?

"okay, on three, we step at the same time, and we'll go from there".

hanbin thinks, then he nods, giving him that same smile he loves so much.

1.. 2.. 3

y/n and hanbin step at the same time, and hanbin makes a sound of excitement when he finally gets the move right. after a few minutes of accidentally stepping on each other's feet, the two of them begin to get the hang of it.

hanbin is a fast learner, evidently, he won't have any problem waltzing with eunji. y/n was way too into this to even think about reality at this point, this waltz took him back to the good memories he has. memories of teaching hanbin how to waltz when they were in the eighth grade, seeing his look of excitement upon hearing that y/n knew how to waltz.

y/n smiles as they dance together, but the only thing keeping him smiling are the memories he has from before. thinking about everything now, how he's agreed to being hanbin's best man even with the feelings he's hidden from him for who knows how long.

it's depressing to y/n how even with all of the heartbreak he's gonna experience from this, he's still gonna do it. for the sake of hanbin and eunji, for the sake of his best friend.

he doesn't deserve hanbin, he never did deserve hanbin. yes eunji's lucky, but she deserves good things, she's not a bad person.

the jealousy bubbling up inside him is maddening.

when they finally do stop dancing, y/n is no longer smiling, hanbin seems happy, and he has to try his best to put up a fake front. "oh my god! i think i might be getting a little dizzy.."

"it was just spinning, hanbin".

"spinning like, thousands of times".

y/n snickers at the complaint from hanbin, trying his best to ignore how hurt he feels about the way his mind is hurting him, how his own thoughts are seemingly playing against him.

"y/n?" hanbin calls out, the sound of footsteps approaching meet y/n's ears.

"yeah—"

y/n pauses, when he turns around hanbin is right in front of him, so close that y/n could see all of his features so clearly. he takes in a deep breath, trying to calm himself down, but the moment hanbin smiled, y/n closes his eyes.

"thank you" hanbin says, completely oblivious to the way he's affecting y/n, the way he's always affected y/n. he takes his hands, looking down. "for not just teaching me how to waltz, but for everything, everything you've done for me".

everything i've done for you..

"it's nothing really" y/n responds, his voice probably sounding airy because hanbin is holding his hands. "your my best friend, and i love you".

he loves hanbin.

he loves him.

maybe not in the context he thinks, but he does love him.

really.

"what are you doing out here, y/n?"

sitting on the curb in front of hanbin's house, y/n sighed as he rolls his eyes. hanbin sits beside his best friend, a light cold breeze brushing past them, y/n's hair moving in the wind. "because.."

y/n mutters something under his breath, and hanbin raises an eyebrow, though he sighs. "i heard you plan on not going to the formal".

"who told you?"

"matthew".

y/n bites his inner cheek, turning away from hanbin as his eyes cast down towards the floor. "y/n? did something happen?"

nope! just had the horrible realization that i can never be with you even with how much i love you! because you don't love me back! and you won't ever love me back!

"nope, just don't feel like going".

"why not?"

"you ask too many questions".

y/n snaps much more aggressively then hanbin expected, and he must notice, because his shoulders slump and he sighs. "sorry, it's just.. there's a lot going on at home right now".

"ah" hanbin stretches his legs, they're touching the street, but he doesn't seem to be the slightest bit worried. "sorry".

"it's alright.."

hanbin stared at y/n, admiring his side profile. another cold breeze passes, and hanbin lightly shivers before speaking up once again. "y/n, i'm not going if you don't wanna go".

"please don't start, hanbin".

"i— i can't go without you! your my best friend, you've been my best friend since like.. forever! we've never not done anything together!"

"yeah but.. it's just, yeah, not my thing".

hanbin knows thats a bold faced lie, because y/n mentioned many times even at the beginning of the school year that he was preparing for the formal before the formal was even announced, that he'd designed and begin sewing his own outfit already.

"we can go together".

y/n chokes on his spit.

"what?"

"you know, like what some friends do" hanbin explains, and y/n's face drops, of course. "y/n you've been talking about this forever! i'm not gonna go without you".

"hanbin.."

"come on y/n, please?"

y/n desperately wants to disagree just to be stubborn, but the way hanbin is looking at him, that gaze that he knows y/n can't resist. "i— ugh fine".

hanbin hums in delight, moving closer to wrap his arms around y/n, pressing the two of them together. "aww your so cute y/n! you just can't resist me can you?"

"oh my god let go of me".

y/n hopes his act was bought.

"you're so tense y/n, jesus".

"and you're not helping, matthew".

park hanbin sighs, rubbing y/n's shoulders as a way to calm him down. "stop thinking so hard y/n, it's all gonna be fine" he says, hoping that he can somehow make all of y/n's worries simply wash away.

and while y/n wishes that was the case, it doesn't work. "god i've been rehearsing my speech all week, the words are literally burned into my brain".

"okay you need to stop stressing out".

"i can't not stress out!" y/n snaps at zhang hao, very clearly stressed out. his hands feel clammy, and he begins cracking his knuckles as a sort of coping mechanism. "i'm.. oh god! what if i mess up!"

"y/n" hanbin calls out, his voice soft and low. "your stressing our more than hanbin, and he's the one getting married".

"ugh you don't have to remind me!" he squeals. realizing he sounds.. well— unhinged, y/n takes a deep breath, counting to ten in his head with his eyes closed before opening them again. "okay.. i can do this, it can't be that hard, i'm over him".

y/n believes lying to himself will help cushion whatever pain he knows he's about to feel going through this wedding.

it's like y/n blinks, and in two minutes, everything has already gone by. he believes he disassociated out during all of that, that he was there but not really there, per se.

the one thing he does know, though, is that he somehow avoided hanbin the whole time. y/n has absolutely no idea how he did it, because he is the best man after all, it makes no sense.

y/n is glad he was able to avoid hanbin, though, because he's sure he would've burst into tears if hanbin even so much as looked at him with those pretty pretty eyes of his.

and as he sits at the table, looking at the glass of alcohol in front of him, his stomach seems to be dropping further and further. okay y/n, you can do this, you practiced your speech for a week.

so, with his stomach feeling empty and his throat burning. y/n stands up, picking up the glass in front of him as the words leave his lips; "i would like to raise a toast".

y/n sucks in a breath as everyone else stands up, as everyone else immediately turns to him, giving him all of their attention. "it's really crazy, how hao hyung predicted all of this, though i know matthew remains pissed off that he owed him twenty dollars".

a few small laughs ring through the crowd, but the anxiousness doesn't leave y/n. "i'm y/n, i've pretty much known hanbin since forever, we grew up in the same neighborhood and always did everything together.."

y/n's mind races, and his eyes shift around. "it's really an honor to be here, watching my best friend get married, and to be chosen as his best man as well, is something i've really always dreamt of".

y/n's voice sounds so artificial that he wants to grimace at his own tone, but he keeps up his front, cursing in his mind. "i remember it like it was yesterday.. hanbin was freaking out thinking eunji would reject him, we all knew they were meant to be, and it's so beautiful to see this moment in person".

y/n laughs. artificial, dumbass. "congratulations to both hanbin and eunji, for their relationship, their love, and the amazing things they have achieved. i wish them nothing but prosperity and good fortune in the future".

the burning feeling in his throat increases, and y/n closes his eyes before giving the fakest smile he thinks he's ever given. "cheers everyone! to sung hanbin and jeon eunji!"

and just like that, it's over, and then everyone goes back to talking, laughing, their attention finally off y/n.

to say he's overwhelmed is an understatement, it's a miracle he didn't cry right then and there, not like anyone would recognize the true intention behind his tears anyway.

y/n fixates onto the floor, not wanting to look up as he's afraid of seeing hanbin, seeing him happy, oblivious to all the pain he's caused him these past few years.

"y/n" he snaps up, meeting the sympathetic gaze of keita. "everything okay? your zoning out there" he points out, and y/n nods, the burning sensation in his throat pretty much hurting him at this point.

"i just um.." he pauses, taking yet another deep breath. "there's just a lot of people in this room, it kind of overwhelms me".

your a fucking idiot, y/n. your at a wedding, of course there's a bunch of people here. why do your feelings even matter here? it's your fault for never telling hanbin how you feel..

"i need air.."

y/n smiles at keita, before he stands up and walks out of the venue, quickly making his way outside. whilst having a conversation, hanbin's eyes drift towards him, watching as he walked out.

where are you going y/n?

"you're way too genuine, lover boy".

hanbin gasps, staring at his best friend like he just said the most offensive thing ever. he stares at y/n fondly and shoves his hands into his pockets, a breeze blowing by and moving y/n's hair. "shut up, i'm being nice".

"walking me home, hanbin?" y/n inquires, a small smile graces his features as he chuckles, shaking his head at hanbin. "such a gentlemen you are".

"fuck you, y/n".

"don't say that to your bestest friend ever, hanbin!"

hanbin pouts, and y/n giggles once again, singing a shinee song to himself. "anyway, i really do appreciate you walking me home, you make me feel special, you know?"

"you.. are" hanbin pauses in his sentence, but he smiles as soon as he speaks those words. "don't mean to be cheesy or anything.."

"you do sound cheesy" but y/n's heart does skip a beat, fuck hanbin and his sweet words, he always seems to know what affects y/n the most. "dumbass".

screw him.. really.

"don't call me a dumbass, dumbass".

"what would your mom say if she heard you saying such things to me?"

hanbin gasps, moving y/n's way to nudge him by the shoulder. y/n grunts, giggling as he nudges him back, pushing him with much more force.

"don't push me, y/n!"

"you pushed first! stupid!"

"your stupid! stupid!"

hanbin looks up with a mischievous grin, and then he moves towards y/n again, pushing even harder with his shoulder. y/n stumbles and grabs hanbin's sleeve to make sure he doesn't fall, hanbin squeals and stumbles his way, almost taking the two of them down.

"idiot! are you trying to get us killed?"

"you started it!"

hanbin pouts, lightly pushing y/n again. "why'd i even agree to walk you home? your just here torturing me" he says playfully, pushing y/n forward.

"but you love me".

"yeah, sure y/n".

"you do! you just won't admit it!"

"have you seen y/n?"

hanbin asks for what seems like the nth time that minute, biting his inner cheek. park hanbin's eyes shift around the room, and he shakes his head. "nope, haven't seen him since the toast".

hanbin sighs in an almost defeated manner, but then keita speaks up; "he left".

his eyes widen. "what!?"

keita's face goes blank for a second, and he quickly reiterates. "no! not like left left, he just went out to get some air, he's just outside".

"oh okay" hanbin let's out a sigh of relief. "thank you" he says softly, smiling at his friends before exiting the venue, his head whipping around as he searches for y/n's familiar silhouette.

he doesn't have to search for long, though, since y/n is the only person outside, and simply because hanbin has gotten so used to identifying him in a crowd, he could practically point him out anywhere.

"hey stupid" y/n jumps when hanbin's hand lands on his shoulder. he relaxes for a moment, but only for a moment, because his shoulders remain tense. "i was looking for you everywhere, i thought you were gone".

"oh.. sorry" y/n smiles, but it quickly fades as hanbin sits beside him. "i just needed some fresh air, i can't be cooped up inside for too long".

y/n scratches his hand, hoping he can pretend that everything's okay that hanbin doesn't inquire about what's going on.

but its sung hanbin, of course he notices.

"is something bothering you?" hanbin asks, eyes falling to y/n's hands, which are reddening from how much faster he's scratching them now. "y/n, are you gonna give me answer?"

"i'm fine, hanbin" y/n smiles, but hanbin doesn't buy it, god screw him and his attentiveness. "why are you looking at me like that?"

"your lying".

"i'm not".

"you are".

"i'm not".

hanbin is really testing whatever remaining patience y/n has left, but instead of continuing with this banter, he sighs, reaching out to take y/n's hand, lacing it together with his.

as soon as their hands connect, y/n feels the cold metal of hanbin's wedding ring against his fingers, and the unpleasant reality dawns on him once again.

hanbin will never be his, hanbin will never reciprocate his feelings, or love him back, or see him as more than a best friend, as someone who he feels only platonic feelings for and nothing more.

y/n has spent so much of his time pining, thinking these useless things, creating fantasies in his head like any of them would actually happen in real life.

the truth is, sung hanbin would never love sim y/n back, he'd never see him as more than a friend.

but coming to terms with it so closely, with hanbin right in front of him, those pretty pretty eyes staring at him, makes y/n feel as if his whole world has crumbled right before his eyes.

unconsciously, he squeezes hanbin's hand, much to the surprise of the other.

"hanbin i.." he pauses for a moment, the word seeming to drag on forever. he doesn't know what to say, or what he should say, or what he should do, his mind feels empty in the moment.

"i love you".

the words have such a different meaning than what hanbin might think. y/n is conveying a much different point than presented to hanbin, his viewpoint is much more different than hanbin's, and it's clear by the way he reacts.

"i love you too, i always have".

yeah, you always have, but not like how i always have, you don't love me like how i love you.

y/n looks down to the floor, squeezing hanbin's hand once again.

"yeah, of course".

at that point in time, those words no longer conveyed any meaning to sim y/n anymore.

[partywithgyu]

"he peepee" PLEASEEE

TXT WITH A S/0 WHO IS A MEDICAL STUDENT!

ꞌꞋ ࣪𓂃 ִֶָ 🍅 txt! ot5 x gn! reader. .... word count: 1051.

GENRE: FLUFF, CRACK. this has been REQUESTED!

⿻ YEONJUN..

Always hypes you up for your academics.

Suggests that he would stay up with you to help you study for your tests.

Is already snoring away by the time you get to the second passage.

You let him off the hook because he looks very cute with his cheeks pressed on one of your books and his supple, candied lips jutting out.

But you draw the line immediately when you notice him drooling a little bit and wake him up even though his soft snores were working like your own lofi music.

On self appointed snack duty when you're too overwhelmed by the intense studying or the long hours at the hospital.

Keeps you fed through your busy schedule.

His greeting to you is, "have you eaten?"

Never fails to tell you how amazed he is by your hard working nature and how much it makes him fall in love with you more, and more each passing day.

Does weird things to make you feel better when you're feeling down.

You've once made him wear a bubble pink tutu with a crown and do ballet.

You cherish that video more than your life.

⿻SOOBIN..

Never picks up his call the first time round.

And supposedly you're the busy one.

Nonetheless you keep him around as your boyfriend because he has at least three emergency boxes with written speeches for you at his place in case you have a meltdown and tell him that you're giving up

"Soobin I think I'm gonna g-"

Cue Soobin scrambling to find out the third speech he had hidden in the living room and opening it up to narrate it.

"-o to the bathroom."

Has the audacity to act as though nothing had happened.

Treats you like you're already a doctor by the way he brags about you to anyone that would listen.

He might be a little affected when he can't see your face month after month because of your big examinations but instead tries to make lists of all the things you two can do together when you get time to hang out.

First date is staring at each other's face for three hours.

You bet he's gonna meet you at your last exam at the venue with a bouquet and a rented car to whisk you on a rendezvous.

But not too adventurous.

It's more like going to a new café that opened up with interesting menus.

⿻BEOMGYU..

Some days you loved him—when he would turn up outside the window of your library seat and throw it back while miming the words "i love you" and "you can do it." until he gets chased out by the guard.

And some days you sort of hated him—when he'd have thousands of questions

like my heart skipped a beat, am i dying or am I lovesick because of you?

Constantly.

without an ounce of shame.

Doesn't really care about the time constrainments because if he misses you he'd turn up wherever you are and leave within five minutes after he had his fill of seeing your face.

Is preparing himself to be a trophy husband.

May joke around a lot but he is willing to do anything to support even if you want to quit the studies and pursue something else instead.

Also tries to study with you for your exams and quiz you.

By the third question he has confused himself with those terminologies and needs a break and confesses his newfangled respect for you.

But that doesn't stop from pointing at male genitalia and go, "he peepee" with a dumb smile.

⿻TAEHYUN..

Your number one support system.

But like in a dignified way.

Which means he'd wait for you after your classes and give your peers an intense sense of jealousy.

Words aren't even needed with him.

You could call him and say nothing and he'd be on his way to meet you.

Lots of walking in silence in the park at night holding hands and resting your head on his shoulder.

The only one who follows through his promise to stay with you while studying.

Although sometimes you wish he'd like get bored and leave you alone

Only because he got an spartan style of studying and he ends up looking like an extension of your parents chiding you to study.

Sketching dates with Taehyun!

But instead of drawing cute things—you guys spend time drawing human anatomies.

At first you were irked out but grown to love this quirky little date idea he had come up with.

Isn't the best with verbalizing how much he is proud of you, instead comes to meet you with cut up fruits and little notes with 'you can do it' and littered with little hearts.

Once you start interning at the hospital, he'd try to make more time for you so you rest up because he can tell how daunting your life has become for you after seeing the patients suffering.

⿻HUENING KAI..

Number one support system 2.0.

But the cheerleader kind.

Sends videos of him doing cheerleading choreographies with pompoms to cheer you up but if any of them leaks

he'd disappear off the surface of earth without any words.

Gifted you a plushie with his picture embroidered on it doing his peace signs so you'd feel like he is always with you.

You cried a little but you will be the next one to disappear from earth without a trace if he found out.

Starts off his day by shooting you a text in the morning to help you prepare you for the day with positive vibes.

Like Soobin he has at least three templates of speeches in his head professing how he would support you no matter whichever direction you choose because he knows how hard is the profession you've decided.

But has a more guilty conscience tha Soobin so he at least memorized them off his head.

Always offers his special back rubs when the lover boy senses tingle and notify him of your exhaustion.

He's like, "hmm something tells me you're tired…"

As if cosplaying a panda is something you've done since forever.

Makes too many corny jokes like, "doctor something is wrong with my heart?"

But it's okay because he looks super adorable doing that dumb outdated shit.

©ITGIRLGYU 2023 feedback and reblog is always appreciated!!

PERM' TAGLIST... @full-sunnies @impureperhaps @wonioml @1921choi @ox1-lovesick @forever-in-the-sky2 @minhosdaydreamer

@partywithgyu hopefully you will like it!!!

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omgg on my way to read it 👁👁✨

Have you ever thought of mommy!hwa being dominated?

Okay, in what way?

Do you mean like Seonghwa calling the reader Mommy and being submissive?

Do you mean like sub-top Mommy!hwa where the reader is more of a power bottom?

Or do you mean the dominant reader calling submissive Seonghwa 'Mommy?'

there are a bunch of options regarding this question.

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WOWOWO SAME STRUGGLES frr 😭😭😭😭 all the best!!!

omg just like me fr. I am so done with uni fr. If you like the idea of it please do a post on TXT with s/o in med school but not the natural scholar kinda person. (me)

also love your entire theme sm ♡✨

JAJSJD WE BE STRUGGLIN omg i get you my exams in three months and i havent done shit also as someone who is stuck in a science field despite being not the scholarly type. I'll try my best!!! AND THANK YOU SMM!!!

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SHE HAS A HORNY DOLL AT HOME.

Choi Soobin Smut.

dom!reader x sub!soobin.

content signs: dollification, mommy kink, very horny, slight public I guess, use of term malewife.

requested / idea by: @whatudowhennooneseesyou

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"Soobin you're my fucking malewife."

You had returned home with something on your mind, Soobin could tell.

You pushed the main door shut behind you before taking a seat right in the middle of the couch. Placing your bag and a shopping bag beside you, you leaned back. "Hi hun. I thought you would be a late. You'll have to wait for food. I just ordered it. Any guess what it is?," said the pretty boy who was rearranging the book shelf for some reason.

Then you called him a malewife.

Soobin was dumbfounded. Was it an insult? Did you mean that you were blessed to have him? Did it mean that you want to fuck him? He looked at you. It was hot the way your shirt wrapped your body and you formal skirt was ridding up your thigh. He had the urges to glance at whatever is under. The hottest thing at the moment was how you were eye fucking him already.

"Drop that book and come here. Don't you want to get fucked by mommy?"

Desperately he came and sat beside you. Your hand ran over his face. His eyes to your lips. Kiss him already. Not so soon though. "I gotta make my doll pretty first, right?"

Pulling out a lipstick from the MAC bag next to you, you straddled his lap. The feeling of you moving against clothed bulge made his eyes close and a hushed sound of pleasure leave his parted lips. "no no. We have to stay still," you said while completely failing to do so. You were grinding on him and your fingers tapped over his cheekbones, spreading the blush.

"Ca- Can I touch you?" he asked as if his hands weren't already heading to your boobs.

"Yes. Fuck. I spoil you too much."

"Put in my mouth. Please. Mommy."

"Not until we get that gloss on your lips."

The swaying stopped and pretty boy whined. He was unable to form a proper sentence even. His mind was fuzzy. He was desperate. He was so deep into the subspace. You still took your time to apply the gloss on his lips and highlighter on his face. Tonight he had to be a doll.

"Soobin you are so fucking pretty."

"Just fuck me then. I mean. Please fuck me. I want to-mommy use me."

You pressed your lips against his. "Dont whine baby. What does my baby want? I am going to ride my pretty doll now, okay? Lay down."

Soobin moaned when your hand ran up and down his free dick. It was already sticky. "So hot. ah. Mommy. Start riding," whines the doll as you sat on his dick. It was quick and desperate the way both of you moved next. Like a race to pleasure. Both of you were on the same team. The huge doll moved his hips up and down and whined as if you two were the only ones in the world. Until the doorbell rang.

"Fuck the food," you said. "Soobin let go, Ill go get it." Could he even hear you? A few more strokes and his fluids were already coating your insides. You had to get up and pull your skirt down, adjust your bra,close you buttons and rush to the door.

"Hi. Sorry to keep you waiting."

"Not a problem, miss."

Was that mid twenties guy looking you up and down or were you overthinking? You took the bag from his hands. "How much do I pay?," you asked, already feeling white fluid making its way down your inner thigh.

"Its paid for online already," the guy said.

"Of course it is," you said not having it in you to make eye contact. Especially when the sound of Soobin's moan reached your ears.

"Thank you for the food. Have the good night."

"You too, miss."

Oh. You were going to. Door was closed, food on table and Soobin was coming once again. White fluid was running down your leg.

Soobin knew what was coming when he saw you strip like you did. Was it even normal how horny you made him?

"What was that?"

"I was just letting him know that you are fucking me. You already have a doll. I am your doll. Touch me again."

"Lets put your shameless mouth to some good use. Get ready to have that lipstick all over your face."

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I just posted a Soobin smut and tumblr glitched I cant see it

Tf

[partywithgyu]

Part two with txt running out of love when we move on and they regret it??? But we don’t take them back??

this sounds so good. Ill be on it anon!!

[partywithgyu]

I might write smut soon. so many txt!hard thoughts in my head.

[partywithgyu]

THIS IS SO ENTERTAINING!!!!!

txt as types of office romance!

pairing—txt ot5 x fem reader.

word count—4452. (900-800 each member.)

✸ as a self proclaimed romantic—enjoy!

YEONJUN...

that's a hot boss right there!

like everyone physically, verbally calls him as that

oh it's completely unethical.

but he's like flinging his wrist in 'aw stop it' but secretly he's buzzing like a vibrator

brags it to his group chat

completely clueless that everyone does it to get in his good side

and some *cough* *looks away* in his pants..

the type to go jogging in the morning and come to the office right after, glistening with sweat beads on his skin and the end of his hair

in his slutty biker shorts while jingling his pink tumbler and twirling his car keys on his fingers.

everyone just assumed that he'd be a nepo baby

but no!

he earned his way to the top!

everyone knows it because he gives that speech at every dinner party, year end parties, ceremonies, sport meet, team marathon—you just name it and he's there with his mic.

there's literally a mic in the office with his name encrusted in crystals; he bought it himself.

along with the poster of his interview and photoshoot with a reputable magazine for being the hottest boss of 20XX in all of south korea!

soobin: *reads off the smudged ink on his palms* yes our boss *squints* is mega *squints harder* bootylicious…

now you're like a low worker in the office

basically a contract worker

and you need to be hired bc you need to ✨pay your bills✨

so to get on the good side of your coworkers and your boss

you're like yes i'll do extra work

and they are like ok thank you bye and scurry off like little rats.

that's how you're stuck in the office late at night when everyone had left

rotting away in front of a spreadsheet

you're like this close to melting into your keyboard when you hear loud shriek from the far end of the floor

at first youre like it,,, damn am i crazy lol

so you get back to counting money your manager has spent on hoes and try to make it seem like a company spending

and then you hear it again

this times it's a reasonably higher in pitch and sounds a lot like your big boss, the so called hot boss of the branch

you try to ignore it

you really do, you DON'T want to interact with someone

but word in the office is that yeonjun is very generous and getting on the good side of the hot boss might get you a permanent position

also you don't think you can focus on the petty money laundering of your manager rn with your brain occupied by the hauntings of missed opportunities

so you stalk to his cabin and you're about to know when you hear in another loud screech

so on instinct you burst open the door of the cabin, and there's yeonjun perched on top of his expensive chair, with his even more expensive shoes

he points it to you and yells,

"A ROACH!"

you're reasonably hurt because sure you're a low paying contract worker and he's the head of the branch, and super rich but that doesn't give him the right to call you, a living respectable human being a filthy ins—

"there's a fucking roach there on the floor,"

you look at him dumbfounded for 3 seconds before it registers that he did not just call you an insect but there's actually one

so you're looking down to find the said culprit

"and it flies!"

that's when your heart started to beat faster

any insect that flies is a menace to the society but you need to be brave

for him and for yourself, and possibly a permanent position at the office.

you look around the floor and find the cockroach on the floor, without any movement. figuring out this is the time to attack

you take your heels and lunge on it, squashing the vile monster into a small mass of diabolic goo

"sir its gone!" you gleefully exclaim before even looking up

but when you do, you see the expanse of his enchanting eyes brimming with glittery gratification

and that's how you win the permanent working position

and also the hot boss's affection

although you are not quite sure how to handle the attention he has been showering you

especially the extra meaty lettuce wraps he hands you in the company dinner completely unaware of the kind of reaction it emits from his team

if you weren't already aware of the rumors that his eccentric behavior was sprouting, you were sure him giving your lousy manager the stink eye sealed the deal

the chattering around the office was so loud that HR had to be involved and he was explaining how ' you're HIS SAVIOUR! "

right at the moment you entered with some important papers and his eyes met yours once again

and that's when HE realized it was not just the gratitude but also something more

perhaps love,, <3

basically he's the last to know

some of the people who had a crush on him did give you dirty looks here and there but majority of the office were absolutely entertained in the way the hot boss was infatuated with you all while trying to act like himself normally

you found it cute too ngl

you were in love with him too, but you kinda wanna let it go on for a few days more before coming clean to him about your feelings.

when you reciprocate he gifts you a matching pink tumbler.

SOOBIN...

he's like the gossip monger of the entire branch

has tea on everyone

literally nothing goes out of his sight, he knows everything—as it is happening.

oh yurim from accounting department is pregnant? he's the first to know

jaeseok from the IT department has been two timing with his colleagues to get his work done for him? obviously soobin knows who the two colleagues are and how he manages to bag them both!

minhee from the editing team has explosive diarrhea—you just know it!

actually the last one everyone knows tbh

you cant frequent a bathroom five times in a hour and keep this things away from your coworkers

they are like your family.

you bet your sweet ass he dropped off pills for the poor girl too

this is why no one can find fault in soobin

even though he knows your dirtiest little secret, you can't hate him because he never gives you a chance to.

he's more like the messiah of his marketing department.

basically he runs this forum on the company website that everyone knows who operates but because of such cult like fan following, no one has the balls to expose him

unless they all want to be canceled overnight

but no one really knows how he works and gets his intels tbh

it's like the third top secret of the company

the first being how the hell did beomgyu get a job and the second being, how the hell does beomgyu keep his job?!?

even though soobin has his eyes on everyone

no one can really find anything about him

like of course he'd be at every company dinner, laughing his ass off at the lame ass joke his superior is cracking but also the karaoke nights right after but come always on time the next day

he's always so prim and proper

vogue 72 question guy called and asked for an interview for it

but his answer? he just has nothing to hide!

but you've always called bullshit on it tbh

everyone has a secret no matter how little it maybe

since he has exposed your tiny little addiction to carbohydrates on his forum for bringing a portable stove from home and making your own fancy ramen late at night during your over time hours

your eye twitches every time he enters your vicinity

you're just waiting for the time get a chance to nab his head using the step stool you keep hidden inside your cubicle

that's when you start to tail him everywhere to find his filthy little secret to expose him

but all you get is him buying fresh bread from a bakery, helping an elderly couple to cross the street, saving a toddler from a car accident, using his height to help get a cat down who was stuck in a tree—

you were almost starting to believe in his infuriating statement, that maybe, he's just such a humble human that he has nothing to hide

until the cat just walks out of the bag right in front of you

he's a weeb lmao

right in front of you, on a weekend night you were walking back home after buying some cheap beer, was soobin

in his gojo satoru cosplay

you can tell that's him even if his eyes are hidden with the black cloth or through that synthetic white wig

at first he doesn't notice you, talking to his friend while he's rocking the whole cosplay

i mean even youre shell shocked like sure everyone enjoys anime, even you do! so could soobin!

but you just didn't expect him to bust out in a full cosplay

after the initial shock fizzles out, you're yelling out to get his attention

you're just curious, the whole revenge thing you had out for soobin didn't even click yet

but as soon as he realized it was someone from his office, man just used his leg power and started to run the opposite direction

and your first reaction was to run after him

"ITS OKAY SOOBIN EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO BE THEMSELVES!"

"STOP FUCKING FOLLOWING ME!"

so after a while he thankfully stops bc you were fr about to puke on the sidewalks

he's begging you to not out him and even if you were mad at him but that doesn't mean that you were such an evil being to blast him like that

not in such a heinous corporate society, you wouldn't even wish it upon your worst enemies!

even though you pinky promised him on the sidewalk while sharing your beers about not telling this to anyone.

soobin has been extra careful around you

man will be stirring his piping hot relaxing tea in the staff kitchen

sees you approach

chugs the whole thing down and scurries out without making eye contact

stops talking in the middle of his sentence when you enter the room

it's kinda fun to see him like that but you also wonder how does he run a whole gossip girl blog when he himself is like that

it would have been all fun and giggles if the office didn't start talking about how you and soobin have beef now

and now they are picking soobins side

bc he has the ability to turn all of their life into hell if wanted to

once again you're reminded of the female oppression in such a heinous corporate world

so you corner soobin just out of the man's toilet late at night and have a serious talk with him

heart to heart

you remind him that you won't tell anyone him about his after work activities also tell him about some of your anime characters for victim solidarity

and you two warm up in the place laced with wafting smell of pee and sanitizer

he even gifts you a whole packet of name brand ramen and a case of butane gas

and youre sure you've fallen love with him, right there and then

and so does he when you buy some white mascara and a better wig.

BEOMGYU...

beomgyu is the enigma of the production department

in the worst way possible

is always seen in other people's business more than his own

"honestly i think you should break up with him, like if he cheated once, he's gonna do it twice."

"i know ri—"

all his past managers have a medical history of chronic migraines and probably some other hidden illness they can't even disclose because of him

has been cited with name for a number of superior's resignations

yet personally he's like the cockroach who will survive anything

also casually steals lunch from the community fridge and tries to blame it on the new intern, huening kai

but everyone knows it's him

everyone thinks he's a nepo baby

but he personally tries to start a rumor that he has slept his way to the top

with an winky face

no one agrees tho

beomgyu just looks like an overactive virgin no matter which angle you look at him in.

probably has scanned his ass on the printer and also might have accidentally replaced actual analysis paper with it

"I might have wasted their time, but they have also seen my ass in it's rawest form, I think it's a win for them either way."

no one really knows how he got that job and how hes able to keep it up

everyone knows that he turns up all his research perfectly with the best rate of efficiency.

that's why the office puts up with him

beomgyu is like, yeah sure it's my intelligence but also this raw sex appeal to raise the attraction quotient of the office.

taehyun is somewhere in the corner, stabbing a pen into his palm with a glare, boring a hole into beomgyus back

beomgyu: see im so hot even my backs burning up

you are from the designing team and you've been recruited recently so you don't really know about beomgyu's whole reputation

but you're paired with him for a project and you two have to come up with the perfect valentine's day sales project

at first beomgyu is like super friendly

like way too friendly showing you the production department

giving little introductions for everyone

'this is jaehyun—he has a severe gas problem, so beware of giving him anything with eggs."

you're very intrigued but also like, a little scared youre not gonna lie

but that soon turns into bouts of sudden admiration for the man when you see him more and more

sure he has the attention span of a toddler and whines at every chance given—but he sure is super, duper passionate when it comes to his job

and isn't it the most important thing?

as you two work on it more privately, his colleagues start seeing a positive change in his behavior

and one night they all lie to beomgyu that they will get off early and once you and beomgyu are out of the office they all huddle up together

putting up a graph, a pie chart and recruit a tarot card reader on zoom on what's the cause of his sudden change of behavior

and everything points to one thing: you

after he started to work with you he has reasonably become more bearable and everyone pledges an oath to do anything to make the most of it

even if it's by setting you two up

they would give you a very fancy dinner of wagyu as a consolation prize if it did work out

so the next day during you guy's meeting the other team members are like

you and beomgyu should go on a few date to see how restaurants do the whole valentine thing

you:wha—

beomgyu: perfect!

that's how you two end up with a list of restaurants to check out for their valentine day schemes

you and him end up doing a lot of couple theme games for stuff

also research ofc ofc

but through all this you get to see him in so many ways that you cannot help but realize that maybe you did end up developing a little crush on the eccentric man

you guys are sitting outside a convenience store, eating popsicles and discussing about the couple game you two were forced to play and how they really blindsided beomgyu or else he would have won surely

you're like sure sure, with all your attention on the melting popsicle in your hands

he's like, this has been so fun it's like we're an actual couple

yk he's joking but you can't help but feel the heat rush to your cheeks

which gives him more leverage to tease you further

beomgyu: you're good at pretending that you like me

you: maybe because I actually do

and beomgyu almost chokes on the stick of his popsicle

but good thing! you two start dating!!!

beomgyu's teammates try to give you a hush hush wagyu beef dinner but beomgyu sniffs the utter betrayal and decides to join anyway

but he can't refuse that they were actually very helpful

oh and the product becomes a massive hit

u guys are the office's it couple now

beomgyu urges the new interns to call you and him, mom and dad.

TAEHYUN...

he's the manager from hell

when you look at him he kinda looks like the flower boy new intern

but in reality he is probably that senior who will not hesitate to eat you whole if you even do as little as give him a report with wrong font

always in a prim and proper attire

you won't ever catch him with one strand of his hair out of place

the talk in the company is that he is probably the owner's son

like why else would you care so much about the company?!?! hmmm sussy

even the marketing team's messiah, soobin, can't get under his skin

beomgyu, coming into the scene spinning in his chair: hm taehyun looks like your thongs are in a twist

taehyun: *kicks beomgyus chair out of his way and doesn't spare a second glance*

he's always on time

like do you live here bro

wasn't caught slacking a day in his entire career

and thats how the owners son rumors died down

he's is so cut throat omg. he has made so many people cry (deserving only.)

like he's so precise with his insults it's kinda commendable

"wow your nails are so pretty, shows you much you've never worked a day in your life :D"

his seniors asks him to come to the office to relay their disappoints to the workers who has been slacking off

he's so nice and precise with his harsh words that it could actually land him a nice paying side hustle

but he will do it for free

not everything in this world has a price!

everyone is scared of the finance department because of him

no one really wants to be trained under him

there are literally rumors about new recruits crying and leaving the company to become streamers and gamers because of taehyun

he only blames it on their weak mentality

taehyun: workplace is a jungle and only survivors survive the jungle.

wow taehyun you're so profound

had a calendar with motivational quotes to provide him energy to conquer each day

keep your head high king

always seen with a protein shake in the office

one time yeonjun who was visiting the office, accidentally drank taehyuns shake kept in the fridge

he couldn't feel his mouth for an hour

you actually trained under him when you were newly hired

and you hated every goddamn bit of it

everything about the devil of finance department was true and you were one of the surviving victim of his boot camp enough to tell the tale

and you did not keep your mouth shut

half of his brutish rumors comes from your mouth

you think of it as compensation from all the harsh treatment you got from him

sure you need to be strict with your interns if you're training them.

but he used to shut the doors at your face of you came late even by a minute or two

safe to say you did hold a bit of the grudge

and taehyun acts as if you didn't exist

now imagine a scene where you two are to do a couple dance thanks to the dumb idea of doing a raft for the cultural program of the company

taehyun: so here's my resignation—

you are like, ok why do you hate me

and taehyun scoffs in your face, like very loudly

and mind you this is happening in front of yall superior's face who are like, wow such chemistry

they'd set fire to the set

even after trying a various attempts of getting away without doing the godforsaken dance

you two are alone in the practice room, brooding over ideas on how to get away

when you finally get up and walk over to taehyun who's sitting in the corner of the room

"so you can break my leg so we can get away!"

and taehyun is genuinely looking at you with concern and sadness

"you hate me that much huh"

and you look at him and he's like a wet kitten who got kicked and your heart wrenches.

"a little" you sigh but quickly add in

"you were an asshole during the training period, maybe if you had toned down little"

he's like, okay but what about discipline

and you tell him about the concept of teaching with kindness and for the first time you have a heart to heart conversation with him and you realize wow okay,,,maybe he's,,, not that bad?

and he's not bad loo—

you slap yourself into consciousness and you lie to him that there was a mosquito

taehyun knows you're lying and he's finds it kinda cute

so you both decide to actually practice

and actually you both fr have a good chemistry

and the whole raffle thing becomes a hit

you two come out as a couple and the interns who are being trained under taehyun now shower you with gifts as the one who tamed the bull and also for being their precious alumnus

HUENING KAI...

now that's a real flower boy intern!

he's like one of those new recruits

always on time, smelling like freshly done laundry and hope that is not yet crushed by the mean managers

becomes a crowd favorite as soon as he enters the department to be trained

people actually try to feed him

like he'd be here to get coffee order for someone

and some elderly workers would be trying to shoot a cookie in his mouth like those basketball chads and he actually let's them!

older lady: *misses*

hyuka, clapping to cheer the old lady like a coach: that's okay! we can do better! we got time!

he actually doesn't got time

even if he's the sweetheart of the department doesn't mean he doesn't have thousands of files to photocopy or get correct order of bajillion coffee orders

messes up literally everything tho

soobin: hyuka why does my coffee taste like soap?

hyuka:...

but gets a "he's a new kid" pass

and one of the dudes who actually deserves it because sure, who cares if he's a little worthless in the office noW HE MIGHT BE USEFUL IN THE FUTURE!

he's a little child and he's just learning

and he makes it up than enough by running around the office every time to run errands to whomever asks him of anything

it's as if… he is… not… the son of the owner of the company..

hyuka was one of the fair breeds of rich

he'd be playing golf with his dad and then he was like dad i wanna join our company

his dad throws away the golf club to go hug his son but before he could engulf him in a bear hug and give a whole speech that is written and edited in a piece of paper

hidden in a special pocket designed in his undergarment for times like this

"as an intern, i wanna try to earn my place."

his father throws a bitch fit like bro i did this all for u and now u wanna be amongst the commoners

hyuka is like, yes

and after a bit more of the bitch fit his dad agrees

and that's where his struggle story starts

even tho getting in was easy but keeping up a whole facade of being a normal boy who just has a dream of becoming big in the corporate world is hard

like imagine the horrors of not being able to wear his cartier in the office!! if only he got caught!!

or drinking instant coffee?!?? commoners coffee?!

although he has quite grown accustomed to that taste

much like everyone you were also unaware of hyuka's high status but considering that you were his direct senior, he had to spend a lot of his time under your tutelage

but the thing is you're not used to training anyone so you're like,,, ok get me two copies of this paper and a relaxing tea

and he's like, on it boss!

at first it was kind of awkward to have him around you all the time but as time passed he started to grow on you

and even hyuka started to grow fond of you

perhaps more than a senior junior relationship

okay basically he likes u and he almost let that shit out but thankfully he passed out before that

and as your direct junior you have to take care of him so everyone leaves you two and goes to any other bar to continue the party

and you are here, groaning while lunging his half conscious body and try to get his eyes open to get into his phone to call someone over

and then you call his speed dial and when they pick up you introduce yourself as his senior

as soon as the words oh are you kai's mother leaves your mouth, hyuka shots up and literally snatches his phone away from your ears

he's like, hahahahaha, im so awake.

devil may work hard but hyukas mom works harder

before you two can wrap up your conversation at the entrance of the bar, an audi comes to pick him up

and two men come out and starts calling hyuka sir and acting like he is their boss

hyuka wanted the ground to open and to swallow him up

so he just settled on coming clean to you

he knows you enough to know that you won't tell anyone about it nor would you use him

and he's so right because since that night you pledge to protect his identity

and he's like

*proud smile, clicks your picture and sends it to his mom* your future daughter in law

hyuka also got the balls to say that he likes you fr and then you two drank instant coffee to celebrate the beginning of your relationship

copyrights 2023— itgirlgyu!!! feedbacks are appreciated! drop a comment on whose love story you liked the best!!

a/n my toxic trait is thinking I could make one shot out of every one of these. also i learned something valuable about me, im indeed capable of writing 3k in 6 hours. if only I could do it regularly sigh.

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funniest thing I have read today 😭😭😭

txt as dilfs!

pairing— txt! ot5 x fem! reader

word count— 2630. ( 450-550 each member.)

genre— crack

warning—depiction of losercore fathers, watered down dilfs, tired wives, demon children and questionable (but funny) parenting style! + cursed pictures at the end!

(🍓) requested!!

yeonjun…

the og dilf in this list

divorced, dramatic and never missed a single parents teacher meeting.

him and his daughter are known in the entire preschool for their fabulous fashion.

and quite proud of it too.

never caught slacking ever, he’s there to pick up his daughter 2 hours before she gets off

at first he used to get the criminal offensive side eye for his high fashion sense and obscure pieces.

but he slowly got the hearts to open up to him.

it’s actually the expensive desserts he bribed them with but yeonjun insists it’s his attractive persona.

acts like he’s not into gossiping but his ears are perked up whenever the ladies start their weekly tea spill session.

“so i heard the english teacher got left at the altar

yeonjun—” lol been there, had that done to me.“

always seen curving the hearts of all the ladies he comes across, be it single mums, married mums, teachers or even the principal.

says he’s sick of the attention but is seen bragging to everyone he can find.

yeonjun—"your home room teacher gave me her number.”

yeonjun’s daughter—"literally everyone has her number dad.“

always tries to sleep with his daughter for apparent ‘father-daughter’ time when it’s his turn to co-parent with his ex wife

his daughter kicks him out of the room tho

but takes him back when she catches him pouting like a kicked puppy outside her door.

gets 4 days with his daughter and will do whatever she asks him to do

makeover and tea parties are mandatory in the choi house.

always fighting the demon to post the pictures of him being the best dad on some dating sites and getting some off it

but he will never use his father card for that purposed

he promised himself.

the dilf we need but not the one we deserve.

has a one sided rivalry with his ex wife.

yeonjun—"she said she loves her dad the most and wishes mommy would love him too.”

his ex-wife—" still not taking you back.“

yeonjun covers his daughter’s ears.

yeonjun—"well fuck u too.”

also very famous for hosting the best parties for kids.

yeonjun juggling three tiaras on his head, with pink and orange blush on his cheeks and purple glitter on his lips and eye lids and going around holding 5 princess dresses.

yeonjun—"choi number two if you head dive into my girls birthday cake again ill mope the floor with your dad’s head.“

beomgyu probably woke up from his nap in cold sweat somewhere in his house.

tries his best to be the ideal dad for his little princess.

all the coochies fall at his feet when they see how much he loves his daughter.

he doesn’t even have to try.

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THIS IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEAR.

So the thing is I dont fall in love or crush on people easily. This would make it so so so difficult for me to deal with my partner wanting a child. I just cant.

I have adhd so I suck with kids. I am just not meant to take care of a toddler (atleast thats what I think)

BUT MORE THAN THAT, BIRTHING A CHILD IS HARD. IT IS SO SO DANGEROUS.

The deaths during delivery are not spoken about enough (maybe because it would not glorify the pain as much)

But yeah, I would like to adopt a child if possible.

But then again maybe when the time comes I will just settle for a c section delivery. I am just 20 I might end up changing my mind for all I know.

My partner will have to be veryyyyy deserving for that though T_T

Hi, i just wanted to pop in and tell you that i just read your fic about Mommy!Hwa breaking up with Y/N cause she doesn't want to have a child and i wanted to tell you that i love you so much for writing that. I don't ever want to have a child either, and seeing a fic written like that made me feel so damn glad that i'm not alone but it also made me so damn sad (breaking ups are hard for me if it's not because someone cheated) but i love it so much, personally i'd love to see more stuff like that from you. And thank you so much for writing it!

Hello my love!!

EVERYONE!!!!!!!

LETS HAVE A MATURE CONVERSATION...QUESTION TIME!

If you want to pursue a child-free lifestyle but your partner gives you the ultimatum that if you don't have children (pregnancy) with them, they will leave you...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

And I'm talking about being pregnant and giving birth vs fostering/adopting because that's slightly different.

Thank you for this beautiful response! I love reading heartfelt feedback like this.

It was so important for me to include the 'did you expect me to change my mind bit?' because I have had women say to me:

'oh but you'll change your mind, you're a woman. Women are meant to have children'.

Also, it's quite common in male-female relationships for the male to give this type of ultimatum of 'have children or I'll leave'.

I absolutely bawled writing it because it was beautifully painful because unfortunately, two people absolutely loving each other is sometimes just not enough to make a relationship last.

What other stuff would you like to see me write?

I'm including my taglist to this because I want to have a genuine conversation about this:

Taglist: @hipster-shiz @creativechaoticloner @cherry-0420 @scuzmunkie @marievllr-abg @umbralhelwolf @starsareseen @lino-jagiyaa @mischiefsmind @mrcarrots @junieshohoho @partywithgyu @whatsk-poppinhomies @craxy-person @hologramhoneymoon @gyuhanniescarat @staytinyinmybpack @necessiteez @wooyoungmybelovedhusband @berryberrytan @sensitiveandhungry @laylasbunbunny @bangchanbabygirlx @ateezzseonghwaa @anyamaris @lemonhongjoong @krishastumblernow @hexheathen @that1sadgrl @chvnnie @felix-housewife @muselin

Also, I would love to see other writers create their own fic using the 'partner wants kids but you don't' as a plot line.

[partywithgyu]

So Excited !!

NEW SERIES ANNOUNCEMENT!!

So...you know how I have been hinting that I have a very exclusive and new writing event coming up in May???

Here it is!!

Please get excited for...

To all the people that wanted me to write more Mommy!Idol pieces.

Surprise! You're getting an entire month of it and I am hosting and collaborating with so many amazing writers for this new series.

Details:

The kpop idol of your choice (can be an idol from any male group) has to be the dominant one and referred to as 'Mommy' by the reader.

There will be suggestive, fluff and smut-based fics written so this event is 18+ only (for both readers and writers).

Writers will have until the 30th of May to publish their pieces, it is up to the individual writer to decide when they want to publish their fic and how many fics they want to write.

Please use the #mommy!may so everyone can see your fic and know you're apart of this event.

Please reblog, share..froth...have hard thoughts...drool over our pieces.

AND JUST HAVE FUN!!!

Writers:

Welcome to our talented writers who will be participating in this event:

@ateezreactionsandscenarios @kpopjust4u @sometimesiwritethings @ja3hwa @star-1117 @tinyidle @toxicccred @sanjoongie @whatsk-poppinhomies @mischiefsmind @changbinslovelylegs @hongjoongsnose @lino-jagiyaa @thesafecafe @starsareseen @stardragongalaxy @lemonhongjoong @wooyoungmybelovedhusband @sup-dallyboy @thetypingpup @partywithgyu

Can all the writers please interact with this post so I know you've seen this?

I hope I haven't forgotten anyone, if I have or if you would like to contribute to this series also, please comment down below and I'll add you to the writing list.

Thank you @creativechaoticloner for the glowing banner! *respectfully and consensually plants kisses all over your face*

Until then,

Sit back and relax gorgeous,

And let Mommy take care of you.

I will be writing 10 fics for this event and all will be on Mommy!Seonghwa.

I will post my set schedule in a few days after this is posted.

Taglist: @destiny-fics @cherry-0420 @scuzmunkie @mrcarrots @hipster-shiz @creativechaoticloner @umbralhelwolf @reighlee-greaves @junieshohoho @kodzukein @dilucpegg3r @marievllr-abg @craxy-person @itbtoblikethatsometimes @staytinyinmybpack @necessiteez @hijeongguk @berryberrytan @sensitiveandhungry @laylasbunbunny @bangchanbabygirlx @ateezzseonghwaa @gyuhanniescarat

Let me know if you would like to be added to the taglist.

[partywithgyu]

🕛 Love Happens

txt yeojun!fluff (pretty suggestive)

a confession

summary: belonging to the same friend group, you two were friends. like you would be with your best friend's ex. he treated you like beomgyu's. until there was regret on picking each other first. feelings were developed. the need to hide it from the group during a trip too.

Yeonjun is in the hallway. he wants you there. for you to show up, put your hand on his face, tip toe, crash your lips onto his.

nothing else would do. after all, he cant forget about your gaze as his finger traced lines on the side of your thigh, at the party a while ago. your black dress was little enough for that. he was bold enough for that. his hand rest on top of your thigh, slowly moving up and down. you looked at his face. he looked at your lips. you looked at his. "not here," you mouthed. it would be a scandal to the friend group. you cant help it that you two end up with the wrong ones somehow. thats why the feelings, connection and make out sessions were kept a secret.

"tonight?," he asked softly. yes you had nodded. so here he was. with only you on his mind. the chance of having you close to him again was all he wanted.

your door opened. you were startled to see him. phone in your hand, you sighed. "I have been calling you. where is your phone? why are you waiting outside?," you whispered. yeonjun flashed an embarrassed smile. "I was wondering if I should knock or not." you shook your head.

"anyway," he said while walking into your room. you shut the door to immediately feel his hands wrap around you. warmth. "hi," he said with a softer tone. "hi darling," you replied, hugging him back. "I missed you," he said. "hm?" you look at him. his gaze was so genuine, looking into your eyes. lips had the beloved pout. "we are literally in the same villa, hanging out with the same group," you said. his tongue clicked. "not like that."

"then like what?"

"alone time. all the talking, discussing, being close."

"yeonjun?"

"I am in love with you."

relief. thats what you felt. the making outs were as much to him as much it was to you. he quality time and comfort. he cherished it too. he loved you back.

"wow. I have so much feelings for you, I have to do everything to stop myself from making it evident all the time. especially when they teased you with other guys. I cant take it."

"so that is why you were being so bold?"

"well, it was mainly because your thighs are hot. also, because of that. is this okay?"

"yeonjun, it is more than okay. I love you so fucking much. like too fucking much."

blush. his cheeks were rosy. blood rush. warm. "you love me?"

"of course. you want me to show it to you?," you questioned the excited man. anything for your touch. oh your love was everything. so much. all he could want.

"can we kiss already?"

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[partywithgyu]

YES PLEASE SO TRUE

I am such a Park Hanbin supporter

But honestly everyone is so talented.

I had no idea that people like Tae Rae that much tbh

park hanbin supremacy 🛐

ABOUT TAERAE!! his rise is sooo unexpected imo??? like my man used to not have much screen time before man in love. the impact of his smile needs to be studied fr real

[partywithgyu]

i literally like cannot get the thought of pathetic nerd!soobin x reader OUT OF MY HEAD 😭 like imagine somehow luring him into your dorm because of a project & then ending up riding him and watching his face as he moans :( <33 and overstimulating him, making him cum inside more than once, him begging you to stop but poor baby knows he wants you to keep going :(((

yes but consensual ofc.

imagine him thinking he's wrong when he suspects that you've been flirting with him. maybe the deep cut tops that showed off your cleavage did not come with the intention of seducing him. that's what he thought. maybe you were just one of those people who was asking him for academic help because well, he's nice like that.

discussing homework and projects lead to the two of you teaming up for an assignment. it started with trying to figure out that to do, basic plannings to basic conversations. his attention fell on your collarbone and shoulder, you displayed as your sleeve stayed off shoulder.

talking to sitting closer than before. to playfully teasing him. to your face so close to his. "I want to kiss you so bad. I will even unless you stop me."

you look at his delicate face. he's overwhelmed but in an excited way. had been thinking of the same things as you? so you kiss him. he leaned back on his hands and you sat on his lap. your hands holding his face.

he moans. you sway your hips watching his face as you pull away. your smirk. his lips more pink than before. "Soobin we're going to have to so much. you want to have fun don't you?"

too shy to say anything, he just nods. his eyes not meeting yours. you laugh as your hands go to his belt. you unbuckled it. "it's fun not doing any work, right? were you expecting this form of payment for all the help?," you spoke. he made no sound until he felt your hand touch his dick. he moaned. "sticky sticky," you said as you pumped it, spreading the pre cum.

"lie down. I'm going to pay you really well." you get up and strip, so quick. you were just as eager as him. "tell me, are you a boobs or an ass guy?," you ask as you sitting between his legs. "SOOBIN SPEAK," you said roughly. he looked to see if he upset you. "both," he said hoping you hadn't given up on the idea of fucking him just yet. "greedy. I'll make sure you get everything today."

you meant it. his mind was fuzzy as you made him come twice. that's it, he thought as he starting sitting. "uh huh. you're getting everything today," you said to him as you grabbed his hand and dragged it to your heat. "I am so excited."

"I just came twice," he said looking away at the ground. he was embarrassed because his moans were loud. loud enough for your neighbors to know what's up probably. "and? you don't want me to ride you? you would not like to get tittie fucked?"

his eyes went to your boobs. he gulped. he wanted it all. he couldn't lie. you laughed.

overstimulated and tired, as Soobin lied on your bed, not in a condition to head home that night, he knew he was going to start looking forward to the rewards. he'd do anything for the rewards. for you.

[partywithgyu]

Hey, did I offer you to be apart of Mommy!May coming up? It's a collab series I have in the works

heyy no you haven't. tell me more about it. it sounds fun fr!