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↳ ιмєѕѕαgє ✘ 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐛𝐞𝐫.

JAY: i paused shane's jake paul series for this, it better be good ...... what's up ???

MADS: ugh just put it on ur tv. and u know whats up by now im sure

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↳ ιмєѕѕαgє ✘ 𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞.

ARI: hehe yes ! consider it done tho, my schedule is clear ! i knew there was only a matter of time before u decided to come around :))))))

MADS: wow, that was easy okay great.. one less thing to worry about tonight. ah, yes. i decided that maybe.. all of your reaching out should be um.. taken into consideration

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↳ ιмєѕѕαgє ✘ 𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞.

MADS: remember when u offered a coffee/brunch meeting and a talk ? i think i could use one of those tomorrow if ur down ?

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↳ ιмєѕѕαgє ✘ 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐛𝐞𝐫.

MADS: um hi, i thought texting you would be most appropriate.

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↳⌑·* 𝒕𝒙𝒕 ; mads 💖

CAMI: nothing, nothing ! i'm just being dramatic, this isn't anything new :/ i get it, but u should've known i'm always here with my ears if u needed me. i'm actually traveling a lot rn, unless ur fine with the sleepover lasting like 30 mins :/

MADS: no.. ur not. if something is bothering u, u need to say something, cami. thank you.. i just, i don't want to bother anyone with my rom-com problems, you know ? o... okay. no ! don't worry about it

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jstiin·:

RICKTHESIZZLER: actions speak louder than words, and oh, i’m deaf ??????  RICKTHESIZZLER: then :) don’t :) say :) things :) you :) don’t :) mean :) silly :) RICKTHESIZZLER: alright let me get out of my bag and behave :/ sometimes i get cranky when i haven’t been a dick to people :/

MADELAINEPETSCH: i feel like we should um... have a serious conversation

◜𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 ﹔all.◞

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kecry‌:

            …madelaine, you…. you really need to figure this out. because this isn’t fair, this isn’t fair to me, to justin… or to you. and it actually—uh, it really hurts me, so… i can’t just… i want you to figure it out. but my anxiety can’t take this anymore. so you know where to find me if you need me.

you’re right... i’ll figure it out.

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♥  *  ■   ▬     𝘁𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝗹𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻.

HALSTON: it's not toxic, it's just one-sided. he really only cares about how it /looks/. or how HE looks, i guess. it's all really weird right now. we had to go out to dinner and act like a cuddly couple in love, but when we left i didn't even say goodbye. i'm trying to just keep this professional from now on... ://///// why just maybe :(

MADS: sounds um.. toxic. if he only cares about how everything looks then he's not looking out for you. sigh.. that sounds like torture baby girl :( is there anyway you can get out of it ? idk ive been pretty neutral lately i need to stop

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kecry·:

          …justin didn’t even talk to you for weeks. was the time we spent together j-just you biding time until he—you know what, no, i’m… not even going to finish that. for fuck’s sake. is it that bad i just want to your one and only ? is it ? 

... you asked me to say i had NO interest in him. do you know how... joe. you know you set yourself up for that. i know he left for weeks, but CHRIST i’m not telling you he’s the love of my life here. i don’t even remember the last time i saw him. but i do know that when there was no you.. he was there. and yes that left something. because when you’re terrified to be with a man for YEARS, you can’t expect me to forget the first one that brought me out of that. the time we spent together was because i wanted to be with YOU. but.. this whole thing has just spiraled beyond my control clearly. 

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↳⌑·* 𝒕𝒙𝒕 ; mads 💖

CAMI: yeah i'm actually not fine i've been feeling down lowkey :/ then how come u haven't visited me :(

MADS: why ? whats on ur plate lovebug :/ and i've just been.. handling a lot thats all. didn't wanna pull u into all my mess. i can tho.. if you'd like me to ? we could have a sleepover lol

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jstiin·:

RICKTHESIZZLER: lemme make it up to you cause i’m a MAN and not a lil boy RICKTHESIZZLER: oh :) you’re :) alone :) huh :) okay :) i’ll :) show :) myself :) out :) RICKTHESIZZLER: sorry, that’s a strict part of the girlfriend package and lookie here RICKTHESIZZLER: you don’t qualify for the package yet … that’s crazy smh

MADELAINEPETSCH: oo a man and not a little boy ? i honestly like the sound of that. MADELAINEPETSCH: alone :) is :) a :) very :) loose :) term :) MADELAINEPETSCH: wowwwwwww i mean understandable but that doesn’t mean i didn’t feel the burn any less :/

◜𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 ﹔all.◞

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♥  *  ■   ▬     𝘁𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝗹𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗻.

HALSTON: ok why haven't we left yet then :/ CLEARLY, huh? i'm not so sure about that. he has his moments where i think maybe he does, but then he goes accusing me of 'cheating' and is a giant dick about it. i don't want anyone but louis, he's a good boy and he'll never let me down :( maybe ur right and i'm just pessimism girl

MADS: good question :/ hmm.. i see. idk everything ur describing sounds pretty toxic if u ask me and well, i should know a thing or two about toxic behavior. i really think u guys need to sit down and sort all of this out in the best way that you can :/ i mean..... maybe :(

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kecry·:

             you could. if you could look me in the eye and tell you didn’t have the slightest interest in justin, and be one hundred percent truthful, then…. then that’s something different. can you do that ?

----why would you do that to yourself ? why would you ask me to do something you know i can’t do ? 

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jstiin·:

RICKTHESIZZLER: yep, that’s what i say whenever i look in the mirror ! and you too :) RICKTHESIZZLER: go :) with :) your :) gut :) i :) just :) want :) you :) to :) be :) happy :) RICKTHESIZZLER: you want me to eat and then go to sleep ??? don’t steal my card :/

MADELAINEPETSCH: wowww idk if im hurt or flattered... probably a little bit of both. MADELAINEPETSCH: my :) gut :) has :) nothing :) to :) say :) im :) alone :) in :) this :) MADELAINEPETSCH: i steal what i want and i’ll max it out too

◜𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 ﹔all.◞

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kecry·:

          see, madelaine, i can say that AND mean it… but i don’t think you can do the same.

fine... i can’t change how you think of me now can i ?

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↳⌑·* 𝒕𝒙𝒕 ; mads 💖

CAMI: bc i'm not a Priority anymore in ur life it's fine i'm Fine ://

MADS: ur not fine :/ and its not fine :/ u always are !! i post u like everyday bc imysm :(