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“You don’t seem like you make friends easily. That’s fine. I’ve got a few other students your age. You don’t need to befriend them, but you will work together. You’ll have to learn to trust them.”

“That’s going to be a problem,” Arms cross over his front. “I don’t play with others. They get in the way, I can do this on my own.” 

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too late

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MOCKINGJAY PART 2 ( 2015 )  sentence starters

‘ give me one reason why i shouldn’t kill you.  ’

‘ did you have a nightmare? i have nightmares too. ’

‘ don’t trust them. do what you came to do. ’

‘ are you still trying to protect me? ’

‘ our lives were never ours. ’

‘ they’re afraid of you. ’

‘ anybody can kill anybody. you just have to be willing to sacrifice yourself. ’

‘ it’s war. sometimes killing isn’t personal.’

‘ we keep each other alive. that’s what we do. ’

‘ i’ll say this for you, you don’t disappoint. ’

‘ home. we go home. ’

‘ nothing good is safe while ____’s alive. ’

‘ one way or another this war is going to come to an end. ’

‘ it’s not your job to ask questions. ’

‘ i’ve been watching you. and you’re watching me. ’

‘ i guess there are no rules anymore about what a person can do to another person. ’

‘ oh, that speech you gave. oh, man. i mean, i still have goose bumps.  ’

‘ he needs to see my eyes when i kill him.  ’

‘ we’re facing an enemy that will not change and will never surrender.  ’

‘ and if it really came down to it, you think you could shoot him/her? ’

‘ if your immediate answer isn’t “yes," then you’re dangerous. ’

‘ they promised me that when the time came, you would help me.  ’

‘ if it gets to that point, i’ll kill you myself.  ’

‘ we’re gonna get through this. i promise. ’

‘ everyone that’s dead is dead because of me. i lied. ’

‘ i never meant for this to happen. i failed. i… ’

‘ she/he needed you to be there and take care of her/his family and you did.  ’

‘ no, i’m not losing you again. ’

‘ shoot me! ’

‘ you really think i gave the order?  ’

‘ i’m afraid we’ve both been played for fools.  ’

‘ all I know is that i was supposed to take care of your family. i’m sorry i couldn’t. ’

‘ it balances the need for revenge with the least loss of human life. ’

‘ may your aim be as true as your heart is pure. ’

‘ i’m sorry so much burden fell on you. i know you’ll never escape it. ’

‘ if I had to put you through it again for this outcome, i would. ’

‘ you came home. ’

‘  we’ve all suffered. but we owe it to their memories to do our best with these lives. ’

‘ i hope you're finding some peace. ’

‘ but there are much worse games to play.  ’

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fiainfelin

She gave him a toothed grin, eyes squinting.

“See?  I am happy you are not teat.  I am happy you are still you.”

“Hey, the only me is me. And I’m pretty fuckin’ iconic, kit,” Arm slings over her shoulder. “Kyros Morannis! The unkillable! The unseen! The shadow in the night! Sounds pretty cool, don’t it?” 

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fiainfelin

“To I have a choice, or to I neet to be nice for the sake of other guests?”

“Fuck other guests, this is a me and you thing. You don’t need to be nice but... you could be happy I’m not dead?” 

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who

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fiainfelin

“To the surprise of everyone in our party….”

“Hey- Hey! I have healing potions ‘n’ shit. Wanna bring those claws back in?” 

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“I’m alive-- and still kickin’!” 

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MOCKINGJAY PART 2 ( 2015 )  sentence starters

‘ give me one reason why i shouldn’t kill you.  ’

‘ did you have a nightmare? i have nightmares too. ’

‘ don’t trust them. do what you came to do. ’

‘ are you still trying to protect me? ’

‘ our lives were never ours. ’

‘ they’re afraid of you. ’

‘ anybody can kill anybody. you just have to be willing to sacrifice yourself. ’

‘ it’s war. sometimes killing isn’t personal.’

‘ we keep each other alive. that’s what we do. ’

‘ i’ll say this for you, you don’t disappoint. ’

‘ home. we go home. ’

‘ nothing good is safe while ____’s alive. ’

‘ one way or another this war is going to come to an end. ’

‘ it’s not your job to ask questions. ’

‘ i’ve been watching you. and you’re watching me. ’

‘ i guess there are no rules anymore about what a person can do to another person. ’

‘ oh, that speech you gave. oh, man. i mean, i still have goose bumps.  ’

‘ he needs to see my eyes when i kill him.  ’

‘ we’re facing an enemy that will not change and will never surrender.  ’

‘ and if it really came down to it, you think you could shoot him/her? ’

‘ if your immediate answer isn’t “yes," then you’re dangerous. ’

‘ they promised me that when the time came, you would help me.  ’

‘ if it gets to that point, i’ll kill you myself.  ’

‘ we’re gonna get through this. i promise. ’

‘ everyone that’s dead is dead because of me. i lied. ’

‘ i never meant for this to happen. i failed. i… ’

‘ she/he needed you to be there and take care of her/his family and you did.  ’

‘ no, i’m not losing you again. ’

‘ shoot me! ’

‘ you really think i gave the order?  ’

‘ i’m afraid we’ve both been played for fools.  ’

‘ all I know is that i was supposed to take care of your family. i’m sorry i couldn’t. ’

‘ it balances the need for revenge with the least loss of human life. ’

‘ may your aim be as true as your heart is pure. ’

‘ i’m sorry so much burden fell on you. i know you’ll never escape it. ’

‘ if I had to put you through it again for this outcome, i would. ’

‘ you came home. ’

‘  we’ve all suffered. but we owe it to their memories to do our best with these lives. ’

‘ i hope you're finding some peace. ’

‘ but there are much worse games to play.  ’

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i will die lonely, won’t i? i can feel it in my chest. i will die painfully alone.

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fiainfelin

The small growl in her throat rose again in it’s movements, making her even more at unease than before.  There had to be something, no god would consider her a vessel or puppet for she worshiped the Cat Lord, though that would be an interesting curse laid upon her.  He would not do that to one of his followers…would He?  No, this was of a creature, He wouldn’t think of using that language and then not tell her.  This was something of a plane.

This was something she could kill.

“My mind?  If it were, I would not know.  I have never had something attempt to poke and prod my memories, or attempt to use me for it’s own.”

“Perhaps it is something you already know of, friend? Something you have faced before. Not all foes are new, some return again and again. Do you know any such as that?” It was getting dangerously close to giving away the answer. What would be done if it did? Would it return to its home? Would the ties to the boy be severed? 

There it goes, worrying about a human child so foolish yet so bright. How could it be distracted by something so trivial? 

“What you face is not something to go against alone. I cannot tell you more, friend, for it is not my place.” 

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💪 -- fiainfelin

up he goes [ x ] | Accepting @fiainfelin 

For a moment, there is nothing but stars. Stars that decorate his vision, and he swears he can just make out the constellations his mother taught him. The stories of heroes fighting off demons, adventurers finding treasure, of mothers with their children. For a moment, he reaches for her. Stars congregate, shining together in such beauty, it takes the form of her. Of a mother he lost so long ago, whose voice he could no longer hear in the breeze. Whose scent was lost, being replaced with smoke and ash. 

Body limp, he feels himself being lifted from the dirt. There was no recollection of memories, no understanding of how he had gotten there to begin with. He is thrown up, gut pressed against the shoulder of someone he only hoped to be a companion, before stars return to his vision. They create her image once more, and he reaches for her. 

“Mother... Please, please don’t go...”