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its time to see the fucking truth

i was replaced a long time ago

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my boy // billie eilish

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ive never been this in love before its so terrifying to not be with them all i see is darkness theres no future anymore

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*peace signs as i sob into my pillow because im destined to be alone*

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yeah uhh im kinda sobbing because i remembered that im useless

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i want to be abused again i want to find some random man to hurt me again and i want hium to get off on my tears because i hate ymsekf anbd i dont deserve to be happy 

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i am depressed and lost and idk what to do.

im such a fuck up. i cant stop lying to everyone. i try so hard but i wind up lying anyway. no wonder i cant have romantic love in my life.

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"im not okay (i promise)" by mcr applies so much except for the bits about you wearing me out you dont wear me out you give me life youre everything, both of you

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I'm okay

I'm okay!

I'm okay, now

(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me

Because I'm telling you the truth

I mean this, I'm okay!

(Trust Me)

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

Well, I'm not okay

I'm not o-fucking-kay

I'm not okay

I'm not okay

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theyre the only ones i think about, i cant stop i miss them i fucked up so badly i wish i could rewind time and fix everything i did and not have lied to ghem

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i literally cant stop thinkinh about them