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i wanna bite and snap at you out of fear, only for you to grab me by my collar—pushing me down beneath your feet where i belong.

call me a ‘bad dog,’ and kick me until i’m wheezing, bloody and broken.

tug on my leash, give me commands—i’ll bite at you again and again, until you have to muzzle me.

condition me to obey you. make me your pet.

i can learn how to be a good dog.

i promise.

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i have had to lay here feeling guilty for the nasty shit i get off to since i was a child, all because i turned out to be a freakish, hypersexual paraphile, instead of being sex-repulsed … and society is full of uneducated puritans that stigmatize those who sexualize everything as a trauma response . so . it only adds weight onto my shame .

i wish i wasn’ t this way . but i am.

i have to be honest with myself, in order to get rid of the disgusting guilt i feel . but the rest of society will never be gentle with me .. so how do they expect me to get better and live among them, if they don’t care to show any compassion?

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Darling, it's not rape because you're not human; you're not even alive! You're snuff bait. ♥

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i wanna stumble across your dead body in the middle of a wooded area and grind on your cold, actively decaying body then piss on you and leave.

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i want to make him even more depraved than he already is, with his sick little head.

i want to condition him to like what i like, so that he can please me . i want to turn him into a fucking pet for me , who will do whatever i want, when i say it. i need to break him beyond repair—mold him into what’s good for me .

he’s my victim, after all .

i should have a say.

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the dead stare makes me so fucking horny. i’d kill to make deep eye-contact with his corpse while i’m fucking it . kissing him on the lips, holding his limp hands as i moan, ‘i love you, baby.’

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i can’t seem to stop thinking about fucking his corpse—violently, my hands squeeze around his throat, crushing his now useless windpipe. his pretty, dead stare drives me to the edge, ropes of cum shooting from my cock deep inside his still-warm hole .

fuck, it makes me shiver.

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. i feel sick thinking about them. they want you . i know they do. i see it. it makes me want to cut myself, so they can see how pathetic i get for you . they’re not capable of devotion like this . they just want one thing: and it’s to get into your pants . that’s the difference between them and i. i only want your devotion .

i want to worship you and be worshipped by you.

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UGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!

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i want to force a poor little prude to watch porn they told me they don’t like while i fuck them.

don’t worry … i’ll condition you to like it.

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it hurts? ask me to stop, then. say please. god, yeah, just like that. fuck, you’re so cute. keep going, i’m close. i know it’s too much, baby. you can kick and scream. do you need help screaming? you’re pretty when you’re scared. oh, are you crying? you’re so good to me.

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stalking someone you love feels like masturbation. you feel such a strong intensity while doing it that it makes you feel like you're about to have a heart attack

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disgusting. disgusting, disgusting, disgusting. that’s what i am . that’s all i’ll ever be; a vile piece of shit. and i want you to tell me how much of a piece of shit i am .. make me understand that i’m no good . hurt me, so that i can hurt you, too.

god, i know you want it just as much as i do, baby. just tell me you want it . tell me you love how disgusting i am. it’ll make me cum .

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FUCK YOU DIE

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sweetheart, you don't need those pesky friends. How many times do I need to tell you that I'm all you need?

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you must think you’re so impressive that you send some half-assed shit to someone you don’t even have the rights to . oh, you’re PATHETIC. please, don’t waste any more time and just kill yourself already. you sound stupid . stupid as ever. you’re a waste of space . a waste of air . a waste of his time.

it should be me . it should be fucking ME . NOT YOU.

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being forced to watch gore , while being held down and forcibly jerked off. 👍