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I'm in an in-between state? Like I haven't gotten ridden for the forgiveness because I hate being mean but also why tf was past me so kind like it's written in my blood? Like I'll die if I am mean for 1s..

I'm in a state of "I can't look at her" it's too painful..it projects on people with same mbti as me..I can't interact with them for a long time and It's a pity really because we have so much in common.

Big fan of characters who “kill” their younger selves. Characters who resent the past version of themselves for letting them get hurt, who look at that kid and feel revolted by the foreignness of it. Characters who feel they have to cut the child out of them like a tumor because it’s hurting them too much and if I don’t kill you you’ll kill me. Nearly nothing remaining of that past self but for the little connections and mannerisms they can’t kick, and when it shines through, it’s a terrible, tragic thing, because the child is still in there. It’s in there and it’s grotesque in its suffocation. But it’s there.

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mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die

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Nino Migliori,  “ Herbarium “- 1974

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I think the best thing I’ve ever done for my mind is literally just be like “idk man they’re just weird people” and move on w my life without psychoanalyzing…….. like I literally think I just rewired my brain w a single sentence

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SO much about doing well is just not even giving your brain the time to sabotage you. Like deciding to just get started on a task before your brain could conjure up thoughts like “but there’s always tomorrow” “ruminate on this pointless thing instead” like sometimes you genuinely just have to put pen to paper and do

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When The Phone Rings X Text Posts pt.4

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horrible news: you have to practice to level up your skills because it's unrealistic to think you'll be good at everything first try

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I haven't even started the show and I'm obsessed with these

When The Phone Rings X Text Posts pt.2

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When The Phone Rings X Text Posts pt.3

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this meeting could have been a car crash

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i feel like we don't appreciate these days how much the twin towers sucked, like, design-wise

they were contemporarily hated for just being these giant grey monoliths

like there probably could've been an easier way to get rid of them, but they probably needed to go either way

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bitch you better not be sitting and staring at your old wounds forever wtf

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this is so amazing

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Girlies and non girlies of the jury,

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everything is up for interpretation. except for what i say. that must be understood exactly as i meant it