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Daily teddy bear #1

Duffy Bear, Disney

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going

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Being a teen regressor doesn't stop you from using paci btw.

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oh to be a lil boy dressed in stockings and shorts and chunky jumpers with ruffled hair and plasters on my knees

oh to be a lil boy exploring the various rooms of a big mansion and all the nooks n' crannies of rocky beaches with so much joy and whimsy

oh to be a lil boy all curled up in my caregiver's arms while I nibble sleepily on biscuits with my belly full of tea and my eyes barely staying open

💭 oh to be— 💭

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‘Maienbotschaft’ (Spring’s Song), “Die Glühlichter”, #341, April 21, 1909 Source

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holding my comfort plushie softly in my hands, staring into their eyes with love, knowing that they understand me more deeply than anyone and bring me more joy than you can imagine, and they will always be with me as long as they have a choice and we can get through this together

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  ◞ 🦴 𓏵݁ taxidermy regressor 𓈒 ⚕࣪ ˖

  .ᐣ — A flag for regressors who are taxidermists﹐finds taxidermy interesting◞ fascinating or maybe it has a connection to their regression 𓈒 Just regressors who has any kind of interest in taxidermy𓈒 Whether its bones﹐skeletons﹐tails﹐ect 𓈒 ࿔

    pls tag if using﹐reblogs are very appreciated ! ᵔᴥ��

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shoutout to the age regressors that aren’t ‘little’. tweens i see you. teens i see you. young adults i see you. all big kids, i see you. your regression is just as valid as anyone else’s.

regressors with ‘scary’ theriotypes, i see you. wolves, tigers, lions, bears, coyotes— all of you. you are important. your experiences matter so much.

regressors that get mean when they regress, because it is a trauma response, you’re seen. you deserve kindness and gentle hands when you’re 3 and want to color, and also when you’re 8 and have growing pains, and also when you’re 12 and are starting to see yourself and form an identity and needing an adult more than ever to guide you and help your insecurities. to aid you and show you the right path.

regressors that were always torn down for showing emotions when they were younger so now you’re stuck at 10 and all you can do is cry and scream, beg for a hug and then pull away because of how scared you are.

regressors that feel like they’ll always be 13, scared, hurt, betrayed in their heart. waiting for someone to heal the inner child’s wound, because you feel like you can’t, because you’re still just 13 yourself.

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buck (boy deer:D) regressor things?

🦌 buck regressor things🦌

🦌 leaving little hoof prints

🦌 antler headband

🦌 loves nature / being outdoors

🦌 random zoomies

🦌 soft fabrics

🦌 berries

🦌 curling up to sleep

🦌 playing in the water

🦌 hooves clicking

🦌 sometimes shy

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Normalize combining baby and adult things in regression. Let me put coffee in my bottle like the twenty year old child I am

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꒰ child safe interactions only .ᐟ ꒱

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agere five hargreeves headcanons !!

— requested by @acpola01 —

— read part one here —

— cw: trauma and food issues

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❤️ - five had a small collection of regression gear that he scavenged in the apocalypse and, much like he went back to find dolores, he spends a considerable amount of time trying to find the exact ones that he had originally. he’s very particular because he didn’t have a lot of stuff in the apocalypse and he isn’t used to being around people who can touch and take his things. his siblings try to get him more things and he always rejects it, though he does appreciate the thought.

❤️ - little five loves explaining things to other people. he’s a boy genius and does have a genuine interest in science and mathematics. his siblings don’t understand a single thing he’s saying half the time, but they think his excited baby babbles are really cute. luther is the only one that can follow him (in certain areas) and it surprises everyone else because no one expected him to be so knowledgeable about astrophysics. every so often, five does find an interest that the rest can properly engage with him in, but it’s usually super obscure things like his strangely specific love of transportation (it started with him liking race cars and building model planes with luther as a kid and turned into him studying the bodies of cars, boats, trains, and planes throughout the apocalypse. as someone who can teleport, he thinks regular forms of transportation are fascinating and he used to love traveling the world during the peak of his superhero career).

❤️ - he cries when something breaks or when he can’t use it anymore. like I said, he’s very attached to his things (there’s even a bowl of broken watches he collected canonically in his bedroom from his personal tests and training) and he hates having to replace anything. despite his irritation at having to redress in his old uniform, it’s so familiar and it’s his so he really struggles when he starts outgrowing them— to the point where he raids the academy storage rooms for any that might fit growth spurt and he ends up with ben’s old uniforms from before he died. five’s uniforms also make him feel younger so he has trouble throwing them out. he does enjoy sleeping in clothes taken from his siblings, though.

❤️ - he often has flashbacks to the apocalypse and, in the beginning, he’d force himself back into mindset of an assassin and refuse to let it shake him. after a while of being safe and at home, however, his body starts moving out of survival mode and it hits him all at once as his brain processes everything that’s happened to him. this means that there are a lot of times where he regresses during a flashback and cries until someone notices and comes to help him. more often than he’d like, that person was grace, leaving him to clutch onto her like he would when he was a baby while she coos and rocks him. grace doesn’t understand that he regresses, she merely does as her programming dictates and it dictates she takes care of her babies when they’re upset.

❤️ - he gets a service dog (mr. pennycrumb) who helps ground him during his moments of panic and is trained to help five with tasks, like reminding him that humans do, in fact, need to eat every so often (five is used to being hungry and he often forgets to handle his basic needs when he’s too invested in something else). little five loves playing with his dog and the two of them are inseparable. he likes having mr. pennycrumb sit beside dolores so he can play teacher. more than once, his siblings have walked in on him having a VERY serious lecture about the atomic structure of different elements while being no older than six years old.

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agere five hargreeves headcanons !!

— requested by @acpola01 —

— cw: food issues, trauma, and a negative view towards regression —

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❤️ - five is absolutely a regressor and it’s something that he used to cope with the apocalypse for years before the commission hired him. once he became an assassin, he disregarded his headspace completely because there is no space for children in a job such as that. returning home, however, and being planted into his thirteen year old body— forced to confront traumas that he’s long since drowned out— reinvigorated that tiny feeling and left him far younger than he ever remembers being.

❤️ - five despises his regression. he hates being so out of control of himself and the vulnerability of being small is dangerous. it’s fine in the confines of own his room, where he can hide in a corner and have his breakdown privately, but anywhere else is a death trap. he learned a long time ago that being so small amongst something as vast as the apocalypse is a death sentence and he’s never quite gotten over that. every time he regresses, it’s always impure and it leaves him as a sobbing child, scared and alone. he understands its function in keeping him sane so he never pushes it down, but that doesn’t make him hate it any less.

❤️ - he has never once told someone about his regression on his own accord. every single person who knows found out on their own, usually walking in on him because his siblings have absolutely no concept of privacy or boundaries. dolores found out by proxy of being close to him. the handler found out because she was always watching him, waiting for him to reveal a weakness. and then, one by one, his siblings all stumbled into it, starting with viktor and ending with klaus, who at least had the decency to comment on how awful it must be to have his secret continuously exposed without his permission. five couldn’t bring himself to care anymore.

❤️ - it takes a really long time before he allows anyone to care for him in that state. there are small moments, like luther quietly passing over a snack when it’s clear that five’s fear of starvation (not much food in the end of the world, you have to scavenge where you can) is kicking up again or allison putting on one of claire’s favorite cartoons to watch because she “misses the noise”, but five otherwise handles things on his own— just like he always has. it’s actually klaus that he lets in first, both because klaus was always the black sheep and therefore has no room to judge (not that he would because he’s also the most… worldly) and because he was five’s only avenue to talk to ben’s ghost, who understands what it’s like to be stuck in an age and unable to properly grow up. ben ends up being the one that five turns to the most in the beginning, and it gives klaus much needed practice in developing his power— which he, of course, does happily for his sweet baby bro. viktor would be invited in not much later for similar “being an outcast” reasons and, soon enough, the rest of the family too.

❤️ - five spends most of his time crying when he’s regressed, letting his brain process decades of trauma all at once, but there are times where he’s… okay. not good, not bad, just okay. in those moments, five usually likes reading books or, more accurately, he likes being read books. never anything too childish, just a mystery novel or some kind of sci-fi fantasy. diego is great to ask because it always embarrassed him that that’s quite fun. viktor and allison actually do the voices and try to appease him, even when it’s clear that they never know what to make of him. klaus does the voices too but his comes with a running commentary about how nothing in the story makes sense. and finally, luther, against all odds, is actually the best. he’s big and warm, extruding the safety of five’s former leader and his big brother, and he’s far more intellectually well versed in the subjects that five likes reading about— like science and space. five would never tell him this but luther’s cuddles and fun facts easily make up for his rather subpar narration.

❤️ - five doesn’t have a concept for rules— which is true regardless of headspace. it’s especially bad when he’s regressed, though, because rules and laws stopped applying to him many years ago and little five simply cannot fathom why he has to follow them. he writes and draws on every surface he can find (even outside the academy), he never tells anyone where he’s going, and he never bothers with things like money when he can just take what he wants and teleport away. usually he only steals practical things— food, mostly— but every so often, he’ll come home with a stuffed animal or some kind of toy that he recognized from the debris of his former life. allison is always the one to track down the store and pay for it, since she has the most money of them all anyway, while diego consistently tries to lecture five on breaking laws, unable to see the irony in that and only backing down when it’s apparent that luther agrees with him for once.

❤️ - five gets really bad nightmares, especially if he goes to bed small, which leads him to either never sleep or to sleep in the most obscure places possible. most of the time, the solution is to have him sleep with one of the siblings in their rooms (usually luther or klaus since they’re the only ones who live at the academy full time), even if it means picking him up from beneath the coffee table and bringing him to bed. but sometimes they can’t be bothered, particularly if he ends up falling asleep on top of the fridge or somewhere equally difficult to get to, and they, instead, hang around until he naturally wakes up and gently coax him back to a proper bed.

❤️ - little five either loves teleporting or despises it, depending on the day. sometimes, it feels a little too similarly to time travel and his regressed brain cannot handle even the possibility of that. other times, he can fully forget that the apocalypse happened at all and will gleefully teleport around the academy, trying to jump scare his siblings or goad them into chasing him. it reminds them all too well of a time before five disappeared, when they’d spar and play tag through the halls. in a way, five’s regression is actually very healing for them all, giving them a chance to get back some of that lost time.

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lonelykid : regressor flag

🫧 : kidre on the left, Boyre on the right

DEF : — for any regressor that is a boy/id’s as a boy (feels boyhood through regression, etc) (left) or as nonbinary, agender, etc (any gender, any iD) (right) that often feels alone. They have trouble making friends, and are seen as the “weird” kid that everyone would leave out in recess and class time. They don’t talk much and feel they have nothing to say of importance, may it be because they get talked over or interrupted, or told mean things whenever they try. They don’t feel included in anything, and feel forgotten.

FLAG DESIGN : — darker blues around the border to represent being muffled and distant from everyone else (trust issues, guarded behaviour, anxiety etc) and lighter blues to represent the youth of regression — but it being cold and anxiety feeling rather than comforting. It feels like hiding under a blanket and wishing you didn’t have to go to school the next day. Scared like a small child would be. They feel hurt in their loneliness, but don’t want to break anyone else’s peace — of people they are close to — to talk about what’s bothering them. They often feel jealous of other people easily having lots of friends, and seemingly good close friends, while it feels for them people avoid them.

coined by : me ( 👤 ) flag design : me

f2u : yes

Tags : @bunnelbaby

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❤︎ ⠀ ۪۪۫۫ᤢ Dark media regressor flag

◌ flag for regressors who have a interest in dark media, horror media, indie horror games, visual horror games, and typical media not suited for the typical regression

◌ coined by : @twinypwupy

❤︎ @dawnbun @jayelves

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ⋆⋆⋆ MEANiE FLAG.

⭒ for individuals who would like to reclaim the term "meanie", often found in dnis. by not understanding the true nature of the term but seeing themselves in its description ( reasons listed below ). 💢

𓏹 🛹 : @bunnelbaby for archiving. do not use if you're nsfw / kink ( even 'sfw' ) / dualcom / pro endo / trnsid / radqr . 𔓕

⭒ this flag was made to reclaim a vague term that doesn't has a true meaning behind, making it obtuse and vague. meanies aren't a direct definition of anything at all, and i'm reclaiming this as a protest.

reasons someone may see themselves as meanies; can be but not limited to: anyone who has low / no / selective empathy / sympathy — scary disorders ( such as personality disorders ) that are heavily impacted by their symptoms — those who oftenly get called rude for having a serious / cold / harsh tone — asocial ones / ones that doesn't like socializing — those who struggle with being patient, kind, warm, friendly / applying to society norms of coexistence — those who are unfriendly kids — overall, anyone that feels like it fits for them.