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Comment below am i crashing out
#my mental health is soooo trash this weekend#I’m at a bday retreat with a group of pretty flirty fun girls#ive been so insecure anxious#i even got jealous with my bf#i feel so negative#body image is a 0#and for the first time in a while ive been scratching my arms as self harm#i feel like ive regressed like a year as far as mental health goes#i feel like such a mean girl bad person#because my insecurity has warped my attitude#i want to just give these girls grace and see tjem for who tjey are#but I’m finding myself searching for flaws to make myself feel better#feel better for not being as skinny and pretty as them???#pathetic :(
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“Apologize to your body. Maybe that is where the healing begins.”
— Nayyirah Waheed
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also new job is still as good as it can be
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Bad pics from the car in sj ca
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My only piece of advice to girls and young women is that you have to become financially independent no matter what it takes. Do whatever you need to do to become financially independent in this world and don’t ever let it go for anybody.
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This week is testing me
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I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself
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