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Reasons

You should be happy I'm gone

I'll never bother you again

I won't scare you at three in the morning

I won't hurt you anymore

I'm replacable-And I can name 4 people right now you can replace me with

I have literally been causing you non-stop stress and worrying. That'll be gone

I'll no longer be a pain in the ass, to you or your friends

And, mostly, you'll make money out of it. Even if you refuse to use it to pay for the trip.

Always look at the positive

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Why

do you not hate me?

just

please

realize how much i am hurting you

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hey

i don't need a reason to live i need a reason to not die

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I'm sorry

I just

I don't wanna hurt you

But I have to

If I die you'll be crushed

But if I live I'll be crushed

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It sucks

Right?

Knowing you have no control over things

Sitting there, watching someone's world being destroyed

As you sit there helpless

It absolutely sucks, right?

I would know

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who cares if one more light goes out especially when you shine so bright

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Tonight

I feel so lonely tonight Here lying in my bed Alone,without a warm body Just a notebook instead My hands hold pen and paper Instead of skin Tight-lipped and grim Instead of kissing lips My poor soul, love it misses But I try to forget how alone I feel By spilling ink and thoughts on paper Therapy has never been more costly or cheaper So my body burns to ashes while my eyes water the pages Maybe out of ashes and tears A garden will grow But for now my soul feels lonely without someone to hold

e.v.e.

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Jealousy

I feel jealous every day because how can I compete with her skin

When I am just a ghost that drifts in and out of your world,

Just an illusion, a promise of something that might or not come to be? 

How to overcome the ambrosia of her kiss when all I can offer is words and not lips?

How not to feel it all eat me inside

When she has touched what I can only dream of each night

Even though I know I love you more than she ever could

This distance between us kills our love more everyday

Because humans,we live off skin, and not just our dreams

 e.v.e.

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