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professionally diagnosed with people treated me like absolute shit so now I'm mentally fucked for life disorder
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Getting really really really desperate here for things to get better before I actually fckn kms (again)
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Read that thing about how the body changes every 7 years And got hit with a 'oh my mom doesn't know this body" any cell of me that my mom knew is Also Dead Now
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A bitch has been drinking heavily recently and snapping out of my little bender always makes me so fucking mad at myself
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I really thought I was hiding my depression and suicidal ideation really fucking well this time but all my friends sure have been reaching out and apologizing for not reaching out sooner and telling me that im not allowed to die or relapse
#been picking at all my old scars. and they fucking itch its like they know#also we're not in high school can we please approach the situation a little less. bluntly
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I would have gutted myself for you and you turned away at the very chance of a paper-cut.
#this genuinely happened#my quote unquote best friend couldnt handle me having?? depression?? yhat ive had my whole life#mind you my /childhood/ best friend#eho saw my mother die who knew i was assaulted who knew my father abandoned me#but me sleeping too often and having a medical weed card was a step too far for them and we couldnt be near each other any more
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Dunno if anyones noticed this yet but Anya OD'd on acetaminophen, which is objectively a shittier way to go than ODing on opioids.
The blood was likely from GI bleeds she retched up, but death via liver and kidney failure is pretty slow and painful and even if they got to her in time theres likely nothing to be done at that point.
#anya you relatable queen#i od'd on acetaminophen once and ouch!!! that is a long and painful process#i have permanent liver damage from it lmao
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once you lose me, there's no going back no matter how much I love you no matter how much I like you my heart will never trust you again my love for you will wither my love for you will die no matter how many times you say “I love you” to me you won't get me back
#me isolating from everyone because I'm tired of being fucking hurt#we're past crying in private I'm just not responding to people anymore
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They don't know if yet, but everyone has officially given me the go ahead to kill myself. So. I'll wait it out a bit, give people the chance to take things back. But all I've heard lately is everyone would be better off without me
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Birthday got cancelled and then my weekend birthday plans with my friends got cancelled. It's fine. Honestly it's not like I wanted a birthday anyways
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So far my biggest regrets in life are the times I told people I was suicidal instead of just killing myself lol
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Being on suicide watch fucking sucks. Would I have killed myself already if I wasn't on it? Lmao yeah but like!!! Dawg just fucking let me!!!!
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i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.
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