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a break is a nice thing, and much needed i'm sure! oh i'm sure they'll still continue with the daddy thing, so don't get your hopes up that that will stop any time soon. they call your knee sexy? that's a new one. do you feel pressure to keep it sexy? lots of leg days at the gym? i would say if you have the time off, catch up with friends and family, maybe do some traveling. is there anywhere you want to go that you haven't had a chance to visit yet?

Pues…life has been great lately – I’m kind of getting a break from the craze that is the fans calling me daddy or calling my knee sexy. But I’m wondering, what does one even do for summer? When I was a young teen, I would go out and party and before that I would go swimming all summer longer. But now? I’m almost fifty and have no clue what to do other than take cat naps…people still call naps that, right? Dios, I hope so. @hillsfmsstarter​

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im just gonna go with baby steps and see how it goes. ill rent month to month and go from there deciding how long i'll stay. yeah social media is down right brutal. i try just to focus on the positive there but ive been doing a lot better with disconnecting from it in general which helps. that's good advice though. you're like a vessel of knowledge!

i committed and i personally don't recommend it. but you also might have better luck than i did. i've learned to ignore all of the debbie downers if i'm honest. i've also learned not to read social media comments either because those are worse than the debbie downers some days.

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you're past being a decent person? that's a sad way to live and i hope you can sort that out. don't lump me into that category though, i'm a grown up and i can accept responsibility and apologize for my actions. if you would rather pretend i didn't exist, that's your decision, but unfortunately for you, i do exist so it's kind of naïve.

me, a decent person? nah, i think we're past that pez. you and me being decent to each other is just not going to happen. but maybe we can just, pretend the other doesn't exist and we'll be all good. live your life, i live mine. and that's going to just be better.

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it's a lot easier to stay on my good side! i love her but she's got a temper. don't tell her i said that. i mean the worst part of the unpacking is over so im just going to ease into the rest and hope for the best. we're doing alright. how about you? what have you got going on?

i know she would. but i don’t want you in any trouble so ima stay on her good side and yours. yeah it can be over whelming i will give you that. i think for me i just have my music on and i get in my zone that i don’t think about anything else really. other that how are you and baby boy?

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i dont know how they do it, i honestly don't. retaining all of that information about all of those different properties and that. its mad. im happy to hear you found a place that works perfectly for you guys. thats great though, at least he's getting great exercise too. has he tried to get you surfing and how's that going? hes obsessed with dry cereal, which isn't the healthiest thing ever, but sometimes he'll go for yogurt too. chicken nuggies of course. some days that's it. i try not to overthink it, but it' hard.

proper lifesavers, them realtors. being that cheerful at 8am looking at a property while me brain isn't even online yet? miracle workers. i don't need that much space in LA. it's just me and Freddie every other week when i'm here. a little three bedroom house on the water was perfect, especially since it's got private beach access. fred's a water baby, loves surfing and swimming and you can't get him out the water. he takes after his mum there. your lad is still young, natural to be picky at that age. does he something he absolutely loves eating and wants for every dinner? i took it to mean that what's your first pick, isn't everyone's and sometimes, not rushing still gets you exactly what you been wanting.

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i have full faith in you being able to write great fortunes! no pressure, I promise.

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in my experience, finding someone that i think is worthy of a future isn't the hard part. it's finding someone that things I'M worthy of a future that's proven to be difficult. hopefully it would be well received but that's a risk ill have to be willing to take when the time comes. it was deffo time for a break for me and the girls, burnout is real and we didn't want that to happen. as long as you're enjoying it that's all that matters.

fair enough. sometimes it's better to just be single for as long as possible until you find someone worthy of wanting to have a future with them. you going solo, if you did, i'm sure would be well received. i'd like to say that i hear you on this one about enjoying life without working 24-7. yet i cannot because that's all i do is work, especially lately.

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it would be, im a clever girl. it is. you've got great mouth and hands. your muscles in general are quite nice as well.

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while i have the time to explore, i figure i may as well take advantage and try out different things and places. i've unpacked all of the important things, now it's just sorting out where i want everything else to go, i keep changing my mind. letting go isn't always easy but it sometimes is necessary, unfortunately.

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it's a lot soul crushing and would be a very cruel prank to anyone, so you better wipe the idea from your mind. yeah i don't fully trust technology enough with all of the hacking stuff that goes on. my voice worked well along side the other girls, it's never been on its own so it's a big change. i'll have to check it out, something tells me you can own the fuckboi persona pretty well and im curious to see it.

no, for real. that 'we need to talk' bit is actually a little soul crushing but also prime prank material. nothing you send to anyone in this day and age gets leaked and it'll haunt you for ever. that's why i don't send nudes anymore. or even lewds, tbh. scared to release it? you're THE perrie edwards. your voice and your talent is sparkly, we need it and us little mixers are dying to hear what you've been cooking in the studio. you should watch not okay ! it's me in all of my fuckboi glory and zoey is just exceptional in the lead.

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i suppose there's only one way to find out isn't there? appreciate the warning but i have to admit i'd already expected as much. still it's always nice to experience new places and things like that. quite a few parts of you are the ultimate selling points.

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not quite sure that's a superstition i want to test out so i'll likely remain single for a very long time. im not sure im totally ready to branch out solo which is the only option at the moment so ill just take it day by day. for me normalcy is just being able to enjoy life without working 24-7 like i had been the last 10 years.

oh ouch at the second failed engagement. third time is the charm. but i too know what it's like to be on a indefinite hiatus from a career.. it happened with mcfly. i'm glad that it's been over for awhile because i get upset looking over at the guitar i'd play on and it was just sitting there in its case. what is normacy? is there a true definition for that? hey it might be a cop out but also the truth.

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im still of the mindset that it may only be temporary, which might not be the best mindset to have but it is what it is. i dont know how they would even respond to someone complaining about a fortune cookie. i guess just supplying another one its the only solution i can think of.

Well, it is a big move for you. I think you feeling uneasy is only natural. I remember in the beginning moving so far from home; it was hard. if you weren't then i would worry a bit more. for probably a couple months or so. if they did, we need to know. I could only imagine the sass from the person on the phone. Did you forget something in my fortune cookie? I think so. it's a great motto to go by, sometimes those are the best life lessons.

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i think being pampered always feels so nice because it isn't something that happens all the time, so that's why we appreciate it more. yeah i agree with that, not sure i would be able to pull it off full time. great! what kind of positive things have you got going on?

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moving is an enormous amount of work, i think i underestimated how difficult it would be but im doing a little more every day so hopefully i'll start to feel more settled soon. im happy to hear everything is going well! taking time for yourself is so important, people take it for granted. what have you been reading? oh im still trying to get into a new routine here so im a bit all over the place.

With all the work involved in moving, I can't imagine also having to cook, especially if I've traveled from London to LA. The journey alone has already tired me out, let alone having to cook on top of it. That's the best part. Rearranging everything, buying new utensils, furnishing the house to your liking, the walls, everything. I envy you for that aspect. We all need a fortune cookie that tells us everything will be fine, and we'll have faith it will. Everything is going well on my end! I've been busy with the tour, rehearsals, but I've also made time for myself, going to the gym, to the beach to read a good book. All good, but nothing too interesting. And how about you? Besides having a great time decorating your house.

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coming fully stocked to fight an 80 year old woman would be a lot, even if judge judy can hold her own. i don't know though, tik tok might be onto something because it doesn't seem like much of a secret to me!

well, i can't promise you i'll come fully equipped with a bow and arrows, but hey, if i stumble upon them by some stroke of luck, i might just consider using them. and of course, i'd love for you to be there to witness the glorious shitshow that would undoubtedly unfold. or watch it on tiktok later, whatever. it's ironic though, i claim not to be a fan of judge judy, but my darn for you page is obsessed with her! the tiktok algorithm must think i secretly want to be a feisty courtroom drama queen.

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or just try being a decent person? it doesn't take nearly as much energy to be nice and i know you're capable of it. or at least you used to be, didn't think that was something that went away, or did it?

you absolutely are right. i'm going to shut up now and we'll just be on our fucking way. wouldn't want to take anymore of your precious energy or time or what it is you have.