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Transcendent Seduction
A human. With knowledge of the truth that is reality, yet no one else sees. A drug addict who has walked in both darkness and in light. The fight for my soul. stay tuned and I'll give you a glimpse into my world.
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A journey
I may have my demons. Darkness is everywhere. I too get caught up. But my heart will always belong to God. He meets me where im at no matter where that may be. He shows himself in the most unexpected ways. He guides me to do what it is right. My purpose on this Earth is becoming more clear. And I am thankful for my life and the path I've taken to get here. Even if it may not be where I want to be. I can't see the whole plan, he does. So I know that I'm here for a reason. I pray I fulfill this purpose and help to put light in the dark. So much pain in this world. So many people that have no idea what God's love feels like. If you don't know, it's incomprehensible. Trust in him have faith and follow with your heart and it will become clear. There is a God who loves you more than anyone on this Earth could. He walks beside each one of us, giving us the option to accept his love. It is our decisions we make with freewill that get us into trouble. Now, I don't claim to have all the answers. We're not meant to. This life is supposed to be a journey, to share his word to as many as possible so that when our time comes, we may join him in eternal peace. Life is scary and life is hard. But you don't have to do it alone. Talk to him about the problems you face. No matter what it is. Anxiety depression addictions it does not matter if you open yourself to his will. Then there is absolutely nothing he can not do. Pursuit a deeper understanding and pray for the strength to keep going.
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Honesty
It's the best policy. I thought I had seen shit. And then I broke out the cell I had been stuck in. My life is crazy af now. I'ma let y'all in. But it's late. So. I'll give a backstory. Sneak peek to today. It's 3 am there's lines and bithches in my hotel room. These two make the 9th and the 10th today. There is no slowing down in this life I live. Haven't slept in a few days. Dilarous as fuck. But I gtg. Finish this later.
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“When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself?”
— NF - Paralyzed
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This is amazing. We are witnessing rappers come out with real music with good lyrics that flow with the beat. Enough of the mumble rap bs already
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This isnt me. I'm just going through some shit. And it hurts like hell. But I will climb outta this hole. I will bounce back and be happy again. And I hope she is going with me. But honestly I think I'm coming to terms that it's not gonna happen.
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She's. Not. Mine.
I met her and from day one I knew she was something to behold. She hold shit down and do it like a real Queen. Idk just something about her has me captivated. She wanted me because she was fighting with him then they get back right and I'm out the door. Idk what to think. I can give her so much more. He is a jerk. A fucking bitch nigga that don't even care about her like I do
Yet she's still with him. I CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY. BUT INSTEAD YOU HOLDING ME ON A LEASH TO KEEP ME AROUND AND BREAKING MY JEART JUST SO SHE has a friend.
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Love.
Honestly. I sit all alone and watch everyone else find that one person to be by their side and It sickens me. Looking around for love like is it really that hard to just have someone there when its all falling apart. I've been alone for so long that it's all I know. Never get a break most of the time I just wanna give up. But I can't that's not a fucking option gotta dig the fuck down within you and pull that Inspiration out of you and not give up and not be a quitter. But back to love. I haven't felt that in a long time.
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Introductions..
I thought it was time I introduced myself (kind off) you can all call me M, firstly I didn’t join tumblr for anything really, I just thought it would be good to release some of whats trapped in my mind, I didnt expect anything but thank you for following me, liking my posts etc.. I’m at a bad stage in my life and I’ve been here many times before emotionally, phsyically and mentally I won’t bore you all with the details I’m hoping to see a increase in joy in my posts one day and look back at my progress and feel as if I’ve overcome something.. May you all have an amazing day/night, may you eat well, laugh, sleep well and most of all find happiness in whatever you can..
Signing off M xox
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