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14/7/17

Summer vacations are over. I'm in my final year of college. We are getting training from very good faculties on the general aptitude and English section of any competitive exam. I'm thinking to myself..."will I make it?" "What if I become jobless after college?" "What if I have not done enough?" "What if after I get a job I stick to it and not start a business like I want to?" "What if mechanical engineering was the wrong choice when no one from my contacts are already in that sector?" "What if no girl will ever love me?" "What if I loose all my hair and it never grows back?" "What if I turn out like my father?" I'm scared, really scared, but i don't feel the feeling in the heart that fear tends to give. I think I'll be needing that to get my shit together and get it done.

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27/02/17

Its been exactly a month huh, well whats done is done . My little escapade is over now. I thought that i'd changed but i got done by such a simple psychological lack. There is drfinitely a second chance right now but i dont think this is going to happen a second time now. Well im not going to succumb to this again. I went for a visit to satish dhavan space center in shriharikota and is was a blissful experience. The security is crazy and why would it not be it is a place which has become world renowned because of the success of mangal yaan which was the cheapest mars orbiter mission and recently the launch of 104 satellites the launchpads were amazing. There were two called first and second launchpad based on the date of construction. The second pad is where we went to first. Massive as it was towering at 70metres the umbilical tower. It was really fascinating to see that they refered to the rocket as a baby and they probably take care of the rocket like it was a baby too. Reason why there have been so many successful launches. So talking about the launchpads the second had an assembly unit a kilometer away (if i remember correctly) where the actual rocket was assembled and after completion, it would be brought to the launchpad by a train along those rails. The first launchpad was different. The rocket would be assembled in the tower itself and after it was over, the whole tower would move 35metres away it was quite cool how such a massive building could be moved and it was made in ancient times.well to sum it all up, seeing the place where the prime minister and other people sit and where the rocket is launched and also the place where dr. APJ abdul kalam worked was indeed a great privelage. I hope i get the chance to work there someday. It'd be amazing if i could contribute something for the country. JAI HIND!!

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27/02/17

Been a few days now, but that doesnt matter. What matters is im here again. Today is a new day for me. Will start to be productive once again and this time nithing can bring me down. Went for an industrial tour last week to ISRO was fun and being in a place so important made me feel proud. More than that i felt that if i were to change something about the world for the better i have to become better myself. Being trapped by simple addictions and being a part of the herd that the so called shepherds wish to control is not my cup of tea. I am going to live my life to the fullest now.

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27-01-2017

Its been a few days since ive posted here...well to sum it all up ive been smoking weed and just doing what i dont want to do but am forced to do due to my environment. Today i had gate classes and since its the only place where i feel like im not wasting my time, i feel this day was good. Except for the fact that i was too lazy to go for my morning jog/workout. I did do a few pushups to make my heart feel ok. I was planning to study today but the main switch to my room is busted and there is no light in my room. It will not be getting fixed till tomorrow. So, i guess its just procastination now😂..tomorrow is a new day , so just do what you gotta do even if you dont want to.

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17-1-2017

Well i feel like i havent posted here in a long time. Nevertheless, getting back to the present, i have been busy due to mid exams (lol). Well today was the first and with six more to come i really have my hands full this time cause i really have been refraining from getting better grades. I will just do it now. It does not matter if in one internal i am just passed ill make up for everything in all the others so that that one does not feel like anything.

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13-1-17

Another boring day. Did nothing today. One piece came out after a weeks gap and felt a little good reading it but was dissapointed to see it will not be there for another week. It just sucks. So i just collected 10 crowns in clash royale and watched a few videos about the new troop that just git released. Now i have nothing to do.. im just waiting for this vacation to end. its so frustrating this boredom. I know that if college resumes, im going to have useless tensions but its better that way ill stay organised.im regretting not going home right now. Just wanna make the most of holidays i said...fuck..!! Allright lets procastinate a little yolo right😄

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12-01-2017

Its a boring day. Im in my hostel room thinking about my past (again). The hostel is 90% empty because there is a one week holiday till the 15th on account of pongal. I have not gone home because my home is far and there is only a week holiday(that is what i tell myself anyway,to others i just ignore when asked:p). But the real reason why im staying is because of my insecurities. Firstly because i fucked up and got 3 backlogs. Secondly, i see pictures of my friends and others on social media i know these sites exaggerate the reasons for my insecurity but its true cause every one of my friends are become more beautiful physically when comparing with their previous selves and are growing up so well but its actually the exact opposite with me. As i compare myself with my older self i see how much ive degraded and it kills me inside and makes me think that im incompetent these holidays have really filled me with lethargy and im not getting to exercise too. Ok so the following things are always on my mind lately: 1. I dunno if i should join the gym or continue calisthenics because calisthenics is really what i wanna do but i am not seeing any real progress and i wanna set the stage for calisthenics by doing gym for some time because its easy to stay motivated to give your best at the gym than it is at calisthenics. 2. As time is passing, i can feel the pressure im under increasing gradually. Its nealy the end of my college life and i really cant see or even think about what im going to do after my college completes. Im trying to crack the gate exam because that is the only small chance im seeing right now. I dont know what is going to happen but i know this for sure. No matter what, im going to be big, mind you not big big but huge, enormous, gigantic, im talking king kong big. Im dedicating my life for the people of this world and through me a change will come that will change the world for the better and will make mankind advance much faster into the future than the had ever imagined. I AM GOING TO BE THE BEST AT WHAT I AM DOING AND WILL DO AND IN A FEW YEARS IM GOING TO BE FILTHY RICH AND LIVING WITH MY WHOLE FAMILY IN AN AMAZING PLACE. I WILL HAVE A BEAUTIFUL AND HOT WIFE AND WE WILL ALL BE HAPPY TOGETHER. EVEN THOUGH I WILL EARN BY THE MILLIONS EVERYDAY, I WILL HAVE ENOUGH FREE TIME FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. IS GOING TO BE AWESOME....SO, I WILL JUST KEEP MASTERING EVERYTHING THAT COMES BEFORE ME..

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FIRST POST

Im going to post some things about myself daily and also daily achievements or disappointments or whatever. All this is public so everyone is free to talk shit about me i dont care. I just want to be able to look somewhere in the distant future to see my past life and how much ive progressed from there.