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how did i JUST FIND OUT that killua’s japanese va described killua as her first love when she was a child and even cosplayed him with a friend who cosplayed matching gon ???? this woman is so fucking real for this

creds to @/sala.mandinay on tiktok for this

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legit my mood after interacting w the killua bots on c.ai for hours

never seen a more accurate thing on tiktok

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real

Damn this kid got moves!!

every character in hxh ever about gon and or killua

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god fucking damnnit tiktok algorithm has finally shown me a killugon edit to the song colors by halsey im gna fucking blow this place up

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saw someone on tiktok make relationship headcanons about killua and one of them was abt how he would just let you take your anger out on him with no problem, then not getting why you feel guilty afterwards because he’s so used to getting hit and harmed physically by his own family growing up.

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who hurt you

Late girlfriend

Slight angst w Killua Zoldyck :)

Killua met you during the Hunter Exam. He noticed you were around the same age as him. There was attraction, well he found you attractive. That wasn’t what made him speak to you in the first place though. Eventually, the two of you talked—about the stupidest things. Dumb jokes and questionable rants about his family.

However, he noticed a little hobby of yours. If you could even call it that. You smoked, even drank at times. Never around him, but the smell lingered under the sweet smell of your perfume.

Killua questioned you on it, which just earned a small shrug. A small mutter, “Just need a break sometimes.”

He didn’t understand your answer at the time. He didn’t further question you on it. Killua just stared at you for a moment before flicking your forehead. He shook his head, not believing that it would be relieving.

At times, he would find you zoned out with low set eyes, just enjoying the silence. Then you would look up at him and give a soft smile.

“Hey Killuaa, haven’t seen you today. Kinda missed you..”

“Kinda? Not even a forsure? Ouch.” He raised a brow at you, scanning you. The two of you weren’t dating, didn’t have time to. There were moments that kept him up, moments where he should’ve asked you.

How his hand snaked around your waist, to comfort you when you were on too much. When you started to see things, shutting your eyes, asking him to stay just a moment longer.

He berated you while holding you closer. Covering your eyes in the process. The smell started to cling to him from the sheer amount of times this would happen.

The times you would go behind him, wrapping your arms around his neck or resting your hands on his shoulders, bringing your mouth down to his ear. It made him shiver each time.

The way no one else saw you the way he did. The times you two would secretly kiss, always going in for more. Which would eventually end with him pleading with you not to go.

“Five more minutes?”

That sly smile of yours meant he could keep going.

Killua would remember the day vividly, a voicemail you left on his phone. The tone of your voice vastly different from the one that chimed his name.

He had slept in that day, he wished he hadn’t. Killua couldn’t help the tears that spilled when you spoke so peacefully about being sorry. That all the weed and drinks in the world just couldn’t cut it anymore. You were tired, you wanted peace but he thought he could be your peace.

It broke him to see you lying so still. He could’ve made all the pain go away, Couldn’t he? Maybe if you had given him the chance. If you had given him the time. Killua looked at your face once last time, you looked just as pretty as when he first saw you at the Hunter Exam. Then they lowered you.

He got your favorite piece of jewelry, you left it for him. Killua never wore it though, just stared at it sometimes. Other times touching it with trembling fingers as he cried.

Killua would replay the end of your voicemail alot, You said you loved him. None of it was his fault and in another life you would've wanted to live a mundane life with him. The voicemail ended with you saying his name one last time before it cut off.

Truthfully, he never got enough time to love you. Killua told Gon about you, about his feelings for you. Though it didn’t change anything, it made you feel more real to him. Like you were still here, waiting for him to come find you. Killua hated the smoke, but he would be lying if he said he didn’t miss it—no. Killua missed you, everything about you.

He will always consider you his girlfriend. You would’ve been anyways if you stuck around.

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school restarts tmrw after 2 weeks im so sad boohoo

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You still open to requests?🤭🙈

for now nah, sorry babes 💔😞

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the first post on tiktok i see when i open it up was abt “HXH SEASON 7 TRAILER LEAKED” AND IT SEEMED SO FR AND I ACTUALLY ALMOST FELT THE DIVINE ENERGY ENTER MY BODY js to open up the comments for “ya’ll do this ever year” and then get slapped back to reality.

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jesus fucking christ i suddenly had a flashback of the times back in 2021, when i first started physically attending middle school cus yk covid, and every day once schl ended i’d get on the schl bus otw home and js immediately hop on tiktok to watch and listen to killua edits 💔💔💔

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HOLY CRAP I JS THOUGHT OF AN AMAZING IDEA FOR A FUTURE KIL ONE SHOT !!! (i better note this down some where so i don’t forget it like the other ones)

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this tiktok video embodies the vibe i imagine awkward!killua brings to functions 💔

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awkward!killua who abruptly and randomly spaces out into moments of disbelief as he realises you’re genuinely now dating him.

awkward!killua who had his words stuck in his throat due to his pleasant shock and shyness, during the moment you confessed your feelings to him in person.

awkward!killua who is way too shy and embarrassed for pda, he just swiftly shoves your hand into his pocket when you intertwine your fingers with his in public.

awkward!killua who is surprisingly worse in private when its just the two of you, the tension between you guys is just too much for the poor guy.

awkward!killua who doesn’t know how to return back verbal affection, slowly nods and stares back at you nervously whenever you trill out lovingly, “i love youuu” and “did you miss me?”.

awkward!killua who doesn’t know how to announce to gon and his family that he now has a girlfriend, a hot one too at that.

awkward!killua who walks with his head slumped down as he hurries to his room with you, whenever he brings you over. intensely avoiding the curious glances and surprised stares from his siblings.

awkward!killua who adores it whenever you massage his temples to get rid of tension, and when you also run your fingers through his silver hair soothingly. unfortunately, he doesn’t know how to say he loves it except for only awkwardly nodding whenever you ask if he enjoyed it.

awkward!killua who practically hyperventilates and pale complexion flushed whenever physical touch is happening, eventually got used to holding hands and hugs but… more than that would simply cause a brain glitch in him.

awkward!killua who looks so pretty underneath you. once you’ve finally cornered him and left him helpless, unable to escape you or your advances.

awkward!killua who holds onto you like you mean everything to him once you’re finally able to use him however you want.

awkward!killua who accidentally cums in his sweatpants just from making out with you.

awkward!killua who can’t resist you, or anything you do. he doesn’t know how to express no, nor does he want to anyways.

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wait.. guys… is the killua girlies fandom DEAD AGAIN

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chat its been awhile now, how would ya’ll feel if i wrote a short one abt kil being the most awkward guy ever on a first date w us

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holy fucking shit why is physics so complicated what the fuck

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my exam weeks just started and holy goly am i abt to snap but i alr have an idea ready for the killua one shot i’ll work on once i’m free’d from the hellish grasps of education