passionanddarkness

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I swear is it a purvabhadrapada thing to always be questioning reality and having an ego death on a random Thursday and just feel like having an identity is limiting and u just wanna be fkn freeee like I'm going crazy here

I know vishaka can have identity issues too bc of their dual nature or having an "alter ego" but it's different

Idk about punarvasu tho

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Very detailed👏👏

↻ DARAKARAKA PLANET AND THE NATURE OF THE SPOUSE

basics of vedic astrology. ask box. pinned.

the planet having the lowest degree among the seven planets—sun, moon, mercury, venus, mars, jupiter and saturn is your darakaraka (abbrev.—dk). it is the planet that represents the nature of your 'opposite', or your future spouse.

note that this also represents the traits that you yourself do not embody. the partner is a form of the cumulations of traits that we most often desire in ourselves, what we seek subconsciously.

you can also think of your darakaraka planet as what you desire to be. for example, someone with a mars dk may desire to be more outspoken, energetic and courageous. darakaraka is the last significator among the seven planets because your future spouse is your other half; or, alternatively, it is representative of the things that you lack.

i would like to highlight that simply the planet is not enough an indicator of your spouse. the nakshatra placement of said placement matters a lot, too.

say, a female native has purva ashada jupiter in 7h with magha venus dk in 3h. both jupiter and darakaraka are massive fs indicators. we notice that jupiter is in a venus ruled nak and the dk is venus as well, so the fs will for sure be venus dominant. additionally, dk planet in magha indicates the fs may have ketuvian influence to their personality / appearance. maybe a gaunt body, or magnetic eyes. their ancestors (pitris) would be respected and / or worshipped in their family tradition. they might have a kingly personality. jupiter in 7h further increases their venusian quality. so we study the fs using many combinations like these. now say this person's venus was in 3rd house aries in navamsa. the relationship will be sexually passionate, and the spouse could be of fiery demeanour. impatient, and demanding. they could be oblivious to the native's efforts a times, and this would hurt them. if say venus was also combust from sun, then there would be quarrels with the spouse. if venus was conjunct mars closely, then the native could be promiscuous leading to fights with the spouse. if venus was conjunct mercury, the fs could have a sibling.

so on, and so forth. i've tried my best to be as inclusive and detailed as possible; but know that these are general observations. your fs won't be a king just because it sounds like that. i speak by taking both, the worst and best case scenarios.

SUN DARAKARAKA

if you hope to expand your business, form connections or just overall want to improve your professional life, then sun darakaraka is a good indication that your spouse will help you in said endeavour. they will very likely be the dominant partner in the relationship, or at least be responsible for the more practical side of the relationship.

the spouse is a resemblance of the native's outward nature. it is not the best thing to have sun or moon as dk since there are ego issues involved in these placements. the spouse is a reflection of who the native is internally or externally, and their negative traits could trigger the native. while transformation is a good thing, in a married couple it can lead to resentment. i personally believe that with a sun or moon dk it is advisable to cultivate patience. understanding yourself is key to understanding the spouse.

they are nurturing but may turn controlling. it would be good to take some time away from them and spend it on yourself to ensure you don't completely give in to everything they say and lose your personality. also, to be fair, they don't appreciate dependent or weak people. so if you lose your sense of personality around them, then you might end up loosing your romantic appeal in their eyes. make them realise that they're not the only thing in your life and their respect for you will always remain high.

the relationship here can easily turn egoistical, so it is advisable to ensure that the spouse does not turn too distant. they can take impulsive decisions at times, so keep an eye on them discreetly (because they will not appreciate it if they catch you, either). just look out for them, i mean. with a sun dk, the spouse may have a broad face and traditionally masculine appearance. wide shoulders, or long legs. strong arms and thigh region. there could be stress around their eyes or neck region, and they could often overwork themselves.

the spouse would appreciate being looked after. simple gestures aren't enough to win their heart, but they never go unnoticed. it affirms them and encourages them to look after their spouse, so they will return the favour in the form of actions and taking more responsibility off your shoulders. ( i was kind of hesitating in saying this but here we go; sun dk may indicate a spouse who likes a tease😉 yk, the usual; decorating the bedroom with flowers / candles / whatever aesthetic they appreciate and wearing smth sexy gets them going 😏 they are genuinely hard working though, so they find themselves both physically and emotionally fulfilled when presented with such gestures. ) they may not act romantic all the time, because their way of expressing love is by taking as much burden off their spouse's shoulders as possible.

MOON DARAKARAKA

a moon dk makes the native less emotional by nature and their spouse is more emotional than them. the spouse is usually beautiful, or at least has rounder features. for those who seek women partners, moon dk bestows fertility, beauty and fine speech. for those seek male partners, moon dk bestows wit, round features, medium to short stature, and the ability to lie and manipulate.

lunar energy is better handled by women; and in men, lunar energy is only nurtured properly if the moon is in good dignity or the native also has leo placements. moon in detriment for lunar male native will make him apathetic to the plight of women and he may also be corrupt by nature. regardless, a mood dk will not be very beneficial if moon is overall weak or a malefic in the chart. the spouse would be emotionally unstable or have mental disorders in the worst case.

with a moon dk, your spouse would light up your domestic life. because the native would not be much interested in the home and hearth themselves (especially if they don't have cancer or taurus placements), the spouse will look after most of the organization of the house. yes, this can bestow a selfish character to the native. but not mandatorily, of course. the native would like seeing the home clean but may not contribute much to it. that, or the spouse would rather look over the house of their own accord.

the spouse would be intensely passionate about their career. whatever they do to make an earning, it will be almost religious to them. work is like duty to them. they worship it, and they respect money and labour. they may overwork themselves to stay true to their selves to the point of developing eating disorders or losing physical charm. (lose physical charm in the sense that they may suddenly lose a lot of weight and our body fat, rolls and curves are a part of our auspiciousness and beauty.)

the domestic life would be pleasurable and the in-laws are usually quite happy when the native having moon dk has a female partner. she will be of gentle nature, and also be sexually, uh, hungry? lenient? demanding? somehow, a mix of all three. she will desire sex, and she will be lustful and she may even chase after others after wedlock if the dk moon is aspected by mars or venus. hence why moon can give mixed results. in the best case scenario she would be chaste, highly ambitious about her career, caring, impressive and melancholic.

the spouse is a resemblance of the native's internal nature. it is not the best thing to have sun or moon as dk since there are ego issues involved in these placements. the spouse is a reflection of who the native is internally or externally, and their negative traits could trigger the native. while transformation is a good thing, in a married couple it can lead to resentment. i personally believe that with a sun or moon dk it is advisable to cultivate patience. understanding yourself is key to understanding the spouse.

be patient with a female spouse. she will be emotionally vulnerable and gentle hearted. her mood swings will be irrational and intolerable at times, and it is advisable to simply let her be by herself to calm down for a while. be cautious with a male spouse. he may be disloyal and seek other partners even after wedlock. he may especially have such tendencies if his own venus is conjunct mars. he would be even more prone to showing such behaviour when upset, so don't just let him storm off. a nice meal or a forceful hug almost always has these people listening. also, don't break their trust; they completely lose respect for your words and promises after that.

MERCURY DARAKARAKA

an ideal darakaraka if you're looking for a spouse who will also be your partner-in-crime, as well as closest confidant. the spouse will be as much a friend as a partner, and themes of light-heartedness will be apparent. they may appear air-headed, but their appearance is not one to go by; especially those who are seeking to have a female partner.

the spouse would be clever, with a lot of connections and a good social life. if they want to, they can pull strings to get their work done. they enjoy the leisure of life and may have hedonistic tendencies. regardless, they are clever and diplomatic. they know what to say, and what not to. even their silence has meaning. anger manifests as abandonment with them, so if you're not observant enough, you may end up chasing them away further when they are upset. they are less emotional and adopt rationality in most situations.

they would be charming, with attractive facial features. they may be medium to tall in height or skinny. their face could be symmetric in a unique way. as in, moles on exact opposite sides of the face, or a completely symmetric hairline. regardless, they will be very finicky about their appearance and would require reassurance from their spouse (you). they could be a lover of flowery scents or wooden undertones. if natal mercury is in water sign then they could adore the smell of wet earth. if natal mercury is in ketu nakshatras, then they could be childish and innocently oblivious in matters of the heart.

they may seek company just as a child does, and can be childish. they may test others' patience sometimes. they may accidentally upset their mother-in-law, which may lead to fights with the spouse. they may love being chased in the relationship. they would be forever young, and be appreciated for their liveliness even in old age. they are a trickster, and would have tendencies to manipulate others if dk mercury is also in mercury nakshatras or natal mercury is in 7th/8th house.

if mercury becomes dk while forming mahapurusha yoga, the spouse would be endowed with fine speech, a quick mind, ability to make money and manage it well. they would be bright of mind and likeable. they would almost have a childish charm that attracts people to them, allowing them many opportunities in life. they would have a pleasant disposition and be fond of laughter. they could also like sweet meats or chocolate.

VENUS DARAKARAKA

a genuinely good darakaraka placement to have. if darakaraka venus is in leo, the native will respect women a lot. if dk leo venus is in the 2nd or 3rd house, native may be oral about their activism for women empowerment.

for venus dk, the married life will be pleasurable. the spouse will be attractive, charming, have pleasing aesthetics and pay attention to cleanliness. they often pay good attention to their spouse (the native themselves, that is) and are romantic. they may appreciate gestures that express love, however big or small they may be. although they could be vain, or even prideful in the worst of cases. if venus is weak in the chart, then there will be struggles in the married life. there could be arguments, and problems in conceiving.

the spouse will be what the native desires in a partner. they will have ideal characteristics a wife may desire of her husband, although he / she may not make a good parent. it is important not to ignore the children in favour of the spouse. the native having venus dk will be the more prominent parent in the child's life. the home and hearth will be comforting places for the couple, and the home will be beautifully decorated. they will go on vacations often, too.

the spouse will resemble the ideal beauty of their gender / race / nationality etc. they may even have an auspicious appearance; as in, soft pink feet, heart shaped face, curly hair, lotus shaped birth mark, moles on the face for women etc.

venus in the dharma trikona: the spouse will be knowledgeable and fair. they will value justice as a part of society and may dislike selfishness or displays of lack of dignity or grace. they will be well guided in life and guide their spouse towards greater heights as well. the native will respect their spouse a lot. the married life will be divinely protected and the couple will share many successes, gain prosperity and receive luxuries. if the venus is weak while in the dharma trikona, the spouse may be morally corrupt. the spouse would be more self centered and may even ignore their children in favour of the native. venus in the artha trikona: a favourable placement to have if the native is involved in business or is career focused and wishes to climb the stairs of material success. the spouse will support this pursuit both in terms of connections and their own, personal effort towards encouraging the native and helping them with technicalities. there will be no lack of material wealth. dk venus in 6th house will make the couple devoted to each other and they would not engage in promiscuity. even more favourable if the native is a libra rising. the couple will donate a lot, and will gain name and fame for their generosity. if venus is unfavourable in the chart, the spouse will be greedy for money, fame and power. they would have no problem manipulating the native and the couple will share mistrust. the native may end up resenting the spouse. money will be abundant, but it will be spent for one reason or the other as soon as it comes into the house. venus in the kama trikona: luxury, a large, beautiful and envy-inspiring home, gifts from the spouse and the like themes are associated here. a personal blessing from the gods if venus also receives aspects from saturn or jupiter. even jupiter's gaze falling on venus is highly auspicious. money will be spent easily and in abundance, but it will also come in the house quickly. if saturn aspects venus, the spouse will appreciate budgeting. just an overall great placement to have, the spouse is intensely romantic for this placement. if venus is unfavourable in the chart, the spouse could be finicky and stingy; but only towards the native. the native will not enjoy their position as the spouse. the native will feel unloved because of the lack of action and initiative in their romantic ventures from their spouse. the spouse may try to make up for it with sweet words, but it will not satisfy the native. venus in the moksha trikona: a highly favourable placement if you wish to pursue spirituality, or work towards occult sciences after marriage. the spouse will be spiritually inclined and the relation between the couple will be emotionally rich. truly magical, it reminds me of that one hindi movie wherein a kashmiri couple are displaced from their home due to terrorist activities and have to live as refugees in the outskirts of delhi and punjab. they struggle a lot, but the love between them only deepens the further life tests their bond. suffice to say that there will be struggles when the princely venus is thrown into the mud of struggles of common life, but it is only under these circumstances that a lotus blooms. concluding, i wish to say that this placement is not as dreamy as the others, but the spouse is very supporting, kind and encourages the native to attain moksha. the spouse will believe in spirituality and gods grace will be upon this couple if jupiter, saturn or sun aspect venus. with aspects from sun, ensure venus is not combust, otherwise quarrels will be there in the relationship. an unfavourable venus in these houses will reap the opposite results. the spouse can be materialistic. they could show hedonistic tendencies and be unemotional. lack of understanding within the relationship, and worst case scenario, the spouse may cheat on the native. it is advisable to chant sri suktam as often as possible in a divine, quaint and clean setting. keep the bedroom clean, and avoid letting too many people into your sleeping chambers.

venus while being dk if forms a mahapurusha yoga gives a highly knowledgeable spouse who would be interested in occult sciences and have great desire to master the vedas. they would be of beautiful physique and very likely rich. they would form a lot of connections and the women in their life would be highly supportive of them. they would be sensual and romantic. as a parent they would teach their child to respect women foremost, and would set an amazing example of an ideal man / woman by treating their spouse with love and respect. their child would love them a lot. they could be of kingly / royal background.

i won't be able to make a generalization for other dks other than venus since i was unable to generalize in the others. venus mostly gave the same results, though.

MARS DARAKARAKA

the soul desires a passionate, long lasting love. with a mars darakaraka, other than having a fun, spontaneous and adventurous spouse, the native may also desire wanting to be liberated from societal expectations. go wild, so to say. maybe they limit themselves too much, but mars dk people actually suffer from their rich desires in life that are sometimes even impossible. but other times maybe they just desire dancing in the rain, hanging off a moving car, go scuba diving, etc.

mars dk bestows in the native an intense desire to love, and be loved. these are passionate people and once they decide that they love you, they will look out for you in whatever way they can or you let them. it's not easy for their love to die. mars dk natives lust for intensity, and they prove it. it's really ride or die with these people, they are genuinely obsessive to the point of their own ruin. remember that it's important to remain self loving too, no matter how much you love someone. at the end of the day you're the only one who will love you.

now, the spouse of the mars dk native is often sexually attractive or strong looking. and i mean both in terms of personality and looks, or either even. maybe they look like they could punch you, or just very argumentative, they come off as being strong either way. they have a reddish undertone to their skin and may even have acne. they could have scars on their face or body, and appear experienced with struggles in life. although they aren't, not as much as saturn dk native's spouses anyway.

the spouse would be active, sporty and bright. they could be im jobs that have them running around all day, even a lot of travelling is possible. government jobs that often have them transferring from this place to that. they may even be an engineer if natal mars dk forms contact with saturn. it is preferable that saturn make indirect contact such as via sign exchange, house exchange, or drishti instead of direct conjunction since that will bring struggles into the native's life.

mars dk gives a spouse who is hot tempered and easily loses their patience. they would be tyrannical if mars is combust, and the relationship would suffer a lot due to this. if mars is conjunct venus, then the spouse would be loyal, beautiful and sexually passionate but the native themselves may be of loose morals or character. it is advisable not to keep a toe out of line when in a relationship with a mars dominant person since much like solar people, the relationship runs on two things; namely love and respect. if the respect is lost, the relationship turns bitter and there will be many fights.

the spouse would be appreciative of the native's efforts in life and the native would feel seen with their spouse. they would live a happy life together if jupiter comes into contact with mars. the couple would be blessed with virtuous progeny and all sorts of luxuries in such a case.

mars forming a mahapurusha yoga while being dk would bring a spouse who is virtuous, passionate, fierce, fights for their rights, unafraid of challenges, of reddish skin, having strength in the arms and have sturdy feet and body. this would give excellent results, as well. they would make a good parent, but they may unintentionally transfer their own prejudices / ideas to their children without giving them the space to grow. they would need to work on this. but they would make an amazing spouse who would always stand by your side, even in the most adverse of conditions.

JUPITER DARAKARAKA

the spouse is, by extension, one's teacher when jupiter becomes the darakaraka. the partner will be religious / spiritual, benevolent, wealthy, optimistic, fair and of curvaceous physique. emotionally, they will be private but have a rich inner world. they spend a lot of time cultivating their knowledge and inner world and hence are selective about the crowd they mingle with. but they are still polite and find suitable worth even in the smallest of events or people. they would also love the arts.

the spouse will be money minded. they could prioritize themselves a lot, and could put off an egoistic or sensitive native. it needs to be noted that while they are kind and benevolent, they give worth to their hard work and don't let it go to waste. they utilise connections and place importance in human connections. still, a jupiter dk can give a somewhat distant spouse, emotionally. they will recognize and execute their duties in the house accordingly, and not do anything less or more. they will teach their child good values and would make for good role models.

by extension, i must mention that while this is extremely rare (unfortunately, because most men are entitled pricks who not only learn to disrespect women from their fathers but are also often protected unfairly by their mothers who should, as women themselves, correct them but don't), jupiter darakaraka can bestow the 'ideal' husband who worships his wife. or, the 'ideal' wife who remains devoted and loving to her husband. and not in a leech-like obsessive way, but rather in the way common imagination narrates it.

guidance towards the best ideals, romantic ventures, completely loyalty to the wife / husband, caring and kind, however you envision it. especially true for natives who seek a female partner, since jupiter dominance in female natives usually bestows a virtuous and pleasant personality. of course, a lot of aspects matter here. like a retrograde jupiter will destroy this; or a weak or debilitated jupiter. even jupiter in eighth reduces the auspiciousness of this planet.

darakaraka jupiter mostly bestows good results. it is especially beneficial for the native to inculcate habits of the ministerial jupiter who is of sattwa guna (of auspicious nature), wise, patient and the teacher of all. jupiter is also directly linked with shri hari vishnu, so for hindus, it is advisable to hold fasts on thursday or ekadashi (the 11th day of every month in the hindu calendar) to be under his grace. the grace of shri vishnu is said to save man from the worst depths of hell, and rise from common greed and sin.

wearing gold and yellow hued clothes increases the auspiciousness of one's jupiter.

jupiter forming mahapurusha yoga while being the dk is highly favourable for the native's spiritual life; bestowing a spiritually inclined spouse who would be prosperous and wealthy. they would have a lot of in depth knowledge about various topics of interest and they would love teaching to others. they would be kind to those who wish to learn from them and make for an excellent parent and role model. their child would both fear them and respect them. the child would be closer to the native than the spouse, emotionally. they would also make an excellent and pleasant spouse.

SATURN DARAKARAKA

the spouse is diligent of nature and polite by virtue. they might be the epitome of raising one's own empire; not quite literally, of course. but they will be self made. they are protected by saturn; treating them unfairly will have consequences. if someone manages to achieve something with 2 hours of work, it might take them 6 hours. there remains a theme of struggle with the spouse's life, but they will know how to emerge from tough situations. they would value tradition, culture and religion a lot. they could make their father figure in their life their role model, and end up becoming an even better person than them.

spouse may have dark hair and sunken, tired looking eyes. hooded eyes. tall and lean appearance, regardless of height. they may appear tired all the time, or obvious indicators on their face that they work a lot. mature looking, looks older than their age. usually have long, bony fingers. they might have a strong bone structure in their face. they could be very beautiful if saturn is aspected by jupiter or venus. if not, then they would have a structured face regardless.

the spouse may have uncordial relations with their father, and would be more unconventional by thought. they won't bind themselves with useless restrictions. it might be difficult to understand them, especially emotionally as they might be very reserved in terms of expressions. they will be less romantic and will be more focused on career and the more practical aspects of the relationship over other themes. (this does not mean they will not be romantic, they are just more grounded than the others. they are not lovers of romance like the venus dks or complete workaholics like solar dks. they simply value longevity, is all. lack of structure will put them off and they would rather sort it out first.)

is saturn is conjunct venus, or jupiter, then the spouse's love would stand the test of time. if natal saturn is in 7th house they would like being taken care of in terms of service; as in preparing them a bath, taking care of their study room, washing their hair, managing money or other practical affairs in their stead. they would love you regardless, but they would respect you a lot if you do so.

if natal saturn is in 1st house then they would love giving the same treatment to the native, or at least it would be beneficial for them to. if, however, saturn is also in cap / aqua while in the 1st house, then dk saturn will give adverse results and the good qualities of the spouse would be destroyed. they may even be lazy and dull. however aries saturn in 1st house will give good results, but there will be fights and periods of isolation between the couple.

saturn forming a mahapurusha yoga while being dk would give a spouse who might as well be a millionaire, or have the potential of becoming one. they would be hard-working, respectful and of amazing morality and character. while not everybody would adore them, everyone would certainly respect them. they would be slow, but dedicated and deliberate. they would be very attractive of physique, and if natal mars is conjunct jupiter in the spouse's chart, then they may.. er, be sexually strong. an amazing placement to have! they would teach their child the importance of hard work and diligence and their child would respect them, even though they may not end up being emotionally attached to them.

since we were on the topic of spouses, i wanted to address one major thing which often bothers a lot of people. when we talk about these planets, signs, houses, aspects, etc then we mention a lot of good and bad. we discuss what would be good about the relationship and what would be bad. for venus and jupiter dk i particularly highlighted money, fame and riches. but do all natives having these dk have loving spouses? this is why at the end of the day, it all circles back to karma. which responsibility you ran from in your previous lives, what sins you committed, which people you betrayed, how you betrayed them, etc. if there's one thing that will never leave you then that is the result of your own actions. i know, and i never say that trauma, fear, abuse are things that you deserved because of your bad karma; that was someone else who absolutely ruined their own soul and mind by trying to hurt yours. what karma is, however, the people who could save you but who you never had. trustworthy parents. caring spouse. loving siblings. reliable friends. other souls who care about your soul; and when you don't have them in your life, is when you realize that you have committed wrongs against others. maybe you were the aggressor in some other life. maybe you were a german who secretly revealed a jewish neighbour to the nazis. maybe you were the man who abandoned his wife for his career. maybe you were the child who left their old parents on the streets. maybe you were the child who suicided and left their parents to mourn. maybe you were the sibling in whose favour your parents forcefully married off their more than capable daughter. maybe you were the 14 year old boy who raped a girl; a girl who could have been the next genius but suicided because of you and you never knew. you could be the mother who abandoned her child to marry a richer man. you cold be the father who never loved his girl child so the child never knew what true love was and kept getting manipulated by other men. you could be the co worker due to whom a talented young lady lost her ambition. maybe, maybe, maybe. you will receive punishment for your wrong doings, but even the universe is a form of parent to us. it will not break you to the point of no return, and in every darkness you will find a beacon of light. a pet, maybe. good food, nice friends, random strangers who are kind to you, a sparrows song, a flower's scent; these are all blessings, and it is with exposing ourselves to the truth that we learn and develop as people. the reason i say this is because people have high expectations of their partners, but they could be the worst sort of person in your eyes. and that's okay. at the end of the day you can only carry out your own duty. even wanting to see or understand the fruit of your dutiful nature is a worthless pursuit. please don't be disheartened, we all have our own struggles in life. and in some way, we can all, together help each other to deal with our problems with a kind smile :)

ॐ नमो भगवते वासुदेवाय नमः

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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asteroid medusa and how she shows up ❤️‍🔥

my ideas + observations on what asteroid medusa thru the houses might look like in daily life <3

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 1st House ⊹₊⟡⋆: “I see the way they look at me”, sharp eyes that notice everything, you walk into a room and silence follows—people sense your power before they even know you. That intimidating aura, furrowed brows, a face that’s hard to read, posture as armor. Betrayal that feels personal, as if your very existence triggers jealousy or envy. Steely confidence built from surviving others’ judgments, scars from emotional battles worn like invisible medals. “They’ll regret underestimating me”, cutting people off at first sight, redefining yourself after every betrayal, always bouncing back harder than before. Eyes that see into souls, surviving by knowing when to strike back, dressing sharply to keep people at a distance, an air of mystery around you that some find magnetic, others find terrifying.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 2nd House ⊹₊⟡⋆: "You tried to take what’s mine", betrayal around money or values, hoarding what you treasure, defending your resources like a fortress. You learned early to guard what you earn (whether it’s wealth, time, or love. ) A steely determination to never be taken advantage of again, “you’ll never take this from me”. Wearing your status as armor, showing off what you’ve built after surviving betrayal. Holding grudges around finances, slow-burning anger when someone crosses your boundaries. Material wealth as a sign of survival, knowing the worth of everything especially yourself. Keeping your distance from people who take more than they give, collecting emotional debts like receipts. "I don’t forget", fierce loyalty to what’s yours, deep fear of loss hidden behind stoic confidence.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 3rd House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayed by words, “they twisted what I said... i never fucking said that”, sharp-tongued but rarely speak first, storing every slight for future use. Mental agility as protection, noticing the subtext in every conversation. You learned to be careful with who you trust, especially with secrets. Betrayed by a sibling, a friend, or someone close who used your own words against you. “I’ll never be caught off guard again”, cutting remarks that leave scars, fierce debater who always knows how to strike at someone’s weak spot. Learning how to stay silent when needed, but always ready to defend yourself verbally. Intelligence weaponized, you outsmarting those who try to manipulate you. Cold, calculating responses, watching what you say to avoid being misinterpreted. Reading between the lines, staying ahead of the conversation.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 4th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayal at home, wounds buried deep, “family isn’t always what it seems”, protecting yourself from those closest to you. Learning not to trust the place that’s supposed to be safe, building emotional walls as high as the roof over your head. Hiding pain within the home, survival instinct triggered by early betrayals like maybe a family member, maybe an ancestor’s wound passed down to you. “I’ll make my own home, my own rules”, fiercely defending your personal space, cutting off toxic relatives without hesitation. A fortress within yourself, finding safety in solitude. Emotional betrayals cut the deepest, but you know how to rebuild. A sense of privacy that no one can penetrate, home as a place of survival, keeping everyone out until you’re sure you can trust them. Old family wounds kept like secrets in the walls.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 5th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: "They took what was mine", betrayal in love or creativity, stolen ideas or stolen hearts. A deep need for recognition, but wary of those who seek to take your light. Protecting your passions like they’re your children, "no one will steal my joy again", guarding your romantic life fiercely. Love that feels dangerous, feeling betrayed when someone doesn’t value your art, your heart, or your playfulness. Creative expression used as a shield, channeling betrayal into artistic power. Romance as a battlefield, taking your power back through pleasure. “You’ll never dim my light again”, learning to be unapologetically yourself after someone tried to steal your shine, playing hard but with high walls. Fiercely protective of your love life, wary of those who come too close.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 6th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayed at work, “they took credit for my hard work”, survival through daily routines and the grind. You learned that even the small betrayals can hurt especially like being used, being taken advantage of in a work or health related setting. Protecting your energy in the everyday, fighting for recognition, doing the work no one wants but expecting respect in return. "I won’t be ignored", quiet strength in routines, surviving through discipline. Learning to set boundaries in your daily life after betrayal taught you that not everyone will value your efforts. The need to be perfect, to prove yourself, because someone once undervalued your contribution. Work as therapy, focusing on the grind to avoid emotional pain, using self-care as a weapon to protect your health and energy.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 7th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayal in relationships, "I trusted you, and you turned on me", harsh lessons in partnership. You learned to guard your heart after someone broke it, or maybe after you saw betrayal in someone else’s relationship. “I won’t be betrayed again”, walls up high with love, wary of giving too much in partnerships. The eyes that see through false promises, knowing when someone isn’t genuine. Fiercely loyal but only to those who prove themselves. Relationships are battlegrounds and love is power. Protecting your heart at all costs, boundaries like stone walls around your affection. “Show me your loyalty before you get my trust”, cutting ties with ease when someone disrespects your boundaries. Fierce lover, but a protector of your own vulnerability.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 8th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: "You won’t control me", betrayal in intimacy or through shared resources, learning how to defend yourself from those who try to take too much. Deep betrayal in matters of trust, perhaps through sex, shared finances, or emotional bonds. “You’ll regret taking advantage of me”, using secrets as shields, emotional power struggles that burn deep. Sexual energy as both power and vulnerability, betrayal that cuts through to your core. Reclaiming your power after betrayal, knowing when to hold back and when to strike. Hidden wounds but fierce defenses, transforming pain into power. Keeping your enemies close but always a step ahead, watching, waiting, striking when they least expect it. Deep, dark emotional landscapes that few can understand.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 9th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayal in beliefs or higher learning, "they took my truth and twisted it", learning that trust in knowledge is fragile. Fighting for your beliefs after someone tried to undermine them, fierce independence in your philosophy of life. "I’ll find my own truth", betrayed by a mentor or guide, discovering that wisdom isn’t always kind. Traveling far and wide to find your place, but always wary of trusting someone else's truth, fighting for the beliefs that make you whole, protecting your mind from false doctrines, learning that knowledge can be power but also pain. Searching for justice, fighting for the underdog, knowing that betrayal can be the greatest teacher.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 10th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayed in your public life, "they tried to ruin my reputation", wounds from authority figures or public perception. Fighting to reclaim your name, building yourself back up after someone tried to tear you down. “I’ll prove them wrong”, fierce reputation, learning to guard your achievements like gold. Climbing the ladder after a fall, turning betrayal into motivation. A reputation for being impenetrable, unshakable even in the face of public criticism. Using your power for good after surviving the public’s gaze, cold stares that shut down rumors. “They can’t touch me now”, staying cool under pressure, cutting ties with those who use you as a stepping stone. Fierce independence in your career, learning that you must protect your name at all costs.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 11th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: Betrayed by friends or social groups, "why are they doing this to me?", wounds from communities or friendships that didn’t live up to their promises. Learning to navigate the social game without letting it destroy you, big friendship groups collapsing from under u, boys in the friendship group ruining it by wanting you or trying to get with u, keeping your true friends close but never fully letting down your guard. Group betrayals that made you stronger, social circles that once burned you but now hold no power over you. Finding independence in social dynamics, no longer needing approval to stand tall. "I’ll be my own friend", keeping your true opinions hidden until it’s safe. Learning to trust the few after the many have let you down, finding strength in the ones who’ve been loyal through it all.

⟡⋆ Medusa in the 12th House ⊹₊⟡⋆: subconscious wounds, betrayal from hidden enemies or forces you couldn’t predict. Deep psychological scars that you keep buried, learning to protect yourself from invisible threats. Betrayal by those who pretend to care, learning that not everyone has good intentions, even those who seem close. “I learned my lesson...I’ll guard my spirit now”, retreating into yourself to heal from wounds no one else can see. Dreams that warn you of betrayals to come, cutting off energy vampires without hesitation. Hidden enemies, emotional scars that no one knows you carry, but you rise stronger in solitude. Spiritual survival, finding solace in your own company, knowing that your power comes from within, and no one can take that away from you.

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Medium coverage, matte foundation with a sculpted face and prominent, defined cheeks, along with natural, lightly contoured eyebrows. Soft grey-brown smokey eyes or winged eyeliner, finished off with creamy-matte nude lips.

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anuradha | scorpio

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Thank you so much !! You're an absolute blessing 💗💗💗

Amazing work,darling 🔥 @astroaid

Gemini Rising 2024 Predicts

Accuracy decedent in entire chart. General read not personal read.

@passionanddarkness requested <3

Feb 9 - New Moon Aqua

[More likely to be felt if you have placements in aqua. The planet in aqua & its degree + aspect will tell you more about it influences]

Around this time, you may start to plan for travel or higher education. Some may even be planning to move abroad for school. However, not everyone will be travelling. And not everyone has a university related project. New moons and full moons aren’t always notable events in our lives. Sometimes it’s more of a feeling or the start of an idea. Generally, what you plan now and work for will come to fruition in about 6 months when there is a full moon in aqua.

Mercury is in Aqua this month too. This suggests interest in learning about something related to the 9th house. Maybe you are learning about a new culture or have interest in an educational program. These ideas may come to you suddenly throughout february.

Mars (feb 13) and venus (feb 16) will join mercury and pluto in aqua this month. Making feb a very 9th house focused month. Mars and venus together bring passion. You may be determined to make sure your plans for travel or education come true. Mars can bring conflict though, but with mercury and venus, conversations leading to resolution can occur.

Pluto is here as well. It will temporarily return to Capricorn Sept-Nov 2024. But after Nov 19, 2024 it is here in aqua for the next 20 years. Pluto is bringing destruction and rebirth. Many may move abroad and/or change their higher educational plans entirely.

Feb 24 - Full Moon Virgo

[More likely to be felt if you have placements in virgo. The planet in virgo & its degree + aspect will tell you more about it influences]

The virgo new moon was in sept 2023, if you began anything home or family related, it may come to fruition now.

Full moons being closure and with all the transits in your 9th, it is possible many are moving. For others, an old way of living is an ending.

Mar 10 - New Moon Pisces

[More likely to be felt if you have placements in pisces. The planet in pisces & its degree + aspect will tell you more about it influences]

This is your 10th. You can experience a fresh start in your career. Maybe earlier in feb you decided on a uni major. Or maybe you now start for new jobs in your new location.

Mar 25 - Lunar Eclipse Libra

[More likely to be felt if you have placements in libra. The planet in libra & its degree + aspect will tell you more about it influences]

You may be losing attraction to something that use to bring you joy. The south node has been in your 5th since July 17 2023 (and will stay here until Jan 28, 2025). Around this time, you may end flings, recreational activities and any reckless behaviours. Rather than wanting instant gratification you are being pushed to focus on long term goals and long term friendships.

April 1-25

Don’t let retrogrades stress you out. Think of it as mercury double checking everything is in order. For you this is the 12th house. You are double checking to assure your behaviours and social circles are aligned with your long term goals and destiny. If all is well, you may not notice the retrograde.

Retrogrades are usually the time people reach out to people from the past. You or someone else may feel the need to have reconciliation or one last conversation for closure. However, not every personality type needs or wants to dwell on the past. So this is very dependent on personality types of the people you knew and yours.

April 8 - Solar Eclipse Aries

This is a fresh start in your 11th. You may meet new people and be networking. However, with mercury in retro make sure these possible new friends are correct for you.

There is possibility to reconcile old connections or get final closing conversation with people. Healing can take place but chiron is in aries too. Be aware that not everyone has the best intentions.

April 20 - Jupiter + Uranus conjunct Taurus

This will be unexpected and sudden (uranus energy) but due to jupiter it is likely positive. Since it’s in your 12th house, this can be sudden changes to your subconscious. You may feel less stressed and let go of something or someone that has weighed you down. Since 12th house deals with what’s hidden, a secret can come to light surprisingly too.

April 23 - Full Moon Scorpio

If you began something around november 2023 (scorpio new moon) that may be coming full circle now. If you did this is likely related to health and routine. A career or job duty may change. You may see the results of extra work you took on.

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𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐇/𝐁𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐘 𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐇 𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘

Most commonly people with “bunny teeth” or as some people call them “american girl doll teeth” have prominent Gemini/Sagittarius/Capricorn placements or prominent 3H/9H/10H placements

© 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐤𝐲 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝

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VENUS IN THE 10TH HOUSE // MOODBOARD

“I am too intelligent, too demanding, and too resourceful for anyone to be able to take care of me entirely. No one knows me or loves me completely. I have only myself.” ~ Simone de Beauvoir

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Wow...!!! The playlist is so beautiful. ✨

Especially talk by hozier has my heart. 😶‍🌫

You're amazing, darling 💖💖💖

Thank you so much🙌

Juno in Leo, 3rd House Playlist

Absolutely addicted to Leo relationship dynamics. This one's for you @passionanddarkness ✨

false god — taylor swift

stoned on you — jaymes young

no mercy — austin giorgio

so it goes... — taylor swift

lose control — teddy swims

talk — hozier

doesn't do me any good — stephen sanchez

stay for a while — victor ray

If you have any requests, please let me know... might just take you up on the offer.

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🌻 3h/11h synastry 🌻

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Thank you joy 💛

This is pretty accurate, it perfectly describes the situation I'm in right now.

You're amazing 👏💞👏

Asteroid Aura

In Synastry ❀

Read the small explanation

though because it's specific

Aura - 1488

Explanation

When you, Person A, has one of your planets/asteroids conjunct Person B's 'Aura', and you we're asked to describe a trait about them, you will often describe or see Person B as your planet/asteroid that's conjunct it. You can use this situation vice versa to see how they view you as well

Look at what house your Aura or theirs is in to decipher what Aura is also possibly talking about! Ok? Okie

Aura in the houses

Whatever house your asteroid Aura sits in, in the other person's chart, shows what Aura they give off in your perspective. An example. My friends asteroid Aura (in her natal 2nd house) sits in my natal 12th house. She has told me before (we we're describing each other) that I'm mysterious, spiritual and artsy (some 12th house qualities) She said she never really knows much about me even if we are really close friends 💀😂. Hopefully the example helped I may suck at explaining things at times 😭 OH ALSO take into account signs of course!

Sun conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

If you met them or know them, you would describe them as sunny of course! A ball of light. They are really fun to be around. They may remind you of yourself at times. You may feel as though they are a soulmate or you were destined to cross paths. They have an energy of positivity and extrovertedness. They can come across as confident and a leader. They could possibly remind you of your dad. Can also remind you of a field of flowers under a rainbow and a theme park

Negative outcome

When you are with them you can think they have an inflated ego or get cocky at times. They could seem bossy and come off too strong. They can give off the undeveloped traits of your sun sign which may make you feel uncomfortable and like you aren't learning anything valuable from them. For some they may be into drama or be a player

Moon conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

The person comes off as emotionally developed. They have this nurturing quality of energy around them that just makes you feel safe. They are 'home' in a way. They may even remind you of your mother figure or just give off those feminine stereotypical vibes. Gentle. Could be very healing and seem like they have a knack for making people feel better. They can also come off as introverted. A calm and pleasing energy to be around. This person can remind you of blankets and a sanctuary

Negative outcome

Too emotional. Emotional imbalance. Can come off as manipulative. Someone who can seem like they are playing the victim too much or like they host a pity party. Someone who is clingy and dependant. Drains energy. Unstable energy. Undeveloped energies of your moon sign

Mercury conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

Chatty, may come off as an extroverted energy at times, you see this person as silly and someone you can have multiple topics of conversations with. This person may even remind you of a sibling or may just feel like they are one. You could see them as intelligent. I saw this in the chart of someone that was a school friend. For some this person may seem clean or hygenic in general. They may seem like they like animals and are observant. For a select few the person could love artistic things (sister sign to leo and libra/sun and venus). This person could remind you of fairs and nature

Negative outcome

The person comes across as gossipy or they may tell white lies from time to time. They can seem too talkative and annoying. Maybe they have a picky attitude about something too? Sibling problems. Could boast about their intellect. Could criticize small things a times. Unorganized. Coming across blunt. Opinionated.

Venus conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

Of course, you knew it was coming, for some of you, you may love this person a lot or have a crush on them ♡. Besides the obvious, the person could come off as friendly to you. They are charming in the way they approach things in life (and most definitely the house these are placed in). They have a loving attitude. You see this person as artistic minded and maybe even someone who attracts admirers effortlessly. For some the person could seem like they are stable in life and have luxurious qualities about them. Maybe they are financially stable. They could have a beautiful voice or love to sing, cook, garden, draw, paint, play musical instruments, etc! They seem fair minded and understanding. Either way this person reminds you of an arts and crafts shop and candy

Negative outcome

Comes across as stubborn, too indulgent and sometimes lazy. May seem like a people-pleaser or a player at times too. Maybe they like to show off their artwork or money a lot too? Can seem unfair or illogical at times. Seems dependant, most likely on relationships or financial security. Takes things for granted. Could be an unhealthy foody. Being fake with a motive. Coming across as vain and insincere.

Mars conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

This person has a 'go-getter' energy about them that you just can't seem to shake. It's a very active vibe that can be felt physically or even with how they come across. For some they may be into competitive activities. They could look physically appealing and pretty, keeping up with how they look or appear to others. This is the person you can go to places for thrills. You may be sexually attracted to them (depending on the relationship and etc). They also could come across as straightforward at times. This person reminds you of a rollercoaster and parade

Negative outcome

The person comes off with an aggressive nature. Unemotional. May come across impatient. A risk taker without caution. Argumentative. Immature. Controlling. Sometimes selfish?

Jupiter conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

The person has an air of open-mindedness. You can see them as very open and maybe even a bit of joy in your life. The person brings you happiness and honestly you could feel like they just "get" you. You may feel like you can have all kinds of philosophical conversations with them. Talking about anything from the spiritual to the physical. This person expands something in your life revolving around the house your Jupiter is in. The person can seem very knowledgeable about random subjects in general and can be into many different cultural things. This person is definitely someone you'd enjoy spending time with and getting to know on a deeper level. They could even broaden your perspective at times. They are wise. Possibly a religious vibe from them too! They remind you of a museum and tea time!

Negative outcome

They could seem full of themselves. Maybe even too ambitious or over optimistic (in their head about everything or something? It all just depends on who it is xD). Over traditionalism or strictness in religious beliefs can be a theme. It may also just mean there's some over expansion wherever Jupiter is (Example - Jupiter conjunct Aura, Jupiter is in the 11th house, the Aura person could have too many friends that the Jupiter person can deal with // idk just something like that xD I've only seen this placement in 1 synastry relationship so far so I'm also adding things I'd assume can happen based on what I know! :)

Saturn conjunct Aura

Positive outcomes

You could view this person as having leader qualities. This placement may also remind you of your father figure (the sun can too). They can seem very hardworking and practical in general. This is the person you would want to be with for advice regarding the house saturns in. They may also help structure a healthy amount of restriction, again, regarding the house saturns in. They are someone who can be knowledgeable about certain things and is straight forward. I've often seen the saturn person respect them in some way. Good at managing! A stable and consistent person overall. They can remind you of a teacher and a modern aesthetic!

Negative outcome

They are too controlling. Overall stern and bossy. Serious and can be stubborn headed. They restrict your freedom wherever saturn is in the chart. Closed off and nit picky. The kill-joy of the room. On a good/harsh note! Can teach ya karmic lessons

Uranus conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

The person comes off as eccentric for sure. You could say they are your bizarre friend (in a good way!) They are a bit unusual to you but in a way that makes you intrigued. Sometimes you may not understand what to expect from them. There's also some form of "shock factor" element here? Like they may surprise you sometimes, whether it be opinions or things you didn't know about them or if you had previous assumptions about them then they may be contradicted later on. You will see this person as unique or different from the norm in general. Since this is the positive outcome, they may be rebellious in nature but in a good way. It's doesn't matter if this rebellion is radical and very unconventional, if they aren't harming anyone or anything then it's not considered bad in this aspect. They may love technology and be up-to-date with it. In fact you may view them as tech-savvy at times. I've also seen this aspect in a relationship where the Aura person was considered distant. Like they didn't want to open up to the Uranus person or they are just indifferent at times (for the relationship I saw, these 2 we're physically distant emotionally + physically but they were from the same family). You will see them as independent. They are a humanitarian and it's easy to see that they are into making the world a better place and more open. They remind you of an alien and a confetti popper!

Negative outcome

They can be too inconsistent to the point it may cause bad decisions. They may seem too rebellious or different in your eye (maybe they rebel against law or something that can get them in deep trouble) Depending on the relationship they can seem too distant and you could want to be closer. Different opinions and social beliefs can arise which may differentiate from yours (can cause clashes). Could be that they are addicted to technology which effects their health. All depends on the person :P

Neptune conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

You see them as dreamy. They are artsy and very imaginative. They can make you hopeful and often bring in some form of creative aspect into your life. I've noticed they can come off as calm and level-headed. You want to be near them just because they are a muse. Could definitely be a music junkie too! ♡ Being near them is healing and can bring out the inner you that you never knew about. They could be into meditation, asmr, ambience, anything calming. They could enjoy escapism (a healthy amount). Maybe they smoke, drink, do drugs? Doesn't matter but it's something that stands out but not in a worrisome way, it's kinda just like an observation really. A daydreamer. They are a passive type. They can also, just like Uranus, come off as distant sometimes but just because they have some form of an introverted nature or quality about them. Maybe they are into paranormal stuff and the hidden aspects of life. Quite spiritual. They can remind you of the darkness around a spotlight/fog amidst a forest and an art fair!

Negative outcome

They may be overall dependant on drugs (alcoholic/always high/takes many medications/smokes 24/7) they can be too caught up in their head, maybe even lazy or just too passive to everything. It can seem like an uncaring nature when things need to be taken more seriously. Maybe they're also very judgemental in the realms of art. Instead of healing they could be the opposite as well. The neptune person could see them as too spiritual when they need to be more grounded. Unrealistic. Too distant. Etc.

Pluto Conjunct Aura

Positive outcome

They have some sort of "shock factor" like Uranus. They have this powerful or heavy Aura about them that stand out. They could be into true crime and the occult. Maybe their appearance shows it too. You can see them as shadowy in a way, mysterious. Maybe you don't know as much as you want to about this person? Like there's some things beneath the surface. You can look but not touch. Also somewhat of a distant/reserved energy. They have dark qualities. Observant. Depending on the relationship, you can see them as a sexual magnet. Taboo qualities radiate from this person. It may seem forbidden to approach them almost. Some may be too frightened. An erotic touch is present. Very smart in handling finances. Stereotypically, it's kinda like when a goth meets a traditional person LMAO. Secretive. They remind you of

Negative outcome

You may feel suspicious of them. They may be too confusing. They could dabble in the dark arts of the occult. Maybe they are into more gruesome aspects of the dark that is frightening. Overlly controlling. (+18) Porn addict. Manipulative. They could bring out some darker traits in you to the surface which is uncomfortable. Gambles too much. Risky with finances/taxes/how they handle court cases, all that stuff!

Chiron conjunct Aura

Now this is a bit interesting. I've so far only seen this play out in a few people's charts where the Chiron individual has some empathy or compassion for the Aura person regarding the house that the Aura is in. However, it can definitely play in a way where it's the Chiron persons house that's receiving the empathy, I may have just not seen it yet personally. This is all normally because the Aura individual may radiate some form of loss or wound regarding the house their Aura is placed in, and if they don't radiate this at first, it could be that once the 2 people get to talking, the Chiron person finds out about the wound of the Aura person and it's generally a big part of the Auras identity that they would remember. For instance, here's an example. Let's say I have Chiron in the 3rd and someone's Aura is in their 2nd house conjunct my Chiron. Well, we can see here that somehow I find out about their financial issues and struggles and now I know so much that I often think of the struggle they go through regarding the 2nd house. You get what I mean? 😭💖 hopefully I didn't over explain 😰

Juno conjunct Aura

Personally I've seen the Juno person literally describe the Aura person as marriage material (doesn't matter the gender or whom your into). The Juno person will always get this vibe of "Wow ____ would make a great mom/dad one day" or "____ has such motherly/fatherly qualities about them". The Aura person may also give off the impression that they are in love with the idea of love. I've seen this where the Aura person is focused on long term rather than short term. The Aura person will also give a very loyal energy off. Like the Juno person doesn't have to worry about the Aura person leaving because they don't seem to want to at all, or they just seem like they would never stab a back ya know?

Lilith conjunct Aura

Ahaha ok so this is an interesting placement. Now of course, as with everything I've seen with lilith on my personal observations, I will say you may notice the Aura person holding more darker qualities. Doesn't matter if you know them closely or not, they just seem to radiate a 'deep' energy. Whether it's positive or negative is a different story. The Aura persons energy can come off as "heavy" or "powerful" in a way. The lilith person would be the one to say "You know, you're quite a rebel" because that's the vibe the Aura person radiates. The Aura person can be into taboo things or just seem like they are. The Aura person looks like a caged bundle of unconventionalism just ready to break free at any moment. There can be something forbidden here, or maybe societally forbidden about the Aura person too. The Aura person can give off qualities relating to your lilith. Either way, I've noticed the lilith person is generally drawn to the Aura person by instinct and curiosity

Ceres conjunct Aura

The ceres person finds the Aura person as quite nurturing. The Ceres person may feel like they are safe to be themselves regarding the house their Ceres sits in. The Aura person can give off a motivating energy that can be quite healing for the Ceres person. Aura person has a comforting vibe

PoF conjunct Aura

I've only seen this in 1 synastry relationship so I'm sorry if this is short. Generally from what I saw the PoF may feel like the vibe the Aura person gives off is something they needed. It's like a space that's finally been filled in. The PoF is where we find our fortune of course. With another persons Aura conjunct your PoF you will feel lucky around them, lucky to have met them.

North Node conjunct Aura

The Aura person has qualities about them that may unintentionally make the NN person uncomfortable. This is because our NN points to where our soul aspires to be. It's what we need to grow into. Someone's Aura conjunct your NN shows they may have or show the traits that your NN has. This can be a helpful experience for NN person as it can potentially allow growth ^ The Aura person may be seen as progressive too!

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Bruh the way pile 2 is the exact situation 😶

✨️Your Future Crush/Love Interest & Squish✨️

Yes, all you aro/aces can join in today 😌

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3-4-5

Pac Song Theme:

OMG I'm did a pac during finalss week?! Yes, this is how I deal with stress, I'm also going to be doing another one inspired by a tarot reader on here for as an end of year celebration get readyyy🤗

‼️CW: topics surrounding violence, SA, abuse/trauma came up just as a heads up‼️

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1. Might really like money. They think about their career a lot, and not just in a very workaholic mindset but this is someone that likes capitalism. They might like to one up people or they think they're better than others for pursuing money even if they don't have a lot. A very scummy feeling from this person, would be the type to take you to a michellen star restaurant and then be really angry if you didn't sleep with them afterwards. (s!A vibes for some) 🤢🤮 I feel like they see themselves in this very righteous manner but they're really not okay in the head and I mean that respctfully. They may struggle with chronic mental illnesses but their narcissist habits make it impossible for them to heal themselves. Uhhhhh I don't wish you good luck with this person and I hope you manifest another pile HAHAHA. this person could love to brag about flying/trips theyve been on. It's giving wealthy americans that think just because they traveled overseas they know the country better than the locals and tell racist jokes cuz they think they can 🤦🏾‍♀️

Squish: Literally the mild version of the romance. 😭😭 Again, this person likes money but isn't that obsessed. Again they might take you on trips but this is a really nice person even if they come across as ignorant. They could've been born with a golden spoon in they mouth, its giving stupid but v sweet. I think you'll like this person a lot, although I personally cant fck with this type, I'm strongly feeling your positive emotions. I think they can be a bit petty and immature tho although that's heavily connected to whatever privilege they have, even if its not necessarily financial.

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2. I started sneezing like crazy the moment I started you're reading, for some this a future spouse or a long term commitment for you, whatever that means to you. AGAINnn with the money like are we all in college now wtf, anyway. This person feels stunted financially or just in general with something they value. Mostly career though for you all, maybe they keep getting rejected from jobs they want or they couldn't get a full-time job out of college and had to do more internships etc. It's just like they feel behind career wise or maybe even life wise. You could be ahead of them but I'm getting the two of you struggle together sometimes. This future partner/crush is very close to you rn and some of you know them already and this is your current crush. I think you guys will start off as good friends right away even if you're not (already) best friends. This could be a future squish too for some of you.

Squish: this is your future crush for everyone that's not aro. Even if you are, there's lots of physical intimacy even if its platonic. Lots of hugs and cuddling each other when you're sad. Both of you could be fems/women. They're very precious and I think that's what pulls you in. They have a soft approachable energy and they're funny. I think they can be rlly awkward and its v funny to you 🤭. They could also struggle with social anxiety and you might tease them about it sometimes. Both of you could be in college and stressed about student loans or money again. You could also just both have the same financial situation in terms of your household. Like literally the same family situation too.

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3. This could be a future partner. You could've liked this person in the past, but they hurt you in some way or were mean? They could've been a loner even if they were ok with other people. You could be manifesting this person even if you don't know it. If you don't already know this person, they could be hurtful in some way, even when you two first meet. I keep getting the Empress for these piles, but I think its the first time in all my readings that I've had to interpret it in a negative way, interesting. This could be someone you have cycles with. Yeah they can just be rude unprovoked and I think that will be your first impression of them even if they're attitude isn't directed towards you. I don't think you know why you like this person and I think it's something you want/should figure out. Please be aware this can show up in multiple ways, it doesn't mean theyll call you a slut or curse at you, but it's much more passive aggressive and just rude. Like I don't think this person takes people seriously especially when it comes to others emotions and they like to play the victim when you try to assert boundaries.

Squish: You're going to really like this personnnn. They might heal some trauma you've had in the pass and they might really be againts your future crush. You're going to be friends with this person, for wlmost all of you close friends maybe besties. I think you might struggle alot of abandonment issues and feeling alone or isolated and I think they'll really help with that. This is someone who doesn't settle and is always moving onto the next big thing, even if it's about a partner. Yeah they might introduce you to other people, but you only really like this person. I wouldn't be surprised if some of you developed a crush on them after your future crush 🤭🙈 They also could've been through a lot and may have had the same tastes in people as you do in they past, so you might see them get very like fervent(?), like passionate about trying to educate you about the people you date/hang around even when you never asked for their opinion. I think they feel like you could do better for yourself but you can't see that. LOL you might find this really annoying and although it is, they have a point most of the time. When I say taste in people, this could apply to any relationship; they look at who you attract in terms of friends, or even family and the workplace for some you, and feel like they need to protect you.

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4. So apparently this is my pile, so for y'all who chose another pile and feel like you're getting flamed, don't worry I probably am too 😭. This person again could be a loner or feel lonely. I feel there's something they went through that deeply impacted them negatively but they just don't deal with those emotions and try not to think about. This person may not tell you what it is like ever, or they tell you and play down the situation a lot esp cuz they might feel like it could make other people worry about them. This is someone who's been through a lot, like some really tough stuff for some you; they could've been an addict or had parents/guardians who were, they could have been bullied a lot and like aggressively, they could've been assaulted at school. They just really could of been through physical hell, literally, maybe there's a poimt where they were chronically in pain. This person has definitely visited a hospital more than a few times or its a miracle they're still alive and walking. You could've met this person veryyy briefly in your childhood, idk why but this is giving a manhwa storyline 💀💀 I'm specifically think of Park Hanhoo's Manager. Anywayyy, they came out on top. They really did, I feel they may compare themselves to average human being but they shouldn't bc their on a whole different level. And I feel what makes your pussy/bussyy pop is their strength. Cuz they handle things with so much gracee I tell you. They may feel behind but I think you view them very differently and I think for who they are as a person when you meet them, you're gonna give them their due respect, even if they don't have the best personality in the world. It's up to you whether or not you really want to pursue this person because I'm getting they could also become a mentor or just a friend. This could be someone at your workplace, whether you swutch jobs or they do.

Squish: Similar vibes, but more like they may have been betrayed by friends in the past or had shitty friends. They could be kind of a loner as a result and like to keep their distance but some of you will meet them at a time when their more emotionally available. This is someone that doesn't like to stay in one place, but I feel like they feel stagnant internally. They could be someone who does a lot of kind actions and could be very helpful although they're not necessarily friendly. They're nice in a very genuine and non-cliche way. If you made a mistake at work they'll give it to you straight, but they'll tell you exactly how you can do better in a non-judgmental way and are always willing to help you. They will answer your questions and paradoxically almost, they have no patience for bullshit, but they do have patience for you and people who are just less experienced than them. They could literally be from the streets. Nvm I ain't getting flamed, I love this pile y'all 🥰

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5. This is a go getter for sure, but they can honestly be very impulsive in general. I keep getting distracted while doing this reading, they may or may not have adhd. This is a definite future spouse/long term partner for a lot of yall. They're very whimsical but not stupid. I think this is someone who believes in science but still likes occult stuff just cuz they can. For the majority of you, this isn't a conservative right leaning hippie who believes in antisemitic conspiracy theories. Even if they like tarot, they don't take it seriously or they could really like astrology lore but don't take it seriously all the time. This is a smart person even if they may not seem like at a first glance. Idk what it is about them, but they look kinda stupid depending on what you think that looks like. Like they could look like a frat boy/mommas boy but it's only bc they don't kno how to dress and they're actually really nerdy and support human rights stuff, like they're pro choice, acab, whatever. However I feel like you won't know that much about them even after developing a crush. This may be someone that you get to know over a lengthy period of time.

Squish: Again this could be your future partner/crush i described above. This person will take you out a lot, like just to hang out they'll want to go to a new cafe or want to see a new place that's opening up. I'm getting they don't necessarily like traveling long distance or flying tho. Y'all could live in an area that has a lot of things to do, there's always something new. They aren't rich but they still know how to have fun without spending a lot of money. Its really giving teen afterschool fun vibes, you guys might hang out at a mutual friends place a lot together. And that may be how you first meet. Again this person isn't super open but they are still a bit friendly and I don't think they mind getting to know you particular. I have a feeling they don't care if they don't have friends at all, they seem to be very content by themselves and know how to have fun. They may be what I like to call a quiet extrovert.

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~ g e m i n i v e s t a ~

(can also apply to moon + 4th house)

vesta signs + interior design

[passionanddarkness]

Ayyyy

Astro observation

Having a Pisces Venus placement means knowing when you’re being done wrong before you *actually* know you’re being done wrong.

[passionanddarkness]

Pile 1 at 11:11 am

FS Series: Who are They? Introducing them! 😊!

Welcome welcome welcomeeeeeeee!! To yet another reading baby babiessssssss here we are introducing your amazing FS like a game show lol CONGRATULATIONS! you’ve completed the hard part alone & you’ve won!!! Now it’s time to claim your prize!! INHALE 4 seconds, HOLD 4seconds, BREATHE OUT 4 seconds. Once you’re centered choose between these 4 Piles and we shall introduce you to your counterpart. Who are they? Their Personality! Their Looks eh (I don’t like doing looks like that cause people alter their appearance all the time!!) ANYWHOOOOOOO CHOOSE BETWEEN THESE 3 PILES TO MEET YOUR FS! (Funny I heard that in a Nick Starr voice only big mouth fans will catch that maybe one of your FS likes big mouth?) REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A GENERAL READING TAKE WHAT RESONATES LET THE REST ROLL FOR SOMEONE ELSE! Now that you’ve understood the rules and chose your prize LETS BEGIN!

Pile 1:

Your FS is very tranquil! They love and value their peace to the point where they’ll defend it! They are very fiery and passionate but at the same time laid back. With The Star card they may be known in their area, some maybe a celebrity others just well known in their area. I’m also getting that their healing through an tough time, finally finding the strength and the hope to move forward. They maybe have burned out I feel their career/job is very trying, it takes a lot out of them. They love it though I’m seeing that they are really passionate about their career/job,they take a lot of pride in their creation. They know how to protect themselves and their energy and fire to their status I’m feeling like they had to learn how to protect their energy and have better boundaries then they did, newfound fame or status, they may’ve just gotten their recognition or status for some of you, others I’m hearing from pretty seasoned too well seasoned, the ages are differentiating from youngish to mature. They went through a lot of challenges to get where they are, they’re grounding themselves finally is the word I’m hearing! Their job may have to do with expression of self in a creative way which is why it’s very possible some of your FS are some media influencers, actors/actresses,performers, YouTubers, etc. They’re in a period of movement and growth, they’ve overcome so much I’m feeling so much pride! They’re incredibly talented and proud of themselves and what they accomplished. Workaholic for some of your FS! They maybe grew up poor & had to fight for what they have so maybe they don’t want to stop because they fear the money would stop? Creative innovation is their career/job. There’s healing after some traumatic events in their past maybe childhood? But I’m seeing that they fulfilled their wishes and expectations. They know that they’re on the right path, or they finally have the renewed hope and inspiration that they are. Like the validation. Maybe that’s important to them. They’ve transmuted their shadow into their inspiration and into a gateway I feel that’s led them to their success. They must’ve crashed out because I’m seeing they’re kind of taking a break right now from it. They must’ve burned themselves out! (Workaholic). I think people put a lot of expectations and pressure on your FS, they’re career brings alot of snakes and fakes out the woodwork as success does, so I’m seeing they maybe taking a break from their reality. The World card for some they maybe a different culture from you completely (NOT ALL)! For others your FS is very well traveled, they may travel alot for their career/job or they are WORLDWIDE FAMOUS with the star card next to the world! (AGAIN FOR SOME NOT ALL)! They love to travel and they are very well rounded I’m hearing. They are very joyful and happy! They are very well accomplished in their field it’s like that’s sticking out to me? (Some of y’all got somebody famous or rich in mind don’t you? I’m getting some rich some wealthy? See not all of them famous but they’re financially stable)! This is somebody’s crush or dream celeb or something it’s a-lot of focus on their accomplishments and career like if I’m explaining their career or success it’ll give validation to one of you (WELL CONGRATULATIONS YOU’RE NOT DELUSIONAL)!!! This is your confirmation! Believe and have faith! They’ve reached a new level of consciousness. That could be the reason for the isolation away, they were going through a karmic cycle they are finally starting to realize what it was all for, they’re in their growth period I think I said that well again CONFIRMATION! Omg you’re like me you guys in p1 are my fucking skeptics, going through different tumblr PAC so you can dispel what you read last yet even though the energy follows you you’re waiting for the other shoe to drop! NAHHHH IT IS NOT! You’re Not DELUSIONAL! That skeptic is the fear inside your head my beautiful skeptics! The energy follows YOU for a reason don’t doubt that *Ahem note to myself holy shii this maybe my pile too 😳! They are moving towards their happy

Ending of wrapping up that karmic cycle, healing to new levels, and preparing for a whole new beautiful journey, again maybe for some of your FS they just acquired this abundance or fame. 8 of Swords they are a overthinking, overworrying, worrywart! With the mirroring imagery in this card I’m getting that your FS mirrors you (even more confirmation this maybe my pile too 🤯). They hold onto things that blind them, hold them down, and makes them feel shitty. They feel mentally trapped or obligated to something or someone I’m getting mental patterns, but remember I was talking about snakes? You know when you make money whole bunch of people come out of the woodwork with their hands out maybe they feel obligated to someone who’s been stressing them out or using their status for their own gain. There’s a PIECE OF SHIT lurking around your FS guys, but I’m feeling like either your FS denying it, or finally just seeing it. There’s still some type of trapped feeling there though. Your FS live on old pain we all know trauma shapes us and we often wait til it’s settled to fully notice it. Right now they’re opening their eyes, or I’m hearing divine intervention, their spirit guides and angels are unveiling or they unveiled the truth (for some the unveiling is about to happen and for others they’re in the healing phase, and for a few maybe 2/3 they just completed it). Denial maybe one of your FS shadow traits. Same with you which is why you need all the validation. Afraid of failure are we ? So is your FS. Your FS doesn’t give themselves the credit they deserve fully! They have options and more choices than they really believe that they have. They maybe stuck in a bad deal too maybe that’s the snake? 🤔. Either way your FS going through it (went through it For some). KING OF PENTACLES! He’s one of my favorite kings (I’m an earth sign so yeahhhh king of my element!) Again some your FS is very mature & well seasoned. Older than you. Some maybe not that far in age but still older. For looks I’m seeing brown hair, braids and locs, white or silver hair, beard, fair to tan skin. I’m feeling frazzled they maybe all over the place, their mental it’s always going. For signs I’m seeing Earth, air & fire! Disconnected from their emotions. Their a warm, loving leader. If your looking for a husband very paternal. A wife very maternal. They’re providers. They take care of those around them hence the fucking pressure of making sure the money never stops. I heard coattails? A lot of people ride their coattails! That money draws in a lot of snakes 🐍 people they maybe trusted betrayed them. They may Still take care of them tho woah! Your FS is loyal! Major trust issues I’m seeing though. They’re a very patient person. ( oh yeah 8 came out twice maybe they’re born in august, on the 8th their life path number could be 8, they may for some be 8 years older than you). They value their alone time, they are loyal and dedicated. A hard worker, determined whatever they want they will fight to get it. They are living in comfort and lavish this person has money okay and they love making that known! (Are some of y’all worried about that)? They are protective over their loved ones. This person is precious. They have a good heart that people take advantage of because they know that they are loyal and they will always come through for their loved ones. 5 of Cups guilt and shame! I think for their past decisions and choices that ended up hurting them or making them feel this trapped feeling has your FS feeling guilty, and shameful. They hold onto old pain and wound’s constantly reliving them on a loop. I’m hearing that big mouth song with the shame wizard: shame shame making life just a little bit lame. Poor baby 😢. They have to learn how to let go of what didn’t work out, crying over spilled milk over and over again. They’re grieving a loss right now they were betrayed, and got lied to and I feel they’re finally getting disillusioned to the bullshit! They’re broken because they couldn’t believe they allowed it to happen, it’s like they’re disappointed in them-

Selves, blaming their loyalty and their emotions for blinding them. Basically feeling sorry for themselves and wallowing in self pity, they’re really beating themselves up, I feel like this is all happening on the inside while on the outside it’s all happy smile joy and show the world I made it. They may lean on work to avoid dealing with that pain. (But they’re taking a step back now, hopefully letting go of this pain and wallow). They are definitely stepping back from everyone. They’re in a lot of pain, they need patience. 🫂 they get Gaslighted. Rebellious. femme fatale I’m seeing for some. They do shit their own way, they’re not a follower, if you say the correct way is left they’re going right. They March to the beat of their own drum. They may’ve gotten rejected for that though. Very beautiful. Physically attractive! You will be blown away by their beauty specially if you’re looking for a wife. Well either way I feel you’re going to be VERY ATTRACTED to your FS. Very fiery, adventurous and full of energy. Even if mature they have this flare. They have a temper too! Fire sign most definitely for some! A Don Juan very seductive! They are very experienced in that area they know how to talk anyone’s pants/panties off, I mean their success yes, but even if they didn’t have it I still feel like their looks and their charm could pull in anyone they want. (Some of them I feel doubt that). The Mother card came out maybe some of them are parents. Remember when I said that they’re maternal/paternal? Well bam! CONFIRMATION! They’re protective of their mothers too (mamas boys/girls)I feel or some have mother issues? (Baby mama/daddy drama for some sorry). They’re very inquisitive & and good at calling out some shit (some of them are actual detectives! Maybe this is why they’re wallowing, how could a detective not see the clues of a snake they may feel). Their eyes are bright and beautiful I feel you will love staring at them. I keep hearing vice versa when I’m dropping facts about them they mirror you! They will love your eyes and beauty! They have self sabotaging tendencies, another cage reference, they feel soo trapped your FS. There also maybe a Saboteur around them , envious I’m hearing. Poor babies! On the outside their fire element bursts and shine but on inside their water element is screaming out for attention. They’re very emotional and even intuitive, they have some water in their chart, due to this betrayal though they maybe disconnected from their emotions, not wanting to trust them. They need 🫂!!!!! Send them healing energy. You too! Since you mirror each other I’m soo sry for the betrayal you’ve went through whoever that snake was Fucc them!!! Don’t wallow this happened for your highest good!!!! Your FS is in their shadow element right now they really are sad and disappointed, I feel that they’re trying to heal from it though I’m getting two energies some are working and healing some are wallowing. All still in pain though. Very introverted but magical! Grounded and down to earth, prideful yet humble. Yes there are some intruders and some saboteurs round your FS and even when you two get together they will be showing up trying meddle & intrude on your relationship with them, this person or these people don’t want your Fs to be happy and they’ll hate that you make them so happy they will overstep and try to meddle in your relationship, remember to always choose each other. Your FS when they believe in someone or something they support it full throttle! They jump in and blast off, I’m getting a sort off impulsive vibe too they may do things without thinking about it and they just dive on in. (Another reason they may be wallowing). Acts of service may be their love language, “lemme handle it”. May be their catch phrase that sounds like a parent doesn’t it? They love to make everyone’s life around them easier (so do you cos of the mirror and I love you for that we need more people like that)! They’re very protective & they will fight for you & have your back no

Hesitations or questions asked. Your FS is taking a step back from things right now to reasses and detach emotionally because they were way too close to a situation that was making them not see or think clearly. One step at a time is their motto now. I feel like you like to rush the meeting of this union. (Again this is confirmation this is my pile too 😂 SHOUT OUT TO MY SKEPTICS #Let’sbelieveTOGETHER)! This connection is guided by the divine so divine timing and divine order is how this connection will manifest. I feel slow and steady wins the race is how your FS thinks even with the impulsivity that flares up in them, they know how to take it slow. Your FS holds back a lot. They run away and deny deny deny! Didn’t I say that earlier? I could’ve sworn I said that well if I didn’t then yeah they suffer from denial and if I did say it say it with me CONFIRMATION! Your FS feels unworthy of love of their success. They are not allowing themselves to fully just be their amazing selves. Even with the rebel that’s in them it’s like they still proceed with caution if that makes sense. They may be too nice and kind of sugarcoat the truth for some people, they need to learn to be 100% honest. Some of you they may be your mentor, others partners, you may meet them through your career. (How many are you are aspiring musicians, entertainers and creatives??? Shit me toooo let’s all support each other boooo!!! And again CONFIRMATION!!!) . For some of you you’re monadic twin flames. Twin flames is such a diverse word and many people romanticize it instead of trying to understand it like soulmates we all have different types of soulmates and twin flames. (I’m on the twin flame journey again so MORE CONFIRMATION)! This pile your FS is your High Vibe Soulmate for some and Monadic Twin Flame for others. If this is your monadic twin flame this is your last incarnation on earth, I thank you for your service and presence you lifted the vibe! The monadic twin flames are two separate souls that are usually guides for each other and stay separated til the last incarnation. They are in a a state of transformation. Your FS they are experiencing sudden changed and endings elevating to new levels right now! Growth period babe! They’re elevating give them time. Your FS is your true love. You will know that the first time you kiss each other, very magical and potent your first kiss is going to be with your FS. WELL THEN HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR PILE THANKS FOR PLAYING WHO’S YOUR FS.

Pile II

WELCOME! WELCOME! WELCOME! P2 to MEETING YOUR FS! First off they are very psychic & intuitive. They maybe biracial, brownish reddish hair, fair to tannish skin. Long hair. They seem very balanced & put together in that sense where they have their energies balanced. Very mysterious and homely. Their favorite place in the world maybe their home. They are afraid or resistant of change. I feel they may not like to know what’s happening. I’m hearing that song by Diddy and I forgot his name but the lyrics are I don’t wanna know if you’re playing me keep it on the low, cos my heart can’t take it anymore. 3 Major Arcanas they are a very intense person I feel. They value harmony. There very fluid I an hearing non-binary. Masculine and feminine energies are both balanced within them. Duality maybe a word to describe your FS. Very patient and focused on their purpose in life. They do things in moderation, they definitely don’t push themselves past their limit they’re learning so much about themselves self-discovery journeys! They have sentimental attachments that they’re not trying to let go of, they cling to the past, they maybe at a point right now where they’re mourning some type of a loss or they’re feeling hopeless. They are very adventurous and creative. Great at planning and strategizing. Right now they are strategizing and planning their next move. They may live somewhere where you surf? Or they are from there! They have big dreams of traveling the world, they maybe planning it & what they plan will always come to fruition. They are highly intuitive, they have many options and opportunities in their life right now but some of them are fake and phony right now I see your Fs contemplating on which choice to choose for themselves. They take their time. They are in their head a lot I’m getting strong water vibes for this pile Cancer, Pisces & Scorpio. Venus in a water sign maybe? They wishful think about their fantasies coming to life (you’re one of them I heard). Your FS may be afraid of the unknown and that’s the lesson they’re going through rn. Learning to move forward without knowing what’s ahead. They’re healing and taking a holiday away from their real life. I think to re-evaluate and re focus back on their path, temptation maybe strayed them away. Something may have been revealed that threw them through a loop and now they’re taking a step back . Very witty, inquisitive, and curious. They’re in their learning stages. I’m getting a very young college student kinda of vibe 19-27 I’m feeling? They have a smart mouth! Always with a snappy comeback. I feel your FS is very funny. Very enigmatic and full of energy and charisma. They are adventurous and love a good party when it’s time to get lit they turn up the shit! They’re Romantic 🥰. Very into roses and flowers and the whole shebang yes I heard the word Shebang! Very intuitive and wide beyond their years honestly lots of people come to them for sage advice. They are very spiritual and intuned with themselves, I feel they hide that part of them though out of fear, I feel people who are close to them are the ones who really experience that side of them. They’re a clinger. They cling to people, things, memories. Sentimental value is what I’m hearing. They’re afraid of losing things this is my abandonment issue pile cos I’m hearing hoarder! Addiction issues are coming up I don’t like to speak on those again because these addictions and trauma you should hear about from them. They’re introverted they says very quiet reserved and kept to themselves. They may’ve dyed their hair the basic colors black, blonde, brown, beard. They have a elegance to them. A regalness. They maybe a Gemini some of them or have air in their chart. They may wear several different masks 🎭 to hide their true selves. (In the closet, that’s what I heard)? They may like vampires, have a vampiric look, or ar around energetic vampires, I feel your FS embodies the energy of those around them so I feel they themselves at one point became energetic vampires. Also vampires are older than they look, so maybe some

Of them are older than what you’ll think. Very ancient souls too I’m feeling they’ve walked among the earth for a while. They are very beautiful I mean gorgeous, charming and funny. They are a dreamy person. Pisces card came out confirmation! They may be a Pisces. Some of them maybe dancers professionally or they are really good at dancing and from what I heard good dancers make great lovers so yasss 👏🏽! Leo some of them maybe or just really warm, generous, loyal, and protective! You and this person have lots of things in common (for a select few this is someone you have in mine, the feeling is mutual between you and them). Others you two may have mutual Jobs, friends, vibes and interests. You two have a lot in common. For many of you or them this maybe your first actual relationship! (Congrats!!) your first kiss, your first love, or some of you maybe virgins! (We still got the VClub Jackets)! Your FS will be your first or you’ll be your FS’s first! Either way they will make you their main priority! I feel they are a liar about who they are, they wear masks and embody someone that they aren’t. They’ve suffered a few flops and fails in life but I’m seeing that they dust themselves off and try again - Aaliyah. They’ve made many mistakes and has fallen but I feel it’s humbled them. Maybe they used to be a playa and a cheat and then something happened to them it humbled them. Or they’ve gotten cheated on or only dealt with players. If you’re looking for a wife you will be addicted to her p*ssy! She got that WAP! Your FS very dominant and and aggressive in bed, they moan loud and love dirty talk. Highly sexual! Quality time is their Love Language. They love hanging out with their loved ones spending time together and taking them on road trips, getaways, holidays etc. They are a flirty person! They are so charming a wink of an eye and a bite of a lip will get anyone in their eye shot heating up they are that fucking good! They are very sexually aggressive it’s like in bed they let they animal out the cage then it’s game on! They are a tease as well, they may want people to chase them. They’ve made some bad choices and decisions and they I feel help others in their group not repeat the madness. They are very family oriented. But I feel there’s some familial trauma, issues, drama, & influences around which can be supportive and dramatic and I feel that they may have some toxic family members and friends that need the chip but because of sentimental attachments they won’t let them go. Seems like your FS needs to pick up the cosmic scissors ✂️! THAT IS ALL WE HAVE FOR YOU PILE 2 THANKS FOR PLAYING MEET YOUR FS! Love hugs and chicken tugs? Idk I heard that.

PileIII

Hello HELLO HAYLOW! Welcome to PILE 3 of MEET YOUR FS! I’m immediately getting fire and air energy! They are very whimsical I’m hearing. They are energetic and creative. Very inspiring. I feel like they were in a slump (that’s like a theme for the collective old cycles are closing pain is happening)! A betrayal or a devastating loss of some kind it broke your FS heart I mean shattered it, they are finally regaining that spark or they just found it. They are very creative and passionate. Facing their grievances and taking the opportunities they need to heal. They suffer from paranoia and anxieties,They may suffer from nightmares and depression,they may have a lot of responsibilities and that stress takes a toll on them sometimes, I also feel like they suffered from some type of bullying or abusive rejection of some kind. I’m not going to go deeper into that because of the fact that again that’s not my place. They’re in their state of illumination. They’re having a mirrorlike nature of consciousness really reflecting on everything, I feel it’s their fear and their anxieties that are the problems! Your FS is very powerful they have the ability to manifest anything they want but because of their low vibe state they were only manifesting low vibrational things maybe now they are realizing that. They are very intuitive and again they have alot of temptation trying to stray them from the path I feel they may suffer from indecision or procrastination. They are about action though once they make their mind up about something and decide they can manifest it for themselves insanely fast. Very productive and efficient. They know how to get work done, this is a very boss man/woman energy I’m feeling. They are witty and funny and intelligent. Always asking questions. Witty comebacks! They are learning so much about who they are and what they can do and I feel they are just loving it McDonald’s lovin it! They want a happy family life, they crave this! I feel this pile maybe the closest to meeting their FS! They crave love and their soulmate and with the 10 of cups here it makes me feel like they’re very close to manifesting that for themselves because they manifest things really fast I feel you do too! Well gear⚙️ up HENNTY! It’s coming! Your FS is beyond wise if your looking for a wife she maybe older than you. Very wise! They’ve experienced the worst in their lives and they are still going strong! They are intuitive, they are I’m seeing clairvoyance and claircognizance. They are manifesting you at this very moment. They probably do spell work or get readings done this is my witchy pile! Your FS has a femme fatale sort of look and style whatever they identify as I’m feeling femme fatale. They got they shit in order financially this is a high roller they keep their body right I’m seeing tattoos and cigars. They are a badass! They gotta believe it though, for those looking for a hubby whew he’s beyond hot babies, muscular and fit, they keep their body together. They’re an old soul this person has been roaming the planes for a while, that explains their wisdom beyond their years. They are in their shadow feminine side may be distorted or imbalanced. They’re a bit of an wallflower, they are very reserved and even with their badass style that anxiety and paranoia kicks their ass every time! They still shine though! Regardless! They are regal and stunning. Held in very high regards, queen/king of whatever and wherever they are. They are revered. They self sabotage though because of the paranoia and anxiety, they’re so afraid of things going wrong that they avoid it and make things go wrong if that makes sense. For some not all maybe 1 some of them may actually be some type of royalty, or descended from some type of regalia. They’re a wizard! Complete magical being your FS! They will bring you into their life as if by magic…oh wait it is magic! Very connected to music, they may even do music. Any lyric messages that stand out to you in any song those are messages from your FS! They are taking a step back from something right now that

They were too close too, Your FS jumps to conclusions and becomes to emotional over things sometimes and so that’s why they need to step back and reassess things from a outer perspective. They are in their healing stage I’m telling you, you pile 3 are gearing up to meet your FS soon. They are transforming and ascending. Progression & letting go is what they’re up to at the moment. They are very flirtatious and a tease very passionate always biting their lips I feel some of them have a pouty kind of look that’ll turn some of you on. Once you two are together there will be a lot of in-house drama and disagreements because of little annoyances and disputes you two will be learning compromise. You two will trigger each other and need time of space it’s explaining your dynamic already you two are very close to union holy shit CONGRATULATIONS! They are a very sexually active person what I mean is that they may have suffered from sex addiction or they just really crave sex like it’s nonstop! Maybe that’s how your connection is going to be? They miss signs from you and you miss signs from them spirit is telling pile 3 to pay attention NOW! You’re ignoring the signs. I feel out of fear and anxiety and self doubt for your FS! They really beat themselves up. I feel you two have a 3D/5D connection this relationship is very powerful for some this is the twin flame relationship the split soul twin flame not the monadic or E.T twin flames the split soul twin flames that everyone romanticizes (I’m on that journey tooo)! The rest of you this is a very HIGH VIBING SOULMATE!They have issues reaching out & asking for help your FS I feel is afraid of being rejected. But like I said they are respected in their field and revered mad love and admiration from those around them. Some even worship them. Your FS is held in high regards. THIS ALL I HAVE FOR YOU PILE 3 THANKS FOR PLAYING! MEET YOUR FS! CONGRATULATIONS HENNY!! 💋

Pile IIII

Well this is my happiest pile! Welcome pile 4’s to MEET YOUR FS! Your FS is very intelligent and interested in learning deeper and deeper very Air dominant energy. With The Emperor card here they’re a fucking BOSS! They are the CEO of the company honey! If not they’re just the the shit! They know who they are and they are not ashamed to take charge and lead the way for others which I feel they do. Soo smart such a deeper knowledge of self and what’s around them. This is I feel is newly found knowledge though with the Ace of Swords. They just left or drifted away from some toxic or shady drama because it didn’t serve them anymore and they feel great about it relieved this may’ve been something they’ve been struggling to move forward from, they finally had their aha moment of clarity. Truth is being revealed to them and their heightened their level of consciousness ( this is another collective theme the raising of higher consciousness yasss 👏🏽). I’m seeing them achieve some type of success and triumphant moment. They’re feeling victorious! As they should be! They’re taking action and see I told you they may’ve just gotten a promotion of some kind and they’re feeling themselves, they’re moving out of a bad situation baby into their success moment! This promotion maybe what causes the move but it came at the perfect time, they’re moving away from some toxic bull! They’re recording support and help from others maybe on their team or families? They’re moving past the trauma and being the drama! They’re done with that and ready for something new they’re spiritually transitioning! They’re a bit afraid of what’s next but they’re snatching up these opportunities for alignment, they just have to believe in their abilities and what they bring to the table. They were withdrawing from the world and in isolation rejecting themselves Freedom being the hermit, denying themselves being stuck in the past and they’re just over IT baby! They feel like they don’t belong, some of them maybe have been bubbled by their family, like kept away like mother gothel did to rapunzel in tangled (my mother did that to me and my sister, still is soo I get it)! They get into their head alot they’re very mercurial. They have insecurities they’re trying to work through but progress involves flopping and fucking up and sometimes they Fucc up they used to mentally bind themselves to the past but I’m seeing that they are noticing it now and it’s time to exit the past, they have got to walk through it without taking shortcuts, they’ve gotta walk through the past trauma and pain hon! If you’re looking for a Hubby then he’s a king! And absolute dream you’ll respect him and he’ll respect you. He may have a beard not too heavy & tatted. I feel they’re very protected by their angels and guides also I feel they may get a bad rep, remember Medusa is sort of a recluse or as said by people told not to enter her cave so there’s that confirmation too braids or dreads. Short too long hair even cut hair like a fade or a taper cut. For some this maybe a reunion someone in the past or this is a reunion of souls, seeing each other again will trigger past life memories if this isn’t someone you’ve just lost contact with cuss I’m not getting an ex. They’ve traveled around the world maybe that’s their dream job? They are Adventurous and love to travel and see the world, I just think because of this recluse lifestyle they may not believe they got it in them, I’m feeling stagnancy, they now I feel just got the promotion and will be leaving their home and their obsessive either parents or parent or whoever had them trapped physically. I’m getting mother gothel vibes as their parental figure Frfr! Watch tangled. Gemini season may be when you meet them, they maybe a Gemini or have Gemini in their Chart I did say they were mercurial. They’re also very funny, witty and inquisitive have a youthful energy like ooooh what’s this and what’s that! Like they’ve never been outside before. This pile they’ve got some strength and zest for life that the world I feel needs this person isn’t jaded

By the outside all their pain stems from their family life and upbringing I feel. (Same)! Their feminine side is a bit distorted maybe they were taught to never show emotion cos their masculine side is on point regardless of gender. They’re a clinger! They cling to the past, too people, things and ideas, I feel they’re leaning too from this I’m not feeling negativity from this pile even though negative cards are showing they are leaving it behind or trying to! They’re a caregiver probably loves and connects with animals Omg this person is precious, love them fiercely because the deserve it and let them be free!! This is my star crossed lovers pile!! Very innocent Vibe I’m getting from your FS younger than you or again just more innocent. They’re learning about self-love and choosing themselves. They have #Medays and routines they follow. They’re moving forward from the bullshit they said no more I’m done with that! They have a bright future ahead of them, success, love,(you), joy, money and happiness guaranteed for them, the wheel I’m hearing is turning in their favor! They believe in true love! Fairytale romance (not what you see on tv but a love that transcends explanation that’s truly fairytale)1111 they may see that a lot. Or wish for you on 1111! They are learning to reach out and ask for help which I felt was probably a big issue for them before due to the being reclusive. Words Of Affirmations is your FS Love Language, they love to give and receive words of encouragement, love, and praise! Expect love letters, texts, notes etc. They express themselves through words again VERY MERCURIAL!! They are a dedicated and devoted person, their loyalty is unmatched booo you’ve got yourself a rider!!! Good or bad they got your ass!! They suffer from abandonment issues, they hold you close and tight. Cuddles and snuggles you close, gives you long and lingering hugs. They will be afraid of losing you, you are probably their first relationship again (same this person a bit like me their upbringing Atleast you just need to allow this person to be themselves unapologetically cos chances they were denied that or their parent made fun of them or made them shut it down). This person will love you with everything in them because they’ve got so much to give. This person isn’t jaded by the outside world but is still jaded and traumatized the worse feeling can come from your own parents trapping you and abusing at the same time making you so afraid of the outside that you succumb to the abuse in the inside because you’ve isolated yourself with nowhere to go and no one to run too it’s a lonely feeling and so when they finally let loose allow them to be themselves freely and cheer them on because they’re a fucking hoot! They just had trouble seeing themselves through their own eyes because of emotional unhealthy parental molding. I swear I can’t stand emotionally unhealthy parents! The children always suffer! ALWAYS. You are their brightness not escape their brightness they won’t be using you to get away from anything but instead to open themselves up to who they truly are! And maybe you as well! WELL THATS ALL I HAVE FOR MY PILE 3 thanks for playing MEET YOUR FS!

Hope you guys enjoyed this post it was very emotional for me to make I felt a connection to a lot of your FS in a sense where I empathized with them they are really going through a transitional period and transition is hard for everyone this just may be the collective theme for everyone including you so baby know you alright! And BETTER THINGS ARE A COMING! Word up! LIKE|REBLOG|COMMENT|FEEDBACK Let me know how it resonated with you my baby baby babies! 💋 ❤️ 💡 🪄