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You belong with me. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

Letter on my site :)

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Kung mangyaring ang landas natin'y hindi na magtagpo ulit

Gusto kong malaman mong walang sayang na oras o pinagsisihang pagkakataon na makasama ka

Sa mga ngiti mong labis na kita ang saya gusto kong maalala, na minsa'y nandyan ka hindi para samahan ako ngunit para makasama ka

Gusto kong ilathala ang kwento natin na kahit hindi mo man sabihin alam kong ipinaramdam mo na mahalaga ako hindi lang sa ibang tao pero maging sa'yo

Dyan ka lang pero mananatili lang ako dito na tatanawin ka na parang mga bituin sa alapaap na patuloy sa pagkinang

Kagaya ng mga ngiti mo na hindi na para sa akin ngunit para sa iba na.

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svt x screenshots of despair [4/?]

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It’s a new soundtrack 💙 Here are the back covers and vault track titles for 1989 (my version) I can’t wait for this one to be out, seriously. Thank you for playing along, sleuthing, puzzling and making these reveals so much chaotic fun (which is the best kind of fun, after all 😜) 

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In my Eras era. 💅

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Don't fall for someone who won't pull you up.

Shayan Das

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First and foremost, I am not really good in expressing my feelings into words so bare with me but, I am here doing it so because I felt like I have to, haha. Entering college is never been so easy and will never be. Goal go lang dati makago along ko lang mga kaklase ko okay na 'ko. Ito kasi 'yung "every new environment" mind situation ko e na takot ako sa tao, ewan ko ba parang I exist para matakot. Going back, I never imagined that I will be this confident 'yung tipong kala ko hindi ako makakasabay sa mga kaklase ko kasi lahat sila matalino, magaling magbigay ng opinyon at iba pa.

Pero dahil sa may pagkacompetitive akong tao, I set aside my fears and planned kung paano nga ba ako makakasabay na hindi magiging off para sa mga kaklase ko. I made a really solid circle of friends kung sa'n we have this focus of having superb results of output in every task we are assigned to do kumbaga, we make the best out of every opportunity, ganon. May mga tampuhan pero as a part of preparing ourselves to be professionals, we chose to fix and clear things up kasi 'yun naman ang mahalaga e. Ang alamin ang problema at kung paano sususolusyunan 'yun.

Time flew so fast, never been imagined that I graduated having the distinction of Magna Cum Laude plus Rank 2 in the whole University. Grabe, I'm still in awe na kala ko hindi ko kayang gawin but with the help of the people beside me, courage, passion, and creativity I was able to clinched that hard-earned award na deserve ipagmalaki.

Hindi ko man madalas sabihin o i-share 'yung mga hirap na pinagdaanan ko, I'm still proud of myself. Kasi gano'n ako e, kahit alam kong kaya ko pa 'yung sakit I will still manage it na hindi makakaapekto sa kung ano 'yung focus ko. Hindi ko sinasabing maganda siyang pag-uugali, it is still okay to not be okay pa rin no. Minsan gusto ko na lang iiyak lahat ng nararamdan ko especially the unsaid feelings that I kept inside for many years na hindi ko magawa. I am not here para magdrama or what, I am encouraging each one of you to conquer your inner battles. I know it's hard but rising above those barriers that stops you to reach your dreams is the proudest thing you could ever do for yourself and with that, I am very proud.

Maraming salamat sa lahat ng nagtiwala at patuloy na nagtitiwala. Padayon!🫶

LONG STORY SHORT, I SURVIVED.

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I can’t begin to express my gratitude to Sadie and Dylan for giving us everything they had in order to tell this story. All Too Well The Short Film is out on YouTube, and showing all week at the AMC 13 theater in NYC. For you, from us.

http://taylor.lnk.to/ATWshortfilm

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November 12. Remember it. 

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Shot on 35mm film with cinematography by the brilliant Rina Yang. Plan your watch parties or grab your blanket and curl up into a ball. However you want to watch All Too Well The Short Film, it’ll be out tomorrow on YouTube at 7pm Eastern.

http://taylor.lnk.to/ATWshortfilm

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Just a friendly reminder that I would never have thought it was possible to go back and remake my previous work, uncovering lost art and forgotten gems along the way, if you hadn’t emboldened me. Red is about to be mine again, but it has always been ours. Tonight we begin again. Red (my version) is out now.

https://taylor.lnk.to/redtaylorsversion

📷: Beth Garrabrant

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I know some of you thought that would be like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there’s no right answer BUT…you played it good & right. Congrats pals, you guessed the correct titles and feature artists on Red (my version). The vault tracks will feature Chris Stapleton, Phoebe Bridgers, Mark Foster and the first song Ed Sheeran and I ever wrote together the first time we met in 2012❗️I can’t express my gratitude enough to these artists for helping me bring these songs to life. I can’t wait til we can dust off our highest hopes and relive these memories together. We’ll also be making a bunch of new ones too, since Red (Taylor’s Version) includes so many songs you haven’t heard yet. Til then, I’ll be counting down and picturing it all in my head. In burning red.

Red (Taylor’s Version) out November 19. Pre-order now: http://Taylor.lnk.to/redtaylorsversion 

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It's been awhile. Moments passed, chaos came, and still, I'm breathing the cold air in the breeze of this very night. I'm back ❤️

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Daloy

Di alam kung paano ito sisimulan, itong paksang hindi ko alam ang pupuntahan. Iisa lang ang agos nitong piyesang maraming pasikot-sikot ngunit karamihan ay hindi alam. Sa tingin ko magsisimula ako sa mga reyalisasyong aking nakita sa lansangan. Sakay ako ng maliit at kulay berdeng kotse, nakaupo sa tabi ni Manong driver na siyang kaaway ang nagtatawag ng pasahero. Hindi ko na pinansin ang kanilang pag-aaway kahit ito'y pansing-pansin ko, nakakasawang makinig sa palitan nila ng argumentong wala namang basehan. Nagpatuloy ako sa pakikinig sa mga musika sa aking telepono para kahit papaano ay mabaling ang aking atensyon at gumaan ang nararamdaman. Sa pag-andar ng aking sinasakyan, haplos, yakap na mahigpit, at mainit na halik ng mag-inang pulubi sa lansangan ang aking nasilayan. Kumusta kaya sila? Mukhang masaya kahit hindi komportable sa kanilang kinalalagyan. Kumusta ka? Ramdam mo rin ba ang emosyong nararamdaman ko? Dapat ay nasa kasiyahan sa eskwela dahil "Christmas Party" ng mga mag-aaral at hindi nasa kung saan at tila hangin na lang ang bumubuhay sa kanila. Paano kaya nila ipagdiriwang ang ka-Paskuhan kung gayong walang-wala sila? Yan ang tumatakbo sa aking isipan habang papalapit sa paroroonan. Makakalaya pa ba sila sa patibong ng kahirapan? Sana naman oo.

Sa patuloy na pag-ikot ng gulong ng aking sinasakyan kabaligtaran naman ito ng sa kabilang kalsada. Grabe nanaman ang 'traffic' hindi mo lubos akalain na na animo'y mga langgam na nakapila at naghihintay na makalagpas sa haba ng pila na pawang walang katapusan. Tumingin ako sa paligid, kaya siguro nangyayari ang mga ito dahil sa mga naglalakihan at kadamihang bagong mga establisyemento na dinadagsa ng mga taong naaabutan na ng gutom at uhaw sa biyahe na may positibo at negatibong epekto sa lahat. Hindi ko na rin mabilang ang mga nalagpasan na pasahero ng aking sinasakyan, nalalagpasan sa kadahilanang kami ay puno na at malayo-layo pa ang bababaan. Makasakay sana sila at makarating sa pupuntahan ng ayon sa oras. Makaya rin sana nila ang 'traffic' na makakasalamuha sa kalsada.

Ilang minuto na lang at pababa na ako, ramdam ko ang lamig na sumasakal sa aking sikmura, sana ay hindi magloko at tuluyang manghina ang aking tiyan. Naalala ko nakatapat pala ako sa bentilador habang natutulog at napasukan ng hangin kaya labis na lamang ang pagsakit ng aking tiyan. Hindi ko na ininda pa ang kirot na nararamdaman bagkus nagpatuloy sa pagsilay sa kagandahan at kapayaoaan ng aming nadadaanan. Napakadami nanamang bumalik na ala-ala sa masasayang panahon noong ako ay bata pa, nangulila ako bigla sa mga karanasan ko noon. Walang problema, tanging totoong kasiyahan lang ang makikita sa mga labi. Ano na kayang nagyari ngayon? Buhat na rin siguro ng pagbabago na siyang tanging permanente sa mundong ito. Wala tayong magagawa kung hindi makisabay sa alon at agos nito.

Ganoon nga siguro ang buhay, may saya, poot, galit, lungkot, gulat, at iba pa ngunit iisa lang dapat ang liwanag ng pag-asa na nasa atin. Magkaisa sana tayo kahit doon lang, ang gulo na ng mundo, 'wag ka nang makisali. Tumiwalag ka kung isa kana, maging mitsa ka ng pagbabago at hindi ang dulot ng ingay na nagpapatahimik sa mga bulag para makinig at magsalita. Maging ilaw kang tanglaw ng bawat isa para mamulat at pailawin rin ang kanilang pag-asa. Tumingala ka sa Kaniya at magpasalamat dahil buhay ka at may pagkakataon pang magbago.

"Tabi lang po/" nakababa na nga ako at tumawid para kitain ang mga kaibigang mahal na mahal ko.😊

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Shades

In the midst of this atrocious humanity, we breathe in and out the air that kinda kill us. The morning that wake us serves as the new beginning to ponder on. There is YOU who choose to live, to face the chain of pain that suffocates the remaining hope inside us. We pursue to step forward and conquers the multifold look of monsters to keep the fire burning, to keep the little dim of light shine, and to grow as an individual that full of dreams. As the popular song said, “Every color, every hue is represented by me and you…” in this phase, there are lot of questions in our mind, queries that made us find who we are but, the only thing we should know and realize, life is exquisite it maybe different in color but it is united with purpose.

Here I am who choose to look in the mirror and ask myself if it is a requirement to look good physically? To be someone who was never I am. Will it break the glass in front of me? In my search toward life through the learnings I acquired in school and people I met, they taught how we should bestow importance to everything we have. I pushed myself to not seek for physical beauty but to appreciate the existence, the spark of life that we have to appreciate. As we grow up, society’s standards become so cruel, it drags our piece of confidence but at this point, it educate us to do better, to make a change, and to accurately know your role in this world that impels to take caress of ourselves in order to have a positive outlook and to prove them that you can be more. These changes prepare us for our future, to cherish and be grateful for what God had gave us. Love yourself and seize every moment!

Still here I am seeing the fast pacing generation which shows the ways of communication that drives everyone go crazy. Every side of the corner, there is technology and sadly, it diminishes the old ways of people's happiness, kids are no longer playing the traditional games, cases of crimes increased, and a lot more. I personally admit that I am one of those who got actually addicted by various platforms it offer.For me, I is my great escapade whenever I feel sad or emotional, it got me like walking in the street where light rails gleam and makes comfort, it creates a whole new world where I never been to. By these reasons, I chose to exist in this type of self not because it is a need but as time passes by, I am growing and blooming. It is a friend to consider, we should learn how to use properly for it not to destroy the world that we have created, the place where we find rest.

And especially, here I am looking at the blue wide sky, pleasing to forgive the sins I commited everyday and praying for another tomorrow. There He is, showering the blessings and grace I did not ask for. He gave me the hope to continue, to achieve, and to win fruitful life. It is a tough battle but I have to move forward because He has plans for everyone, who chose Him to live in their heart. He picked me to exist with this type of self, to realize and to know how great He is. I always feel the perfect love that no one in this humanity could give. I must wonder the universe with joy and praises! Dominating my self with fire that symbolizes my love and claiming the gift of eternal life. Thank you Lord God for everything! May You lead in my life forever.

Kaleidoscope world it is, we just have to spin it around and make a twirl surely a colorful and wondrous things will come in purpose to begets pure blissfulness that everyone desires of. CARPEDIEM!

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#third

How I love to stare at the raindrops falling. It was you and me tesselating our world at 10 in the evening. The laughs, the stories, and the love seems to be historical as we go deeper knowing each other. Wishing upon in a streak of light in the night sky to meet u again for the third promising time, hopefully.

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I missed moments like this. The ambiance, the talks, and the person with whom you love to share the happenings in ur life. Thank God for this day! Blessed to have this girl who brought the best in me.😀

#bond #besties #forlife