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❛ you still feel like home . ❜ ( seungwoo / wooseok )

TO THOSE WE LOVE ,  longing / endearing one - liners  :  accepting!

one day,  he tells himself. 

one day,  he thinks he’ll finally tell wooseok how he despises every inch of his body,  his mind,  his essence.  he’ll tell him that when his eyes fall upon his,  something sick stirs inside his body,  growing in nature and uglier than he’d intended it to be.  it consumes him with quiet rage,  almost entirely directed at himself but it is red,  and it is hot,  and it engulfs all that makes him seungwoo.  

“cute,”  he says in response,  and amusement works through his eyes as he stares down at his best friend,  through his laugh as he huffs out something quiet.  his hands come down to cup wooseok’s cheeks,  both sides mirrored as he squishes them gently.  it doesn’t matter that the response might not reflect his true intentions in regards to what wooseok confessed,  the unbarring of feelings undiscussed.

he’ll say he hates him more than anything,  paired with with a tight lip and furrowed brows,  contrasting how eyes shine bright,  because the truth of the matter is far more delicate,  something infringing upon fragile,  as if it’ll break apart at the touch,  upon the simple acknowledgement it even exists.  love is a dangerous game,  and seungwoo feels like a puppet at wooseok’s mercy,  heart strings orchestrated by one whose gaze weighs down on him like a body of rocks in the ocean. 

instead,  replace hatred with the ardor of sentimentality he’s become accustomed to,  and take a step back as the puzzle pieces come together to say a little despondently,  that loving wooseok was red.

that day is clearly not today.

“funny though,  isn’t it?”  he asks,  with a clarity he’ll leave to analyze at a later date,  when his mind isn’t occupied by how he could lay here with wooseok in his arms till his limbs grew stiff and could furthermore recognize only the very shape of the other’s body,  “because you are my home.”  

he strokes wooseok’s hair slowly,  listening for the other’s breathing to slow down to welcome the slumber.  despite himself,  he kisses the top of the other’s head,  once,  twice,  then three times consecutively.  it’s never enough.

“wherever you go,  no matter how far,”  he starts,  voice soft but the intended cheer for faux lightheartedness is transparent,  though the words are heavier,  something closer to muted confessions,  “i’ll always follow you,  if you let me.”  

and even then,  his mind supplies,  though he pays it no heed in the moment.  he pulls the other closer into his embrace,  and closes his eyes too.

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J.R.R. Tolkien, The Two Towers

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❛  stay  .  i  need  you  more  than  you  think  .  ❜ — jinhyuk and seungwoo :)

TO THOSE WE LOVE ,  longing / endearing one - liners  :  accepting!

seungwoo is selfish.

the request is twinged with a privilege he’s reluctant to look in the eyes  –  a request that would sound closer to a statement to the ears of a stranger.  seungwoo prides himself in knowing jinhyuk better,  recognizing the hesitance twinged in the other’s tone,  something resembling doubt shining through his expression.  seungwoo prides himself in knowing jinhyuk  –

but does he really know?

selfish is a term best used to describe seungwoo’s unconsciousness,   what defines the things and people he discards without a second contemplative thought,  the ignorance at the hurt he causes at the expense of believing he’s doing the right thing  –  seungwoo’s actions are inherently rooted in the very concept of selfishness.

“you’ll be fine without me,”  he says slowly,  smiling nevertheless.  the feeling is foreign on his face in this instance,  when a jolt of longing once forgotten stirs once more like a lover scorned.  

he feels inclined to believe jinhyuk has picked up on what he holds inside himself,  locked up in a box that has too many holes to count.  the emotion oozes out whenever he and jinhyuk share a gaze that feels an eternity long,  when he looks back on strawberry flavoured candy at the convenience store they used to frequent and wonders for the nth time what jinhyuk’s lips might taste like,  or any time over the last few years that have been virtually jinhyuk-less in nature and instead,  loss engulfs the space that his presence once used to  –  seungwoo would instead believe his friend would offer words delivered under sympathetic duress rather than want him,  need him,  where they sit and stand.

“you always are,  jinhyukie.”  his voice is softer than what he was going for,  eyes averting as his intended laughter come across as a mix between a sigh and disbelieving scoff despite himself. 

he thinks of home and all that waits,  any excuse tasting too expectant on his lips,  as he visibly hesitates at jinhyuk’s words.  he thinks of home and wonders for a moment if the very idea could be interchangeable with jinhyuk’s very being.  

wonderment,  sure,  but the thought simmers inside him,  a flame relit from the ashes of an unrequited romance that terrorized the organ in his chest for so long,  thirsty for the matter to be brought to the cognizance of the intended person.  he says he wonders,  but not too long ago,  during simpler times that feel as light as feathers in memories held dear,  he’d embraced the idea jinhyuk could embody the very essence of his home too easily when they were younger and times far less complicated than the present currently was. 

“but,”  he starts,  eyes wandering to meet jinhyuk’s,  something curious stirring in his gaze despite himself.  he’s a one-trick pony,  and so who would he be if not someone that inevitably gives jinhyuk his heart served on a silver platter,  even unasked.

seungwoo’s actions are inherently rooted within the very concept of selfishness  –  and jinhyuk is proof of that.

“i’ll stay as long as you need me to.”  the words are heavier than they should be,  something akin to a promise made under the stars with the midnight summer breeze as their witness  –  you’ll always have me,  jinhyuk.

no matter how the promise was perhaps broken years earlier despite it all;  now,  he’ll ignore past mistakes and broken vows,  and instead reach out for jinhyuk’s hand.  do you know?  he’ll ask later,  when silence befalls and he chokes upon love undiscussed,  do you know i need you more than you’ll ever know?

and so the story goes:  seungwoo’s actions are inherently rooted within the very concept of selfishness  –  and jinhyuk is proof of just that.

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❥     𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐎  𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄  :  𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐎  𝐕𝐒  𝐒𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐄  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒  .

a  list  of  notable  one  -  liners  from  the  anime  naruto’s  (  dubbed  )  finale  episodes  . feel  free  to  customize  as  you  wish  !

❛  you  …  i  hated  you  .  ❜ ❛  i  didn’t  ask  for  this  !  i  didn’t  ask  for  you  to  save  me  !  ❜ ❛  why  …  ?  why  are  you  doing  this  to  us  ?  ❜ ❛  i  have  my  own  path  to  follow  now  ,  and  neither  you  or  anyone  else  can  steer  me  from  it  .  ❜ ❛  if  i’d  stayed  with  people  like  you  ,  i’d  never  have  gotten  this  strong  .  ❜ ❛  they’ll  be  nothing  of  you  left  .  you’ll  never  get  out  of  there  alive  .  ❜ ❛  you  think  i’ll  stand  by  and  let  you  throw  away  your  entire  life  ?  ❜ ❛  i  remember  you  laughing  the  last  time  we  met  .  ❜ ❛  there  you  go  ,  acting  all  high  and  mighty  again  !  ❜ ❛  i  couldn’t  give  a  damn  what  you  want  .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  the  future  i  dream  of  anymore  ,  only  the  past  :  that’s  where  my  dream  lies  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  warning  you  …  you’re  making  a  big  mistake  .  ❜ ❛  a  future  with  you  …  it  isn’t  what  i  want  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  always  going  to  be  there  for  you  ,  even  if  it’s  only  as  an  obstacle  for  you  to  overcome  .  even  if  you  hate  me  .  ❜ ❛  what’s  happened  to  you  ?  ❜ ❛  you  really  mean  to  kill  me  .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  always  been  naive  .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  happy  you  made  me  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  help  it  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  why  ,  but  …  but  i  …  i  just  can’t  bare  the  thought  of  seeing  you  taken  away  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  break  every  single  bone  in  your  body  if  that’s  what  it  takes  to  stop  you  .  ❜ ❛  just  shut  up  for  once  .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  know  what  it  feels  like  to  lose  it  all  ?  ❜ ❛  why  would  you  go  so  far  for  me  ?  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  i  can  to  stop  you  .  ❜ ❛  you  know  the  pain  that  solitude  brings  ,  just  as  i  do  .  ❜ ❛  it’s  too  late  …  it’s  too  late  !  ❜ ❛  you  really  are  weak  .  ❜ ❛  … you’re  a  monster  .  ❜

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❥     𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄  𝐖𝐄  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄  ,  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒  𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌  𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓  .

longing  /  endearing  one  -  liners  as  taken  from  the  website  pinterest  . customize  as  you  wish  !

❛  the  first  time  i  met  you  ,  i  had  no  damn  idea  i’d  love  you  this  much  .  ❜ ❛  i  wish  i  could  just  protect  you  from  everything  .  ❜ ❛  i  noticed  you  .  how  could  i  not  ?  ❜ ❛  i’ll  hold  your  hand  the  whole  way  through  ,  don’t  worry  .  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  .  so  much  .  you’re  all  i  fucking  think  about  .  ❜ ❛  you  are  made  of  comets  and  stars  .  do  not  let  anyone  treat  you  as  if  you  are  dirt  and  dust  .  ❜ ❛  i  love  how  i  can  just  look  at  you  and  be  happy  .  ❜ ❛  i  woke  up  and  the  first  thing  i  wanted  was  you  .  ❜ ❛  i  love  everything  you  hate  about  yourself  .  ❜ ❛  pinky  -  promise  me  you  won’t  leave  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  always  tired  but  never  of  you  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  it  ,  you’re  my  person  .  ❜ ❛  you  are  the  peace  i  crave  in  this  chaotic  world  .  ❜ ❛  now  i  wish  we  never  met  because  you’re  too  hard  to  forget  .  ❜ ❛  i’d  pick  your  thunder  ,  i’d  pick  your  rain  ;  over  anyone’s  sunshine  any  day  .  ❜ ❛  you  steady  me  and  stir  me  all  at  once  .  ❜ ❛  and  then  i  knew  that  i  could  become  homesick  for  you  too  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  spend  forever  getting  high  off  what  it  feels  like  to  be  around  you  .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  got  something  they  don’t  .  ❜ ❛  what  a  plot  twist  you  were  .  ❜ ❛  i  told  the  stars  about  you  .  ❜ ❛  stay  .  i  need  you  more  than  you  think  .  ❜ ❛  you  still  feel  like  home  .  ❜ ❛  come  over  here  and  make  my  clothes  smell  like  you  again  .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  kiss  you  and  it  kills  me  .  ❜

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♡ yunho nd harim..

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  /  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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😷 teddy/romeo

😷   /  help  and  aid  my  muse  while  they’re  sick .

“ you don’t have to do this , ”  he says ,  voice muffled by his christmas themed covers ,  essentially only his eyes peaking out from the top ,  “ i can take care of myself . ”

however ,  fact remains his energy’s been absolutely depleted since he woke up sick yesterday ,  and going to bed last night ,  filled with naive hope he was already on the road to recovery ,  proved foul .

yes ,  god must’ve laughed down at him while he slept .  he awakens and finds himself unable to get out of bed ,  legs shaking and dizziness overcoming ,  dread pooling at the pit of his stomach because this was the downside of living alone and having no one to call your own  –  his hands shake as he finally manages to drink a glass of water ,  but satisfaction is becoming of him .  what is romeo if not a fighter ,  what is romeo kang if not composed of the bones of a survivor ,  of a boy who was forced to grow up too quick ,  too soon ?  and so ,  perfect attendance romeo kang  reaches over to his nightstand ,  feels around for his phone ,  and calls in sick to work .  

and then ,  before the regret can claim his senses ,  he goes back to sleep .

all things considering ,  he didn’t count on teddy .

“ of course you can , ”  teddy placates him ,  replacing the towel on his forehead with a fresh one ,  hand patting his head as he pulls away  (  he hates how his instincts want him to follow  ) .  his dimples seem to mock him as that signature smile of his plays out against his lips ,  and maybe romeo kinda wants to die . “ i just want to help . ”

heat pools into his cheeks ,  and for the first time since contracting the illness ,  romeo feels thankful for the disguise .

he recalls a memory of his mother during childhood ,  sick and coughing as his mother runs a hand through his hair and smiles softly .   won’t you get sick too ?  he says to her after a bad coughing fit .  don’t worry mom ,  i’ll be okay .

silly boy ,  she’d said ,  eyes filled to the brim with amusement ,  i’m your mom ,  i’m supposed to worry .  besides ,  baby ,  i think some good company always does a bit of healing .

when he wakes up later that night on the couch in the living room ,  his christmas tree lighting up the room as the television silently plays the classic ‘ elf ’ ,  there is teddy ,  having had peacefully nodded off in his position on the floor in front of him ,  head tilted back towards him as he snoozes .  

his heart plays a little trick on him and romeo finds himself having to agree with his mother  –  maybe some good company does go a long way .

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taeil ☆ 니가 좋아 episode 8

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CHRISTMAS   /    WINTER    THEMED   MEME  .

 send  a  symbol  from  your  muse  to  mine.  feel  free  to  combine  actions  or  add  specifics  even  when  it  doesn’t  ask  for  it  .      add  ‘  ↪  ‘   for  a  reverse  of   my   muse   to   yours  . 

HOLIDAY  :

🎁   /   our   muses  exchange  gifts  to  one  another .   (   can  specify  .  )

🍞   /    to  invite  my  muse  to  a  holiday  dinner  with  their  family  .

🎅   /   help  my  muse  gift  wrap  a  present  .   (   can  specify  for  who   ) 

🔌   /   help  hang  lights  or  decorate  with  my  muse .

🎄   /   decorate  and  help  my  muse  with  a  christmas  tree  .

🌿   /   our  muses  catch  themselves  under  a  mistletoe  .  

WEATHER  :

☃️   /   build  a  snowman  with  my  muse  .

❄️   /   play  in  the  snow  with  my  muse  .   (  can  specify  . )

💨  /   our  muses  are  trapped  inside  a  cabin  during  a  snow  storm  .

🐾   /   our  muses  find  footprints  in  the  snow  and  follow  them  .

✨   /   our  muses  watch  the  northern  lights  together .

🌲   /   my  muse  helps  yours  cut  down  a  christmas  tree .

🔥   /    help  my  muse  get  firewood  and  build  a  fire .

NICE  :

👀   /   my  muses  reaction  to  finding  out  your  muse  is  their  secret  santa  .

😷   /   help  and  aid  my  muse  while  their  sick .

🍵   /    our  muses  share  a  cup  of  hot  coco  .  

💑   /   propose  or  ask  my  muse  to  be  their  girl / boyfriend .   (  specify  which  . )

$    /    offer  my  muse  money  through  a  hard  time  .

🎭  /    invite  my  muse  to  a  christmas  /  winter  masquerade  .

NAUGHTY  :

💋   /   give  my  muse  a  hot  steamy  kiss  .

👗   /   my  muse  dresses  up  as  a  sexy  santa  for  your  muse . 

👅   /   my  muse  licks  your  muse .

🍷   /   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  coming  onto  them  while  being  drunk  .

🏃   /   catch  my  muse  stealing  valuable’s  from  your  muses  family  during  a  family  holiday  dinner 

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Meaningless sex is great. I mean it. It really is. Don’t get all conservative on me, it’s just an opinion. It’s nice to forget the heaviness in your heart and replace with a light pressing in the small of your back. It’s easy to get high off someone else’s lips, and ignore that thudding in your stomach, that constant reminder that you’re far from normal. It’s nice to have dark bruises down your neck than on your heart. I don’t even like using that word, because I don’t think I even fucking own one anymore. Or do I? Just fuck me. I mean it. Fuck me and get me out of here.

“Stepping Into Black Leather” (by me eW)

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Aa Ab Laut Chalen (1999), dir. Rishi Kapoor

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simon says you’re immaculate bro. real sexy .

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she guessed my favorite color first try..

but between me and u……. i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now.