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KENZIE

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Definition: 'Love' is making a shot to the knees of a target 120 kilometers away using an Aratech sniper rifle with a tri-light scope. 

Statement: This definition, I am told, is subject to interpretation. Obviously, love is a matter of odds. Not many meatbags could make such a shot, and fewer would derive love from it. Yet for me, love is knowing your target, putting them in your targeting reticle, and together, achieving a singular purpose, against statistically long odds.

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I think this is the first time Miles actually wanted to go back inside when we went outside today. It's a bit cold. So now I'm inside watching "Four Weddings"

and I can't help but give them all mental middle fingers. Fuck you, bitches, it's their special day, if that's what makes 'em happy shut up. God. >:C

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Heh. I attempted to make myself something to eat, but I took one look at it and just lost my appetite.

I'm sorry for any sadness I smear around today, but it just doesn't get any easier for me. I'm crying a little less than I usually do, but still. I just feel like a huge part of me is missing again.

I'mm be okay within a day or two, I think. It just hurts seeing them leave and never knowing when you'll see them again. Id this sorta how an army wife feels? God damn.

I just gotta keep telling myself I'll be able to move back and be with him again someday. I just wish it was sooner and not "maybe sometime late next year"

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...Oh my god.

Yo Gabba Gabba is doing another live show in 2013.

And.

And.

Friday - Sunday, November 30 - December 2 New York, NY - The Theatre at Madison Square Garden

Miles, your dreams have come true.

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Putting this here too!

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Ung. I really wish Miles was more into watching movies. This movie is so nostalgic to me to the point it can still make me cry just as it did when we got it for my little brother all that time ago.

For a kids movie, it tackled some pretty mature things, at least in my mind. Basically Tigger is no longer fully pleased with being the only one after realizing no one can do the things he does and are too busy to spend time with him. He gets it in his mind his family is out there and begins a long search to find them, not knowing he had it all along.

All my feels, pretty much. I almost cried watching this video.

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Nngh.

It's 4am, I've been awake since 3am. I feel so terribly ill it's just unbearable. What's worse is I'm so tired on top of that, its not helping one bit.

Maybe it's just from the stress of today, but still. Why does this always happen when people plan for nice trips and wanna drag me along? It's like my body goes HEY, I KNOW YOU WANNA HAVE A GOOD TIME OUT BUT HERE, BE NAUCEOUS THE WHOLE TIME.

As soon as I can get work that gives me a form of health insurance, you guys can bet I'm going to the doctors and finding a solution. I'm tired of living like this.

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it's days like this that remind you how small and fragile life is.

and how quickly it can be gone.

i don't like it. i feel sick.

i wish i could hide in my room but people need me. i cant always run and hide when i have an issue.

the other dog just keeps looking around for them and whimpering. she knows. and that hurts me too.

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We had breakfeast together this morning. :D He kept hugging his food...

He gets to meet Mike later today too! On Skype at least. Should be interesting.

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This came on and I don't think he was very pleased...

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We had snack time outside. :D

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Also, thanks for the watch guys! You're awesome. :D

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Mn...

What a freaking day yesterday and last night was. I can't even. First and formeost, Miles is in some kind of crazy mood and was just causing chaos everywhere. I don't like being rough with the kid, but sometimes you just gotta. And after that, he was up almost every hour to two hours last night. He'd wake up and just scream and cry..so I'd go in there and he'd literally be shaking, so I do my best to comfort him. Usually I'd be all "go back to sleep." but something just...seemed off. So I rubbed his back and he'd fall back asleep. He seems okay today, but yeesh. Maybe nightmares?

We had a freak as hell thunderstorm last night. Well, okay, not on the thunder and lightning route, but the wind was intense. So intense is knocked almost everyones power out. There were branches everywhere. Yeesh.

Also, Verizon? You're such a hunk of shit. Let me tell you. It hasn't even been a week, and we already need a new router/modem. That's garbage. Total garbage. Luckily, I have awesome friends who told me how to trick that modem into using our old linksys router to work with it for now. It goes in and out, and I gotta choose between Skype or video games, or it all goes to hell. But I can do little things 'till they send it, and that's all that matters.

I know Jeff wants to switch to Optimum, and right now I'm not that opposed. /:

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Reblogging this to have it here as well.

I love this kid, everyone.

We were watching a Yo Gabba Gabba episode, and he hates this song with a passion. I was dying. I missed about half of his “OH NOOOOO.” but still. I had to share.

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We are derps.

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I took this on our way back from Anthrocon. It's the times like this I miss most. The little things.