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I’m tired of moving on… can god give me something to hold onto for a change

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Mel: hey can someone test this mod

me: Maker willing, they WILL score o7

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devoted, yearning & obsessive

❝ you occupy my thoughts. day and night, even in dreams you're there. i want you to never stop haunting me. ❞

❝ i am eternally yours. until the stars go out. and maybe, even after that. ❞

❝ my heart bleeds the color of your soul. i would cut it out and put it in your palms if i could. ❞

❝ it's like you have knit yourself around my ribs. i could no more cut you out than i could remove my own lungs. ❞

❝ you are woven into my soul and i dare not cut a single thread. ❞

❝ i am yours, body and soul, to do with as you wish. ❞

❝ i don't require you to love me back, or to care for me as i do you. only let me be here, let me devote myself to you. that would be enough. ❞

❝ i want to trap your smile in a bottle and take it out when no one else can see. ❞

❝ you belong to me and i to you. ❞

❝ do not look away from me. i cannot bear it when i do not occupy your vision. ❞

❝ i will follow you. to the ends of the earth, to the very gates of hades and whatever might lay beyond. ❞

❝ i will always be here. no matter how far you go you can always come home to me. ❞

❝ tell me all the places you have been hurt, every rejection, every scar. let me love you in all the places where you have burned. ❞

❝ i will not ever let you go. ❞

❝ you cannot escape this. you cannot run away from the love we share. ❞

❝ what we have is deeper than words could capture. ❞

❝ i will be anything you desire. i pluck out the parts of me you find distasteful and stuff your love in the craters left behind. ❞

❝ tell me what you wish of me and i will do it. ❞

❝ i could spend all day merely watching the air in your lung. i would count every blink. i would cherish every sigh from your lips. i could watch you merely exist for the rest of my life. ❞

❝ don't let go of me. i think if you lost me i would die. ❞

❝ i will cut out the tongues of every man who has wronged you. ❞

❝ i wish i could crawl inside you and make a home out of the hollows of your bones. ❞

ACTIONS:

WATCH: for sender to watch receiver sleep.

WATCHED: for sender to wake up and find receiver watching over them.

DISCOVER: for sender to find a journal full of sketches receiver made of them and sender finds them looking at it.

DISCOVERED: for receiver to find a journal full of sketches receiver made of them.

FOLLOW: for sender to stalk receiver, claiming they're doing it to protect them.

FOLLOWED: for receiver to stalk sender and claim they're protecting them.

GOING: for sender to take receiver to a secluded cabin for a romantic getaway.

GONE: for receiver to take sender to a secluded cabin for a romantic getaway.

SACRIFICE: for sender to kill someone who wronged receiver as a grand gesture.

SACRIFICED: for receiver to kill someone who wrong sender as a grand gesture.

CAUGHT: for sender to catch receiver staring at them.

CATCHING: for receiver to catch sender staring at them.

REVEAL: for sender to slowly undress themselves while receiver watches, but doesn't touch.

REVEALED: for receiver to slowly undress themselves while sender watches, but doesn't touch.

BATHE: for sender to bathe receiver, meticulously and tenderly as if serving them.

BATHED: for receiver to bathe sender, meticulously and tenderly as if serving them.

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sorry for acting weird. that was me following my heart

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@alitlantern has requested a starter!

Excited footfall can be heard echoing down the halls of Kinloch Hold's apprentice quarters as one particularly spirited elf made his way to the common hall. Most mages could be found retiring there at the end of the day, and he'd be most surprised if the other weren't there. Usually Behni was one of the last to quit his studies. It couldn't be helped, there were so many books to read and so little time to read them...

He ducked his way through the mingling apprentices, barely making time to hear what arduous and mind-boggling practices they'd been put through that day as he held the very thing that had gotten him in this mood close to his chest. He didn't have to look very hard for the other, as his voice was moreso something he followed. He was always joking around with a crowd when the other two weren't with him. Always so good with people to the point that they could hold a conversation for hours. Behni was almost envious. Usually the only people that enjoyed when he talked as much as he did were those that weren't actually listening.

All this to say, when the elf was all too eager to pull the rambling boy away from the crowd, sighs and complaints followed. But he knew he wouldn't be met with much resistance from the other. Anders enjoyed people who took action...and surprised him.

A bit of distance away, and Behni took up his companions hands in his, face all smiles as sapphire eyes shone behind large spectacles.

"Might I bother you for your time tonight?" He didn't really wait for an answer, despite posing the question that had been held on his tongue all day. Instead, he chose to open the other's hands up, and drop into them that which he'd been holding onto so ardently. Matching stud earrings, with little blue gems in them. They were nearly the same color as the elf's eyes.

"Beautiful, yes? One of the senior mages gifted them to me! I've never worn these kinds of thing before but...you have! And...so I was wondering if you might put them in for me!" He clasped their hands together once more, the strength in his grip rather palpable for someone of his frame.

"Oh, tell me you will. I'd want nothing more than to match with you~"

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' i said please, so technically you have to say yes. ' / for behni. ♡

Well, how could he break a baseline rule such as that? And for a request so sweet, he wouldn't be one to deny the other.

It had started in a tavern along the road, their merry little band dipping a bit too far into their cups and enjoying the music that accompanied the banter throughout. Leliana had been the first to join in on the performance as per usual, but it was much to the entertainment of the others that Behni had followed after her not long after. The two were lost in their merriment for the evening; swinging each other around and singing sweetly along with the music, even if they hadn't known the lyrics. It was a joyful eve, but one that most of them hadn't expected the details to stick much.

So it had caught him by surprise when Alistair had inquired about his knowledge of dancing. He didn't think there was much "knowledge" about it really...it was just something fun to help others loosen up.

...Then again, he had seemed rather stiff at times when it came to...socializing. It was true that he had his jokes at times, but it couldn't be helped that Behni was better with his words. And perhaps...less clunky in his frame and stature..not that he minded Alistair's clunkiness, or the stiffness. He thought it was endearing really.

And maybe this was a bit more of that sarcasm of his when he'd brought up the mage giving him a lesson or two out of his book, but he'd taken it to heart.

Especially, because he'd said please.

So he'd taken him to the edge of their camp. Mostly out of the way of prying eyes, and so they'd have enough space for his demonstration. When he was sure they wouldn't be too watched, he picked up his staff.

"Dancing is easy really once you get into the swing of it. And I know you might be hesitant about it, but think of it this way, if you will..." He stood straight then, feet together as he held his weapon out, as if to spar. "It's like training to fight really, the motions are all there. One foot forward as your partner steps back, swing to the side to avoid the oncoming blow, and then trade the distance with your partner buy stepping back." He mimicked the motions as he spoke them, forming a perfect square before returning to step one. A few more times then, to have the other get the motion down, before nodding over to him.

"Shall we try it a few times like this? I feel it might be easiest before we get into the real thing."

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' tell me it's a lie. please. ' / for behni. 👀

"You know I can't." And his arms wrap tighter around his middle, because despite the warmth of the fire blanketing him from the front, the chill that sits at his back is all the more overpowering. No earthly comfort could outweigh the betrayal of a companion's trust.

"And I know...I know apologies will not be enough. But I..." He catches on his words, fingers digging into his sides as the pained expression of the poor boy is engraved in his mind. Why had everything gone so terribly wrong? He'd been following the most obvious path that had accounted for no sacrifices...so why had it led to so many? To those who'd been sacrificed in the Tower, to those left in the Fade, to those that hadn't made it on the way to Redcliffe...all of this, just for the boy to be harmed by his own hands, and for his own mother to end his life.

"...I didn't want anyone to get hurt. I thought if the only person at risk was myself then everything would be alright..." But simply talking a demon down to reason would do no good, he should have known better.

He sighs, his grip around his middle loosing, before a shaky hand raises to rub his neck. There is a heaviness in his heart he never thought he'd have felt a year prior. "I intend on locating the Urn. Whatever the Arl might have to say about this upon waking will fall on me, I promise you. I won't let them point any fingers at you..."

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✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 .    (  a collection of  dialogue prompts centered around saying "please".   feel free to modify phrasing as desired.  )

please just be honest with me.

oh, please explain how this is my fault.

please don't look at me like that.

please, let's not do this here.

for once, could you please stop pretending?

please just kiss me, i can't stand it.

please don't walk away from this.

all you have to do is say please.

please, i dare you to try and stop me.

please don't tell anyone i said that.

i said please, so technically you have to say yes.

please tell me you brought snacks.

please don't take this the wrong way.

please, i've waited so long to hear you say it.

i said i'm fine, please just drop it.

please don't lie just to make me feel better.

please don't judge me for what i'm about to do.

please just let me help you.

if you love me, say it. please.

just stay here with me all day. pleaase?

please don't ruin this for me.

please just leave me out of it.

tell me you love me ... please.

can you please slow down?

please tell me there's still a chance.

can you please just get some sleep?

please, i don't want to lose you again.

i'm not asking– i'm begging you. please.

please don't make fun of me.

i want you to leave. please leave right now.

please, it's nothing.

i don't like to beg, but... please.

pleaase? i promise it'll be fun.

tell me it's a lie. please.

come on, please? just this once?

please don't jump to assumptions.

please, [ name ], just stay here.

you promised ... please.

please. i need you to trust me.

please don't go.

i know i don't deserve it, but please forgive me.

please, let me fix this.

did i hear a 'please' in there somewhere?

please. one more minute, that's all i'm asking.

oh please, as if you've never done it.

don't ask me to choose. please.

please don't tell them where i am.

saying 'please' over and over won't change my mind.

please? ... pretty please?

please don't make me beg.

please tell me i'm wrong.

can you please give me a hand with this?

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Love when I have a particularly evil train of thought that changes my oc's kid count from 1 to 2

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heyyyyy !!!!!! soooooo!!! this is awfullll and im sicccccck!!!!!!!!!!

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oh so we are not going to cope well with this huh...behni is so fucked bro

hey so what the FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THE CIRCLE TOWER QUESTLINE......

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hey so what the FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THE CIRCLE TOWER QUESTLINE......

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oh hey are u single?????????

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MMMMMM i wanna write with behni but i CANT UNTIL I AT LEAST GET ME A DOCUMENT OUT....

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Behni is the kinda guy that would look big eyed and dorky behind his large ass glasses but would take them off and have the prettiest ass elf eyes. He’s actually hot and so unaware of it…

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𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝: a little assortment of prompts revolving around painful, bottled up affection and endless yearning, as well as the possible result of finally taking action. remember to tag your dark themes. add +reverse to swap the roles.

[ 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 ] : receiver notices sender looking at them longingly. [ 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 ] : receiver hears sender calling their name while asleep. [ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐭𝐡 ] : sender drapes a coat / cape / etc. around receiver's shoulders. [ 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 ] : receiver is hugging a coat / cape / etc. that belongs to the sender. [ 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐦 ] : sender is helping the receiver through a panic attack / severe anxiety. [ 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 ] : sender takes a hold of receiver's both hands. [ 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 ] : sender and receiver are spooning for comfort and warmth. [ 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 ] : sender and receiver are finally about to kiss, but are interrupted. [ 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 ] : sender and receiver are finally sharing a passionate kiss. [ 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 ] : sender has just found the receiver who's been missing for weeks. [ 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬 ] : after being misinformed that the sender has died, receiver is grieving. [ 𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝 ] : sender is expressing anger over receiver's constant recklessness. [ 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ] : sender is voicing their negative opinion about a person who appears to be close with the receiver. [ 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 ] : sender has just told receiver "you belong to me". [ 𝐰𝐡𝐲 ] : sender has just asked receiver "why don't you love me". [ 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭 ] : sender has harmed someone who threatened the receiver. [ 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐦 ] : sender has killed someone who threatened the receiver. [ 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 ] : sender has gotten injured protecting the receiver. [ 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 ] : sender is getting frustrated with their repressed affection and asks receiver to leave them alone. [ 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 ] : unable to handle their fondness towards receiver, the sender lashes out and they end up in a heated argument. [ 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐲 ] : sender is apologising for appearing cold. [ 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 ] : sender is telling receiver they "deserve better than whatever this is".