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Normality is overrated

Why can he never be normal

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Detox Doodles!

These are some of the sketches I did to try and replace mindless scrolling, and it's turned into something I look forward to every day!

This page is all about California Quail, my state bird!

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When a small mammal scrunches up and cleans its face and whiskers with its little hands very rapidly. I just wanted to give you that thought for a moment did u like it.

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I watch a lot of reaction content, and I'm always sitting here like, this is super weird, me watching a bunch of strangers watch or play something that I've already watched or played. How can I be getting anything out of this. Why does this interest me, that's so strange. And then I realise that the very existence of countless reaction channels in the first place means that enjoying this content is, by definition, normal. A lot of these reactors have patreons. Therefore this is definitely not a waste of my time (or else so many people wouldn't be watching it) and I should keep watching it instead of getting anything done.

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I'm working through something similar with adhd and ocd. For awhile, I thought my ocd meds were basically making any symptoms of ocd I had go completely away, but recently I've learned that I'm trying to use ocd to manage adhd

I'm worried I'll forget about something? Let me just remind myself of it 20 times. Don't have anything to remind myself of? Eh...I probably forgot something, so let's spend all my mental energy on going over and over something innocuous in case it's important

Learning how to manage my adhd symptoms without relying on anxiety has been so difficult even with medication actually but I think I’ve figured out that like. You’ve gotta let yourself be slow sometimes. Sprinting isn’t really a sustainable way to go through life.

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scary tiger 🐅

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I ONLY read kink fics when they have an EXPLICIT negotiation BEFORE the scene (reading the ao3 tags✅), a checkin DURING the scene (I didn’t tab away and continued to read👍🏼) and aftercare AFTER the scene (leaving kudos ❤️and a lil comment💬)

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I love rocks that look extremely like someone just tested the demon blade on them

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Little guy number three~ (quiet voices, he's a bit shy)

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more pyaari everyone say hi to pyaari

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This website sometimes seems to think that leftism is when you can buy cheap things, and the cheaper they are, the more leftist it is. I really don't know how to explain the world to people like that.

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The fact that corn, poatoes, tomatoes, pumpkins, blueberries, strawberries, raspberries, and chocolate weren’t encountered by Europeans until less than 400 years ago is astonishing.

Like white folks became so dependant on the hundreds of years of labor that Native Americans put into domesticating these crops and now they’re so removed culturally from their origins that they’ve become inherant parts of white culture.

When you think of tomatoes do you think of Mexican, or Italian food? When you think of potatoes can you picture the Quechua or Ireland and the UK, Russia, France maybe? Does chocolate make you think of Belgian and Swiss truffles, or Olmec cacao?

Pumpkin may be the oldest domesticated plant but it doesn’t evoke images of the ancient Native peoples of the southern US. It’s white girls with pumpkin spice lattes and white mom’s pumpkin pie.

I don’t really know where I’m going with this but it makes me feel things

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Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl 2003 — dir. Gore Verbinski

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There was a plumber who made various improvements to the toilet whose name was Thomas Crapper

The word crap was first used to mean human waste about 10 years after he was born

Some names just sound so ridiculously fake that had they been fictional, people would’ve rolled their eyes in complete disbelief. Like seriously. Wdym there’s a mf called Galileo Galilei. Stfu. You just made that up

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I have been really good at taking my meds every day at work

I have been really bad at taking my meds at home over the weekend

I have also been struggling to clean my room when I have time over the weekend

This weekend I took my meds on the weekend and took the trash out for the first time in...uhh...way too long

Why didn't anyone tell me that taking "pills that make you able to do things" would be helpful for doing things when you've been having trouble???