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aya, upon being bothered at work by hina for the 500th time

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HINA-CHAN·:

                    ❝ hmm …   i   wanna   say   it’s   next   saturday ?   sometime   in   the   evening ,   at   dub !!   i   can   get   you   tickets   if   you   remind   me !!   oh ,   oh ,   i   got   a   lot   of   merch   we   can   wear ,   too !!   trust   me ,   it’ll   be   super   shooby - dooby !!   onee - chan’s   amazing !! ❞     she   hands   over   her   card   and   grabs   her   drink ,   sipping   on   it   as   she   waits   for   the   pink - haired   cashier   to   ring   her   up.     ❝ hey ,   hey ,   maybe   we   should   invite   chisato - chan ,   eve - chan ,   and   maya - chan ,   too !!   we   could   have   a   sleepover   and   everything   on   friday ,   and   then   go   to   the   show   on   saturday !!   what   do   you   think ? ❞     she’s   really   holding   up   the   line   at   this   point ,   though   at   this   point ,   she’s   close   to   getting   out   of   line   and   grabbing   a   seat.     ❝ we   could   make   a   whole   night   out   of   it !!   i’m   sure   onee - chan   won’t   mind !!   we   just   gotta   keep   it   super   secret   and   on   the   dl !!   it’ll   be   boppin’ !! ❞

❝d ... don’t we have rehearsal saturday afternoon? chisato-chan’s schedule will be way too busy...❞ she’s visibly sweating a bit. something about chisato-chan makes her feel a lot more pressured. it’s probably how she has this aura of being so much better than the rest of them.  with a heavy inhale, she swipes hina’s card. a couple moments, and she’s handing her the receipt. exhale. ❝your number is 14. get your food over there -- ❞ pointing at a part of the counter with a sectional seperating it from the two cashiers. ❝ -- when it’s called.❞

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my fav girls

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ʚ  彩のレディアントロード  *・ﾟ♪

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aya!!!!!!!

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HINA-CHAN·:

                    ❝ i   know !!   yeah ,   i   know   they’re   roselia   and   all ,   but   they   gotta   learn   to   chill   out   and   relax   a   little !! ❞     she’s   rambling   now ,   completely   OBLIVIOUS   to   the   line   starting   to   form   behind   her.     ❝ oh ,   um !!   i   want   a   large   fry   and ,   umm . . .   how   about   a   mr.   salt ?   no ,   no ,   actually   —   a   medium   1up ,   please !! ❞     fumbling   for   her   wallet   now ,   she   continues   CHATTERING   away ,   regardless   of   whether   or   not   aya’s   paying   attention   to   her.     ❝ but   yeah !!   onee - chan’s   becoming   a   lot   more   relaxed ,   but   she’s   still   super   busy   with   rehearsals   and   i   wanna   hang   out   with   her !!   should   i   ask   her   to   hang   out   after   the   show’s   done ?   wait   —   that’s   a   good   idea !!   hey ,   aya - chan ,   do   you   wanna   go   to   roselia’s   next   concert   with   me ?   we   can   go   in   disguise   so   onee - chan   won’t   recognize   us !! ❞

disguise? what’s the point of going out in public in a disguise? nobody’s going to recognize her, then!  aya called out the order for the fries to a worker in the back, and grabbed a medium cup. while filling it up, she kept talking. ❝well... when is roselia’s next concert? i’d need to make sure i don’t have a shift scheduled. but, uh -- m-maybe?❞

aya looks over for a second at kanon-chan, and -- yep. her face is buried in her hands. ❝here’s your drink.❞ she’s not going to mention that she could upgrade her drink to a large since they have a deal where all soda sizes are the same price right now. she really can’t postpone this conversation anymore.   

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HINA-CHAN·:

                    ❝ aya - chaaaaan !!   hiiiiii !! ❞     and   just   like   that ,   she   appears !   arm   raised   triumphantly   as   she   shouts ,   hina’s   hardly   paying   attention   to   the   ODD   LOOKS   she’s   getting   from   mcdanald’s   other   patrons.   not   that   she   minds ,   of   course   —   all   she   wants   to   do   is   visit   aya   at   work !   with   a   bounce   in   her   step ,   she   approaches   the   cash   register ,   propping   her   head   on   her   fist   with   a   GRIN   on   her   face.     ❝ what’s   up ?   hey ,   can   i   get   some   fries ?!   i’m   suuuper   hungry   —   you   know ,   i   was   gonna   hang   out   with   onee - chan   today ,   but   she   said   she   was   busy   with   rehearsal   so   i   decided   to   come   here   instead   and   hang   out !!   and   —   hey ,   can   i   get   a   soda ,   too ,   please ? ❞                                                                       // @pasukashu·   —   starter call !!

hang out??? oh, brother. it's gonna be this again, huh? aya's glancing nervously at the other people that entered behind hina-chan, and all she can do is have her hands folded politely in front of her. her face gives her nervousness away, though. kanon's already looking a bit overwhelmed, and it's hardly been a minute. ❝hina-chan, you really can't be bothering me like this at work ... sayo-chan was busy, huh...?❞ mid-sentence, aya had already decided it wasn't worth fighting. anyway, she should actually do her job part. maybe hina will leave her alone quicker once she has her food. ❝well, uh... what size do you want your fries? and what kind of soda?❞

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❝hello, hello! pr time's gonna run out quick, so can you like or reblog this if you want to interact with a cute, pink, selfie-loving, up-and-coming idol??❞

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tag drop, commencing! part 3: verses!

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tag drop, commencing! part 2: characters!

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tag drop, commencing! part 1: posts!

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❝ we are not the same , and never will be. ❞

it wasn’t very much, was it? those words were probably just said spur of the moment -- hina would say anything. she didn’t really think. she was like that. but part of that insensitive nature was what made it hurt more than usual. if hina just spoke what was on her mind, then she must really believe that. aya breathed in, looking over her shoulder at the rehearsal mirror. her expression truly gave her away. aya’s face was like an open book all about her emotions.

well. an inhale. all she said was that they’re not the same, and... of course, she’s right. nobody’s the same. but the implication behind it was enough.

❝i know.❞ it came out in a breath she didn’t really realize she was holding until then. ❝i know i’m not the same as you. but can you blame me for striving to be?❞ she’s already having to wipe away at her eyes. 

❝i... i wish i was as talented as you. if i had your ability, i could’ve gone so much farther than i have. but i don’t. and pastel✽palettes is being held back by such a lousy leader, and...❞ yeah, she can’t help it now. she’s gotten way too into her head about a simple off-handed comment during rehearsal. her face is buried in her hands.

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random sentence starters

random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.

“ who do you think you are? “

“ wait , did you just say you love me? “

“ please just … leave me alone. “

“ i’m so happy! “

“ is this a gift for me? “

“ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! “

“ i love you. “

“ shut up! shut the fuck up! “

“ who told you that?! i didn’t say that! “

“ w — what? “

“ … i’m sorry. “

“ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “

“ bitch , guess what? “

“ oh my god … “

“ fuck you to fucking hell! “

“ man … go to hell. “

“ what did you just send me? “

“ what did you just say? “

“ they’re totally checking you out right now. “

“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “

“ are you jealous? “

“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “

“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “

“ you’re so stupid. “

“ okay! that’s it! put your dukes up! “

“ you don’t want me. “

“ question , you’re not dating anyone , are you? “

“ let me take you out on a date. “

“ i swear to god i’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “

“ no! don’t tickle me! “

“ i’m not good for you , trust me. “

“ no offense but i’m out of your league. “

“ so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isn’t it? “

“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “

“ so what will it be tonight? “

“ please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace. “

“ i don’t love you. “

“ you don’t love me. “

“ … is there something you want? “

“ you know , you’re really cute. “

“ god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot! “

“ shh … don’t cry. “

“ i just feel like everything is falling apart. “

“ DON’T YOU DARE! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! “

“ hello darkness my old friend … “

“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “

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SOFT ANGST STARTERS.

‘stay for me.’

‘what’s this between us?’

‘i don’t want your apology.’

‘you know i have feelings for you.’

‘yeah, i remember the drill.’

‘you’ve never hurt me. ever.’

‘then leave her/him/them. at home.’

‘i don’t believe it.’

‘this is breaking my heart.’

‘you met me at a very strange time in my life.’

‘what keeps you up at night?’

‘i wish you were here.’

‘i let you down.’

‘something strange happened here.’

‘you’re not safe here.’

‘i wasn’t ready to say goodbye.’

‘we are not the same, and never will be.’

‘don’t touch me.’

‘is it my fault?’

‘i’m not like them.’

‘i forgot my name again.’

‘i don’t know who i am.’

‘your fear of looking stupid is holding you back.’

‘are you still alive?’

‘i don’t like being told what to do.’

‘am i making you uncomfortable?’

‘nobody cares if you don’t go to the party.’

‘it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it.’

‘where the hell are my friends?’

‘stop pretending life doesn’t terrify you.’

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it's been a great show. after they finished off with their 1st single, shuwarin☆dreaming, the crowd went absolutely wild. as per usual at these shows at the circle live house, aya would close off the night with a speech. smiling, she takes a step forward and tilts her head towards the mic. her hands clasped at her chest, she shouts excitedly ❝gay rights!❞ and the crowd goes WILD.

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❝ aya - chan YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! ❞

❝ h-hina-chan??❞ to say the sudden hug was unexpected was a bit of an understatement. sure, they had finished singing, but... they were still on stage. this would make a good pr moment -- aya was already envisioning the magazine cover. was that hina-chan's intention? she let go of her microphone and pressed her hands against hina's arms, kind of accepting the hug sheepishly. could hina feel her pounding heart from the thrill of a successful live show? she smiled sweetly, surrendering to the comfort of her friend's gesture.