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Angelic Peridot commission 💚 Two versions x)

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“can't let go of the person i invented out of the fragments you've given me. idealized thoughtforms in the shape of a friend”

i thought u were talking about fragments episode

^ the shit steven would say out of grief and guilt if jasper stayed dead. could you imagine

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so if you go out at night and stand on the opposite side of the road from a streetlamp and look down at your shadow (in the grass!), your head will be haloed in a faint light, like this:

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when you're hurting, streetlights will morph into the forms of angels. avert your eyes to the ground, and see how they halo the head of your shadow.

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he talks to me through lyrics sometimes

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remember when they asked you what you wanted to be when you grew up? first i said paleontologist, then veterinarian, then children's story book illustrator, then author. all admittedly very ambitious goals for someone like me. well, back then, the future days of being a successful career-having adult with something worth adding to the world were far off in a universe where anything i wanted could happen. anything was possible. now i'm grown and have come to realize that this future of endless possibilities will forever remain a distant, unobtainable fantasy. instead, i feel as if i've walked down a path with a dead end just beyond the fog, where i will find nothing. and i will disappear into that fog and return to that nonplace from which i came. my name forgotten, my memories lost to time, my life wasted by all the inactions i took, ruled by fear, by illness in body and mind, by the need to avoid and hide from all that is uncomfortable and unfamiliar. i never really had a future, did i? and it was my own doing. everything is telling me my days left on this winding path are numbered. for anything beyond is inconceivable. quite possibly because there's nothing at all. the fog is infinite, and it will swallow me whole.

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This wouldn't happen to me if i were a huge dragon

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put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go

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dude when i went to take a shower earlier i took off my shirt, crumpled it up in a ball, and hurled it into the trash. not a thought behind these eyes today.

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The person I reblogged this from deserves happiness and love

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wish ppl would really sit down and think about how much skinniness actually influences their view of gender bc once you realize how deep it goes it rly changes your whole worldview

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can't let go of the person i invented out of the fragments you've given me. idealized thoughtforms in the shape of a friend.

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SHARE WITH YOUR FRIENDS, IT COULD SAVE A LIFE

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different kind of werewolf