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hi lovies…………………..

i think this might be it for now, not with shifting, and not with writing, and not with magic or manifestation or whatever term we're burning through this week. just with this version of me and with this version of the space and with this little corner of the internet where i've been both held and hunted.

i’m deactivating this blog sometime tomorrow.

i always thought i'd stay, or at least disappear for a bit and then come back in a blaze of historical revisionism like, hi guys, i had a child in a past life. her name was julie. anyway here's how the plumbing worked. but i truly don't think if i can do that now. or not yet, or not like this.

and maybe that's a betrayal or a plot twist or a necessary limb amputation before the rot hits the bone marrow, maybe all three.

truth is, i don't feel safe. in the actual, literal, legal-definition, report-it-to-the-site way. someone is stalking me and i've been harassed and impersonated and threatened and envied. picked apart like roadkill on a highway no one even wants to drive on anymore.

this place used to feel like my room. not my stage, not my arena. my room, meaning messy, safe, maybe a bit stupid, maybe a bit brilliant. i used to write posts with hope and a very real belief that i was helping people.

and you can say that's the price of being visible, of being correct, or of being incorrect, of being good at what you do. and i guess that's true, but it's also such a boring lie.

i'm like 2 weeks into being 17 in this reality, and i'm already so, so, so, so tired, and i'm crying writing this, and i feel sick that i even have to explain why.

and no, i'm not a perfect person, obviously, i've been defensive and i've been stubborn and i've made people mad and i've posted things i regret and i've left up things too long and i've trusted the wrong people and i've said too much and i've said too little. but never, not once, did i want to hurt anyone, never, not once, did i want to build an empire just to be burnt at the stake for it.

i doubt that i ever deserved to be called ridiculous when i was hurting over being mocked or reading someone saying they scripted that i get cancelled in their dr. and now i know how joan of arc felt💔💔💔💔💔

and still, and still, and still, and still, i wouldn't undo it.

this account, this little blog, this weird, overactive, overcaffeinated brain i cracked open for you all like an egg with a bibliography. it truly changed my life. you changed my life.

every ask, every affirmation, every time someone said "you made me feel like i could shift." every time someone messaged me at 3am to say "i just did it. i'm there. i'm home."

you were the ones who kept me here and you were the reason i stayed longer than i should've.

and you will be the reason i come back, maybe in a month, maybe whenever. maybe when i've built a family in god knows what ancient civilisation.

until then, please, don't give up. and if you do give up, don't punish yourself for it, it's not a sign of failure, simply a pause.

shifting is still guaranteed, always, it is a metaphysical inevitability, it is yours. it belongs to you because you decided it would. you don't need to "deserve" it and you don't need to be good and you don't need to earn it like it's a nobel peace prize for mental stability, it is yours.

that's the whole point of shifting. it's an extension of you.

so script the stupid things, script the cat that meows in french, script the dad who didn't leave, script the version of yourself who remembers every birthday and never flinches when someone says i love you. script safety and script softness and script freedom.

you don't have to perform belief, you just have to live like you're already there.

this is me saying thank you. thank you for reading and for listening and for watching me try and for making me feel like i mattered and like i was helping. like maybe something i said meant something to someone who needed it.

i really hope it did, and i really hope you don't forget me.

be safe. be free, be gone. i love you i love you i love you.

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send asks!!!!

𐔌՞꜆.  ̫.꜀՞𐦯 souu's love game: ask game!!

🧃 : how did you meet your s/o?

🍌 : any song(s) that reminds you of your s/o? If yes which one and why?

🍋 : for fame drs: is your relationship private? Public? If public how did your fans react?

🍞 : do you and your s/o have any matching tattoos? Matching bracelets? Others?

🍍 : are you and your s/o from the same friend group?

🍯 : if your s/o was a color what color would they be and why?

🥖 : what is your s/o's love language? (physical touch, words of affirmation etc)

🍊 : what kind of date would your s/o organize for you. Are they more of a restaurant date lover or just the kind to cook you your fav dish?

🥧 : is your s/o more on the flirty or the shy side?

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just had a dream that i kissed him and his lips were warm. good lord.

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i don't want this blog to contain discourse because that truly ruins social media for me, I really wanna keep my blog a fun place for me and my mutuals. that being said there are some things I feel I should make clear, if you disagree with any of these views, unfollow me. don't turn it into an arguement cause you're not getting anything out of me.

fuck ai

fuck israel

fuck homophobes

fuck transphobes (fuck terfs specifically)

fuck ice

fuck trump

fuck billionaires

and fuck you if you're "neutral" on any of these things, neutrality is compliance

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me when I see a pic of my s/o w their canon couple

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omg happy belated birthday!!!

🎉🎂🎂🎉🎂🎉🎂🎉🎂🎉🎂🎂🎉🎂🎉🎂🎂🎈🎊🎊🎁🎁🥳🥳🥳🎂🎉🎉🎂🎊🎁🎁🥳🎉

happy birthday to youuuu

happy birthday to youuuu

happy birthday dear erin!!!

happy birthday to youuuuuuuu

hello everyone.. it may or may not be my 19th birthday

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i lied. it was from friday to monday and i didn’t find out until i had already lost service in the car.

my camping trip!!

this post isn’t shifting related (although I did shift twice during the trip), i just wanted to share!

what did i do?

— tanned (burnt) but forgot to flip over, so now i’m two different colours

— shifted while tanning (burning)

— solved that triangle puzzle with the pegs

— ate moose for the third time

— watched as my father found a frog and put it in my sister’s pocket

— watched as my grandmother danced to ‘deepthroat’ by cupcakke

— got bit by blackflies (which i am allergic to), had an allergic reaction, took benadryl, and then had crazy lucid dreams and shifted again

anyways, i had a lot of fun!! i’m planning on posting something related to my 60s fame dr tonight, as long as i don’t keep procrastinating.

from friday to sunday i’ll be camping where there’s no cellphone service, so i won’t be posting this weekend. i have a post almost finished in my drafts though, so i’ll probably post it tonight or tomorrow morning.

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from friday to sunday i’ll be camping where there’s no cellphone service, so i won’t be posting this weekend. i have a post almost finished in my drafts though, so i’ll probably post it tonight or tomorrow morning.

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need yoko biblically. need this man to get back for a sec so i can spit some game

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doo da doo 🗣️‼️

do you want to know a secret has been playing on loop in my head since last night

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HAPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY PAULLLINAA!!!

cannot wait to celebrate with you every single year until you get sick of me. thank you for always looking out for all of us, but especially john. it's a full time job, i know. i'm very lucky to not have to do it all by myself anymore. thank you for always making it your life's mission to make me smile, even when i'm moody and unreceptive. and thank you for making some of the most amazing music i've ever heard, we couldn't have done it without you, macca.

love, ivy

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6/18/2025

Happy Birthday to Paul McCartney- our fag of the day! 💖

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me after casually finding out that george harrison was stabbed forty times, survived and WAS JOKING ABOUT IT WHAT.

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Happy 83rd birthday to Paul McCartney!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR PAULLLLLL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

happy 83rd birthday paul!!!<3