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There are days where I feel like I'm drowning in sadness and I don't want to speak to anyone about it. Sometimes, I just isolate myself in my room and let myself fall into pieces. I want to be alone every time I'm not okay. I don't want anyone to see me when I'm falling apart. I don't want anyone to think that I'm so dramatic. And maybe, I also don't want to be vulnerable in the eyes of everyone else.

There are times where I feel like I'm so tired of everybody. I'm tired of all the people that breaks my heart and I'm so tired of everything that's happening in my life. Those times are hard for me. I try not to think about it, but I feel so hopeless every time. I wish I could just pretend that everything is alright. I wish I could just simply live without thinking that my life is so miserable. But I can't, it feels like everything in my life is falling apart.

— Shiori X

Art: Sina Shagrai

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Samantha Renee Hutchins..or ‘Sam’.

This was the absolute love of my life..ENTIRELY. Of course, i fucked it all up.. that seems to be what i seem to do with EVERY DAMN GOOD THING that happens or if someone actually GENUINE and someone I totally click with I tend to just shit all over it..

Back when we met I was about to be a sophomore in HS. I loved In Ks & she lived in Mo. So probably about a 45ish minute drive. Her mom was great with bringing her over on the weekends, & my grandma was fine talking her back on Sunday.

I still remember the day I first met her. She was and still is the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. Inside and out.

I was also starting to fuck with drugs and shit when I met her. I started doing meth &  heroin…Like bad. I shot it up and honestly it ruined everything about me and Sam…

I have held onto not being the girl she deserved and I’m thinking maybe she’d would still be alive if I had just put the drugs down…

She passed on March 23rd, 2018 & she was born on May 11th, 1997🥺🫶🏻

She’s been really HEAVY on my mind lately bcuz well it’s been that way ever since she died. Life has not been the same, it’s honestly just been COMPLETE SHIT TBH.

I wish I could somehow run away and go be with Sam. Gosh, I would give it do ANYTHING 💯

Sam, babygirl I miss you more and more everyday honestly. Life isn’t right right now & I have no clue what to do or how to go about fixing it. I’ve been praying and it’s helping. I just hope you are watching over me and protecting me. I love you so so so much… please come see me in my dreams!! Life is SHIT without you…

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Tom MacDonald - "Ghost"

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I had a tumblr account with almost 7,000 followers!!!! But somehow it got terminated!!! Ugh

Let’s do this again… lol